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I Don't Belong

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    Anyone else know what its like to just not

    belong, no matter how hard you try to find a place? I've worked so hard to make a place for myself wen I couldnt find one. But some how in the end I didnt even belong in the place I had made for myself. Now Im just floating, wondering where it is that I could belong and weather...
    DottaLynn21 DottaLynn21 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 2, 2014

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    Sigh

    Its starting to feel like it did when I 1st Joined EP five years ago...Like I don't belong. I feel like lately, I don't belong here on Ep. Like My presence wouldn't be missed, and that is not a good feeling to have at all. I already feel like I don't belong at other places. Now I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 29, 2013

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    Yea I never had and I never will.

    I don't belong in this world. I don't belong in this planet. I don't belong in this universe. So what I'm saying is I probably never Gould have been born. You got a problem with this?! Put it in a complaint box not my head.
    Helloblah17 Helloblah17 13-15, F 4 Responses Mar 19, 2014

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    Never Have, Never Will

    I'm STILL accepting this. Correlating my symptoms with certain labels and getting comfort and syaing OK that's me and that is normal. Putting the pieces together and seeing the title is "Asperger's" or "Panic". I know there are others like me out there. I just have to find them...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Sep 20, 2010

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    Just Dont Fit In

    everywhere i go i feel that i dont fit in with people and society. i hate people looking at me.
    jeda1982 jeda1982 41-45 2 Responses Sep 18, 2010

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    I am at the point in my life where I don't belong nor do I want to. I want to be unique and different and I have certainly succeeded.  
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 13 Responses Sep 17, 2010

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    Reflections

    My story does'nt matter much, its what I've picked up over the years. Just when I think I found an answer, another problem comes along. Most of the time I already know the answer, it becomes apparent, what I have trouble with is the true and sometimes painful of the reality of it...
    fs0647 fs0647 61-65, M 1 Response Sep 16, 2012

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