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I Don't Belong Anywhere

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    Life, Liberty, and Stuff

    I've spent my whole life in school learning textbook information and have a bachelors of liberal studies and an associates of computer information systems.  Haven't got a clue of what to do now job wise.  I want to do what I love but at the same time be able to change...
    HeyIsy HeyIsy 26-30, M Feb 2, 2008

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    Not Of This World...

    In the beginning my life wasnt so bad I was born to two great loving parents that only wanted the best for me I grew up in a small community it was nice things were quite and peaceful during my early years it was great. I had it rough at school I was very ackward looking (still...
    bushi132001 bushi132001 26-30, M Apr 22, 2011

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    Sad, Hurt, And Left In The Dust.

    hi my name is Cody and im 20 years old gay guy. and I first want to say im sorry for my spelling. but this is my story and the reason I am sad. after being in a 2 year abusive relationship the guy I loved left me. and yea I know it sounds like it was a good thing but the truth is...
    codyboy92 codyboy92 18-21 2 Responses Jan 4, 2013

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    It Feels Like

    I have nowhere to belong. Hence my username.   I do have family and good friends though.
    outofphase outofphase 26-30, F 5 Responses Feb 19, 2010

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    It probably sounds incredibly cliche,

    but I actually don't belong anywhere. I used to be capable of blending and fitting in to most crowds, but that simple human ability has dramatically changed through the years. It isn't that I stick out like a sore thumb or anything. I hold my composure and keep my mouth shut in...
    bluemountains36 bluemountains36 36-40, M 5 Responses Dec 6, 2013

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    Certainly

    The more I watch, the more I know nothing is for me. I will always be like this, and no one will realize. No one will know me... Do I even know myself? Perhaps better than many can imagine... it is how I know. I can't belong... I feel like I never will. The principal at my...
    Barlong Barlong 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 23, 2013

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    The Point ?

    I've lived in 3 different places recently and haven't felt connected or belong anywhere. I'm starting to think I might not belong anywhere which I think I should start accepting. I constantly question why I am here ? There's just no reason. I'm just a burden. Life would improve...
    insignificantt insignificantt 18-21 Jun 23, 2012

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    I am a two time felon

    and I just recently picked up another case. I love god, my mother and learning. I am a clean person who wants the best for people. I just keep letting myself down and I don't understand why I was put in this world to be a criminal. I go to school and I have goals. My background...
    Ashly1989 Ashly1989 26-30, F Jan 4

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    No One To Share My Feelings With

    I have a nice family and friends too.but my problem is that I cannot share my feelings and thought with others. as for thoughts ,so many different thoughts are made in my mind all the time.sometimes ideas come into my mind and when i share them with people around me no one...
    dropofwater dropofwater 26-30, F Aug 16, 2012

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    Betrayed And Alone

    Again I'm feeling betrayed and alone.  Maybe I'm just being selfish.  Maybe its me.  All my life I have never really felt as if I fit in anywhere.  Not with my friends, not with my family, not at work.  So I ask myself.  Is it mea? It has to be me.  Honestly how can the...
    lonelyheartofmine lonelyheartofmine 41-45, F 10 Responses Apr 11, 2011

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    I Just Don't Belong...

    I don't belong....belonging means ownership. I don't want to belong, I just want to be my own property. If one sweet day, someone says they are in love with me, before I say it to them....maybe I'll just believe them.
    TheRealWoman TheRealWoman 31-35, F 5 Responses Mar 26, 2010

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    I Don't Understand

    I don't understand when I have everyone around me that I know are there for me and many of them support me, but I still have a feeling that I just don't belong here, I am different in pretty much every way from most of my family. Among my friends I feel like they are smarter and...
    div95 div95 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 4, 2011

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    Sigh

    Its starting to feel like it did when I 1st Joined EP five years ago...Like I don't belong. I feel like lately, I don't belong here on Ep. Like My presence wouldn't be missed, and that is not a good feeling to have at all. I already feel like I don't belong at other places. Now I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 29, 2013

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    Always On The Outside Looking In...

