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I Do Not Want to Ever Think About Him Again

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    Day 6&7 Of Getting Over A 5 Year Obsession.

    I am feeling a little better than how I have felt. I went out last night with a new work mate and when he told me the story of his arranged marriage, I guess I sort of felt better about my own situation. Here is a man, who has been married a year and seen his wife a total of 17...
    Repairingajester Repairingajester 22-25, F Apr 21, 2012

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    Crap

    It's peculiar. I keep telling myself that I'm over what happened between us, and I am. I am OVER this guy. I can forgive, forget and move on like I should have 4 years ago. But I resent him. I feel an anger, a kind of nagging rage towards him that I can't really explain. Yes...
    TheRealJade TheRealJade 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 8, 2012

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    Fairytale Romance Gone Awry

        It was love at first site! We met at a resort by the beach. We spent a month together in an old-fashioned type courtship. Our families met. It all happened so fast.     In September he flew me out to England where he studied, for a 5 day...
    yoshoesareugly yoshoesareugly 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 22, 2007

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    I Want To Put The Sexual Abusers Out Of My Mind

    the hurt rick swzackoski did to me and joyce and ken who raped me... I want to put them and katy and just all those people to hell out of my head and move on into a better mind frame and thinking I am worthy and I am good enough for a real romance and love of my own and a career...
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals 36-40, F 3 Responses Jul 12, 2011

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    I Wish He Would Just Disappear

    He is too close to the family to never see him again ... He drunk texts me randomly and calls me a *****. I love him so much-- I want to be with him but he said it will never be with me again yet he texts and texts.... I have to see him at every family holiday / birthdays...
    BurgundyGirl BurgundyGirl 36-40, F 3 Responses Oct 22, 2007

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    First Love

    there was this guy in my class, never bothered about him until we became friends. we started talking alot and i feel in love with him even when he was still into his ex (which was his first). he never loved me but didnt let go of me either knowing how much i care for him. we...
    thatgirl8824 thatgirl8824 22-25 2 Responses Feb 9, 2012

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    I Feel Like That About 2 Guys

    obviously I won,t mention any names real names or not will refewr to them as "1" and "2". No "1 "I carn't forget b/c he comes to collect our children once in a blue moon and with No"2"  I wish I could have amnesia - I wish that one...
    blondiesindy blondiesindy 36-40, F 1 Response Jun 17, 2008

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    Day 5 Of Getting Over A 5 Year Obsession

    The past few days have seen me crack in some dark places. Today felt better. It truly felt like anything could be better than yesterday and with that in mind, everything seemed easier. I deleted my facebook etc and a few people called me to see if I was ok. It was nice to know...
    Repairingajester Repairingajester 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 19, 2012

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    I've been with my boyfriend for a year now but I did something and betrayed him and I ****** up badly. I haven't been honest with him lately and it has really hurt him. I love him...
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    I met him here....and we clicked and idk what happened..... :(
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    I still do think about him all the time.
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    Brontide Brontide 36-40, M 3 Responses May 6

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    rainyrainsky rainyrainsky 26-30, F 2 hrs ago

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    I'm not scared of dying, but I can't help myself when I think about it.
    MisunderstoodGirl69 MisunderstoodGirl69 13-15, F 2 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    It's the thought of what could have been that causes us to think about past relationships. The fantasy is always better though!
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    I had my affair 7 years ago. It lasted about three amazing years! We didn't "hide" it either. I can say that I never felt alive like I did while I was with him. I felt driven...
    StressedOut2 StressedOut2 36-40 1 Response May 11

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    My mom's friend just got robbed this weekend of EVERYTHING in their house except their microwave, (I'm guessing old or too hard too move) TV and a few other things. The things they...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses May 12

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    Polyamory done wrong. She met someone and told me about him as if he was just going to be a friend but she started dating him like a boyfriend. She didn't tell him about me. She...
    pcflvly pcflvly 46-50, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Last night everything blew up and my graduation party. I was the one that was made out to be the bad guy when I fell asleep talking to my fiance who's at AIT and I didn't get to...
    SlimsB SlimsB 18-21, F May 17

