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I Do Not Want You To Kill Yourself

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 703 People

    Almost There.

    When i was 16, i tried to kill myself. I injected myself with my dads insulin. I was pretty, popular in school, had friends who loved me and wonderful parents. Why then did i want to die? I was raised in the Mormon religion and was not that innocent. I am kinda a free spirit. My...
    kodylkayne kodylkayne 22-25 Jul 21, 2012

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    Where Is The Line?

    I can’t say the though doesn’t cross my mind, but where is the line? At what point do you say ok we have a major problem or am I just down at the moment? I caught myself last night lying in bed thinking I am so tired. The kind of tired that I don’t think any amount of sleep...
    biomedsteel1 biomedsteel1 26-30, M Mar 15, 2013

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    Just Please Take This Into Thought.

    Suicide does not end the chances of life getting worse, suicide eliminates the chances of it ever getting better.
    SkinnyThoughtsAndRedLipstick SkinnyThoughtsAndRedLipstick 18-21, F Mar 27, 2013

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    I Am Only 14

    i am only 14 and i caught my self think about commiting suicide. i dont think i really will but im not sure anymore i havebeen cutting myself and i never even thought i could do that im not sure what i am capible any more. and i want to tell someone that i really trust but...
    Savy14 Savy14 16-17, F Mar 2, 2013

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    Save Me, Please...i'm Begging You.

    I'm a good guy. My heart calls for somebody to love me. I crave it, I would do anything to have a girl who see's into my heart & soul. Please look into my heart and see the good in me, I promise it's there. Just stay awhile and I'll show you... I'm not a creep, I'm not dangerous...
    nothingleft655 nothingleft655 22-25, M 2 Responses Jan 13, 2013

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    Because I Know

    I have been on both sides of the equation, unfortunately. A few years ago I almost lost my best friend to suicide. I dont know how and I dont even question why but I managed to talk him into sticking around for awhile. And I worried... Worry every day because what else am I...
    Canadianwithirish Canadianwithirish 18-21, F Apr 25, 2013

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    simplexminds simplexminds 18-21, F Jan 30

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    Life Is Precious

    There are times when we feel that we have had enough. It is time to say goodbye to all, it may seem is the best way or the only option left. Taking one's life mean depriving our love ones of ourself. We may not realise that there are people who do care about us. We need to take...
    HardingP119 HardingP119 36-40, M Jan 23, 2013

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    This is aimed at anyone out in the EP world

    who is thinking about, or has thought about killing yourself. I don't care who you are, whether I know you or not, how old you are, what gender you are, how you dress what you like or what you've done, I don't want you to kill yourself. There are people that love you and I...
    JustTiggz JustTiggz 16-17, F 5 Responses Feb 18

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    Here is a message for anyone feeling down,

    in a dark place, or in the pit of defeat. Here is a message for anyone feeling alone, betrayed, ugly or unloved Here is a message for the people that have to drag themselves out of bed every day and fake a smile just to get people off their back Here is a message for the...
    mysterygirlmia mysterygirlmia 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 5

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    The Master's Sacred Knowledge

    The Master’s Sacred Knowledge A key to your inner treasure! This is the story about a wise old Master who comes across a young man who was about to end his life by hanging himself to a large tree. The wise old Master asks the young man to spare him some of his time before...
    allanrufus allanrufus 36-40, M Dec 13, 2012

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    Stay strong, I am here

    for you. Please message me if you are ever in need of someone to listen to you.
    lovelove7352 lovelove7352 22-25, F Jan 30

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    Significant Other Pulled Over After Drinking

    My partner was pulled over about a week ago after being out drinking with a friend. They are convinced that their life is over and that they are going to lose everything. This is their first offense and they have not even been charged with either a DUI or DWI yet. It has impacted...
    gr3mm1gr3m gr3mm1gr3m 22-25 1 Response Jan 10, 2013

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    You Are Loved.

    the boy I love tried to kill himself in the third to last week of school. I messaged him constantly, not understanding why he'd been gone for a week. not knowing why I couldnt contact him. when I got a reply, I was so relieved. but not for long. he told me that he just got out of...
    iwillalwaysloveyou3 iwillalwaysloveyou3 13-15, F Jul 14, 2012

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    Don't do it! Sometimes life is hell,

    and you just want it to end. But if you do, you miss out on experiencing the little bits of heaven that are there. Not only that, but you also will hurt your family and those who know and love you in ways you couldn't possibly imagine. It really isn't worth it. It will happen...
    Whoami30 Whoami30 26-30, M 2 Responses Mar 31

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    Please Stay.

