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I Don't Belong

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    Anyone else know what its like to just not

    belong, no matter how hard you try to find a place? I've worked so hard to make a place for myself wen I couldnt find one. But some how in the end I didnt even belong in the place I had made for myself. Now Im just floating, wondering where it is that I could belong and weather...
    DottaLynn21 DottaLynn21 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 2, 2014

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    Never Have, Never Will

    I'm STILL accepting this. Correlating my symptoms with certain labels and getting comfort and syaing OK that's me and that is normal. Putting the pieces together and seeing the title is "Asperger's" or "Panic". I know there are others like me out there. I just have to find them...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Sep 20, 2010

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    Reflections

    My story does'nt matter much, its what I've picked up over the years. Just when I think I found an answer, another problem comes along. Most of the time I already know the answer, it becomes apparent, what I have trouble with is the true and sometimes painful of the reality of it...
    fs0647 fs0647 61-65, M 1 Response Sep 16, 2012

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    Sigh

    Its starting to feel like it did when I 1st Joined EP five years ago...Like I don't belong. I feel like lately, I don't belong here on Ep. Like My presence wouldn't be missed, and that is not a good feeling to have at all. I already feel like I don't belong at other places. Now I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 29, 2013

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    Just Dont Fit In

    everywhere i go i feel that i dont fit in with people and society. i hate people looking at me.
    jeda1982 jeda1982 41-45 2 Responses Sep 18, 2010

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    Yea I never had and I never will.

    I don't belong in this world. I don't belong in this planet. I don't belong in this universe. So what I'm saying is I probably never Gould have been born. You got a problem with this?! Put it in a complaint box not my head.
    Helloblah17 Helloblah17 13-15, F 4 Responses Mar 19, 2014

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    :)

    I am at the point in my life where I don't belong nor do I want to. I want to be unique and different and I have certainly succeeded.  
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 13 Responses Sep 17, 2010

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    That's me in a nutshell. I 'm a very contrary and difficult person to get to know. I don't give myself easily and trust nobody. I don't even trust myself. I hate it. I'm 27 and...
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    i am a 17 year old boy from London,UK. i have been battling depression and suicidal thoughts since year 7 in high school, i feel like i do not belong anywhere other than off the...
    Phelanshadowpaw Phelanshadowpaw 16-17, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I've never felt like I truly fit in, I've always felt like the outsider when around people. Even when I had actual friends and a good social life. Being the age I'm at, I don't...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Mar 31

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    I hate this era...I feel like I belong either amongst a great ancient civilization like the Roman Empire or far into the future living on another planet, space colony, or space...
    XgaiaX XgaiaX 26-30, F a week ago

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    that's very true. when I just lie in bed I feel uncomfortable, tense.
    Ang012685 Ang012685 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 8

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    So here goes! I hope no one judges me by my first experience. I have anxiety so this is quite big for me haha. I think it started when I just became 13, I made a new friend who...
    SecretBlanket SecretBlanket 13-15, F 58 mins ago

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    When I get eye contacted by strangers, I feel as if they laughing about me in their mind. Am I such a low value person? Why do people look at me? What's the intent to look at me...
    iwbaps iwbaps 22-25, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    I've been wallowing in this strange state of nostalgia lately. As if something is missing. All the Trans* guys I know claim that they look more like their dads now. I don't even...
    fexars fexars 26-30, T 1 Response Apr 14

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    It's not that I don't sleep well, but I wake up about 5.30 every day, even on a weekend, and can't go back to sleep.
    HoldenC13 HoldenC13 51-55, M 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    I don't know what is wrong with me. I'm tired of being hurt. I'm tired of crying. I'm tried of having all these feelings... I wish my heart was numb. I'm tired of it all..
    SweetRose22 SweetRose22 22-25, F 2 hrs ago

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    I speak my mind all the time, whether it hurts people's feelings or not. My sister Roxanne is more sensitive than me or my other sister. I have to remember to choose my words...
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    I screwed something up (in hindsight, the culmination of a long series of screwups) and my GF (of 2 years) is very upset. Like "we're seeing a relationship counselor" upset. Like...
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    After thinking about it for a long time, recently I have decided to stop drinking alcohol altogether. I have been drinking very infrequently for the past year because I very rarely...
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    lily449 lily449 18-21, F Mar 27

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    Why do people pick and choose who they can "judge"? I really can't stand some people that think that it's okay to judge a rapist, a theif etc but when it comes to other issues like...
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 26-30, F Mar 28

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    First post. Hello. I am 22 and I'm a uni student with an over-zealous mother. And by over-zealous I mean 'constantly interfering with my life and making me feel worse about myself...
    iNeedSpace iNeedSpace 18-21, M Mar 28

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    I really, REALLY don't! Sure we all have our problems and struggles. I would think people would want to be better instead of horrible to others considering what they've been...
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    we were working on a game I created, just an old fashion dice football game. pretty cool for 1988, if I didn't create it in 2015. but he won't listen. he doesn't understand the...
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    I don't understand why my mom can't just let me be! I mean, can't she understand that I STILL HAVE DEPRESSION! AND that it isn't that simple to just wave my magic ******* wand and...
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    What I don't understand is, if you do not like someone, why do you keep trying to be around them? And when you are around them you are mean, whiney and miserable? And on top of...
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    That crush again, her again, i really like to hate her . I feel better when i don't make any moves to talk to her or giving her attention. It helps me to get in control. I don't...
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