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I Do Ecstasy

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 259 People

    My First Experience...

    My first night rolling was unlike any other I had experienced before.  It all started at the beginning of October, 2008.  I had never been to a rave before and good friends of mine were talking about Hard Haunted Mansion and how amazing it will be with a lineup that...
    okcin okcin
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Sep 3, 2009

    My Extasy Experience And Love Story

    Myextasy experience finished bad since i made extasy several times with the guy who offered me it first time and it was great experience but the problem thats it dangerous becuase you at the end fall in love and chemicalfeelings quite strong .. The problem is we both had gf and...
    Iohanna Iohanna
    36-40, F
    Sep 22, 2013

    Calvin Harris

    The first time I rolled was at a club in Chicago where Calvin Harris was djing. The guy bought two tables and so many drugs.. I was a little drunk when I got there and then my friend and I took half a white pill and then a whole red one a little after. I started feeling it and...
    Karley23 Karley23
    Aug 6, 2012

    My First Time

    My first time doing ectasy i did MDMA which is pure ectasy if you guys dont know what it is. Well my first time was at Deadmau5 and man oh man im pretty sure nobody could of had a better first time !The day begun with our 3 hour drive to Edmonton , when we finally got there it...
    Mau5man Mau5man
    Mar 11, 2011

    Rollin All Over Townnn.

    lmao. so this happened a couple years ago.  My best friend Valeri and i got these weird BROWN (uglyy) tabs. Brown Chanel. they were the ******* ****. i mean. i rolled my **** off.  anyway. we started out by snorting one and eating the second.  so like not even 15...
    DasOontz DasOontz
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Oct 1, 2010

    The First Time I Took Ecstasy...

    For years i just stuck to smoking weed socially, usually at parties. I couldn't imagine myself doing any hard drugs, i was afraid because i never knew what to expect. I was offered on so many occasions E's or cocaine but always declined. Then my friend took ecstasy, she described...
    Stefxo Stefxo
    18-21, F
    Dec 8, 2010

    My Date With Molly

    i tried mdma for the first time yesterday at a party with close friends n a girl thats a clse friend but i also like. Now ive done "rolls" before but never pure molly. well the night was great till bout the end, i was kinda hitting on ( possibly creeperish now that i think bout...
    wolf420 wolf420
    18-21, M
    Apr 17, 2011

    I Think the Good Part Is Behind Me Now..

    I discovered E in my third year of college through an old school friend and it was simply fantastic. I had never felt so open before, so accepting of myself and other people. I reasoned that I prefered it to alchohol and it was cheaper so I started taking it whenever I would...
    muse24 muse24
    5 Responses Nov 14, 2008


    So here's the story, I had my first and second experience in hotel parties. The first time, I went in and told myself that the drug is nothing but a psychological form of high. You know what? It worked for me. I had too much to drink, 75% of a capsule, take note: my first time...
    happylovefool happylovefool
    18-21, F
    Mar 10, 2012

    First Time E

    im writing this to recount and let this memory live on as long as possible. memories are transient, they fade and become blur. and soon, the mind just forgets that it happened at all. i dont want to forget tonight. there are already some grey areas and before it becomes...
    hellokitty223 hellokitty223
    26-30, F
    Sep 13, 2013


    My best friend had taken exctasy a few times and was very persistent that I tried it, but I was to scared. Eventually one night when I was drinking he convinced me to take a red rockstar which I had been told were the best going around that was available. I took the e and waited...
    PepsiMaxed PepsiMaxed
    1 Response Jan 20, 2013

    First Time Rolling

    My Bestfriend just broke up with her ex so we got pretty drunk and we were smoking pills most of the night. Then I remembered that I had some ecstacy and we took the little green pill with an ak-47 and waited. It didn't hit us till about 45 minutes later. We were outside smoking...
    Doctorgulo Doctorgulo
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Apr 12, 2012

    My First Rave :d

    This wasnt my first time doing extacy, but it was the most ive ever taken in one night. I had done extacy 5 times before this, and it was amazing of course, but never this intense! Ok so Ive wanted to go to a rave sooo badly for a while, and tonight i was going! After an hour...
    oxXBlooDandSugarXxo oxXBlooDandSugarXxo
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Aug 2, 2010

    Not As Insidious As We're Lead To Believe

    The evil "ecstasy" that is so often placed in the same category with heroin and crack is actually a very benevolent chemical with much to offer humanity. Part stimulant, part psychedelic, MDMA has proven effective in treating PTSD, marital problems, depression and end-of-life...
    OPYumGrrrl OPYumGrrrl
    26-30, F
    Dec 17, 2010

    Sex? Drugs? Let's Chat!

