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I Do Not Want Any More Pain In My Life

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    An Unfullfilled Dream

    To face a day without pain of one form or another is not somthing I see in my future. It hang's over my head as an unfullfilled dream.
    Robert1256 Robert1256 51-55, M Sep 12, 2010

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    "the Choice About Living With Neufribromatosis Pain"..............

    Often dealing with my health problems.....I see myself sitting on the small ledge tucked away on the side of a moutain. Beneath me is the endless abyss of darkness and fear. So deep it takes my breath away. There is only a small branch to hold on to and there are days I am...
    Anto815 Anto815 46-50, F Aug 12, 2011

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    Pain and I

    Hi my name is jennyc...and I have encounterd so much pain in my life, seens childhood that I don't want anymore pain in my life....I need to learn to let go, and try to live my life to the fullest,But I feel that sometimes it's hard to do specially when you have been hurt so bad...
    jennyc jennyc 41-45, F 3 Responses Sep 25, 2009

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    Was That My Fault?

    Living together for 3 year not make me more happy. I wanna have a real familly, husband & kids. But after i left all ( work & familly ) to move to "his"  country, untill now i fill useless. He still no word for "marry" me. No kids. No job, because my languange where i live now...
    piffi piffi 36-40 Feb 22, 2012

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    To Whom It May Concern

    Ok, whoevers up there listening, this is for you........... I think i've had enough of life's kickings now....31 yrs to be exact....and yeah, it has been from the day i was born. I know i've had my pain threshold tested on numerous occasions......even while i'm writing this i...
    Evernight Evernight 31-35, F 9 Responses Jan 1, 2010

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    Hate Myself

    hiii! i'm a 11th grade student ,preparing for iit-jee.....i daily study zero hours while i'm supposed to study 6hours a day i have no will power and self displine..! i always keep on searching ways to improve myself , on google.com every night i scold myself for wasting time all...
    sumit0008 sumit0008 16-17, M 1 Response Jul 10, 2010

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    I Just Want to Move Out From Mother In Law House

    I JUST WANT TO MOVE OUT FROM MY MOTHER IN LAWS HOUSE . EVERY DAY FOR THE PASSED 4 MONTHS OR SO ITS BEEN NICE ITS REALLY BEEN NICE BUT I REALLY WANT OUT YEAH SHES BEEN NICE BUT EVERY DAY I HAVE TO FAKE SMILE AND SAY GOOD MORNING ALWAYS REMINDED HOW SHES USED US. AND WHAT DID WE...
    lunnas lunnas 41-45, F 5 Responses Dec 26, 2008

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    I Have Had Too Much For One Lifetime

    i watched one of my brothers die as a toddler,watched my family go through years of pure h***,ate from garbage bens,nearly died twice.i watched all the ones outside of my mom and dad act as though i was less than human.had my fatheer have a complete breakdown right in front of me...
    ghostofmyself ghostofmyself 36-40 8 Responses May 30, 2009

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    Had Too Much

    Things just haven't gone the way I planned them to. 2007 was the worst year of my life and I promised that 2008 would be much better. Well, it was definatly better, but it should be much better than this cause I don't feel that much better than I did before. My faith in love is...
    SoMuchToSay SoMuchToSay 31-35, M 2 Responses Jul 20, 2008

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    Pain=Life

    Sometimes in life we have to experinece pain and hardship. I have decided today I will divorce all the pain from the past and work towards bettering myself as a person. I will make positive changes and choices for my family. Pain shoo..out the door.. U are no longer welcomed in...
    MiseducatedChik MiseducatedChik 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 8, 2008

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    We Can Chose

    To be happy, or unhappy. I have learned through the years that it is up to me how i look at things.. It is so easy to look at the bad, and fall into the negative thought patterns.. to sink into the oblivion of depression... After so much of this it can be very difficult to get...
    simplysubmissive simplysubmissive 46-50, F 2 Responses Sep 13, 2010

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    It Just Doesn't Seem to Stop

    Why does it seem like painful things seem to happen all at once.  Is it a test?  Is it meant to test your strength and resilience, see how much you can handle without breaking?  Is it just me this happens to hit?  This year started out...
    rhettbuttler69 rhettbuttler69 61-65, M 5 Responses Apr 5, 2009

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    This Is Making Me Strong...

