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I Didnt Know You Could Miss Someone So Much

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    The Old Me

    I miss the me that saw the world with empty joy. Full of possibility, happy and free. He is dead now, I guess that's what abuse does to a kid I guess
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses May 26, 2013

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    A day goes by once again.

    Sit here, and I ponder if it will happen soon. It's been a while since I've heard from her. I miss her tons.
    TCL009 TCL009 41-45, F Jul 26, 2014

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    Pain

    I never knew what it was like to miss someone so bad it hurts so much. There's this guy I think about all the time but he lives far away and is a year older then me. I think about texting him all the time, but I don't wanna bother him. We dated for the summer, but I ended it...
    Thatgirl8654 Thatgirl8654 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 2, 2013

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    When You'Re Gone

    I shouldn't think about him, but I do. He makes me feel better when he's here, but I feel empty when he's gone. I miss him. I wish he'd come home. Why the hell should I care? It's not like we're dating. Seriously, what the hell am I thinking? But I do care. I care about him, I...
    iamrae22 iamrae22 22-25, F May 14, 2013

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    Waiting for your call.

    .. You don't even know how much I miss the old you. Those times are impossible to forget. It's been almost a year but still I can't stop thinking about you. Every single morning when I wake up, I feel something so heavy on my cheast, like I lost a piece of my heart. I cannot...
    AmberDD AmberDD 22-25, F Aug 24, 2014

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    Two loving hearts bonded Yet separated

    Existence compromised in someplace else. Life awaits here where the thirsty emotions flow to make every dream count and taste every joy within our hearts.. our soul cries to join hands and fly into the vast expanse of the sky so that we don’t have any reason to cry but...
    winterfall winterfall 36-40 Feb 9, 2014

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    Another one of those nights i guess,

    one when your lying in bed and suddenly a bunch of thoughts about the exact same person rush through your head leaving a huge lump in your throat and you know its only going to take one more thought about them for you to burst into tears silently screaming whilst everyones asleep...
    DepressedKidd DepressedKidd 13-15, F Jul 30, 2014

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    I'm Getting Good At Being Alone, Lol

       Well, I got married to a wonderful Marine in January. Moved away to be with him. I left my family and all I've ever known. I'm 26 years old and this is the farthest I've been away from my family. It's been really hard. In march he was deployed. Once again left alone...
    Derekswife Derekswife 26-30, F 5 Responses Jun 4, 2007

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    My Two Best Friends.

    Christopher.Christopher Leo Thomas-Taylor,1-5-94 to 9-30-11He was my all time best friend, he was such a loving person, after everything he has been throughhe was always there for people.Especialy me, me ad him were really close,Today went to his grave, and NO Flowers just a...
    Meggiebear77 Meggiebear77 18-21, F Feb 8, 2012

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    I've always been drawn towards people similar

    to me. People who have felt real pain and genuinely mean it when they say "I understand". Humorous people who laugh 'till they can't breathe and end up looking like retarded, dying seals. Intelligent people who can make snarky comments to dumb people, without having them realise...
    iKitKat iKitKat 18-21, F Sep 10, 2014

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    ..If you are my hidden treasure,

    if you are my cross, my dampened pain, if I am a dog, and you alone my master ..Never let me lose what I have gained , and adorn the branches of your river , with leaves of my estranged autumn ..
    Dostoeyevsky Dostoeyevsky 18-21 Jan 2

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    Give Me Your Hand..

    This isn't supposed to be easy. It's not supposed to go smoothly. There's going to be some forks in the road. We expected some rough waters. We were told to expect some ups & downs. But they didn't tell us those "ups & downs", were a little more like mountains...
    anchored2heart anchored2heart 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 14, 2009

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    You Dont Know What You Have Until Its Gone.

    i grew up with next door to my best friend i cant remember a time in my life when i didnt know him. All through my childhood he was there at every important event in my life. My first day of school we went together i was scared i wanted my mom to take me home but he made me laugh...
    longwayround longwayround 22-25, F 6 Responses Feb 6, 2011

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    It just so happens it is possible,

    and at times it just hurts soo much.
    bLEu22 bLEu22 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 28, 2014

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    You have the key to my heart’s door ,

    You always succeed to unlock the innermost layer from where only pure love flows for you only. For you only I hold my pen your heart my canvas I paint my lines there. Don’t you ever worry the canvas won’t be ever left blank. I will always let you feed my dreams with pleasure...
    winterfall winterfall 36-40 Feb 23, 2014

