I Do Not Understand Why You Had To Do That To Me

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 251 People

    lifealwayschanges lifealwayschanges
    41-45, F
    Jun 20, 2015

    You Deserve The Chaos

    You created it because you are a phony.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Nov 8, 2011

    Too Many Things

    Too many people those things came from.I will never understand why my dad abused me, or why that one girl in high-school spread those ugly rumors about me. I don't know why I got called a liar after that guy raped me (one thing I wasn't bad about was/is lying), or why my man...
    DeadOfDecember DeadOfDecember
    22-25, F
    Aug 15, 2011

    Rocky Roquin

    you ruined my ******* life!
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Apr 7, 2013

    The thing that hurts me the most is.

    We where lay in bed folded into each others arms and I said to you. 'I don't think anyone Loves anyone as much as I Love you' you replied 'I believe, that you believe that' Then the next day you walked out of my life. You told me that you know that know one will ever Love you...
    0815Jade 0815Jade
    22-25, F
    1 Response Nov 25, 2014

    I Have Done Nothing Wrong

    I had a friend. I would have done almost anything to cheer her up when she was down.  I was there for her 100% This is how she returned the favour.... A few weeks after my long term boyfriend broke up with me, she organised a physical "arrangement" with him...
    AnOpenBook AnOpenBook
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Feb 28, 2010

    I dont understand why you had to pull me in

    with your eyes or why u pulled me to the side and held my arms down while you gently kissed my neck. I dont understand what made you smile whenever you saw me or even that you insisted to walk with me.I dont understand why you hug me so tight as if im going to blow away. I just...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Dec 3, 2014

    I don't understand why you have to do this?

    You tell me this is for best . But how can you tell that this is for the best? When it's killing me, it's very painful that I cannot accept it right away. Why can't you tell this to me face to face? Why couldn't you just slap the reality on my face. I want to see you so bad to...
    hellsAngel025 hellsAngel025
    18-21, F
    Jun 19, 2015

    Why do you make me open my heart,

    only to take me down?
    prettyballerina prettyballerina
    31-35, F
    Nov 26, 2014

    What'S Happening Nowadays?

    Lauren (Experience Project] - answered my posting and had several snot-nosed comments about my traumatic experience. I never reply to anyone on any of these posts the way she responded to me. I am nobody's "dumbass" - hers or anyone else's. And who is she to say "You deserve...
    MaryJanine MaryJanine
    61-65, F
    Mar 11, 2013

    I have done nothing to you

    and you treat me like dirt, and you make me feel horrible about myself and I keep thinking that theirs something wrong with me, not you.
    taid2000 taid2000
    16-17, F
    Nov 24, 2014

    But Then Again I Really Don't Need To...

    You know, it has been a rough time for me lately trying my best to pick myself and my heart up off the ground and dust them off. The one thing I am struggling with the most is something I know I will never get a direct, honest answer to. Even if I asked. See, its ok not to love...
    phillyphan78 phillyphan78
    31-35, F
    8 Responses Oct 2, 2011

    Mom and Dad why did you steal my childhood.

    I wanted to go out and play. Instead I wished death would come my way. The pain was so thick I felt I could not breathe. I felt that the depression would swallow me. Nevertheless I have grown and left it behind. Long ago I found the strength to pay you both no mind. I hope and...
    quito1969 quito1969
    46-50, M
    1 Response Nov 24, 2014

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