    Over and over i have been pressed down by people with a point to prove yet its helping me face facts about things in my life that i never really thought much about,all i have ever done is block things out by smoking my head off and trying not to face the reality of whats going...
    nuttyrocker nuttyrocker 26-30, F Mar 7, 2010

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    Enough Pain Already

    I have had enough pain for one life already. I am 18 yrs old. Found my family mostly by myself. Have a sister whod doesn't want to know me even. I just started smoking again recently. I am afraid to go out in public anymore as I get overwhelmed with emotions...
    kthimm1 kthimm1 18-21, F 1 Response May 30, 2009

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    Trying To Move On

    i dont know how to start .. hmmm. well i am a single mom here in philippines i stop in school because i got pregnant ,i love to make friends with different people blah blah blah...  , well i guess i have so much pain inside me that i really want to  forget it but ...
    rollercoastergirl rollercoastergirl 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 19, 2010

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    Feeling Hopeless...

    i feel hopeless for myself , i dont have job while all my relatives are giving me no hope in helping me to find job, then my parent are telling me to look for a job but i can't because i know employers will turn me down like i've tried so many times before.. (and being rejected...
    shadowintears shadowintears 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 4, 2010

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    Dear Brother

    you took something from me something that i didn't want to share why did you take something that wasn't for you to take from seven years old to ten years old i always knew something was wrong you were so evil to me you had no disregard if i was sick as dog or well and kicking i...
    CowardlyMistakes CowardlyMistakes 18-21, F Dec 31, 2012

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    End It

    I don't know why I bothered coming to this site, because I feel like I've been trying to reach out for someone to help me not hate life so much for as long as I've lived and no one ever really reaches back. Posting my story would just be another waste of time and energy...
    AbandonedArchangel AbandonedArchangel 26-30, M 1 Response Jun 19, 2010

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    Perfect For A Lifetime Movie

    I'm an orphan. Both my parents were abusive when they were alive. So, having them gone isnt the worst thing in the world. My father would beat me, and tried to kill me on several occasions. My mother thought her children were rivals, and sought to destroy them without any thought...
    SullenDreamer SullenDreamer 26-30 2 Responses Sep 5, 2011

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    Hurdling Over The Pain Slowly But Surely

    everything started on May 2009, when I just met my first boyfriend. We were 2 complete strangers who found a little chemistry in each others, and so our relationship began to grow and blossom. It was not the best start for my first relationship since it was a long distance, but...
    sadgirl1990 sadgirl1990 18-21, F Feb 9, 2010

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    Pain No More:)

    No more pain for this girl,thats' done.
    angelwithoutwings angelwithoutwings 26-30, F May 16, 2011

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    Pain No More^^

    For a good portion of my life, I shared the perspective of those who rail against God for allowing pain. I could find no way to rationalize a world as toxic as this one. As I visited people whose pain far exceeded my own, though, I was surprised by its effects. Suffering...
    maeevan maeevan 22-25, F 3 Responses Oct 12, 2011

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    Enoughhhhhh Is Enough

    All my life is pain and suffering i  seek happiness in small things too but now its too much no smile,no happiness,no peace just everlasting pain,i m stuck in a cage of unlimited pain i just want to escape is want to be free, i cann't run away leaving everything behind ,cann't...
    evilkilllingme evilkilllingme 22-25, F 3 Responses Feb 22, 2012

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    Lostm Self Through Existence

    to put it simply... no father, no love, all the talent in the world.. but its all wasted......
    lost00 lost00 22-25, M 2 Responses Oct 11, 2009

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    Related Experiences

    I have been disconnected from the world for a while now and i don't know how to reconnect. I find i am hiding myself away from people just because i don't want to be hurt any more...
    Gentleandlovingsoul Gentleandlovingsoul 36-40, F 2 Responses Sep 5

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    When I feel like this. When I feel nothing, I want nothing more than to feel pain. Physical pain. All I feel now is an emptiness inside of me. It's as if my feelings don't know...
    piprimate piprimate 26-30, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I've come through it all to find that, at least for me, its the only way to a satisfying life. Its far more satisfying than I ever imagined. I've always been a dreamer and still...
    SonOfTheDelta SonOfTheDelta 41-45, M Aug 25