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    I miss him dearly everyday and worry I'll never see him again. He moved out of state, I'm dating someone new but there is still a void even with good friends and a career occupying...
    fixiefemme fixiefemme 22-25, F Apr 30

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    8 weeks since he went back to W. I think of him every day, I do still wonder if he thinks of me 2. On a bad day my heart still aches and crys out for him. I am moving on a bit now...
    lostcase75 lostcase75 36-40, F 2 Responses May 11

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    Human existence itself is sinister, macabre is in its essence. The human being, by occasion, encounter himself in this universe, without an apparent purpose, without a sense or...
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    GodsArte GodsArte 18-21, F 4 Responses Apr 30

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    1. Babies 2. Baby zoo animals 3. Puppies 4. Kittens 5. Chocolate 6. Happy people 7. Sunny days 8. Comedy movies 9. Food 10. Gatherings 11. Music 12. Pampering myself 13...
    Cutiepeachpie Cutiepeachpie 18-21, F May 14

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    The royal barber was trimming the beard of the king when he commented, ?His Majesty?s beard is starting to turn gray.? The king was livid at the remark and ordered that the barber...
    om2013 om2013 22-25, M 1 Response May 16

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    Its not so much that I think about suicide rather just wanting out of this endless tirade that is called life. In a very general sense life is stupid, you are born just to die and...
    mljenkins mljenkins 41-45, F 3 Responses May 1

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    For the last 5 months I some times randomly think about what happened and it makes me feel depressed, but I'm a little scared to talk to certain people about it because i happen to...
    Blackrosebat Blackrosebat 16-17, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    As long as I can remember I have always had thoughts of suicide and it is getting worse. I thought everyone has those thoughts, but now I know that it is abnormal. Now I just feel...
    Kebra725 Kebra725 18-21, F 1 Response May 15

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    I wonder what it's like to die in your sleep. I have this idea that you become one with your dream world, and your consciousness ascends. To die in your sleep is seen as the most...
    MayaKing MayaKing 31-35, F May 16

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    1. Freedom 2. Fairy Tail, Farscape and Bob's Burgers (these shows can always cheer me up) 3. Video Games 4. Video editing 5. Night time 6. Science 7. Learning about the Universe 8...
    Redstar86 Redstar86 26-30, M May 16

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    There are nights when the silence creeps up on me and you cross my mind. I don't mean to think about you but I do. I don't mean to miss you but I do. I know I'm the one who ended...
    Girl12335 Girl12335 18-21, F 1 Response 13 hrs ago

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    I keep thinking im over it but it always comes up in my mind. Yesterday i saw a picture of my rapist. Its been over a year since ive seen him and its made me worse than i have been...
    anonymous138 anonymous138 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 29

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    My ex is still with another guy and I wish I had treated her better. I see pictures of her on Facebook from time to time and check out her profile and it rips me apart so deleted...
    callum00000 callum00000 26-30, M May 15

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    feeling really ****** up... 4 years ago I was kidnapped and raped by 4 guys. over and over.... its been 4 years and I can't get it off of my mind. every single day I think about...
    paotg paotg 22-25, F 3 Responses May 1

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    I think about it both on a more general, impersonal level, and a personal level. Lately I've been more focused on the personal side of it.I can't remember the last time I've really...
    ambivalentFriability ambivalentFriability 18-21 May 2

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    He texts me still after years, he is not in a relationship anymore so why hasn't he tried to see me! He says he loves me! I still love him so much! I would give up every thing...
    notsoyoungandrestless notsoyoungandrestless 36-40, F a week ago

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    I think about death to much I'm not scared of death I'm scared of what will happen to my soul I don't want to go to hell But I don't want to spend all my life believing in God who...
    jessydx jessydx 16-17, F 2 Responses May 4

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