I Do Not Belong Here

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    Someone message me and tell me something

    fascinating about themselves. Like minded individuals are welcome, no judgments..just conversation. I have an everlasting itch for things remote.
    Beyondtheshadows Beyondtheshadows
    22-25, F
    Mar 5, 2015

    I hate where i live. Paying backstabbing lushes

    in monkey suits $700/month to not give a **** about me. I hate my job, where i am damned if i do and if i don't and my management will not listen to me. I am constantly overwhelmed and the stress is making me physically sick for the past week now. I hate how bitter i have become...
    theMETAmonologue theMETAmonologue
    22-25, F
    May 29, 2014

    Or Most Places

    I really don't belong here. I don't think I belong with people. My speech and thoughts are rambled and emotional, and I seek solitude so often. It kills me to think that I might be making someone else unhappy. And then that irritates myself, and I withdraw entirely.Do I feel like...
    TheTrying TheTrying
    22-25, F
    May 26, 2012

    I feel that i don't belong here.

    The problem is, i am a lesbian. But my country is full of homophobias. To be honest, I envy fellow lesbians in other country like USA for example. They are more free, unlike here :( it's reallyyyy hard for me to find a girlfriend here.
    lauracassie92 lauracassie92
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jul 11, 2014

    Never Again

    i dont belong here in this world in this time. im not like most ppl i live for my partner as long as there happy im happy most dont or cant understand this. i have been described as a lost breed i care nothing for physical possessions as long as im with my partner who ever she...
    thelycan1986 thelycan1986
    31-35, M
    Jun 6, 2013

    No Reason

    I've always felt like an outcast in every aspect of society. I've always felt like maybe i wasn't even meant to be born and i really confirmed this notion when i found out that my birth was an unplanned pregnancy that was diagnosed at a 15% of survival in the womb. Now i really...
    misternobrain misternobrain
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Jun 29, 2011

    Not My Place

    I don't belong here. I'm not from this time. I don't understand this place, it makes no sense to me. I don't know why I'm here. I never belonged here in the first place. This is not where I belong, it is not my place.
    shaaka shaaka
    26-30, M
    1 Response Sep 12, 2013

    I Am Not Of This World

    It may just be a fantasy, but I do not believe I originated from this planet. Of course, in 1972 I was born here. And I think I had some past lives. But somewhere way back there I was sent here. Why I don't know. I am disgusted by this place. I feel in my heart that there must be...
    deleted deleted
    5 Responses May 26, 2010


    ok so i know im new but im just haveing a realy bad day my name is madisyn i have 2 sisters nd 2 brothers well i have a littel brother nd ok i get it that my mom has to work but its like im 13 i dont want to be watching ur kids it makes me mad nd she makes me sound like a bad...
    madisynRocks madisynRocks
    13-15, F
    Apr 7, 2012

    But Where Do I Belong?

    I don't belong here, but I don't belong back "home", so where does that leave me to belong? This place is too small for me, nothing around, back home I left on a bad note, I got into trouble with drugs, things I said I'd never do. So why would I want to go back to some where that...
    hiddenbeautii hiddenbeautii
    18-21, F
    Oct 14, 2010

    Don't Belong

    I don't know where I belong, but it's not here in this world. For so long I have felt out of place, just an extra, nothing significant or important. And these past few years of my life have done nothing except for confirm for me that I do not belong. I do not fit into society...
    deleted deleted
    Jul 6, 2012

    I bet most of you said it.

    "I do not belong here" At least i'm sure i did. i promised myself i'm gonna leave this place, sooner or later. I know my cousin raped a 5th grader but i have to keep it a secret and i know stuffs about people i only had respect for before but now i cant even look at them.. how...
    XtearsXdontXfall XtearsXdontXfall
    18-21, F
    Jan 10, 2014

    Interesting Things

    It makes me happy to read stories from those who can accept that there is more than this world, heaven, and hell. And perhaps the will someday get to be where they feel they belong. I can relate. I'm not talking about aliens, or ufo's,  I'm talking about breath-taking...
    LC87 LC87
    22-25, F
    Jun 2, 2010

    I Don't Know Where Or If I Belong.