    I wrote this poem with bad intentions.. Everyone has a dark part of there lives, but mine seems to be lasting waay to long. It started when i was nine. i am almost 18 now and yesterday i had another day where i thought about suicide. I still don know how to express my feelings...
    UnspokenWordss UnspokenWordss 18-21 1 Response Aug 10, 2012

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    Don't Do It.

    Please. Its not worth it, Kevin.
    Pa1nsMcmurdo Pa1nsMcmurdo 41-45, M 1 Response Nov 14, 2012

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    Please Do Not Kill Yourself

    I want you to know what it is like for us who are left behind. Life is not easy for you and as a youth pastor I know this. I also know there might be others here struggling with life issues that are an adult. I understand more than you know. I too was suicidal much of my life...
    MandyzYouthPastor MandyzYouthPastor 46-50, M 1 Response May 4, 2012

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    The Time I Almost Ended It All.

    one night i was thinking about how horrible my day had been. how my life sucked, how i didn't want to go on another day because i wasn't good enough. i just knew this was an easy way out. just a short simple thing and all the pain would go away and it would never come back. it...
    borisherc borisherc 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 2, 2012

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    Because Killing Yourself Is A Bad Idea

    I have a list.A list of eight people that were so done with life that all they wanted was to die. They came to me.Eight people, who, for some reason, were stupid enough to think there was nothing to live for.If you need to know, I'll be here for you. Whether I know you or not. If...
    ForgottenAvenue ForgottenAvenue 16-17, F 6 Responses Apr 23, 2012

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    Hey Guys Please Read.

    Hey guys and girls out there trying to kill yourselves or thoughts of it. A stranger cares if no one else does. Please come too me if u need anything.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jun 14, 2012

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    You Will Be Missed.

    I use to think that if I died no one would care. I was wrong. There is many who would miss me. There is a lot who would miss you as well. It pains me to know that so many are wanting to end in darkness. Please live for yourself. There was so much I discovered when I overcame my...
    Tara277 Tara277 26-30, F 3 Responses May 25, 2012

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    You Have No Idea

    Yes, I want to take my life and yes I think about it every day and yes the thoughts are getting more and more real day by day and even now I have the pills sitting next to me and I think about how many it will take for me to succeed in actually killing myself. You sit there and...
    Jayyymz Jayyymz 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 12, 2012

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    Please Don't Do It

    I am commenting on this because I think it’s awful people are willing to take their own lives because of depression. No-one should have to do this. There is help available that people are willing to give, and that you deserve! If you need help, you can have it! There are people...
    h47hentahu7y5a h47hentahu7y5a 16-17, M 2 Responses Jul 22, 2012

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    I Miss You

    My older brother's fiance died of breast cancer 2 years ago. Ever since she died he became a mess. He went out late at night and came back completely wasted and sometimes high. I noticed more and more scars on his arms and sometimes on his neck. I tried to talk to him, my family...
    ASGKPFG ASGKPFG 18-21, F Sep 15, 2012

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    Related Experiences

    I tricked hundreds of good people. I hurt an innocent person. Someone so sweet that I would rather die than have this happen to her. I can hear it now. You did this you should take...
    ChangingFaces5 ChangingFaces5 22-25 1 Response Nov 28

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    Did you have stuffed peppers with mash potatoes and baked beans for dinner on March 19, 2013? No? Than don’t tell me you know me. Don’t tell me you know what it’s like...
    thenicholasexperience thenicholasexperience 31-35, M 1 Response Dec 3

