Care about people who don't give ✌️***** about me
That's the biggest mistake ever
They not gunna be in my life forever so why care about them
Just you smiling breakers them into pieces
So I don't want to be or sound selfish but me thinking about myself is better for me
During my 15 years of marriage I have struggled to keep strong in who I am. But these last several years I can see where I lost my way.
His inability to be honest with me about what is going on in his head and the behaviors and choices he made in dealing with these...
Today I Promised Myself I Wouldn't Eat Anything Sweet Or Anything That Haves Any Fat In It But Once I Seen That Chocolate Cake I Just Had To Have It I'm Ashamed To Admit That 'I Did Something I Told Myself I Wouldn't ' I Broke My Diet.
Drank & drank, for the expectant. Thought i knew what to expect. 'Your not drinking anymore till we actually get there.' Same familiar house, less people, intensity of the wait, her to walk through the doors.
She didn't turn up. "How was it?" "****!" i...
I like Twilight. >.<
I told myself it was simply mindless drivel and, since I don't normally like teenagery stuff, was convinced I wouldn't like the book.
I do like it. Just not for reasons you would expect.
I love reading it just to see how off the wall...
because it only leads to false hope and shattered emotions. Talking to her always makes me feel some type of way because she knows me on a level that no one knows me on. She understands me and she knows her place. Ugh why did I put myself in this position?
i took ket.
Ive always had a loathing for ket. I hated the idea of it, what it does to you, the lack of control, and seeing someone on ket, they dont look like theyre having a good time. and I have used it on my horses before and dont like the idea of taking it myself...
after doing what I swore I won't do. I became a teacher. Thats right. For one (1) school year I was a teacher that taught junior high school science. I kept on saying time and time again even after I was asked several times.....I proclaimed "U...