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    Always

    Being without you is like one long sleepless, endless night. The kind where you can't get comfortable no matter what you do. You try to relax, try to sleep, but your mind won't stop. You're there, on my mind, in my heart and I know it's not that way for you, yet I can't let go...
    Oso41412 Oso41412 41-45, F 6 Responses Feb 13, 2013

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    hard to pretend ur ok,

    if inside you, that u are not!!
    pinsy77 pinsy77 36-40, F 4 Responses Mar 10, 2014

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    I'm 11 and I had a great friend just like 2

    months ago, not even. I'm a girl he is a boy. this year was my first year in a sage progran (Saskatoon academicly gifted education program) and his too. the went back to his old school. we were super good friends. I miss him like crazy.
    25ImBeth 25ImBeth 41-45, F 1 Response Jan 1

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    Made Of Holes

    Sometimes, there is no deeper pain than the one not caused, not felt, not lived. It is then when one realizes that what hurts the most is not the suffering itself, but the emptiness; the hole of the never spoken conversations, when a memory comes to our mind without warning...
    sweetmeisje sweetmeisje 26-30, F 2 Responses Dec 1, 2009

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    Never give up. Great things take time.

    Just like how much I wanna be... well, you know the rest.
    TCL009 TCL009 41-45, F Sep 10, 2014

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    Hurt

    The missing him is so bad at times, it feels as if a part of me is missing, a part of me has been taken away.  But, I know even if he's far away from me physically, he's still in my heart.  And, I in his.  And that brings me peace of mind.  But I can't...
    CuriosityKitten CuriosityKitten 31-35, F 14 Responses Mar 7, 2009

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    candyblu candyblu 46-50, F 1 Response Jan 1

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    So yesterday I said goodbye too the man

    who married my mother...no he wasn't my actual father but I loved him like he was:D he called me out when I was a pain in the ***, he loved and my sister like we were his own, he made my mom the happiest she has ever been in a very long time:) I miss you and I will see you when...
    CountryPayton CountryPayton 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 1

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    Dedication To You

    Artemismoonhunt. I'm so sorry you had to delete your account because people couldn't accept your bisexuality. I hate them for that. Although I'm talking to you through another site, I miss you so much. I don't think I'll ever gather up the courage to tell you this. But now that...
    TheSimpsons8 TheSimpsons8 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 27, 2012

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    Always and Forever

    I would lie if I say: "I miss you sometimes..." Cause the truth is: I miss you ALL the time. I think of you everyday... Every new place I visit makes me want to be there with you. I wonder what would you think about the movie I'm watching or how much you would enjoy that new...
    LockedMarianne LockedMarianne 26-30, F 2 Responses Jun 9, 2013

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    I Miss You

    I miss you all the time. When you're gone, when Im talking to you, when I see your face. I honestly never knew I could miss someone so much. I hate to say goodnight, I feel sad and empty when everything goes silent and I'm going to bed alone and know that you are doing the same...
    Isntitironic Isntitironic 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 22, 2013

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    Two hearts came together

    as one a few months ago. But they are only separate because she is there and I am here. I miss you so.
    TCL009 TCL009 41-45, F 1 Response Mar 28, 2014

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    I Miss You

    As much as I love you, I try to not think about you because i have to keep my pain and sadness to myself because no one understands. No one understood you like I did and vice versa. Im dreading October, your birthday and anniversary are times when I have no choice but to think...
    eclu eclu 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 9, 2013

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    Yearn..

    I kind of miss you. I don't know . I guess i miss you plain and simple. I miss those hours of conversations almost everyday without fail, about anything and everything. I miss your simple hello, your hello that lead to many million things, from being strangers to friends. It has...
    Daiyu Daiyu 22-25, F Jun 8, 2013

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    I didn't believe it,

    but it's true. My dad found this site, but now he hasn't said anything since. My only friend on here-by the username "Robbri" blocked me because he probably was scared. I don't blame him. I miss him every day and night. I don't feel myself. So can anyone please do me the favor...
    sassysarah98 sassysarah98 16-17, F Apr 6, 2014

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    Actually I Did Know...

