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I Do Not Want to Ever Think About Him Again

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    Day 5 Of Getting Over A 5 Year Obsession

    The past few days have seen me crack in some dark places. Today felt better. It truly felt like anything could be better than yesterday and with that in mind, everything seemed easier. I deleted my facebook etc and a few people called me to see if I was ok. It was nice to know...
    Repairingajester Repairingajester 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 19, 2012

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    Crap

    It's peculiar. I keep telling myself that I'm over what happened between us, and I am. I am OVER this guy. I can forgive, forget and move on like I should have 4 years ago. But I resent him. I feel an anger, a kind of nagging rage towards him that I can't really explain. Yes...
    TheRealJade TheRealJade 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 8, 2012

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    First Love

    there was this guy in my class, never bothered about him until we became friends. we started talking alot and i feel in love with him even when he was still into his ex (which was his first). he never loved me but didnt let go of me either knowing how much i care for him. we...
    thatgirl8824 thatgirl8824 22-25 2 Responses Feb 9, 2012

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    Fairytale Romance Gone Awry

        It was love at first site! We met at a resort by the beach. We spent a month together in an old-fashioned type courtship. Our families met. It all happened so fast.     In September he flew me out to England where he studied, for a 5 day...
    yoshoesareugly yoshoesareugly 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 22, 2007

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    I Want To Put The Sexual Abusers Out Of My Mind

    the hurt rick swzackoski did to me and joyce and ken who raped me... I want to put them and katy and just all those people to hell out of my head and move on into a better mind frame and thinking I am worthy and I am good enough for a real romance and love of my own and a career...
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals 36-40, F 3 Responses Jul 12, 2011

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    Day 6&7 Of Getting Over A 5 Year Obsession.

    I am feeling a little better than how I have felt. I went out last night with a new work mate and when he told me the story of his arranged marriage, I guess I sort of felt better about my own situation. Here is a man, who has been married a year and seen his wife a total of 17...
    Repairingajester Repairingajester 22-25, F Apr 21, 2012

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    I Feel Like That About 2 Guys

    obviously I won,t mention any names real names or not will refewr to them as "1" and "2". No "1 "I carn't forget b/c he comes to collect our children once in a blue moon and with No"2"  I wish I could have amnesia - I wish that one...
    blondiesindy blondiesindy 36-40, F 1 Response Jun 17, 2008

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    I Wish He Would Just Disappear

    He is too close to the family to never see him again ... He drunk texts me randomly and calls me a *****. I love him so much-- I want to be with him but he said it will never be with me again yet he texts and texts.... I have to see him at every family holiday / birthdays...
    BurgundyGirl BurgundyGirl 36-40, F 3 Responses Oct 22, 2007

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    I think about everything before going to bed. what has happened in the past, what I could've done to fix things, change things..I always overthink myself into a bad mood and I hate...
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    loveismyfriend loveismyfriend 36-40, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    EmoMusicLuv EmoMusicLuv 13-15, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Mane I be missing em like ah mf then I find a mirror
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    my ex I can't stop thinking about him, I don't want to be in a relationship with him but omg I want him to put his hands all over me so bad
    smashmouth4eva smashmouth4eva 31-35, F 6 days ago

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    When I am at work, or away from my hubby, I think about him and I get all happy and warm inside! Then a big smile comes across my face! When i was at work on Friday I got that big...
    deedeebeebee deedeebeebee 41-45, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    I can't stop thinking about past things, like embarrassing moments, conversations where I could've said something better, something more clever. I think about past problems that...
    PoetryApocolypse PoetryApocolypse 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Anyone want to chat about how you would spank me
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses a week ago

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    I'm a person plagued by insecurity and self-loathing. If I described other people like I describe myself in my head, you would think I was a horrible monster, a bully of the...
    magdeleina magdeleina 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 30

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    I'm thinking about running away, running from my home and everybody I know
    anestacia anestacia 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 30

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    It's true. I'm thinking about changing it. I honestly don't know why I chose it to begin with but I'm sure it had something to do with how I was feeling or what I needed from EP...
    SirLaughalots SirLaughalots 36-40, M 1 Response Jan 29

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    I feel like I don't appreciate the people around me anymore, just because I think of him everyday. What hurts is that the person that occupies my mind doesn't even know I exist...
    geenieinabottle geenieinabottle 16-17, F Jan 29

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    I think about it a lot Iv only ever been with my husband from are school days am I missing out
    wifemum wifemum 31-35, F 4 Responses Jan 28

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    I'm about to turn 30 and for some reason everyday I find myself thinking about death. One of these days I'll be gone, and that gives me an awful feeling right in my chest. I know I...
    Ratpark Ratpark 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 26

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    I need advice help!!! Okay So i have been in a relationship with this guy for 3 years. Will probably end up marring him. But I'm never in the mood to have sex with him. For some...
    bluejay765 bluejay765 18-21, F 6 Responses Jan 26

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    Hohenheim1 Hohenheim1 22-25, M Jan 26

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    jan25 jan25 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 24

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    You've been on my mind so here's a letter you will never see, because I need to get it out of my head. Dear J.T. It's been 9 years since I met you. High school algebra and I sat in...
    sbertram sbertram 22-25, F Jan 23

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    There isn't a single day that passes by without me thinking about death ... myself dying .... or my loved ones dying and leaving me forever. It makes me feel helpless, I hate...
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 23

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    Too busy trying to survive which means I have little time to think of or about people, I see no reason to think about people unless they're doing something for me, since most of...
    Brandnewhim2015 Brandnewhim2015 31-35, M Jan 22

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    Every so often I think of him. I've had lovers since him but he is the one that'll forever be in my brain. IDK why but there was just something so intoxicating abut that man. I can...
    Ordinarylady Ordinarylady 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 22

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    Isn't morality controlling one's thoughts, act and speech in someway, in their day to day life? I think it generates both positive and negative effects on individuals about how...
    heartfelt123 heartfelt123 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 22

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    I wonder if we’ll ever talk again. I wonder if you deleted my number. I wonder if you ever think of me the way I think of you? I’m dying to know what’s going on in your life...
    Deee23 Deee23 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 22