I Do Not Think You Realize How Much I Love You

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    If You Knew Would It Change Us?

    How much do I love thee?  Well I have lost count of the many ways.  I know that sometimes I let the past get in the way, but if truth be told I love you more than I have ever loved another soul in my lifetime.  I just wish you knew.   
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm
    41-45, F
    Jan 18, 2011

    When All Is Lost

    i had it all; love, good grades, happy family, high hopes, bright future, all of it! i went to uni not a very accomplished person (because i didn't make the grades for med school), yet very hopeful. i met new people, i experienced love, for real this time, i made high grades in...
    dzifaaryeetey dzifaaryeetey
    22-25, F
    1 Response Mar 4, 2012

    I Have Told Him I Loved Him

    but he has been alone as long as i have been divorced. I have dated on and off he had lived with another heres the deal met in college. A bible college. he studying to be a minister. Me...just in childhood education, ministries, phychology, he was crazy nerd type older dude, me...
    IFoundYourDiary IFoundYourDiary
    46-50, F
    Oct 1, 2010

    To Me...

    I fall in love way, way too easily. I wear my heart on both sleeves at the same time. If a woman shows me a little kindness, it's all over for me. And heaven help me if she actually likes me.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Aug 30, 2011

    If I could actually have the courage to say

    this to the person that needs to hear it most. 😔
    landhoee landhoee
    18-21, M
    Jan 12, 2014

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