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I Do Not Want to Ever Think About Him Again

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    I Wish He Would Just Disappear

    He is too close to the family to never see him again ... He drunk texts me randomly and calls me a *****. I love him so much-- I want to be with him but he said it will never be with me again yet he texts and texts.... I have to see him at every family holiday / birthdays...
    BurgundyGirl BurgundyGirl 36-40, F 3 Responses Oct 22, 2007

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    Crap

    It's peculiar. I keep telling myself that I'm over what happened between us, and I am. I am OVER this guy. I can forgive, forget and move on like I should have 4 years ago. But I resent him. I feel an anger, a kind of nagging rage towards him that I can't really explain. Yes...
    TheRealJade TheRealJade 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 8, 2012

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    I Feel Like That About 2 Guys

    obviously I won,t mention any names real names or not will refewr to them as "1" and "2". No "1 "I carn't forget b/c he comes to collect our children once in a blue moon and with No"2"  I wish I could have amnesia - I wish that one...
    blondiesindy blondiesindy 36-40, F 1 Response Jun 17, 2008

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    Fairytale Romance Gone Awry

        It was love at first site! We met at a resort by the beach. We spent a month together in an old-fashioned type courtship. Our families met. It all happened so fast.     In September he flew me out to England where he studied, for a 5 day...
    yoshoesareugly yoshoesareugly 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 22, 2007

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    Day 6&7 Of Getting Over A 5 Year Obsession.

    I am feeling a little better than how I have felt. I went out last night with a new work mate and when he told me the story of his arranged marriage, I guess I sort of felt better about my own situation. Here is a man, who has been married a year and seen his wife a total of 17...
    Repairingajester Repairingajester 22-25, F Apr 21, 2012

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    First Love

    there was this guy in my class, never bothered about him until we became friends. we started talking alot and i feel in love with him even when he was still into his ex (which was his first). he never loved me but didnt let go of me either knowing how much i care for him. we...
    thatgirl8824 thatgirl8824 22-25 2 Responses Feb 9, 2012

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    I Want To Put The Sexual Abusers Out Of My Mind

    the hurt rick swzackoski did to me and joyce and ken who raped me... I want to put them and katy and just all those people to hell out of my head and move on into a better mind frame and thinking I am worthy and I am good enough for a real romance and love of my own and a career...
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals 36-40, F 3 Responses Jul 12, 2011

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    Day 5 Of Getting Over A 5 Year Obsession

    The past few days have seen me crack in some dark places. Today felt better. It truly felt like anything could be better than yesterday and with that in mind, everything seemed easier. I deleted my facebook etc and a few people called me to see if I was ok. It was nice to know...
    Repairingajester Repairingajester 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 19, 2012

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    My affair ended one sidedly by him! He got transferred back to his country...to his wife and kid for good! Yes! He is married too! When I found out, my heart shattered and I wouldn...
    Wynee Wynee 36-40, F 4 Responses Jun 23

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    Brandnewhim2015 Brandnewhim2015 26-30, M Jun 23

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    christina6005 christina6005 41-45, F 1 Response Jun 17

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