I Do Not Want To Cry, But The Tears Just Fall Down My Cheeks

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    Crying Has Become My New Smiling

    Today I woke up and pulled the cover over my face to block the sun, but mostly my life. I eventually crawled out from under the covers to find nobody in my lonely apartment. I have struggled with depression for years but more recently it has becoming more intense with my...
    lmcdonald1 lmcdonald1
    22-25, F
    Apr 29, 2012

    The Tears Never Stop Falling.

    I hate crying. I feel so weak. I don't feel like I'm in control. I cry because I don't want my life. Everyone says my husband and I are perfect. They have no idea. I cry because they don't know and I can't tell them. I cry because I miss someone I love, but can not have. No...
    NonnysMom NonnysMom
    22-25, F
    2 Responses May 31, 2012

    Always ............are Older Right????

    I have alwas been bad I guess.......... Never with good things ,I could make my parents happy... well,its really not that,I don't want to But it never seem to go the right way I am so reckless...so psycho...so nerd....so dramatic...so ruthless... I guess I am born with...
    smokycup smokycup
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Oct 18, 2012

    Every Time...

    Every time i think about him, that's what happens, i just cry because i know that i could never have him... and that's sad... or i know that i have to sit here and just wait for him... which makes it a lot harder. I hate crying over him because i  never know what is...
    xxcoixx18xx xxcoixx18xx
    18-21, F
    Apr 7, 2010

    They Never Stop...

    I've been crying for four years, crying to be heard , cryin to be loved and just for somebody to look in my eyes an see my pain. They were never heard So one day my tear ducts and emotions dried up completely an I was left with big empty hole in my heart . Thats supposed to love...
    dejalynn13 dejalynn13
    13-15, F
    Oct 31, 2010

    Hate It

    i am social and never wanna cry in public , i am allways tellin  jokes or put a smile on any sadd face that i see , but there is just a moment when i cant hold it together , its jjust a river of tears . at first i cried at night in my bed , but then i started to cry in other...
    jumpnsmash jumpnsmash
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jul 24, 2010

    I Really Want A Better Sister

    Well, it hapened again. My sister is such a jerk and only cares about herself and her stupid boyfriend. I talked to him and hes like I am sure i can change that well u thought wrong! U can never change a jerk. I hate her! Bout to cry comment or like if u agree.
    iamnemo iamnemo
    13-15, F
    1 Response Nov 2, 2012

    Sometimes

    When I watch a sad movie or listen to a song that hits the spot or if someone will say something hurtful, I can't help myself and tears will fall.  Sometimes it is stronger then us and we cannot help it.
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr
    36-40, F
    9 Responses Apr 10, 2010

    I Wish You Loved Me Enough To Be With Me When I Am Sad.

    I need you now more than ever. I need your love. I need you to hold me and tell me I'm gonna be ok. Because right now I feel like... I feel everything. I can't determine how I feel. I feel every emotion I've ever had. I don't know what to do. I need you here. I need you to...
    NonnysMom NonnysMom
    22-25, F
    Jun 9, 2012

    It's been happening since my dog of 7 years

    died. But I have been coping a little better. I can't wait for another dog . The full story is under I lost my first.
    CRizma7 CRizma7
    18-21, F
    Aug 14, 2014

    Little Agua Fuckkers

    True story. I ALWAYS try to hold in my tears, but then, they just flow out like wataaa. That's right, they are water -.- 
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick
    22-25
    Apr 30, 2011

    I Got The Weepies.

    I've always been super sensitive but it seems to have gotten worse the older I get. The good thing though! Is that nowadays I don't cry as much about things that are "wrong" with my life or because I'm frustrated or sad - its more out of empathy or love, which I suppose is good...
    idek idek
    22-25
    Oct 15, 2010

    It Hate It When It Happens.....i'm Trying To Be Tough :/ Lol

    Every argument with people I know, I just begin to break down. Like when  I get mad or something. I feel like super ******, mad, and kinda out of control. Then when I'm super angered and pissed the tears begin to rolll, down, I friggin hate it so much. But what can I do...we...
    NewPersonUnderConstruction NewPersonUnderConstruction
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Aug 7, 2010

    Church On Sunday

    Being the emotional person I am, I make a dear endeavor to hide it as it is seen as a weakness. Concealing it is not as easy as faking a smile, but I try. At church on Sunday, I could not help the tears, they just had to come. We made a fundraiser for the affected...
    Sansiz Sansiz
    22-25, F
    Jan 29, 2013

    Weakness

    ill be the first to say that i dont like to cry.Crying makes me feel like im weak especially if im crying infront of people.I try my best not to cry but sometimes i get so mad or upset that i fell the steaming hot tears start to flow like a river, no matter how i wipe them away...
    SadEyedAngel126 SadEyedAngel126
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Sep 18, 2010

    I was having a good day

    and then it happens. The ex must have realized I was happy. So the verbal onslaught begins. I head to the bathroom at work to cry. Now they just won't stop. When will I stop letting him get to me? I don't love him so how come he can get to me like this? I'm pissed at him...
    bzylady bzylady
    36-40, F
    Mar 13, 2014

    There's Nothing Left To Do

    I hate crying. Especially in front of other people. It shows people that I'm not as strong as they think I am and honestly, makes me feel kind of pathetic. I'm afraid of what people will think, or do. Or what I'll do. But sometimes, there's just no way to avoid it. I'll be at...
    xxitwaswritteninblood xxitwaswritteninblood
    13-15, F
    Sep 19, 2010

    I do not believe what he has done.

    .. I found that he called one girl (yep, he cheated on me and promise to break this relation with her, but.. ) yea.. And he went to his parents yesterday, living me alone, again. Moreover, I discovered that the heating does not work... All day, probably all last night, and...
    Meisoun Meisoun
    26-30
    1 Response Jan 27, 2015

    Tears For Fears

    i cant stop it or prevent it...medication has helped to a certain degree, but when it rains it storms. it hurts so bad and no one understands what it feels like. sometimes i have to make up reasons why im crying just so that people have a reason for seeing me so emotional. but...
    PrincessLulu PrincessLulu
    26-30, F
    May 12, 2011
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Oct 13, 2015

    Tonight is just one of those nights.

    I can't help but cry. I am overwhelmed with life. I'm tired of feeling. I wish tonight I could just shut it all off.
    bzylady bzylady
    36-40, F
    Feb 19, 2014

    The Boys...

    10 months ago now I left my wife, and in doing so had to leave behind my children. The relationship realistically had ended before, a long time before. I tried to stay there for the boys; you know? Do the right thing by the kids - stay for the kids, but it was clear it wasn't...
    HappyOnion HappyOnion
    26-30, M
    3 Responses Apr 11, 2010

    How Can I Make It Stop?!

    I'm so sick of crying all the time! It's hindering my life! Every aspect of it. I can't talk to a mechanic because I start crying because I'm frustrated because my van is broken. I leave the vet's office when I drop my dog off for heartworm treatment because I feel like I didn't...
    sunnierae2010 sunnierae2010
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Mar 9, 2012
    Pinaybarbie Pinaybarbie
    36-40, F
    2 Responses May 31, 2015

    For No Reason

    I will be watching television or listening to music and all of a sudden I'm crying and I can't explain why.  The sadness of life just gets to me I guess.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Apr 5, 2010
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