I Do Not Believe My Feelings Matter

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    I Don't Matter, Even If It Hurts

    I will always put others' feelings before my own. I will make others happy at the expense of myself. When I am depressed, I hide it from others. If they don't know that I am hurting, then they won't be sad, and everyone will be happy, except me. But that's okay. After all...
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    26-30
    Oct 16, 2011

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