I Didn't Want It to Be Like This

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    ~Again~

    She closed her eyes With dried tears She clutch her doll Keep it in her side When it was gone too Tears began to form She's alone now With scars of sadness Of being alone Of the past She drowned of misery She drowned Of her own foolishness Of her own But then there was her ring...
    SecretWriter7 SecretWriter7
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 17, 2013

    Sure Didn't.

    But, since everyone always says the same thing: "You can't rewrite the past." I guess I'll try to drill that in!
    urbrandofheroin urbrandofheroin
    22-25, F
    Mar 17, 2009

    It'S Been Awhile Old Chaps.

    Well it has been quite a while my deer friends. It has nearly been a year since I have posted on this site, and many things have happened. I moved to Florida and now am struggling to get a job, found out my dad wasn't my reel dad ( reel one died before I was born) ,Tried to kill...
    kagan1 kagan1
    18-21, M
    Jun 26, 2013

    Post High School

    Didn't expect to be a sophomore without many friends, apart of no clubs..nothing. grades basically bad-getting better- and no life. the only way that i know what's going on with the kids at school is facebook!   i didnt want my college life to be like this.
    lostprophet lostprophet
    22-25, F
    Apr 17, 2009

    My Life

    I am unemployed, living with a roommate, all of my friends have moved away and forgotten me, my family sucks and are very wrapped up in themselves, and I am chronically depressed and anxious. I've become a shut-in because people have just taken their toll on me lately. I can't...
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit
    36-40, F
    5 Responses Sep 8, 2010

    Sadly I Don't See It Getting Better....

    when i first met my ex, i thought to myself, "i want that one".  and even tho he had a girlfriend at the time, it didn't matter. he loved me. it took a month for him to get rid of her (i know that sounds bad, but they weren't serious and she was ****** annoying)  when...
    Amberlin420 Amberlin420
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Jan 29, 2010

    Why...?

    I feel like I'm about to break down and sob. The distance, the fact that your health is degrading and the crash. All of it makes me feel so damn useless. WHY did I get on that plane "home", why did I think we'd not feel separated and why are you still dealing with her...
    TheRealWoman TheRealWoman
    31-35, F
    10 Responses Feb 2, 2009

    I just wanted us 4 to last forever.

    .. Was it too much? To want soulmates? Apparently. 😪 Strawberries any one? I love strawberries. 😄
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jun 27, 2014

    Here is Practical Explanation about Next Life,

    Purpose of Human Life, philosophical/religious facts, theories etc. ___________________________ *********** Practical Explanation ( For Example ) :- `1st of all can you tell me every single seconds detail from that time when you born ?? ( i need every seconds detail ?? that what...
    bolt0 bolt0
    26-30, M
    Dec 7, 2013

    I got in the fight of my life .

    I didn't want it to happen but sometimes a guy must recognize that there a line when it comes to arguing with a girl, so I was in this place and the song " no flex zone" comes on, so this girl says " this song is stupid" and this *** tells her " to shut the fcuk up, and that...
    Alijumah Alijumah
    18-21, M
    Feb 21, 2015

    I Didn't Want It

    I didn't want it to be this way, I just wanted to be thin... And now I've lost control. I starve. I binge. I use laxatives. "She tries to take a bite but it's not happening. Convinced that her piece of toast is too fattening... Everytime that she tries to eat, All she sees are...
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick
    22-25
    1 Response Oct 27, 2010

    I Didn't Want It

    I didn't want it,Not this way,But here we are,The way it is,Guess,If I'm to get through,I'll have to,Deal with it.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket
    46-50, M
    Feb 2, 2012
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