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I Do Not Give Undeserved Emotion

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    I spread deserved emotion. Hate is just as natural and vital as love is. The problem with both of them is that most individuals are far too eager to award them to the undeserving. We are told at an early age that we should love everyone, even our enemies. What, if any value, does...
    H3LLl3OUND H3LLl3OUND 36-40, M 1 Response Oct 10, 2012

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