    I just never wanted to miss him so much. People who know me, know who this is about. !@#$, just!#$ I hate it....make it stop. Please! I'm losing my mind. Yes, the Angel sent by Spirit has tried breathing deeply, tranquilisers, strong alcohol, smoking, self pleasure, erotic...
    TheRealWoman TheRealWoman 31-35, F 7 Responses Mar 7, 2009

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    I Miss You<3333

    I miss you. I miss your smile. I miss your laugh. I miss the sound of your voice. I miss your hugs. I miss your kisses. I miss your hands touching me..feeling me. I miss the six hour straight (or longer!) phone conversations. I miss the comfort I always feel in your arms. I miss...
    hisnaughtygirl69 hisnaughtygirl69 16-17, F 3 Responses Aug 30, 2013

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    Thinking of you is easy.

    .. I do it everyday.. Missing you is the heartache that never goes away💔😪😔
    endlesslyyyforever endlesslyyyforever 18-21, F May 21, 2014

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    I've seen the Paris lights from high upon

    MontmartreAnd felt the silence hanging low in no mans land;And all those arigato smilesStay in your memory for a while;There still seems more to come.And I'm far, far awaywith my head up in the cloudsAnd I'm far, far awaywith my feet down in the crowds
    charlie1960 charlie1960 51-55, M Mar 28, 2014

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    Until I heard her voice

    for the first time in almost 3 months
    TCL009 TCL009 41-45, F 2 Responses Apr 25, 2014

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    The truth is I stopped talking to you,

    not because I don't like you anymore, but because I thought I was annoying you. And I'm just waiting for you to say that you miss me, because I miss you everyday. Every hour, every minute, every second. But I know that's not going to happen any time soon, you've moved on. I...
    RadiateLove RadiateLove 16-17, F Feb 19, 2014

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    The truth is I stopped talking to you,

    not because I don't like you anymore, but because I thought I was annoying you. And I'm just waiting for you to say that you miss me, because I miss you everyday. Every hour, every minute, every second. But I know that's not going to happen any time soon, you've moved on. I...
    RadiateLove RadiateLove 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 19, 2014

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    Missing You Again :-(

    But this time it is different. I miss you because it has been 4 months. I miss you because I am ready....and can't wait to be more than your girlfriend. I miss you because I can see the you I have longed for and I know that you can see the me you have longed for too. We are on...
    MegJgeM MegJgeM 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 20, 2010

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    I Only Miss You !

    I only miss you when I am breathing , I only need you when my heart is beating, You are the best thing in my life I can recall, oh baby it so good, we have it all, When I am troubled from all the things I do, baby I just always think of you, Your smile, how your laugh will...
    LadyGeorgiaBulldog LadyGeorgiaBulldog 36-40, F 5 Responses Feb 7, 2012

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    It will be four months in a few days,

    that I got the news that he passed away, and it feels like if it was yesterday. I hate this feeling, I hate the thought that HIM, my best friend, my partner in crime gave up, and abandoned me. I hate to think that I’ll never see him again, that all I have left are the pictures...
    JPTRWAY JPTRWAY 18-21, M Sep 18, 2014

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    TCL009 TCL009 41-45, F Sep 2, 2014

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    I can`t do anything without thinking of her

    pretty face , her perfect smile . her lovely sense of humor , without thinking of her and her perfection . I Miss her so much it hurts , I want to be with her , She is on my mind , she took over my heart , my mind , my soul and now she took over my dreams , dreams that i don`t...
    Alijumah Alijumah 18-21, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Your Birthday

    I didn't know what to do when it was your birthday.. I've never celebrated it without you. I didn't celebrate at all.. It's been a few months.. You're locked up for something you didn't do. I would know.. I was there when you was did 'it'. If you were going to go to jail for...
    TheRisingPhoenix TheRisingPhoenix 16-17, F May 26, 2013

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    Bring Back My Heart...

    I miss you coz you're a part of me. You are my heart. Now that you are gone so to is a big part of who I am, or was. Do I sit here and cry for you, for me, or for something bigger than the both of us? You haunt my thoughts in the silence of my solitude, yet bless me with your...
    MsTeri MsTeri 26-30, F Aug 7, 2010

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    One Moment ...

    you are there; in my life, in my heart ... and the next, you are gone. I cried more tears than I have in a very long time. My heart breaking, my soul wounded. Everywhere I looked, the essence of you still lingered. I fell to pieces; grieving for a loss that I didn...
    angelwings626 angelwings626 41-45, F 21 Responses Oct 19, 2009

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    I went to read some of his poetry,

    I shouldn't have. I should just leave him alone, forget he ever existed and wipe every memories I have of him . I should. But it was thursday night and I was lonely, so i checked. Maybe i just wanted to make myself a bit miserable, who knows. He hasn't posted anything in...
    Irregularthinking Irregularthinking 18-21, F Aug 22, 2014

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