I Don't Belong Here

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 219 People

    Wrong Side of the Looking Glass

    I have stars for eyes, a wild mind, and a mute tongue.  My brain is diffuse, moving freely between worlds of the conscious and unconscious, of us and gods.  What I say doesn't always make sense and I have begun to feel small in the world, like I don't really belong here...
    gatekeeper gatekeeper
    70+
    10 Responses Apr 13, 2008

    I think we can see beyond some man-made things.

    e.g. money, countries and marriage and have better lives altogether. I also think it is nice to aim our objectives higher than just having better food, bigger home and more self-interests. There are tons of issues in this world (like world conflict resolution, space exploration...
    alantypoon alantypoon
    41-45, M
    Jun 13, 2015

    Memories

    I don't belong in the city, I don't belong among these people. I feel like I'm stuck in a time that's not mine. I should be use to this, I've lived in the city since I was born, but once I moved from Poland I saw the difference, America is a new country, it doesn't have the same...
    ArcadiaAndromeda ArcadiaAndromeda
    16-17, F
    Feb 6, 2013

    No Way

     people sure do treat me like i don't belong here, yeah whatever. i am not emo! emo is yucky!!
    rainbowclouds rainbowclouds
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Aug 18, 2009

    Feels That Way..

    Its starting to feel like it did when I 1st Joined EP five years ago...Like I don't belong. I feel like lately, I don't belong here on Ep. Like My presence wouldn't be missed, and that is not a good feeling to have at all. I already feel like I don't belong at other places. Now I...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Apr 29, 2013

    Am I Lost?

    I am home, but I am homesick. Homesick for I don't know what, or where. I cannot think on an average everyday level.  My mind races to places unknown to me. I feel an impending doom or something. I can't tell anyone this because I know there isn't anyone who will...
    Frooty Frooty
    41-45, F
    8 Responses Apr 14, 2008

    Who Am I?

    I have tried for years to understand who I am. I do not belong here, I have known this since I was born, really, quiet literally. I feel as if my soul is constricted in a body that is not fit for it, in a personality that is being forced by someone to obey. My soul is...
    lostsoul84 lostsoul84
    26-30, F
    4 Responses Sep 28, 2011

    I've got a lot to say,

    so I guess I'll just start, and finish whenever I finish. None of my memories are special. I don't have memory of anything that was extra special, or exciting or fun. I don't have any memories of anything that was especially horrible, sad or negative. It's kind of like my...
    JHomesick JHomesick
    18-21, M
    1 Response Mar 20, 2014

    . . .but It's Not Such A Bad Thing

    It's true I don't belong. . .I never really have.  I am loveable and caring and warm.  People trust me very easily and kids naturally love me.  And still there is almost nowhere I belong.  I have belonged to the hearts of men but they couldn't keep me or...
    waterdroplet waterdroplet
    31-35, F
    3 Responses Oct 6, 2009

    Not Anywhere; Not Anymore, Not Ever

    My views and beliefs are are just too different for people to be comfortable to handle. My personality is just too awkward and different for people to even want to make an effort with me.I'm a loner freak and I know it.  I've fully accepted it long ago.  Why I allowed myself...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jul 28, 2012

    Tell Me.

    I can't live like this. I feel terrible every single day and I don't know what to do to make myself feel any better. Honestly, cutting hasn't been much help lately. And I've barely wanted to do it, I'd rather just kill myself. Tell me, how can I live when I feel so numb? When I...
    Angelaynea Angelaynea
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Nov 5, 2013

    ive always been different

    and never felt like i belonged...at least not as human.i wish i could be transported away into the fantasy worl and leave my trouble life behind.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jan 20

    One percent of all human beings act primarily

    out of Inventor Instinct. We are born that way. Perhaps the reason why we don't feel like we belong, is because there are so few of us, and we rarely meet others who also act primarily out of Inventor Instinct. We are literally surrounded by billions of people who do not think...
    InventorInstinct InventorInstinct
    56-60, M
    1 Response Apr 3, 2014

    Oh Well

    Lately I've been getting sick of this place. I think the count down of my days on EP has begun to come to an end. I dislike the new layout and my whole look at EP is beginning to change. Maybe I'm growing up. Also there's no point in posting stuff and getting no comments or...
    PiecingMeBackTogether PiecingMeBackTogether
    22-25, M
    1 Response Aug 13, 2013

    I am such a creep and weirdo.

