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I Dislike Waking Up Alone

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    I Go To Bed And Hope....

    That I have been in a nightmare for the last 6 years, that when I wake up in the morning my life will be the life I thought I would have had the life with Apollo I always wanted and part of me to this day wishes I had. But I wake up in the morning in a bed all alone I wake up to...
    Starbuck82 Starbuck82 26-30, F Nov 15, 2011

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    So Cold...

    In Oct-November last year after almost 6 years of waking up alone....I woke up with him. I left him over there (had no choice) and came back here. I HATE not having someone in bed with me in the morning, it's so sad. I'm so cold...all I can do to feel alive is heal everyone...
    TheRealWoman TheRealWoman 31-35, F 5 Responses Mar 7, 2009

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    Whether At Morning Or Night....

    A lot of times last summer was the worst...I would wake up and see the pretty sunlight shining through my window onto my bed and the leaves dance in the lilac tree making patterns on my sheets,and think it's so beautiful and wish that someone was there with me to enjoy it.It made...
    SparklyRain SparklyRain 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 6, 2013

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    Waking Up Alone

    ALONE & FORGOTTEN BUT SO POPULAR, EYES OPEN TO SEE NOBODY, TO FEEL NOBODY BUT THE SHEETS AND PILLOW, TO SOMETIMES FEELING LIKE TO COOK BUT FOR WHAT, FOR WHO. TO WANT TO LAUGH SMILE & SHARE A WORLD UNISON JUST ME & HER. SOMETHING SO EASY IS MADE SO HARD BY THE LOOSERS...
    PASSIONATE426 PASSIONATE426 22-25, M Dec 26, 2009

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    Been Doing It For 10 Years

    Except for the last two weeks. Now I'm back to waking alone. I hate it, I reach out for him and find only emptiness. My heart breaks... tears fall.... Terrible way to start the day. sigh
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Oct 24, 2009

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    Sorry,,,your Not Alone !!!

    I live alone with my cat why in the country 45 miles from Jacksonville florida,,,,,,,,,Id love to have a girlfriend near me,,,,k
    tammylynngirl58 tammylynngirl58 26-30 May 13, 2009

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    Alone Or Not

    I dislike waking up alone.  I dislike waking up with someone. I JUST HATE WAKING UP.  PERIOD.
    RopinTexan RopinTexan 22-25, M 2 Responses Apr 1, 2009

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    :-(

    One in the bed sucks but two in the bed is just ducky.  If I have to wake up alone please let me snooze a little longer so that I can enjoy us walking hand in hand through my dreams.
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 27 Responses Mar 6, 2009

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    I Miss Someone

    Being in a long distance relationship with someone is hard. I miss that person most when it's night time, and I could be there, hugging her and falling asleep in each other's arms. Instead I sleep alone, and wake up a long. Hope it won't be too late before I make...
    ritchflynn ritchflynn 22-25, M 2 Responses Mar 9, 2009

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    I Hate Even Going to Bed... Knowing.

    I really hate going to bed... knowing in the morning... i'll wake up alone... knowing that the size of my bed... wouldn't allow for more than one person... and the size of my room wouldn't allow for a bigger bed...   I long to move out of my parents' house.... long for a...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jun 12, 2009

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    Not Totally Alone... But....

    When I wake up, technically, I am alone. No mate next to me. I have never experienced that ever in my life, yet. The last time I had shared a bed with someone, was my sister, when we were little. =p But, I'm not totally alone... I do have my stuffed animal. Or sometimes my cat...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jun 14, 2009

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    Me To

    When my wife left me I still left her side of the bed open. I didn't want to be divorced. I was so lonely.
    PHARTZ PHARTZ 61-65, M 1 Response Mar 29, 2013

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    Long To Hold You

    My arms ache to reach around you. I wake up from a dream with love in my heart as you populate it. My eyes open and my heart skips a beat as thoughts of you flow through my mind. I feel a pang in my heart as i realize you are not next to me and a small shiver runs through my soul...
    CaptainJackass CaptainJackass 22-25, M 2 Responses Nov 1, 2010

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    Understand All Those Feeling

    After 6 years of being with my first love and all the things we shared with each other, even at that young age, we knew we wanted to spend our lifes with each other even when other said it would never work, We worked hard to make our dreams come true hand then even many adults...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M 4 Responses May 16, 2011

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    It Suxx!