    I've always known that I was different. I didn't look, sound, or think like anyone else around me. No matter where I move, who I hang around, who I grow close to... nothing fits. I'm someone with no true place to call home. I may as well belong to the source of the winds that...
    WhataSurrealist WhataSurrealist 22-25 1 Response Jul 2, 2011

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    Homeless

    Well, it seems, that I want to be settled. To have my own home, to be sure, that it will be my during the rest of my life. There should be bright room for my kid. And a large light kitchen with bookshelves, sofa and a table for all my paper- and computer work. Yes, I almost live...
    nessie1 nessie1 22-25, F 3 Responses Feb 14, 2011

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    Mispalced

    I don't belong here, everyone either use me or lose me. I have been used more times than facebook. I know I don't belong here since most of the people around meare a**holes. I nust of been the only mistkae. I'm worthless...actually I'm nobody. If I died right now; all I would get...
    Unknown1047 Unknown1047 18-21, M Jun 8, 2012

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    I've Known This For a Long Time

    It's irritating because there are many people who are somehow wierd or different or eccentric or whatever, but they still manage to find their way in life about like everyone else.  What happened to me that I've always been on the outside of life looking in?  There was...
    UndergroundMan UndergroundMan 31-35, M 6 Responses Jan 31, 2009

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    I Feel Like I Don't Belong Anywhere

    I just don't feel like I belong anywhere. I don't get along with my family, in fact, we've grown apart so much in the recent years that now we don't even talk much. We just live in the same house, that's it. I have friends, but then they're always busy with their own stuff...
    wallflower09 wallflower09 22-25, F 4 Responses Sep 12, 2009

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    Feeling Alone.._x

    i just feel so much like i don't belong anywhere, with anyone. i feel so awfully alone. when i daydream about things i want, i need it to be real so bad, i just want a bit of affection. a hug, i need to be held, to feel like i belong.. sometimes i wonder why i'm here..
    FromTheHeartOfaWoman FromTheHeartOfaWoman 22-25, F 12 Responses Nov 29, 2007

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    Dieing Breed

    I never fit in nor belonged anywhere. Anyone I did start to feel tat way with passed on. i feel not human, nor animal. Just nothingness lingering somewhere in the middle. Im a dieing breed i guess, a Lone Wolf roaming the world looking for my purpose
    in2darkness in2darkness 18-21, M 2 Responses Oct 11, 2009

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    No Man's Land !!!!

    ok... i dont know why i choce this title...may be its in the name of a movie..... i think so...u knw wt i think, movies r truely amazing....a kinda metaphysical experience....a true artist  give his soul to his art....so, movie contains many ppl's soul......loloops, again i...
    destinyguy destinyguy 26-30, M 6 Responses Feb 13, 2011

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    Wandering Forever

    I guess we can't all belong after all the world is about balance. I've accepted this path not out of choice or convenience but because it's the only one that beckons and accepts me. Sure it sucks 23/7 but how else is a guy like me supposed to live?
    RocketBastard RocketBastard 18-21, M Jan 22, 2013

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    I Don't Belong Anywhere

    I feel like I don't belong anywhere.  Even where I am staying now I have to avoid one of my favourite doings to live here.  Well I think I have to.  I would look out of place being the only male in a dress  where I'm staying.  I'm staying at an assisted living place called...
    aquarius3 aquarius3 61-65 Apr 7, 2012

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    It's straing, I'm different from everyone and my HOLE life I felt like I'm not ment to be what I'm being, I don't belong im my family. My mother thinks I'm depressed cause...
    Lumapier951 Lumapier951 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 5

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    Well, by rights I should be dead. If nature were left to its own devices, my appendix would have burst before I finished university. Up to that point I had a purpose until I got my...
    cloudsoflife cloudsoflife 26-30, M 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    I feel so alone, maybe I'm too soft or loving on the inside.. maybe i can't find the strength i need to claim and find what I'm seeking but circumstances and life is beating me...
    lion320 lion320 26-30, M 1 Response Jan 6

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    And In the end, we were all just humans..drunk on the idea that love ,only love, can heal our broken hearts and pieces.
    fallenangellivethislife fallenangellivethislife 16-17, F Dec 29, 2014

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    Sometimes I just wish I was a bird, and then I could fly far far far away from here. "I want to fly, but my wings are broken." - - m.a.
    unlovedana unlovedana 13-15, F Jan 8