    I don't feel anything. Well, nothing real, at least. I spend a lot of time watching movies and these make me feel, but only while as long as the movie lasts. That's just fake feeling though. I'm feeling that because that's what the director and the writer and the actors want me...
    NomadicCrusader NomadicCrusader
    31-35, M
    1 Response Jan 15, 2011

    Looking For People Who Want To Change The World In Better

    Hey :) I'm looking for people who want to change this world in better, people who care about others, people who want to give and receive love. The idea is that we all come together and send positive energy to all the people. Anyone out there who wants to help? It doesn't...
    BlueDogAr BlueDogAr
    22-25, F
    1 Response Aug 23, 2013
    sunkern sunkern
    22-25, M
    Aug 18, 2014

    Where Do I Belong?

    I dont belong here. i dont think normally. i am not normal. i dont belong in hell, i am not a bad person but nor do i belong in heaven. im not happy. i belong on a psych ward. id feel safe there. i cant deal with this feeling no more.
    girlinterrupted95 girlinterrupted95
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jul 15, 2011

    Out Of Place

    To be honest, I don't know where I belong. I can tell this to anyone reading right now that when I look myself in the mirror, that I see a person who doesn't fit in anywhere. I'm ethnically diverse- Asian, European, etc.- so I look very strange. People have thought I'm Hawaiian...
    OhNoYouDidNot OhNoYouDidNot
    13-15, F
    1 Response Jul 13, 2012

    Not Sure Where I Belong

    I am in a gay relationshp for like 9 or 10 years.  At first it seems right.  now it feels wrong.  I had an affair with a man, sex only.  I liked it now I feel guilty I want to leave to date men again.  The problem is my life is nice, comfortable, however I don't have sex...
    Nurse68 Nurse68
    41-45, F
    4 Responses Jun 6, 2011

    Road To Nowhere.....

    As I sit here I see children playing in the rain, there bright coloured shirts equal to the brightness in there smiles and there laughs.....The curtain of droplets is softly pelting down on the ground, creating mirrors of reflection........The beauty and the peace, penetrates...
    Gaspar1111 Gaspar1111
    31-35, M
    2 Responses Feb 20, 2011

    My Family

    When i was 6 months old my parents got a divorce, when i was 1 my mom met my step dad mike and married him, my dad had also moved on a couple years later to my step mom lindsay. i lived with my abusive mother for 13 years until she went to jail for child abuse and abuse on my...
    kaitlynnwatson kaitlynnwatson
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Aug 10, 2012

    War Inc

    Have you ever seen it? The movie, War Inc. starring John Cusack? Good movie, sad but good. The lines delivered by "Yonica BabyYeah" I am not from this place, I can not be from here...pretty moving. My feeling on it is she sees all the violence & ugliness in the world especially...
    camael camael
    51-55, F
    2 Responses May 26, 2010

    Belonging Here?

    I've already explained it somewhere else. But, I'll paste it here and explain again, I don't mind--I'm wired. I need to get all of this out so I can--safely--cry in a random pillow, or something reflective like that.  I don't even feel as if I exist. I feel so...
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Jun 15, 2010

    I always feel like I don't belong on this earth.

    There's so many times that something could have killed me but I somehow survived. But for what? My life is all pain and misery. I don't understand it at all.
    JerseyRoyaltyx0 JerseyRoyaltyx0
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Mar 3, 2014

    I Don't Belong To This Place

    I'm very different , way too different from anyone around me even my own best friend is different from me in every possible way , I hate it but sometimes you want to live your following years with people who wouldn't look at you in a "oh she's such a weirdo" look .. I stay in my...
    Dee9876 Dee9876
    22-25, F
    Aug 23, 2013

    In This Society

    after browsing the groups i liked the 1st time i went here, i read a shocker. the group "I Will Answer Anything You Dare To Ask" has so many stories about women who have some lewd clothes. maybe i'm being conservative, but i just grasp the concept why there are so many people who...
    totallying totallying
    22-25, M
    Jan 13, 2012

    I belong in hell sure I've never done anything

    bad before but I'm so pathetic that I probably should jut go to hell
    Nightfang109 Nightfang109
    16-17, M
    1 Response May 23, 2014

    I Do Not Know Where

    I have never felt like I belong in any group or even on this planet. I don't know where I belong, if anywhere, but it's definitely not here.
    lyricaldemise lyricaldemise
    41-45, T
    Apr 11, 2013

    I Need Something Different.