    I don't like waking up alone one bit. It Suxx, but I've done it a lot lately rather than waking up with someone I don't really have feelings for. Ah, but this is only temporary and that empty place in my bed will be no longer.
    zillaron zillaron 51-55, M 3 Responses Jun 24, 2009

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    Adjustments

    I hate my new job the hours are horrible, and my hubby works midnights so I go all week without waking up to him, and never see him! Is there a quick fix to getting over this situation, so I can adjust?
    Zitromf103 Zitromf103 31-35, F Oct 30, 2012

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    Actually I Do This Every Morning...

    I've never had a significant other so I guess I don't hold any melancholy...I don't really know what it's like to cuddle up to someone lol.. But I do hate sleeping alone because I'm afraid of the dark. Stupid post, I know.
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 18-21, F 12 Responses Nov 1, 2010

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    Roberta 2

    Roberta 2 As many of you know from past post we were different then other kids our own ages. I think sometimes even in our own time we did not belong. Think part of the problem of not being able to go on with my life and the loss of Roberta is how her death happened and it...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M May 25, 2011

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    DanBurnett DanBurnett 16-17, M Jul 24

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    And All This Over a Girl ..hmmmmm

    I have a girl but she is not here... right now. I care a lot about her. From the moment we met, i felt something. Light. A flash of something special that... i had to quickly write about, and made me feel creative and inspired. Well it was always going to be difficult. Things...
    ritchflynn ritchflynn 22-25, M Jun 14, 2009

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    I Need Mornin' Kisses ...

    The mornin' time should be the great beginning of the day ... Sadly I still have to wake up alone until X'mas .. as my bf will fly 6000 miles for me and Im gonna be in his arms .. again I love kissin' in the mornin' .. I'll feel loved all day and it makes my day so beautiful...
    DollyDiva DollyDiva 22-25, F 4 Responses Dec 8, 2009

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    It Was Nice to Have a Lover to See Smile As I Awake.

    A core image that will always be there.  I know it may become a reality again - I have confidence in myself and my fellow humans that it will.
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 5, 2009

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    It's Just Horrible

    we've been together 5 months...and spent 98% of that time together. i expect him to be there when i wake, now. and it's just awful when he's not there and is replaced by a cold space in my bed.
    jasminjane jasminjane 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 3, 2009

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    All I Want Is Somebody To Love

    All I am looking for is a serious relationship and I don't understand why it doesn't happen. I've met so many people the last couple of years, but I haven't found true love. I consider myself someone easy to get along, and everybody says I'm pretty. I have plenty of friends who...
    TheLastRomantic TheLastRomantic 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 15, 2012

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    His Only Purpose

    I dislike waking up alone so much that I have a boyfriend I dont like one bit but I dont have to wake up alone.
    Octakiaviv Octakiaviv 36-40 Sep 7, 2012

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    Mornings Are The Hardest

    18 years... 6570 days, give or take a few. That was how many mornings I woke up with her by my side, and almost has many as I took the feeling of her skin against mine for granted. it had been there the morning before and I knew that it would be there the next day... at least...
    Falcran Falcran 41-45, M Dec 9, 2011

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    I'd Rather Not Sleep...

    it's 5:44 in the mornin and I havent slept yet... that's how i dislike waking up by myself. 
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 13, 2012

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    To Really Feel Alone...

