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I Do Not Cry In Front Of Others, I Cry When I Am Alone

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    Yeah So Did I

    today i cried for the first time since we came back here. the tears were for you. from the unnecessary fights... for once, i wish i could cry all the pain out... i don't know how much i cried but it was a lot... you were not there to see... even if you do, i'll be blamed for...
    LovelessAdvocate LovelessAdvocate 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 11, 2010

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    I'm not comfortable crying in front of others. If I did I'd be embarrassed. I cry to make myself feel better if I am upset or sad about something. I want to be alone when that happens. I'm not one of those people who cries to get attention or sympathy from people.
    Morgause Morgause 41-45, F 2 Responses Jul 15, 2010

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    I FIND THAT I LOVE TO MAKE MYSELF SUFFER, BECAUSE I FEEL UNACCUSTOMED TO PEACE... I HAVE HATED MYSELF ALL MY LIFE, I CRY MYSELF TO SLEEP... WHEN SOMETHING GOES WRONG, I DO NOT...
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    the last time i cried in front of other people was when i was 3 and a half. after that, injuries, bullies, whenever something happens, i cry for myself and in front of myself only...
    roseinsurvival roseinsurvival 13-15 1 Response Nov 24

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    im a strong individual, I hate crying in front of others. its not because im weak, that im crying, but because im strong beyond measure. I hate to feel low, when I know I shouldn...
    HandyMannyWanny HandyMannyWanny 16-17, M Dec 8

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    I'm a photography major.. A week ago I gave my presentation of my final portfolio in front of my peers. It was about a 25 minute presentation, and I started crying about 2 minutes...
    amazingcuzitis amazingcuzitis 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    liajip liajip 13-15, F 5 Responses Nov 23

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    I am so tired of wasting my tears over things I know I have no control over. Ever since I was little, I'd cry at the tiniest things like accidentally hitting someone, which now...
    EmEn1125 EmEn1125 13-15, F 1 Response a week ago

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    If I do cry, I try not to cry in front of people because I feel like it's worse when they start asking you what's wrong and stuff like that. I try my best not to show it
    andreaespe andreaespe 18-21, F Nov 27

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    I feel like when I cry in front of someone the will think I am a baby; therefore I don't cry in front of people
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    My two babies are such mommy dogs the boy is so lovely he goes insane when I walk through the door screaming and crying wagging his tail and the girl is a kisser she is a real...
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    If I had one wish. Tonight. Would be spent. Under the stars. In the rain. Alone. No hands. Touching me. No voices. Screaming. Yelling. No fighting. No stress. Just me...
    Levi1 Levi1 13-15, M 3 Responses Dec 5

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    First of all, I am a men. Mens don't cry!... But when I do I prefer doing it completly alone. I need the whole appartment to be empty before I cry. Because I don't want people...
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    I hate it when people see me cry because then they'll try to help like "whats wrong?" Or "it'll be okay" because then it just makes me cry even more idk i dont like when people...
    MariexOkay MariexOkay 13-15, F 4 Responses Nov 23

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    Never thought this would happen. Have you ever stood in a room full of people and left like you were a ghost? My life-every freaking day I've been losing my closest friend to...
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    I get so angry and upset sometimes I don't like taking it out on people, so I leave and walk away crying I'm usually a happy bubbly person. I try to help everyone before me...
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    When you left me I didn't cry, I was angry at you for leaving me and not saying goodbye. I was so use of going through things and you have my back: now look at me: sad, alone and...
    ladylare ladylare 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 28

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    That moment when you lay there and you know that you are fixing to start crying and the thoughts are horrible and you just want them to go away.... you feel scares and panicked and...
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    Sometimes my friends say i'm so cold bc i never cried in front of them and i never tell them about my worsts .. Idk its just feels like i seek people's pity when i cry ;/
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    I have not cried in 22 years and all I want someone to hold me while I cry was not allowed to as a kid have not cried since I was 5 I feel alone
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