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    there are times i find myself in a melodically mood one that is hard to shack but i find this mood some what in lighting i see some for the first time as this wonderful creature...
    hiaru hiaru 18-21, F Jan 14

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    It's a constant struggle to feel like the odd one out in a world of 7 billion people. I guess I'll have to accept what is and what my life is for now. I feel like my girlfriend is...
    stellag23 stellag23 22-25, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    I'm new on this site and my best friend all of a sudden hates me. We first met in 7th grade and we played basketball together and became fast friends. Soon we became best friends...
    Rooknightingale43 Rooknightingale43 16-17, F 2 Responses Jan 7

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    God. Help me. I feel so alone. It kills me every now and then. I want to live another life but I don't and I can't leave my current. I can't lose everything. That'll be the end of...
    MargoRothSpiegelman MargoRothSpiegelman 18-21, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    I don't need alcohol or drugs or girlfriends to enjoy life. I want family and friends to enjoy life.
    sumit555 sumit555 16-17, M 3 hrs ago

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    I hate when people get mad because I don't care about what they think of me
    anneloves anneloves 18-21, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    There are times in my life...not so often now (thank fully) That I sit at the beach and contemplate the entire universe. Not that this is a bad thing. However the negative thoughts...
    brokenpetal brokenpetal 26-30, F Jan 5

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    My husband just left me in the house by myself...again. I don't care that he hangs out with his friends but he makes the plans early in the day and won't tell me until a hour...
    Javail5 Javail5 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 17

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    Maybe it's because my birth gave my mother a lot of hardships and I've lived with a lot of relatives, so I've never really felt like I belonged and I've always felt like a burden...
    ShakenButNotBroken ShakenButNotBroken 18-21, F Jan 17

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    With anyone. Or any group. I'm a dork but I don't cosplay and obsess and buy 8 million things for the thing I like. I'm depressed but I never hurt myself and I would never kill...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 3

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    Not anymore.I'm tired of waking up 30 minutes early and painting my face just to go to go to school(which I hate ) and home. I'm tired of wearing it anywhere period. Even though I...
    irreelevance irreelevance 16-17, F 2 Responses Jan 6

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    Am I the only one that doesn't want to feel happy? Most of the time i'm just 'not the in the mood' to act happy, especially around my family. And I know that sounds stupid but i'm...
    ImYourLady ImYourLady 16-17, F 3 Responses Jan 1

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    I'm the most useless person who ever lived. I've never had to survive on my own, I've always been supported. No matter what, I always had a foundation to stand on. But in recent...
    IDidntWantToSignUp IDidntWantToSignUp 18-21 3 Responses Jan 10

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    I don't like, I don't like Fake nigguhs I don't like A **** nigguh, that's that shyet I don't like, nah A snitch nigguh, that's that shyet I don't like, nah A bitsh nigguh, that's...
    QuixoticConquistador QuixoticConquistador 26-30, M Jan 11

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    I don't like Christmas because of what I've learned as a child. The whole Santa Claus, elves and reindeer tales are great and fit the winter just fine, but don't tell children that...
    RailansDad RailansDad 26-30, M 1 Response Dec 26, 2014

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    I never heard the words "I love you" the first 20 years of my life, so when HE came along, it felt too good to be true. My parents hated each other and my dad was cheating on my...
    LolaSparks LolaSparks 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 26, 2014

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    I don't understand silence. So if you don't give me a reason for your silence, and make me understand, i will keep communicating and talking at you until you make me understand. So...
    Lunarflowerrr Lunarflowerrr 22-25, F Dec 28, 2014

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    I hope you guys would take time to read my story, and I'd really appreciate if you could maybe leave some comments below. So my ex-boyfriend and I were together for more than a...
    Pauline0497 Pauline0497 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 29, 2014

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    If there's one thing in life that hurts the most....it is goodbye.It's been three weeks since you told me that you don't wanna talk to me anymore. I said "okay" and "good luck...
    cooper015 cooper015 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 29, 2014

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    I've been with a partner for nearly the years. We live together with his mum. We live in a very small flat and have done for 18 months. Prior to that, we lived in a family home...
    rebeccadb1 rebeccadb1 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 2

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