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I Do Not Want to Ever Think About Him Again

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    Day 5 Of Getting Over A 5 Year Obsession

    The past few days have seen me crack in some dark places. Today felt better. It truly felt like anything could be better than yesterday and with that in mind, everything seemed easier. I deleted my facebook etc and a few people called me to see if I was ok. It was nice to know...
    Repairingajester Repairingajester 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 19, 2012

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    I Want To Put The Sexual Abusers Out Of My Mind

    the hurt rick swzackoski did to me and joyce and ken who raped me... I want to put them and katy and just all those people to hell out of my head and move on into a better mind frame and thinking I am worthy and I am good enough for a real romance and love of my own and a career...
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals 36-40, F 3 Responses Jul 12, 2011

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    First Love

    there was this guy in my class, never bothered about him until we became friends. we started talking alot and i feel in love with him even when he was still into his ex (which was his first). he never loved me but didnt let go of me either knowing how much i care for him. we...
    thatgirl8824 thatgirl8824 22-25 2 Responses Feb 9, 2012

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    Fairytale Romance Gone Awry

        It was love at first site! We met at a resort by the beach. We spent a month together in an old-fashioned type courtship. Our families met. It all happened so fast.     In September he flew me out to England where he studied, for a 5 day...
    yoshoesareugly yoshoesareugly 19-21, F 2 Responses Nov 22, 2007

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    I Feel Like That About 2 Guys

    obviously I won,t mention any names real names or not will refewr to them as "1" and "2". No "1 "I carn't forget b/c he comes to collect our children once in a blue moon and with No"2"  I wish I could have amnesia - I wish that one...
    blondiesindy blondiesindy 36-40, F 1 Response Jun 17, 2008

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    I Wish He Would Just Disappear

    He is too close to the family to never see him again ... He drunk texts me randomly and calls me a *****. I love him so much-- I want to be with him but he said it will never be with me again yet he texts and texts.... I have to see him at every family holiday / birthdays...
    BurgundyGirl BurgundyGirl 36-40, F 3 Responses Oct 22, 2007

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    Day 6&7 Of Getting Over A 5 Year Obsession.

    I am feeling a little better than how I have felt. I went out last night with a new work mate and when he told me the story of his arranged marriage, I guess I sort of felt better about my own situation. Here is a man, who has been married a year and seen his wife a total of 17...
    Repairingajester Repairingajester 22-25, F Apr 21, 2012

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    Crap

    It's peculiar. I keep telling myself that I'm over what happened between us, and I am. I am OVER this guy. I can forgive, forget and move on like I should have 4 years ago. But I resent him. I feel an anger, a kind of nagging rage towards him that I can't really explain. Yes...
    TheRealJade TheRealJade 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 8, 2012

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    I've been sleeping with a guy friend. Can't stop thinking about him. He's not extremely attractive or fit, I don't get it. He said he'd go out with me, that he cares for me. But I...
    failure94 failure94 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 30

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    So I had another massage last week, I didn't let him go all the way. Then he started texting me again, then I asked him to be clear what he wanted from me and he backed off and...
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    I found out that my friend and I like the same guy >.< when she told me who she liked I lied to her and told her I still like my old crush. He's always on my mind but every time...
    musicislifeandlove musicislifeandlove 13-15, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Yeah..I had a dream that my crush/enemy from 5th Grade died and now I can't stop thinking about him? Any Advice? Help Me?
    EnderKitty19 EnderKitty19 26-30, F 3 days ago

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    i dont think ill ever stop thinking until i see him again. ☺️ ☺️ ☺️
    phobicnightmare phobicnightmare 13-15, F Aug 12

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    About two weeks ago, my boyfriend of 8 months broke up with me ovelyr text. 8 months doesn't seem like a long time, but it was the longest relationship I've ever had. I trusted him...
    ksel90 ksel90 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 1

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    What scares me is I don't know how he feels about this at all. About me and him. I'm trying not to rush anything. Trying to take it slow. But it hurts me when he doesn't seem...
    emelon12 emelon12 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    Just sitting here in lunch thinking about waking up next to you this morning even know you wasn't happy that I made you get up for work you had me laughing this morning and it's...
    mouse2816 mouse2816 31-35, F 3 days ago

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    I think about my man everyday all day. I hope he comes to me soon.
    roselani2005 roselani2005 26-30, F a week ago

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    All I think about is you and it makes me sick to my stomach
    Liverbug2 Liverbug2 16-17, F Aug 14

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    I can't stop thinking about the guy who was my first kiss and other firsts even though we were never in a relationship.
    MindOfManyThoughts MindOfManyThoughts 16-17, F a week ago

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    I'm doomed to be in love a person i cannot have; and it hurts, feels like i have my heart ripped out and cut up by tiny blades cutting and tearing the flesh of my bruised and...
    BennetWitch BennetWitch 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 5

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    Getting to wake up next to you in the morning joking around and then having to head off to work is the best thing in the world and just hoping I get to do it again and again puts...
    mouse2816 mouse2816 31-35, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Seriously I can't and I see im him everywhere I know he doesn't want to talk to me anymore or even acknowledge the fact that I'm here which I don't understand but my heart is still...
    Liverbug2 Liverbug2 16-17, F Aug 7