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    ChestResearch ChestResearch
    Mar 30, 2012

    How To Take E

    How differnt is pluging E than swallow. and also I an a constant user of pot I want to know the good and the.bad of smoking and drinking while on E
    Lavalampsareawesome Lavalampsareawesome
    18-21, M
    Nov 16, 2011

    Happiest Place On Earth

    My first roll was at Disneyland. I had popped one pill before, but I felt absolutely nothing. I have a very high tolerance for everything (I have to have several shots of alcohol to get drunk, lots of weed to get high) so I was convinced that E was not going to work for me. My...
    evmc44 evmc44
    18-21, F
    Jul 24, 2012

    Just Like A Newborn

    I was in the car with my friends, i took the pill on the way. Right when we parked i felt this sensation running through my body like someone was touching me gently with tiny fingers. I got out of the car and the beach breeze felt so warm. We started walking to the beach the...
    rodjess rodjess
    22-25, F
    May 27, 2013

    My First Time Rolling. O:

    the first time i did e was in september on a pretty warm day, it was me my bestfriend and 2 of our other friends, me and my friend both popped one and our friends popped 2, we went to our friends place to wait 45 minutes we were all just chillin and listening to music. 45 minutes...
    badgerbadgersnake badgerbadgersnake
    Dec 31, 2010

    Losing My Ecstasy Virginity

    The first time I tried ecstasy was definately the best time! I experienced a much different trip than most people do. In general I am a pretty wild person and I react to drugs quite well. My bf and I got 10 pills for $80 from a close friend. It was make your own pills we got...
    blatheny blatheny
    1 Response Jul 19, 2011

    Bad & Good Experience.

    The first time I ever got on MDMA wasn't the best experience.. it was rushed, I wasn't ready, I was nervous. So just before we went out we racked up a fat line, literally hit me in about 4 minuets! the rush was so intense and I just didn't know what to do. As soon as I got...
    Daniel1993 Daniel1993
    18-21, M
    Jan 12, 2012

    My First Time Doing Ecstacy

    The first time i tried E was at Nocturnal Festival in TX. I was with my girlfriend of two months, her sister, her sister's boyfriend, and another one of our friends. This is the first time I had tried any drug, and at first i was nervous about doing it but when the time came i...
    dubtothenasty dubtothenasty
    18-21, M
    Sep 6, 2010

    My First Time(s) Rolling

    I never thought I'd say this - but I rolled on ecstasy - Molly, to be exact. And twice. I've done it twice. Both times were the best nights of my life. The first time I did it was awesome. It's hard to pinpoint exactly how much MDMA I felt, because I was already drunk and high on...
    fameseeker fameseeker
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Apr 20, 2012

    Graduation X (caribbean Pov)

    Well I have plans to do X this weekend ... Sunday to be exact ... ive never done it before but ive seen documentaries about it and basically the televised and general media output of it. I know this isn't what i should base my curiosity in taking it on but apart from what i know...
    ThunderCrypt ThunderCrypt
    18-21, M
    Jun 9, 2012

    I Loved Loving Everything

    I took my first roll, because it was traditional RAVE NIGHT in Pittsburgh! A lot of people are against it, and their opinions and facts are completely understandable.I am a positive, smiley person on the outside, but there's a lot of stuff that bums me out and depresses me. My...
    isyourolling isyourolling
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jan 30, 2011

    Losing My Ecstasy Virginity

    The first time I tried ecstasy was definately the best time! I experienced a much different trip than most people do. In general I am a pretty wild person and I react to drugs quite well. My bf and I got 10 pills for $80 from a close friend. It was make your own pills we got...
    blatheny blatheny
    Jul 19, 2011

    A Bad Bad Trip....

    i started about 2 years or so ago. most of the time i had a good time and good experience. but the thing i hate the most is the morning after i drop. in the beginning, i guess im not familiar with the feeling the day after and i would get soo depressed for no reason at all...
    lhelennnnn lhelennnnn
    5 Responses Jul 4, 2009

    I Am A Rookie This Is Only My 2nd Time

    Why do I feel like puking?
    screwheadbby screwheadbby
    2 Responses May 9, 2012

    Me & My Best Friend Ecstasy

    The first time that I tried ecstasy was probably one of the best nights in my life. I had always wanted to try it and when my friend johnathan offered to get me some I just couldn’t refuse.  The night had all started when my 3 best friends and I arrived at a rave in Bisbee. I...
    animefreak2232 animefreak2232
    18-21, F
    1 Response May 7, 2011

    My First Time Rolling

    My first time rolling was at a friends house where we were offered two pills with the puma logo on it , since me and my best friend were the only ones who never tried it they let us experience it together. I remember me and her just sitting together on floor while my friends...
    Mintyrain Mintyrain
    1 Response Jun 8, 2012

    Life Changing

    Let me start by stating that I am 44 years old & have finally got to try the "love" drug last weekend. It was amazing, I was left in awe by the sheer delight to all the senses that I encountered, the best part, after much research, I expected a harsh come down or...
    Speedfreak10 Speedfreak10
    2 Responses Oct 22, 2008

