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I Didn't Know a Heart Could Hurt This Bad

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 28 People

    When Does It Heal?

    My heart used to be whole, good and pure It was always happy, friendly and waiting for love It still is friendly that hasn't changed Waiting for love, is more like wanting to find a true love Happiness went out the window a long time ago It has a big gaping hole in it now It's...
    InmemoryofLifelessStar InmemoryofLifelessStar 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 16, 2011

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    I've Learnt That You Can Only Hurt So Deeply Because You Have Fallen Equally Deeply...

    It's been almost 9 years since I met him. It was love at first sight for me but at the time I didn't know it or didn't want to admit that it exists. Saw him at a friend's gathering and he looked instantly familiar, as if I have known him long before even though that...
    PurpleExpresso PurpleExpresso 26-30 Jan 9, 2010

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    Because Of A 4 Word Text

    We Live Together Now...4 words formed a knife into my heart. I knew I could never have her, but I guess I still hoped and that broke whatever hopes I had...But it may make it easier to get over her...
    Cadet1995 Cadet1995 18-21, F Apr 25, 2011

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