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    All I have thought about today is am I going to get that text from you tonight saying would you come over and rub my back tonight knowing I will get to snuggle up next to you and...
    mouse2816 mouse2816 31-35, F 4 days ago

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    Knowing you text me as I was thinking of you just puts a smile on my face that I can't even explain I wish I didn't have to work till 10 so I could be in your arms were I would...
    mouse2816 mouse2816 31-35, F 3 days ago

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    And he won't even talk to me.
    Ellyhi Ellyhi 13-15, F Aug 5

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    I am thinking about him all the time. In everything I do, I think about him, if only for a little while. I guess it could be called obsessive, but I think it's just being in love...
    SwimmingDarkness SwimmingDarkness 16-17, F Aug 21

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    Allaloneandpoisoned Allaloneandpoisoned 22-25, F 4 hrs ago

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    I was playing this game online back then in primary school, got addicted to this online game from a friend and her sister. until we entered middle school, i never use my real...
    hooncaramello hooncaramello 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    Please watch my YouTube video I just posted if your thinking about having an abortion search sprimpas14 it's titled my biggest mistake (I regret my abortion)
    Sprimpas14 Sprimpas14 18-21, F 1 Response 16 hrs ago

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    Every once in a while, I fantasize about my first love. I didn't realize he was my first love for a long time. One day I became aware of it after seeing his face in my mind over...
    Emojinoid Emojinoid 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 8

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    I wanted to talk about the things we forget to do, in our lives. I am young, but I believe I have a unique view on the world. We sometimes forget, that we aren't alone. We can very...
    Asher14 Asher14 22-25, M Aug 12

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    I'm just so afraid that I'll get hurt all over again, that pain is just too much bear and I don't think I could handle all the pain and heartache. I can't ask out anyone that I...
    TheGuy147 TheGuy147 16-17, M Aug 8

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    His name's Joe. I've known him since we were 14. I've liked him since and he doesn't know. Heck I didn't know I still like him. He's in the navy now stationed hundreds of miles...
    xxXxSkyxXxx xxXxSkyxXxx 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 10

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    It's been almost eight years since i've fallen in love. My first and I'm afraid it would be the last. Four years since I had that relationship with her. We almost lasted a year but...
    xenna2 xenna2 22-25, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    The last w weeks I wake up thinking about a friends wife, Emma,. She seams to be constantly on my mind. We have been friends for years and have even been intimate a few times. We...
    carman7703 carman7703 61-65, M 1 Response Aug 7

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    I think about death. I do. it scares me to the point of a panic attach if I let it. which I don't often. I guess I just mainly worry about death being dark. Completely dark. and...
    colorfullcolorado colorfullcolorado 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 7

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    Hello EP one more story to tell you, just accept this because i'm really sad when I was little, always blamed myself for certain accidents that happened at that time until you...
    lovingCuteSmartGirl lovingCuteSmartGirl 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 31

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    MY FUTURE! I'm at a coffee shop somewhere thinking about where I'm at in life again. It ****** me off to what I've done and tried to do where it's left me nowhere. I can honestly...
    Spiritm Spiritm 26-30, M Aug 4

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    I was watching My Blueberry Nights and it made me think a lot, especially about a topic that seems to recur here on EP, namely breakups, broken hearts, lost loves, and starting...
    sometimeslonelytoo sometimeslonelytoo 41-45, M 1 Response Aug 22

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    Recently I've been thinking about what would happen if I ever needed another heart surgery. I have a strange feeling that I will need it at a fairly young age... and I also feel...
    ftmFreddy ftmFreddy 18-21, T 1 Response Jul 31

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    My mind can't stop thinking about a girl that I still like. I mean, I asked her if she wanted to do something this summer, she said maybe we will see each other sometime. Then...
    TheGordman TheGordman 16-17, M 1 Response Jul 31

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    When Robin Williams died I was thinking about life and death in general. I wondered about things that make life reasonable to live. There are so many people who commit suicide...
    zyakkui zyakkui 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 19

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    I have two baby names one for a girl and one for a boy, I've gotten so attached to these names, no one can ever talk me out of them, the boy name is luke (fiancé wanted to name...
    TsukiWolf56 TsukiWolf56 16-17, F 1 Response 18 hrs ago

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    I had a panic attack today, while planning the wedding with my mom and sister, my sister brought my nephews and in the middle of them destroying my living room I started gathering...
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    Beatenrodent Beatenrodent 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 19

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    I have been thinking about my future a lot more lately and right now, hear is what I have plan out. • Graduate high school • Spend a year and 6 months at home to make up for...
    ECrierie ECrierie 16-17, M Aug 20

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    catherineeac catherineeac 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 22

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    My boss is all that I think about an it's driving me ******* insane . I have never in my whole life wanted someone as bad I want her ;( this is insane....... I have no ******* idea...
    Lynnie21 Lynnie21 18-21, F 1 day ago