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I Did Something I Told Myself I Wouldn't

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    because it only leads to false hope and shattered emotions. Talking to her always makes me feel some type of way because she knows me on a level that no one knows me on. She understands me and she knows her place. Ugh why did I put myself in this position?
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 1

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    Last Night....

    i took ket.   Ive always had a loathing for ket. I hated the idea of it, what it does to you, the lack of control, and seeing someone on ket, they dont look like theyre having a good time. and I have used it on my horses before and dont like the idea of taking it myself...
    Tesse Tesse 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 7, 2008

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    I like Twilight.  >.< I told myself it was simply mindless drivel and, since I don't normally like teenagery stuff, was convinced I wouldn't like the book. I do like it.  Just not for reasons you would expect. I love reading it just to see how off the wall...
    axelval axelval 18-21, T 10 Responses Nov 28, 2008

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    I Broke My Diet

    Today I Promised Myself I Wouldn't Eat Anything Sweet Or Anything That Haves Any Fat In It But Once I Seen That Chocolate Cake I Just Had To Have It I'm Ashamed To Admit That 'I Did Something I Told Myself I Wouldn't ' I Broke My Diet.
    xcelocita3 xcelocita3 18-21, F Oct 24, 2012

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    Lost My Self-worth Due To A Man

    During my 15 years of marriage I have struggled to keep strong in who I am.  But these last several years I can see where I lost my way. His inability to be honest with me about what is going on in his head and the behaviors and choices he made in dealing with these...
    Grits4life Grits4life 46-50, F 13 Responses Oct 24, 2009

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    I did something I told myself I would never do

    Care about people who don't give ✌️***** about me That's the biggest mistake ever They not gunna be in my life forever so why care about them Just you smiling breakers them into pieces So I don't want to be or sound selfish but me thinking about myself is better for me
    iammee13 iammee13 13-15, F May 14, 2014

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    Had sex with him. It was a fun time but its still hard to believe that I did it. 
    reset reset 18-21, F 5 Responses Jan 31, 2011

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    You Were New Year.

    Drank & drank, for the expectant. Thought i knew what to expect. 'Your not drinking anymore till we actually get there.' Same familiar house, less people, intensity of the wait, her to walk through the doors. She didn't turn up. "How was it?" "****!" i...
    Altruism Altruism 18-21, F Jan 2, 2009

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    ....just ate supernoodles because they're the only thing with Chili in them and I thought it would make me warm.....   But there is no excuse. I ate supernoodles, well half of them, and now I feel sick
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 9, 2009

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    I Felt Like a Total Hypocrite........

    after doing what I swore I won't do.    I became a teacher. Thats right. For  one (1) school year I was a teacher that taught junior high school science. I kept on saying time and time again even after I was asked several times.....I proclaimed "U...
    coconutzismyflava coconutzismyflava 22-25, F Jan 9, 2009

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    okay so once again my so called boyfriend is blaming me for something I swear he blames me for everything I'm getting so tired of it actually I'm not getting tired of it I am tired...
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    I misjudged the whole situation and I make a dumb mistake. I had a job at a hardware/D.I.Y store, which had okay hours and I didn't really enjoy, but I would have got the hang of...
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    I used to love being 14, and looking older. Now, I'm 50 and people think I'm in my 30s. I love it!
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    I'm 21. When I let my beard grow out, people think I'm at least 25, but if I shave, people think I'm 17.
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    aaronpayne aaronpayne 22-25, M Jul 20

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    I'm 24 and people mistake me for 15/16 - its really frustrating sometimes & then someone always goes "well, when you get old you'll still look young"
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    FalseSmile FalseSmile 22-25, M Jul 19

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    I was a brat when I was a kid.. somewhat bully. I was around 6-8 years old. I pinned down and slightly choked my cousin at the back of our suv and told her I hate her and she...
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    It's how I was raised. Starting from when I was about 12 on. It started out with me getting acne at a fairly early age. What a crime, huh? Getting acne at 12, then to be told...
    bobrido bobrido 46-50, M 4 Responses Jul 15

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    Day 1. Again. Too bad I haven't had a heart attack and died or something. Then I wouldn't be a burden on anyone ever again. Oh, well. One can hope.
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    I was the girl who always ran to the same guy. When I was younger I promised myself I would NEVER stoop so low. I guess it's just what love does. Love isn't worth it...
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    I think it’s interesting how we label people, a group, almost as if they are faceless or no longer human. Not that certain people throughout history haven’t done horrible...
    JadeKnight JadeKnight 26-30, T Jul 10

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    I haven't told anyone yet, but I've been visiting a bathhouse and keeping an active grindr profile to hook up with guys. I started out pretty careful, only swallowing loads at...
    galaxygrey galaxygrey 26-30, M 1 Response Jul 10

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    i get told this a lot. i actually hang with adults and wont get questioned.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jul 10

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    I completely overdid it in traveling but it was so worth it. I can't even walk around now around a hotel room or in a wait line in a food court restaurant without getting dizzy...
    loveismyfriend loveismyfriend 36-40, F Jul 9

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