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I Do Not Know Myself Yet and the Possibilities I Can Achieve

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    Unknown Me to Me and People Around Me

    No matter what i go through, no matter what is happening, nobody can understand me, the scariest part is, neither do i. I get so confused i get angry when i don't understand something to the point i turn into someone else. My partner doesn't understand me. I know nothing about me...
    HopefulDreamer1988 HopefulDreamer1988 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 10, 2009

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    I used to think I knew who I was and exactly what I was going to do with my life and then I met him and I started following along this path to see where he was going. I then discovered I liked where he was at and I decided to stay and enjoy the view there for a short while but...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 1 Response Nov 30, 2009

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    I like to know things about myself

    that i didnt aware of or maybe know of :)
    Zoce Zoce 22-25, M Feb 28, 2014

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    today, I noticed I HATE the way I look and I feel as if people are gonna forget about me anyways... :/
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    "Life is like a camera. Just focus on what’s important and capture the good times, develop from the negatives and if things don’t work out, just take another shot." Sometimes...
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    I don't even really know myself yet to be honest. I do know that God knows the real me, and my angel knows the real me.
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    I'm so angry at myself I wish I could clone myself and beat myself up. I have so much hatred in my heart right now and I don't really know how it came to be. When I'm at work I can...
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    jthakkar1998 jthakkar1998 18-21, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    For feeling weak!! I'm currently on day 17 of quitting drinking & rather than feel better for it I'm getting worse as the days go on. I feel anxious & depressed to the point I can...
    TrustxxIssues TrustxxIssues 31-35, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I want to raise awareness about the discrimination and racism towards dark skinned immigrants in the uk .. I'm a dark skinned woman who is a daughter of immigrants and I had lived...
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    I can't look at myself in the mirror! its horrible and yet you can do nothing to stop your hate
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    My life is empty like Seriously empty. Everything I do or whoever I get involved with, always seem to hurt me. Everything always end up hurting me in the end. I wanted to die a few...
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    Today I found out my boyfriend has cancer.. We don't know staging yet. We've only been dating about a month, but we really like each other. I am definitely riding this storm. I...
    BeautifulinElevation BeautifulinElevation 22-25, F Mar 21

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    I have social anxiety I am socially awkward I am very difficult to get close to I am not friendly I am an introvert I am shy I think I could never find anyone I could get close to...
    myEmpty myEmpty 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 1

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    we were working on a game I created, just an old fashion dice football game. pretty cool for 1988, if I didn't create it in 2015. but he won't listen. he doesn't understand the...
    trent74 trent74 36-40, M Apr 2

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    I honestly don't know how much I can take. Yea, no. I'm not gonna kill myself. I've been dealing with so much pressure, stress, and anxiety that I don't know how much longer I can...
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    It's my life not yours... Get that straight.... Your hands might have been pulling my strings... To confused to escape him... To broken to think straight.... I look back and pain...
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    I wanted someone to know me before I died. Wanted them to know what I was really like. I think that's part of what sparked my ramble today. That, and weariness. My ramble was a cry...
    ambivalentFriability ambivalentFriability 18-21 1 Response 6 days ago

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    His words can melt any heart, even the most skeptic of souls. Passionate desires and seductive prose engulf your thoughts. Attentiveness and romance excite you beyond belief. And...
    Cicek Cicek 41-45, F 5 days ago

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    I blame myself when things don't go right even if its not my fault because the only one who can fix the problem is myself. also sometimes its good to vent but who wants to listen...
    me0883 me0883 22-25, M Apr 6

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    I am so ready to go to college. Out of high school and to a place where nobody knows me yet. Cant wait to live in a dorm room and be independent for my first time.
    Ivygirl96 Ivygirl96 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 12

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    FreedomPeaceHappiness FreedomPeaceHappiness 18-21 1 Response 1 day ago

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    transtastic transtastic 18-21, T 1 day ago

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