I Did Something I Told Myself I Wouldn't

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    Go back down memory lane

    because it only leads to false hope and shattered emotions. Talking to her always makes me feel some type of way because she knows me on a level that no one knows me on. She understands me and she knows her place. Ugh why did I put myself in this position?
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    Jul 1, 2015

    Lost My Self-worth Due To A Man

    During my 15 years of marriage I have struggled to keep strong in who I am.  But these last several years I can see where I lost my way. His inability to be honest with me about what is going on in his head and the behaviors and choices he made in dealing with these...
    Grits4life Grits4life
    46-50, F
    13 Responses Oct 24, 2009

    I did something I told myself I would never do

    Care about people who don't give ✌️***** about me That's the biggest mistake ever They not gunna be in my life forever so why care about them Just you smiling breakers them into pieces So I don't want to be or sound selfish but me thinking about myself is better for me
    iammee13 iammee13
    16-17, F
    May 14, 2014

    I Felt Like a Total Hypocrite........

    after doing what I swore I won't do.    I became a teacher. Thats right. For  one (1) school year I was a teacher that taught junior high school science. I kept on saying time and time again even after I was asked several times.....I proclaimed "U...
    coconutzismyflava coconutzismyflava
    22-25, F
    Jan 9, 2009

    I Broke My Diet

    Today I Promised Myself I Wouldn't Eat Anything Sweet Or Anything That Haves Any Fat In It But Once I Seen That Chocolate Cake I Just Had To Have It I'm Ashamed To Admit That 'I Did Something I Told Myself I Wouldn't ' I Broke My Diet.
    xcelocita3 xcelocita3
    18-21, F
    Oct 24, 2012


    ....just ate supernoodles because they're the only thing with Chili in them and I thought it would make me warm.....   But there is no excuse. I ate supernoodles, well half of them, and now I feel sick
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    Jan 9, 2009

    You Were New Year.

    Drank & drank, for the expectant. Thought i knew what to expect. 'Your not drinking anymore till we actually get there.' Same familiar house, less people, intensity of the wait, her to walk through the doors. She didn't turn up. "How was it?" "****!" i...
    Altruism Altruism
    18-21, F
    Jan 2, 2009


    I like Twilight.  >.< I told myself it was simply mindless drivel and, since I don't normally like teenagery stuff, was convinced I wouldn't like the book. I do like it.  Just not for reasons you would expect. I love reading it just to see how off the wall...
    axelval axelval
    18-21, T
    10 Responses Nov 28, 2008

    Last Night....

    i took ket.   Ive always had a loathing for ket. I hated the idea of it, what it does to you, the lack of control, and seeing someone on ket, they dont look like theyre having a good time. and I have used it on my horses before and dont like the idea of taking it myself...
    Tesse Tesse
    18-21, F
    1 Response Dec 7, 2008
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