I Do Not Think I Will Ever Be Truly Happy

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     i must be doing something wrong again :/ anybody know where the reset button is? anybody got some cheat codes you wanna share? :O
    deleted deleted
    Oct 10, 2009


    I can not remember the last time I was happy.I dont think I really ever have been. Every day I wear this fake smile and pretend to be something am not. It gets so hard, when all I want is to go to sleep and never wake up. My life is one big act and every day it gets harder harder...
    angel7 angel7
    1 Response Mar 3, 2008

    I Believe It.

    Don't think I'll ever be truly happy...I feel that my days are gonna be the same boring days till the day of my death. I'm gonna become a lonely, unmarried, childless woman...and I feel that when I'm dead, no one's gonna care...only my family.
    PunizhedZoul PunizhedZoul
    22-25, F
    1 Response Nov 10, 2011

    Happy Me?

    Okay first of all you need to define happy. Hm... Any ideas? Okay skip that. Too many years like this. It gets so tiring so fast. Heres my normal day Get out of bed, make bed, lay back on the bed and go back to sleep. Door bell rings, ignore it. Keeps ringing. Get up and...
    kthimm12 kthimm12
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Apr 19, 2011

    Never Thought I Would Be Happy Or Content

    After me and my ex broke up(been a few months)i was just crushed and wanted to die and i felt like id nvr get over her,ill always love her but she ****** me over so am working on me...i think ill work on being happy by myself and friends,trying to better myself, my career, and my...
    OceansofEmotions OceansofEmotions
    26-30, M
    4 Responses Oct 8, 2007

    I Wish

    Occasionally I wish I could walk through a broken window and have the sharp broken shreds slash me to ribbons.  So I would finally look  HOW I FELT 
    angel7 angel7
    1 Response Mar 4, 2008


    Does anyone Here know The Value Of Life... Come on. Your obviously Not trying to be happy... What's WRong With this Picture!! It's your not trying hard enough to be happy... It's not something that can be done over night..You create your own Mind frame stop walking around.. Oh...
    matthewsmommy matthewsmommy
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Aug 12, 2008


    When I'm happy I'm manic, when I'm down I'm depressed.  True happiness comes from within.  I fear I have lost what it takes inside to find it.   I have walked this empty lane alone in so many ways for so many days.  I forget there is a way out.  ...
    MisterM MisterM
    36-40, M
    4 Responses Mar 17, 2008

    Truly Happy

    Truly happy,Doubt it,Not me,The way things are,Doubt they'll ever change.
    plasticfantasy plasticfantasy
    46-50, M
    Sep 12, 2012

    Who Knows?.._x

    i don't think i'll ever look around at my life and think "yeah, i'm happy" i think there will always be a problem, always something causing me pain. thats just life and i suppose its foolish to be expecting anything els. but being a human being i do want more. maybe one...
    FromTheHeartOfaWoman FromTheHeartOfaWoman
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Mar 4, 2008

    Life Is A Curse. Why Are We Here?

    My 3 biggest hopes in life will never happen. They're impossible and probably were never meant to happen.  I'll be reminded of them every time my minds not at work... for the rest of my life, Even then the thoughts seem to find their way in whether through daily reminders or...
    feelingmisplaced feelingmisplaced
    22-25, T
    Apr 15, 2012

    Once Upon A Time The End.

    I've never believed in happy endings. When I was little, I used to try and fool myself into thinking fairytale endings were true, and that someday the world would be peaceful and content. I was such an ignorant child. I once drew a picture for a competition of people of all...
    Gosangoku Gosangoku
    Apr 17, 2010

    Not Likely

    I serously dout I will be happy.  the things I want I won't ever have,  close friends, a relationship, a place of my own to live inand a few other things.  On the flip side the things I can get or have just dont make me happy and now I have gotten to the point...
    loneranger loneranger
    31-35, M
    2 Responses Jul 8, 2008

    Angel 7

    When you ask me What is wrong? I say nothing After you leave I whispherd  EVERYTHING.
    angel7 angel7
    Mar 7, 2008

    Truly Happy

    Truly happy,I'm not,The **** life's dealt,Left me with mood swings,How can one be truly happy?In this state of mind.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket
    46-50, M
    1 Response Dec 13, 2011

    My Combination

    I've been so close, and yet, so far. I've had moments of happiness, but so many more of sadness. I've learned to be more content with life than either happy or sad. But happiness, I wont ever truly have. I can only have a combination of all 3.
    LylaRocks LylaRocks
    26-30, F
    May 7, 2012
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