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I Didn't Know What I Had Til It Was Gone

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    When I think back, I was confident, fun, and careless as a child. Boys didn't scare me, other people didn't scare me, I had my first "boyfriend" in the second grade. I remember in...
    graveyardghosty graveyardghosty 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 20

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    So today Dylan and I started out… lets just say, “not conected”. So, I was late to spanish class. Dylan was just staring at me out the door. I opened it and closed it quietly...
    GoldMarine GoldMarine 18-21, F Dec 18

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    I got expelled from school. I had just gotten a scholarship and it was out-of-country. I was going to go for 2 years and experience the world. Then I was going to try and transfer...
    pancaekes pancaekes 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 9

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    I have this friend of mine. sometimes I really don't know how to describe her. I did so much but come to this point of time. I feel that she don't appreciate it? everytime when I...
    AnnxJoy AnnxJoy 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 30

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    Just found out my older sister is going to get back together with my family. She's like a mini version of my mom. She constantly beat me up and called me names. I don't know what...
    thefallenones thefallenones 13-15, F Dec 13

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    I really should've known. I guess I was blinded by what I thought was "love". What hurts the most isn't even leaving him, it's the guilt. How could I have done this to some...
    jheneaiko jheneaiko 18-21, F 4 hrs ago

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    I feel so stupid.. Maybe it's because I don't want to be alone, I feel bad for him, I met the right person at the wrong time or we just weren't meant to be. I've been with my...
    phantom44a phantom44a 18-21, F Dec 16

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    Hey there, I figured it was the only place to talk about it since I'm too ashamed to tell anyone, even my closest friends. I'm a 20-year-old male living with my parents and right...
    Ciccone Ciccone 18-21, M 5 days ago

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    I am 60 years young and have been married to the same man since I was 21. Being lonely yet not alone is something I've gotten used to and I accept that it's just how it is for me...
    Anyone7 Anyone7 56-60 1 Response Dec 10

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    I love my girlfriend, but she can get very immature, especially when there's a situation that I am uncomfortable with. I would bring it to her attention, and it seems as if she...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Dec 8

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    I always feel bad when I admit this but it's true. When we first started talking I had no idea you would mean so much to me. When we started talking I just wanted someone to talk...
    Raptax231 Raptax231 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 3

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    My sister was born in a guy's body. She just came out recently. I am really happy that she came out and all, but I also worry a lot about how other people treat her outside of the...
    mcus mcus 13-15, M Dec 10

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    I don't know whether to wait for the right man or to just lose it now and then come across the right one eventually. But will he think less of me because I just did it to do it and...
    MysteriousRose MysteriousRose 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 15

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    1. I'm 5'10 2. Modelled for catalogues 3. 15 years of age 4. Could be described as an 'emo' 5. Stressed, depressed and band obsessed;)
    BethWool BethWool 13-15, F Dec 2

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    I posted a confession about this, but I didn't know there was a group. Want to know the real reason as to why I didn't go to college and still not going to? It's not because I...
    TransmutedHeart TransmutedHeart 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 13

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    My best friend was dating Dave Franco. One night I was hanging out with her boyfriend while he was on the phone with her. She was on a trip and not coming home for a while so he...
    emilymlundin emilymlundin 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 14

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    I never have and never will. Every new day I learn something I didn't know about,such is life.With an open mind and a caring heart.I walk through life seeking all the answers that...
    AfanOfbigNaturals AfanOfbigNaturals 41-45, M 3 hrs ago

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    So, in grade 12 I wanted to do all these cool things like be a flight attendant, a fashion designer or a florist. But my mum said they weren't good jobs and my principal said I had...
    sweaterrweatherr sweaterrweatherr 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 14

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    Help!! Im not too sure of this website, but i do know that I am depressed and nearest to hell I've ever been in my Life. Im so upset..that I've been accused of cheating on my...
    weeblewobblebutIwontfalldown weeblewobblebutIwontfalldown 41-45, M Dec 19

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    I think I was around the age of seven when this happened. I remember two instances when I think I might have been molested by my god brother. In one memory I remember him pushing...
    CosmicBear01 CosmicBear01 13-15, F Dec 2

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    I'm 45 years old....and I STILL don't know what to do with my life. I once thought I had it figured out...I was married, had kids...was just going to grow old with that person...
    RubyLane RubyLane 41-45, F 3 Responses Dec 7

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    I've no clue who I am. At the beginning of this year I was flipping out over the idea that I didn't know who was, or what made up "me". It really freaked me out and made me feel...
    Friability Friability 18-21 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    its funny, because you sorta start to blame yourself. You start to hate who youve become and hate what you are. Youre not mad youre hurt, and confused. left wondering why. You have...
    debonaireash debonaireash 16-17, M 1 Response Dec 5