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    I don't want to feel like this anymore. I feel like I'm being suffocated and there's nothing for me. But, then I think about how selfish I'm being for wanting to kill myself that I...
    SugarNub SugarNub 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 7

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    i want to kill myself cause i have no one any more cant run away cause i don't have nowhere to go and no one to do it with
    columbus38 columbus38 13-15, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I get friend requests almost daily by people that obviously never read my profile. I'm not that great a person and I have a lot of personal issues- including self-esteem(obviously...
    CinimonGypsy CinimonGypsy 41-45 2 Responses Dec 2

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    Do you know how long I have looked for you? That special person who gets me. Understands me...wants me. I am sophisticated, cultured, educated and complicated...but that is what...
    donegalgd donegalgd 46-50, M 1 Response Dec 13

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    I want you to want me more. I want to feel special. I want you to make me feel excited just thinking about you. I want you to care more. I want you to make those 27 days till...
    LoraWevand LoraWevand 16-17, F Nov 27

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    The Hunger Pain Persists after Your Gone The lioness was out of her cage. I know you felt it in your belly, my low growl in the high valley. this was primal lust mixed with a...
    GypsyHeartedPoet GypsyHeartedPoet 36-40, F 1 Response Nov 22

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    I really wish I could share songs with you and make you listen... I want to share the beauty. Music is too wonderful to keep to myself, when I post a song on here I like, I...
    InsanityIsTheButterflysDrug InsanityIsTheButterflysDrug 13-15, F 4 Responses Nov 25

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    I have no clue if you even know how much you hurt me without even saying a word. You will always be a challenge to me now and it sucks. I want to feel like I am his only one, but...
    Nannyxd Nannyxd 18-21, F Dec 7

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    I want you to feel close to me I need you to feel all of me I want you to feel love for me I need you to be passionate for me Wants and needs.
    Hm3454 Hm3454 41-45, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I'm bored and so I want you to ask me some questions. Message me or comment.
    MEGH0119 MEGH0119 13-15, F Nov 22

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    mmmmm.... But even more than that i want you to growl them in my ear... and touch me most intimately. (Part 2)
    SweeetKiester SweeetKiester 41-45, F 2 Responses Nov 25

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    Congratulations you've taken a hold of my mind. You've slowly, but surely inched your way into every corner. It's cute, really, because I know that I scare the living **** out of...
    Soltanto Soltanto 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    I want you to ask me questions..comment numbers
    n1amh n1amh 13-15, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I want you to know that even though at times my words get tangled inside my head and slip out aside my emotions... the feelings in my heart, carry my words along the way. And if...
    WithGracefulness WithGracefulness 46-50, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    Someone recently told me about this video. I want you to watch it and see how bad you feel for the kid who in this thumbnail of the video is nude. And how bad do you feel for the...
    Compassionate1999 Compassionate1999 13-15, M 15 hrs ago

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    The thing that scares me the most is waking up one day and realising that maybe that person you loved the most never really loved you as much as you loved them. And having to wake...
    skyelybooo skyelybooo 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 23

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    Please don't hesitate to talk to me if you ever feel alone, worthless, sad, or feel the need to hurt yourself. You're not alone in your struggle, everyone at some point feels the...
    Michaelyourguardianangel Michaelyourguardianangel 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 23

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    To be yourself in a world that is constantly trying to make you something else is the greatest accomplishment. - Ralph Waldo Emerson
    Loverofpeace Loverofpeace 36-40, F 1 Response Nov 29

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    Come to me my dear. Come to me and let me tell you how wonderful you are. Come to me im here longing for your kiss. It's you who fills the want in my soul. Come to me my lover. Im...
    Hm3454 Hm3454 41-45, M 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    It's better to be hated for what you are Than loved for what you aren't.
    RebeccaMontero RebeccaMontero 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 23

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    Almost half a year ago, my ex tried to kill me. He is doing it to countless other victims and I'm going to stop him. I don't want revenge, what he did showed me I needed to change...
    Kevin2017 Kevin2017 16-17, M 3 Responses Nov 29

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