    To really feel alone is to wake up in the morning and roll over to just feel the empty spot beside you..  The spot is often cold and the pillow is empty..  After years of sleeping with someone and being able to touch them and then suddenly nothing, it is hard.  I...
    CaliGirl3 CaliGirl3 36-40, F 43 Responses Mar 8, 2009

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    There will be a time in life where you just have to accept it. I believe it's that time for me. I'm nearly 26 years old and while I'm always around people, I am alone. They don't...
    Shinook26 Shinook26 22-25, M Jul 28

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    I hang around my house day after day doing absolutely nothing. i convince myself that this is the way i want to live, that i enjoy being alone, but after a couple of hours of being...
    livingwithdepression livingwithdepression 13-15, F 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    It's just easier to walk alone for me but for some its not ,I was like never really attached to anyone Im not entirely sure why but I guess I didn't really need anyone back then...
    AriaDream AriaDream 13-15, F Aug 12

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    Im tired i waking up and at first its peaceful. Then my world crashes down around me as i remember my life. And how absolutly alone i feel right now. No one around me. No one for...
    littlexpiecexofxme littlexpiecexofxme 22-25, F 6 days ago

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    I don't know if "forever alone" is the title I'm liking right now--a little to wrist-to-forehead, freshman drama for me--but not here to critique! (Wait...damn.) I joined EP...
    vinylcountdown vinylcountdown 36-40, F 7 hrs ago

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    As always. This is my life. How idiot how stupid I am. I am looking streets, all friends going out, drinking something, laughing. I am just walking alone for several years. People...
    monerap monerap 22-25, M 6 hrs ago

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    I like walking alone i like to walk in the silent place i like to walk thinking my past future, the way i am, the way i should not and with happy ending
    blackytale blackytale 22-25, M 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    It was seemingly always painful, living with my controlling, demanding mother. I would dream of running away, even if it meant living on the streets. What child dreams of such...
    walker13sl walker13sl 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 29

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    Facebook is like being a crowded room and still feeling alone. Facebook is an unhealthy toxic mess.
    DevilDoll13 DevilDoll13 36-40, F 2 Responses Aug 19

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    All I can say is, if you put as much time and energy into worrying my lifestyle and choices and worried about your own life and choices you might have a happier life. So leave my...
    Kaiboy Kaiboy 18-21, M 21 hrs ago

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    Damn it! I wish there was a dislike button on here.
    ElleFarah ElleFarah 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 2

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    I got a very bad habit of doing this... and every time i do this i regret it as I wake up feeling crap, groggy and it affects me all day long! But i don't know what it is... the...
    MilweePetite MilweePetite 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 3

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    Seriously, grow up and change. Why do you people dislike change so much, quit living in the past and embrace the future -_-. And stop, forcing your religious ideals onto others.
    WhereWeBegin WhereWeBegin 18-21, M Aug 7

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    I like: black markers, pandora radio, lip gloss, shoes, and books. I dislike: okra, long lines at the grocery store, being called "colored", when my coworkers are late, and...
    guideme2truth guideme2truth 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 11

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    I don't really mind waking up from the glare :)
    xxXxSkyxXxx xxXxSkyxXxx 18-21, F Aug 11

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    WOW, only 5??? Lol... The first 5 set of things I like is; 1) talking to Smigger1970 2) NASCAR sprint. 3) pulling pranks on ppl 4) music 5) watching TLC. The 5 dislikes are 1...
    EyeDontGiveAHoot EyeDontGiveAHoot 36-40, F 4 Responses Aug 11

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    I like liberty, freedom, critical thinkers, the US constitution and straightforward no nonsense type of people. I dislike tyranny, people who live in a bubble, people trying to...
    johnny048 johnny048 46-50, M Aug 12

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    Waking up early for school or work is the hardest thing to do everyday.
    exprouser14 exprouser14 22-25, F Aug 15

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    Why do people bully? People shouldn't bullie ever! No one should make fun of people cause they are not smarter then others. Just because someone is in special Ed, or in the super...
    crazyhyperkid crazyhyperkid 13-15, M 5 Responses Aug 15

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    Not really, I mean who else would I have to pick on? If you choose to be that way and want to run your big mouth and say stupid things, your open game. It works both ways, right...
    KawaiiDemon KawaiiDemon 18-21 Aug 19

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