    Everyone else is so ******* special but not me. Everyone is so pretty and I am just yuck and gross I wish I was ******* special !!!
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Feb 14, 2015

    I'm so stressed about my future ,

    I have always had a dream , to live in norway and I have to pursue it . I'm learning norwegian and gave some friends from norway but I feel so unsafe that I won't be given a chance to start a new life there. I need it so much !!!!
    sotiris97 sotiris97
    18-21, M
    1 Response Apr 3, 2014

    We Are Outsiders.

    I do not fit into normal society. I dont play sports, dont play cards, , dont swim. It limits me. My wife is much the same. so we got married. We fit each other. A couple of EP people have told me that our marriage is wrong because we Are not faithful to each oth er and it...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Aug 1, 2011

    Walled, Angry, Lost

    I've experienced much drama in my life starting at birth.  This has caused me to be very guarded and distant from people.  In fact, I really don't like people.  I've tried community groups, church, sports teams, dating, college, etc..., but I find it hard to relate...
    joegeez joegeez
    36-40, M
    2 Responses Sep 17, 2009

    Another day at work. Another day in corporate

    america. Yuck. I'm doing it for the money. I'm only 21 and I am starting to think I don't have enough fun. I've been raised all my life to believe that working hard will allow me to play harder in the future but I'm confused now. If it weren't for my boyfriend, I wouldn't have a...
    peacesoullove peacesoullove
    22-25, F
    Jul 7, 2015

    My outer family hates me,

    I mean literally they hate me, my cousins and aunts don't talk to me or hug me, they refuse to invite my parents to events just because I might go...it's hard, to pretend it doesn't hurt me, but it does a lot! And now it's getting to the point where my mom is getting mad at me...
    Kaana09 Kaana09
    18-21
    Oct 14, 2015

    The Stranger Who Falls From Grace

    I´m sorry if my english isn´t the best, but I just wanted to write those things down, that are bothering me. I read the stories about " i dont belong here" and in some cases i felt the same feeling and i said to my self : "yes, that´s exactly how i think " I lied too many...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Feb 22, 2011

    Well, a couple of days ago I moved back home

    from uni and I really dont feel like I belong here. I feel so out of place here and any freedom I had at uni has gone. So now I feel more like a prisoner. Doesn't help that this place reminds me of so much and just being here completely drains me. If you've read my previous...
    shadowhero92 shadowhero92
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Jun 27, 2014

    I Shouldn't Heve Been Here

    I don't know what planet I am from. But now I see that I am so different than others, I must be an alien or satan or evil but not a human being. I know that I don't belong here. but for many days, I was trying to fool myself saying I am normal, but I gave up now, tired of...
    Titan007 Titan007
    22-25, M
    5 Responses Jun 26, 2010

    Outsider

    People often say that they don't fit in "because of (insert deformity here)", or "because I'm gay", or whatever. And while I do have some quirks of my own, I consider them to be something I should treasure. They are the little details that make people different. However, other...
    TheLittleMagician TheLittleMagician
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Feb 20, 2011

    I'm A Peice To A Different Puzzle

    On a daily basis I get the feeling this is not where I belong. Like a puzzle piece jammed into the wrong space on the wrong puzzle. Awkward and not similar to anyone else. I always try to find things I have in common with other people to try and make the piece fit. but...
    invadergir invadergir
    22-25, M
    3 Responses Jan 18, 2010

    Well It's Pretty Obvious What I'm Gonna Write About

    Right now... I'm trapped inside my room at uni. I don't talk to anyone here and i don't think they want to get to know me anyway.... But i always feel out of place... With my friends back home, sometimes with family gatherings (you know with all the aunts, uncles, cousins etc...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jul 27, 2011

    My Name Is Jody

    Meet Jody, she's a person inside the belly of the whale chained together with the big flesh wheel/ Her doctor injected her eyes through the mouth, it's realy sensual. In a few moments we will be going on a trip to GoRe the next planet on our menu. The GoRe creatures will...
    zwaardvistrombone zwaardvistrombone
    26-30, M
    Feb 27, 2010
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