    I was so optimistic when I decided to settle down in my home country after living abroad for the last four years. I finally got the feeling that I was ready to settle down and I guess I thought it had to be here. I mean why not, right? It's been eight months and that optimism has...
    ihmls ihmls
    26-30, F
    Nov 10, 2013


    I do not belong here, but I feel like this is my home <3 and I love it :)
    BlueDogAr BlueDogAr
    22-25, F
    1 Response May 7, 2013
    sunkern sunkern
    22-25, M
    Aug 17, 2014

    Ever since I was young I have always felt

    that I belonged from a different time period. My passion is history, and I am studying it at the moment (simply love history so much <3). I have always felt drawn to time periods such as Ancient Rome, France in the Medieval and England Victorian era. I am naturally a really...
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Jun 28, 2014

    I've been going through a really rough patch in

    my life. I just graduated from high school but yet I feel live I haven't accomplished anything major in my life, or so my family tells me. I'm constantly being compared to my older siblings and it really makes me hate them. Cause in the eyes of my mom, they are better than me...
    angelgregg angelgregg
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jul 11, 2014


    i hate being at home nobody here understands me or even acknowledges me my mom always yells at me to work on something i feel like i dnt do enough for her even tho i bust my *** everyday to help her its still not enough so she yells at me nd i hve to sit here and take it nd watch...
    babyaddict babyaddict
    18-21, F
    May 23, 2012
    Hazelnutsunshine Hazelnutsunshine
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jun 30, 2014

    Not The World I Belong To...not The Place I Want To Be Part Of...

    I have always the feeling that i shouldn't be here...It's not here i belong...I belong to a place where there's no crime, no bad people, no mean people, no racist people, no humanity at all. A place where is always summer, and you can lay on the endless garden watching the...
    PuppetArtist PuppetArtist
    13-15, M
    1 Response Feb 2, 2011

    As a child I grew up in various parts of the

    world, mainly Asia, surrounded by highly travelled people (mostly adults), I find it very difficult to talk to people of my "home town" or rather where I "was born" or my half SEA and EU halves and find that this is because everyone I find there either hasn't experienced nor...
    BlueSkysAreCold BlueSkysAreCold
    26-30, F
    Jan 21, 2015

    Do I Belong?

    The feeling of walking around and noticing the stares. Everyday this happens to me, multiple times a day. At work, on the street, everywhere. Theres always the one person who will point out you insignificant flaws and blow them up so big that you feel so small. People dont get...
    RealLifeBites RealLifeBites
    18-21, F
    Sep 23, 2010

    Lost In Space

    I have always believed I don't belong here in this place.This time or place ever.i am ready to go home wherever it may be.I don't belong anywhere.I have never fitted in anywhere.The oddball or space cadet the black sheep. Where do I go from here?Space the final frontier,maybe.
    Ratchet1861 Ratchet1861
    46-50, F
    Aug 30, 2013

    Do Not Belong

    Do not belong,No, not here,I'm not a part,This mad place,Get me outta 'ere,I wanna go home.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket
    46-50, M
    Feb 10, 2012

    Not Here, Not Anywhere.

    I was adopted. I was a mistake. I wasn't wanted. I think that if abortion had been legal at the time I may not have even been born. I think that I wasn't meant to be born. I don't feel connected to anything or anyone. I feel like some kind of disembodied entity stuck in the...
    katnipkitkat katnipkitkat
    41-45, F
    Jul 30, 2012


    I belong on this planet. For sure. I feel at home. But I don't belong in this society. It doesn't fit me. And I know that there's an other existence waiting for me...
    deleted deleted
    3 Responses Jun 14, 2010

    What I Believe Will inevitably Happen To Me.

    Its not like its a guess or maybe it actually is, but I swear its a deep gut feeling. I strongly believe that one day I'll wake up not so old, not to young. [Probably around 35-40-] and that, will be the end of my life. The end of me, and everything I am. Something, not sure what...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Oct 5, 2012

    On Borrowed Time

    This may be odd to most people. Then again, I am not most people.  I really do find it amazing that I have seen another year go by. Once I got into 2005 I honestly felt like I should not be here. Be alive. Its like I should have gone in 2004. I don't know why that year...
    taffytats taffytats
    26-30, F
    Nov 9, 2010

    My not so normal world

         I dance in between the stereotypes... sing at the birds and smile at people... sit in the window with my guitar and make up my own melodies...and if you ever find somebody walking aimlessly in the park at midnight it would be me- because sometimes i wander in the cold...
    backpackfairy backpackfairy
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Nov 7, 2011

    I Can't Possibly Belong Here

    Well this is new to me, and my story is hard for me to explain. So here goes. I don't believe I belong with normal people. I say normal because normal people feel and do things based on their feelings. I can't feel anything at all anymore. I say anymore because I'm sure at one...
    Judas211 Judas211
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Nov 26, 2010
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