    First Time E

    soo, today was my first time doing e and i really regret it, its fun at first but coming down is sooo depressing
    tdm1595 tdm1595
    18-21, M
    1 Response Mar 4, 2012

    Those Little White Pills

    Some of the best nights of my life have been on ecstasy.  Of course I wouldn't take it all the time cos that takes all the fun out of it.  It's really not what people think it's going to be like.  I love it, i know the dangers and i accept that it can kill. ...
    Munchies Munchies
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Nov 20, 2007

    For Sure

    I definitely love a kickin' party in the forrest, beautiful women, full moon and a little pill. Also, I love taking a pill in plush, private ***** clubs (yes they do exist). If you keep the water up and the alcohol down it's way better than a hangover the next day.
    craiggie craiggie
    41-45, M
    Nov 21, 2007

    Strange High

        Well lets say about to days ago i took 2 1/2 triple stacked white pistols whilst my boyfreind had 1 1/2. Well, it was a high like i've never had befor on xtc and i was wondering if anyone  could give me some insight. my boyfreind and i took one tablet...
    KungPOWKitten KungPOWKitten
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Jun 9, 2009

    My Xtc V Card

    It was the second quarter of my fReshman year and I acquired some Molly from a friend of a friend. I got it in the morning before math and kept debating whether or not to pop it. I was in the locker room 2nd period and showing it off to a couple of friends when one was all "dude...
    Astigrl Astigrl
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Dec 8, 2011

    Memories Of 1st Time

    my step daughter introduced me to it one night i was in the hot tub when it hit and wow!!! she joined me and we relaxed nud e for awhile. i loved how touch felt etc
    Bidad4477 Bidad4477
    46-50, M
    Nov 6, 2012

    I Am Everyones Sister.

    I rolled for my first time last Saturday and a music festival in Chicago. It was honestly the best day of my life and has definitely changed me. I was with a few friends but I can't really remember talking to them or seeing them there too much. We had set up a blanket on the...
    facemonzard facemonzard
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 23, 2011

    Ecstasy Is More Than A Drug

    On November 23, 2009 I went to buy a bag a pot from my guy. he didnt end up having any but his friend had something called Pink Stars. So i bought one of those without even realizing the night I was about to have. No truthful knowledge of E whatsoever. When I say that I mean...
    greekgod43 greekgod43
    2 Responses Aug 27, 2010

    Ecstasy Changed My Life

    Right now im listening to one of my favorite songs. It's called Kids by dagga. It's a nice dubstep remix to the song Kids by MGMT. Why is it my favorite song? Because it's the song i remember listening to the 4th time i tried MDMA. And it reminded me of my favorite memories. That...
    lexiilove420 lexiilove420
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 19, 2011


    I have never rolled before but I am very interested in rolling. I have taken a large dose of adoral before which I've been told has some of the same effects but not as strong. The only thing I'm worried about is health risks while using I've been told by many ppl tht this was a...
    rollzntoke94 rollzntoke94
    18-21, M
    2 Responses May 15, 2012

    Letting Go, And Quitting Drinking, My Positive Experience With Mdma

    I took MDMA for the first time last weekend. I have to say the experience has made me let go of so many hang ups Ive had lately about my life, and more importantly, it has made me decide to quit drinking. I did it with my boyfriend, who has lately been stressed from work and...
    5615sv 5615sv
    Nov 17, 2010

    Bad Ecstasy Experience!!!

    This past weekend, my fiancée and I got away just the two of us. We brought along some ecstasy pills. I have never done it before, but was very curious to try it. So, we took one, but after about an hour or so, neither one of us felt anything at all, so we went ahead and took...
    scgnd scgnd
    2 Responses Mar 6, 2011

    My First Experience with (speedy) Ecstasy

    Before ecstasy, I have never done any "hard" drugs...I did try marijuana but didn't like the high. I got super munchy on MJ and wouldn't stop eating and I hated that. Anyway, my first experience with this heavenly drug was ruined by a "friend." It was thanksgiving of 2009 (just...
    HellloKittty HellloKittty
    18-21, F
    3 Responses May 30, 2010

    Try Everything Once

    I've always been one to try everything once. I figured you might as well experience everything you can while on earth. On my eighteenth birthday I went skydiving with some friends. Last year I ran a marathon just to say I have. And just a couple months ago I tried ecstasy for the...
    Cameron88 Cameron88
    22-25, M
    1 Response Sep 7, 2012

    Life Changing Experience - Ecstasy

    My first experience with Ecstasy was in the early 90s. It had been recommended to me by my friend and sculpting teacher when I was living in San Francisco. I can't divulge the details as that is one of the conditions of the group, but I can tell you how I fared. It was an event...
    avalon1002 avalon1002
    51-55, F
    Nov 8, 2010
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