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    I was with the same girl for three years and I love her so much. we broke up two months ago and she is with another girl. while we were dating I wasn't out yet so I kind of hid her...
    rachellynn99 rachellynn99 18-21, F Nov 30

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    I am supposed to have this girlfriend and she says she loves me but doesn't answer the phone or answer back to any of my messages until she gets ready to..recently she took a trip...
    im4realz im4realz 18-21, M 6 Responses 6 days ago

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    If you didn't know my name, what would you guess it to be? :)
    Gemz2411 Gemz2411 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 29

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    I really screwed things up with my ex and from his perspective it looks like I cheated on him with his twin brother, but I didn't do that. I just went to him when I needed...
    oliviam22 oliviam22 13-15, F 21 hrs ago

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    A few years back I met a man who was awesome in so many ways. We had enough similarities to hold a decent conversation, yet enough differences to keep things interesting. Like me...
    SadZwiebel SadZwiebel 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 4

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    I didn't wait for marriage. hell I didn't even wait til I was grown. I had sex when I was 14yrs old and at the time I was in love and I seriously thought I would spend the rest of...
    AiymaSnikies AiymaSnikies 22-25, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I would prefer a profound or comical quote. "to the experienced mind death is but the next great adventure"- albums dumbledore "The events of my death have been greatly...
    Pangy54321 Pangy54321 18-21, M 4 days ago

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    So, yes.. as I sit with the laptop's screen staring right into my face with the EP screen unrelentingly weaving it's spell on me.. I continue to lurk around EP for the most of my...
    dubiousidentityy dubiousidentityy 22-25, M Nov 29

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    It's Christmas Eve again and I am reflecting on the nastiness of my family. This year my uncle died of brain cancer. I realized a month before his death that he was the strongest...
    singlemom1254 singlemom1254 36-40 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Today memories came up of a boy I loved very much. I was listening to a song he would always play on the piano and memories of him came flowing through my head. When i met him he...
    Hiimamyimdead Hiimamyimdead 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 4

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    I am a woman that was with a woman. I was with her when I was 15, she was 17. We did everything together. She was my only friend. I guess I loved her too much. She was everything...
    ti777 ti777 18-21 3 Responses Dec 6

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    I don't know why I don't trust men. I don't know why I think men aren't capable of being caring, compassionate, and faithful. I don't know why I want to be in a relationship but...
    MysteriousRose MysteriousRose 18-21, F Dec 13

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    You know, there's having no game, and then, there's being me. I've had some girls hit on me in the past, and the end result is either me turning them away because I'm not...
    DeathstalkerScorpion DeathstalkerScorpion 22-25, M 1 Response Dec 14

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    I was naive to have believed you when you said you loved me. I didn't even know that i would fall so in love with you when we first met. I treated you as a good and close friend...
    Shimmerz479 Shimmerz479 13-15, F 2 Responses Dec 18

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    About three years ago I met this guy and we became fast friends. I divulged to him that I was gay and he said he was straight but didn't mind the my sexual preference was different...
    nowun nowun 31-35, M Dec 19

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    I didn't deserve you. I know I didn't. But I love you, but hurting you never crossed my mind. I was just caught in in a moment. where I'm pressured with other people's assumptions...
    Ebolaa Ebolaa 16-17, M a week ago

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    I was in love/had strong feelings for a guy for two years. Whatever, he didn't love me back. A while ago I faced the truth and moved on. I can't say it was hard since by the time I...
    AnnaJackson12345 AnnaJackson12345 18-21, F 4 Responses 20 hrs ago

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    Well he did love me, but I had one bad habit I just wouldn't change and now he's gone. He's living in another town but sends me random messages. I'm trying to get really fit again...
    Evilaugh Evilaugh 31-35, F a week ago

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    Well I obviously didn't wait till marriage. Unfortunately I gave it away to the devil not saying any names . He took everything from me. I always did everything an anything he...
    Hiimamyimdead Hiimamyimdead 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 4

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    I met a guy online, I didn't expect that we'd end up like this. It has been 2 years since we started talking. I met him on omegle and he's from Scotland, he's going to a university...
    Misaki7590 Misaki7590 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 12

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    Everyone thinks they have everything figured out and that they have the entire picture. No one does and no one in this family really understands me and really listens. They just...
    nomadventurist nomadventurist 18-21, F Nov 29

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    This was some young love ****. In age 13, there was this guy named vincent who was my bestfriend. He was popular for being funny and cute!! Every girl talked about him. As the new...
    Brittanybae Brittanybae 16-17, F 3 Responses Dec 1

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