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I Died A Long Time Ago

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    Well Sorta.

    There are only a few times where I feel alive. At night, Driving Being around my little sister Listening to Music Showering. Yup... Thats all I have to say.
    Godzillaisdamn Godzillaisdamn 16-17, F 2 Responses Jun 19, 2011

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    Just A Corpse That Walks

    I'm not alive just because I breath. I'm just a cold, lifeless body with no purpose, no feeling of love or care, and no love to give back. They say people like me wear a mask, and no one can see the pain in their eyes because they hide it. In my case, that's not true. The reason...
    DewDropsontheGrass DewDropsontheGrass 13-15, F 2 Responses May 15, 2013

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    Jungle46 Jungle46 46-50, F 2 Responses Feb 25

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    Tonight I welcome the shadows to cover the

    empty the shell because this time it's forreal, no more trying to overdose on pills but, this I will cut away the veins let the life fall like stream from this main vein, I don't mind that much pain, I just want to slip away from this place of longsuffering.
    BlueBird1200 BlueBird1200 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 6

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    I Put Me To Sleep 15 Or More Years Ago Just After I Was Bashed In The City

    I planned the music for my funeral even "deep peace" celtic song. I laid to rest a broken little girl and a broken woman inside me... in reality I she was gone and long long long forgotten - I planned by gravestone "here is buried the cvnt that can't" I just don't want the...
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals 36-40, F May 30, 2011

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    Way back. When I started rap I killed the nice

    Marshall. Now it's all Rap, lyrics, and Reputation. And I killed the Early Thin Shadow. So I've died a while back because I'm back and I'm taking out bullies through my music.
    ThinShadow ThinShadow 18-21, M Mar 11

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    Mum Said I Nearly Died At 3 Months Of Age

    many times she held me by my feet over a croup lamp while I was chocking and coughing with whooping cough .. sometimes I wonder did I died then... or was it when werner died ... I felt a weird pain and I collapsed we had just moved in to a house and I still remember the day my...
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals 36-40, F 2 Responses Jun 10, 2012

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    You Just Went Away... You Just Left.

    You were never really here, never really availableYou fell out of practice, you havent loved me in so longWe were just a family photo for you to show aroundTo make it seem that we were all normalYou would parade around this false idea of whatYou wanted people to see you asYou had...
    Shawnnas Shawnnas 22-25, F Jun 9, 2012

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    I Am Dead, And I Just Discovered It

    In the year 2011 I have died. I was 15 years old at the time. My death was in accident. Today I just realized that I'm dead. C'mon on now. The proof is there. I have not aged a day.My death was caused by a friend. He put me into this choke hold or something, you how we test...
    HybridWolf27 HybridWolf27 16-17, M 3 Responses Jan 4, 2013

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    I use to be dying to live -

    now I'm living to die. I use to have a spark in me but now it's dead and gone. Life around me isn't the same. I may be still on this earth but my soul has died and left my body. There is nothing left but an empty shell
    thecatsmeow27 thecatsmeow27 22-25, F Feb 23

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    Felt As If I Had Died... So Many Do

    Looking back at my life i can now say i lived for everyone else be me! I gave up all my dreams to please others who really never cared as long as they controlled me. I truly feel i had die  many times over, each time i gave up on something i really wanted in life, for a...
    tennesseecountrygirl tennesseecountrygirl 46-50, F 1 Response Apr 8, 2010

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    Dead Like Her

    Died a long time ago: I'm not talking about past lives, I am talking about tragedy and despair. The type that warps you and turns you into an abyss of darkness - the edges of which are sheer and seem impossible to climb out of. I died a thousand deaths when my wife was killed...
    MichaelValentine MichaelValentine 41-45, M 3 Responses Nov 14, 2009

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    The Old Larry Is Dead They May Have Been Able To Bring Me Back But I Still Feel Dead

    Nine years ago I had a seizure and it lasted long enough to make me weak enough to so when I would wake up I died but the paramedics where there and were able to bring me back and the girl I was in love with was there when I died and now she is with someone else and I moved on...
    angelus1988 angelus1988 22-25, M 1 Response May 30, 2011

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    I Died, Became God, Ran Away, N Now What?

    I started to see colors connecting people's brains and i thought i could read minds. I told this to the doctors and then I thought I told a secret I wasnt suppost to. So i thought God killed me and sent me to hell. my parents took me to the emergency room 4 times but we didnt...
    hsee hsee 18-21 Apr 4, 2011

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    A New Me Every Day

    Every day we die, and are a different person the next.  The more we try to hold onto the person who we were in the past, the more dead we are in the moment.  And the moments we are alive are too precious to waste being dead.  :)
    Drakkonvulfish Drakkonvulfish 16-17, F 5 Responses Jan 1, 2010

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    Dead Inside

    ive let myself be in situations i know arnt good for me i stay and then i leave but im in this relationship thats gone on for 3 years, and thats 3 years of lying and drugs name calling and alcohol even physical abuse, I a bipolar and everything is soo intense for me, everyday i...
    HurtnUsed HurtnUsed 18-21, F Apr 28, 2011

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    Not So Good

    So after seeing mu counsellor and calling my parents I was feeling kinda good until my mum told me that her and dad are separating.. back to the drawing board, ive not stopped crying...
    completleyconfused2 completleyconfused2 31-35, F 1 Response May 31, 2011

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    I Wish You Were Here

      March 3, 1993, my older sister died and she took half my heart and soul with her. She was, like any typical oldest child in a Hispanic family, a mother, guide, best friend, and crime partner to me.  She taught me to read, and write before I ever entered school. She...
    ImUrWILDESTDrm ImUrWILDESTDrm 36-40, F 3 Responses Nov 27, 2009

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    False

    I never started living.
    XCRevolution XCRevolution 18-21, F 4 Responses Dec 7, 2009

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    Numb

    I'm tired of being what you want me to beFeeling so faithless, lost under the surfaceI don't know what you're expecting of mePut under the pressure of walking in your shoes(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)Every step that I take is another mistake to you(Caught...
    completleyconfused2 completleyconfused2 31-35, F Aug 19, 2011

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    The crucial moment was around the age of 8-12,

    the worst time of my childhood that has traumatized me more than anything else. It was a period of constant drunken fights between my mother and her boyfriend, the screaming, throwing things...alternated with peaceful, normal, loving times. At these times the hopes of a child...
    whoslife whoslife 31-35, F Feb 1

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