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    I want one more hug but instead we'll be battling it out in court :/ I'll always love him. Appreciate and cherish what you have while it lasts. You never know when it might be...
    lovelylady20 lovelylady20 18-21, F Aug 19

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    I really want my life to be exciting. Being married with children is cool, but i want it to be more exciting than just the mundane...i feel bored with my life
    Fitguy1984 Fitguy1984 26-30, M 4 hrs ago

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    Autonomy, independence, control, Living my life more on my own terms Finding myself and my place in this world A role as a leader Confidence in my own skin Use of creativity...
    ajrestless ajrestless 18-21, F 1 hr ago

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    I don't believe entirely that sufferment and pain bring teach us much. I believe they do other thing way better: they hurt us, they kill our spirit. They hurt so much that we can...
    Fernandotavares Fernandotavares 22-25, M Sep 4

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    Treasure what you have… Time is too slow for those who wait, Too swift for those who fear, Too long for those who grief, Too short for those who rejoice, But for those who love...
    Zozolove Zozolove 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 23

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    We have been together for almost 2 years. I love him, but I don't think I've ever been "in love" with him. I think our relationship is more about companionship now. Recently he's...
    Nlix Nlix 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    I am scared I will die, without knowing the love of a woman. I feel like I have so much love to give. But know one to share it with. I would probably either smother a girl if...
    ericramone ericramone 31-35, M 2 Responses Aug 21

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    If I could chose between feeling pain and feeling nothing, I'd choose pain.
    Ellyhi Ellyhi 13-15, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    How simple? I'm relocating back to Egypt in a few months. Of course everything is more luxurious here in the States. Everything is more sophisticated. Almost everything can be...
    FryMorgan FryMorgan 22-25, M Aug 25

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    I'm feeling bad...kind of a mixture of anger, sadness, disappointment... and can't blame other than me, I keep telling myself I should know better... I should stick to my never...
    Brunette4U Brunette4U 31-35, F 3 Responses Aug 18

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    Getting real tired of it taking so long to meet minds like my own. Endlessly scrolling through experiences and profiles, scrutinizing every detail that a person shows of their self...
    MohnJarston86 MohnJarston86 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 20

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    To all teenagers such as myself: Our generation loves to complain about inexistent struggles. We direct so much of our attention to things like popularity, social status and...
    alviseb alviseb 16-17, M 2 Responses Aug 15

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    .....i dont know if this will ever make any sense. still writing this though. i wanna make a big change in my life, that i shoulve done before.. i have tried to make it but...
    hush00hush hush00hush 22-25, F 1 day ago

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    I'm pretty young to be making the decision to have kids or not. Personally, I HATE children and would never willingly have them. How could you love something so sticky and loud...
    Raven1313 Raven1313 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 16

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    I used to have so many hopes and dreams for what my life would be like, but none of them came true. My mother became disabled and had to quit her job as a federal employee when I...
    troubledinparadise troubledinparadise 41-45, F 1 Response Aug 17

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    I'm sorry mom and dad, college wasn't for me I had to drop out, I know how you feel I think I wasn't made for school I've always struggle to stay I'm class, I apologize for...
    stellahh stellahh 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 14

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    For many years now i have always wanted to write about my life but i never know where to start. My memory has faded and i have blocked a lot out so i worry that i will come to a...
    Gentleandlovingsoul Gentleandlovingsoul 36-40, F 3 Responses Aug 19

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    I'm tired of the government trying to manipulate us and distract us from what's really going on. We have TANKS in the streets of AMERICA right now and it WONT be on the news...
    ShmittyFLA ShmittyFLA 18-21, M Aug 14

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    I have hit a rut in my life! Things where I am have not been great, and I really need to make a change!! Not sure how, but i have always found changing location works good when I...
    Panth69 Panth69 46-50, M Aug 18

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    Ever felt sad, genuinely sad, and didn't know what to do about it? I really want things to be different. There was a time in my life when I was surrounded by friends and always had...
    downer12 downer12 16-17, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I'm feeling very meh lately. I don't know how else to describe it. And I shouldn't feel that way. Because I have a good life with good people in it. But I can't help it. I feel...
    ksgirl11 ksgirl11 18-21, F Aug 16

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    How I wish he wanted me as much as people I have never met.
    Accebere Accebere 36-40, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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