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I Don't Belong

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    Just Dont Fit In

    everywhere i go i feel that i dont fit in with people and society. i hate people looking at me.
    jeda1982 jeda1982 41-45 2 Responses Sep 18, 2010

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    Reflections

    My story does'nt matter much, its what I've picked up over the years. Just when I think I found an answer, another problem comes along. Most of the time I already know the answer, it becomes apparent, what I have trouble with is the true and sometimes painful of the reality of it...
    fs0647 fs0647 61-65, M 1 Response Sep 16, 2012

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    Never Have, Never Will

    I'm STILL accepting this. Correlating my symptoms with certain labels and getting comfort and syaing OK that's me and that is normal. Putting the pieces together and seeing the title is "Asperger's" or "Panic". I know there are others like me out there. I just have to find them...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Sep 20, 2010

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    You may asked me why i don't belong?

    your answer is that i was bullied for five years straight and i decided if i kill myself to pain and suffering will stopped. then i heard a voice in my saying this is what christian will do to you so please join us , we need you. and i thought they was right so i became a...
    keriacantrell keriacantrell 13-15 Oct 21, 2015

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    Yea I never had and I never will.

    I don't belong in this world. I don't belong in this planet. I don't belong in this universe. So what I'm saying is I probably never Gould have been born. You got a problem with this?! Put it in a complaint box not my head.
    Helloblah17 Helloblah17 13-15, F 4 Responses Mar 19, 2014

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    Anyone else know what its like to just not

    belong, no matter how hard you try to find a place? I've worked so hard to make a place for myself wen I couldnt find one. But some how in the end I didnt even belong in the place I had made for myself. Now Im just floating, wondering where it is that I could belong and weather...
    DottaLynn21 DottaLynn21 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 2, 2014

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    :)

    I am at the point in my life where I don't belong nor do I want to. I want to be unique and different and I have certainly succeeded.  
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 13 Responses Sep 17, 2010

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    Sigh

    Its starting to feel like it did when I 1st Joined EP five years ago...Like I don't belong. I feel like lately, I don't belong here on Ep. Like My presence wouldn't be missed, and that is not a good feeling to have at all. I already feel like I don't belong at other places. Now I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 29, 2013

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    Everything is changing continuously in a pace hardly imaginable. I'm almost nothing like the person I was two years ago, finances changed drastically (and thereby my lifestyle and...
    Gentle153 Gentle153 26-30, M 1 Response 32 mins ago

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    My energy is severely limited by a disease and I don't think I could physically handle the care for a child. That lack of energy also gets in the way of gathering the money for...
    Gentle153 Gentle153 26-30, M 2 Responses 1 hr ago

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    I don't understand the people that add you to their circle, when they haven't even responded to any of my topics. doesn't mean I'm going to add you. and most of them are men, with...
    myjason myjason 41-45, F 2 Responses 1 hr ago

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    I don't understand today's "obsessional" priority of a phone call...we've all got voice mail, so use it...if you're actually with someone that took the time out of their day to be...
    BooBoo493 BooBoo493 61-65, M 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    I don't judge anyone.. I am far from the position to judge anyone and truthfully if I was, I wouldn't.
    ZachOrZasha ZachOrZasha 26-30, T 2 hrs ago

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    I have a secret that I keep close its eating me up but it's so fulfilling he holds me like HE don't he pays special attention to me he tells me I'm special he calls me his queen...
    staceel1 staceel1 36-40, F 4 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    I went to a psychologist a about week ago. She said that I need to start trusting people and being more open. I tried to be more open and trusting with the few people that were...
    cupcakedips cupcakedips 18-21, F 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    I really don't care if you don't talk to me or block me or whatever ... kind to ppl which they are kind to me ... I Don't Careee ..
    aminisam aminisam 26-30, M 7 hrs ago

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    I (a lesbian) hit my girlfriend Saturday while drunk(I don't drink often, maybe twice a year.) She kept calling me ***** and I lost it. I only hit her once. She hit me 8 times. I...
    Maia12345 Maia12345 36-40, F 8 hrs ago

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    I don't have one and I feel like I wont have one ever.
    PromegleKing PromegleKing 16-17, M 1 Response 15 hrs ago

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    like I think the world is so stupid! I hate people, including myself sometimes. why does everyone want "equality" and "peace". these are things that can't be achieved. and I...
    bizzbanny bizzbanny 18-21, M 16 hrs ago

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    You told me how I mattered right to my face, and how there was no way I'd ever be replaced. Well your words have etched out disgrace. BS. And I wonder how it tastes? Repeating it...
    Taynkbot Taynkbot 18-21, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    i feel like i m outsider this ****** mind is killing me this black thougt are slaying me
    SEDDIKMBM SEDDIKMBM 16-17, M 2 days ago

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    aughhhhhhhh i just want to ******* hurt someone it's not fair why do i have to deal with THIS ****!!!!!! I WANT TO ******* BEAT THE **** PUT OF SOMEONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! **** LIFE...
    GodlessWorld GodlessWorld 22-25, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Sometimes it feels like everyone judges me. I can't run, or swim as fast as the rest of the girls, I get behind in school, way behind,I am always sleeping and have a really hard...
    Youngandsarcastic Youngandsarcastic 13-15, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I love my mom, I really do but something has been bothering. Well, I talked to her recently and the topic went to about her being molested as well as a child by a family member of...
    XcookiexbakerXx XcookiexbakerXx 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    You are overbearing, I'm not in love But I don't wanna tell you We've been contemplating how to give it up But I can't convince you We've been hopelessly holding too tight When we...
    SweetDreamsRubi SweetDreamsRubi 22-25, F 5 days ago

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    I am 23 years old, and I recently moved downtown into a sublet until April. Up until last week, I lived at home with my family. My family lives outside the city and moved there 5...
    blackdove3746 blackdove3746 22-25, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    i feel like i don't belong in this world. i feel like i don't belong in the family I'm in. i struggle with alot of different things...i have ever since i was a teenager..and i...
    bloodRedd bloodRedd 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 30

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    I've been in this for years now, and still feel like an outsider. I've been with my boyfriend for three years living with him but still feel like I'm not part of his life. When I...
    LossOFcontrol LossOFcontrol 31-35, F 2 Responses Jan 30

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    Please youngsters, don't be offended by what i have to say. I have nothing against you, i just am at a different time in my life. I've become a little more impatient. I don't...
    rottenrobi rottenrobi 46-50, F 4 Responses Jan 28

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    I'm not depressed. I was once a few years ago but I'm not right now even though I'm still not a very happy person. It's just that I have this strange belief that I'm honestly not...
    FancyTardis FancyTardis 13-15, F Jan 27

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    I haven't written a story on here in quite a while. I just felt like sharing this experience, I suppose. I haven't had a true best friend since elementary school. Even in middle...
    OblitusAuri OblitusAuri 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 26

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    Every now and then, I get this overwhelming feeling. I start noticing how most people I meet or know don't talk to me. My family puts me on the bottom of their priority list and...
    Dereth Dereth 26-30, M 2 Responses Jan 26

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    Disrespectful To My "Mom" She Doesn't Even Feel Like A Mom I Mean She's Never Even Really Done Anything For Me , Not For Birthdays Not For Anything , She's The Reason I Had Dayveon...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jan 25

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    I Don't smoke And i Don't Drink. By reading this some one may think whether i am male . I don't think to proof as i am male , i must drink and smoke. But i can prove and proved...
    pjskj pjskj 51-55, M 1 Response Jan 25

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    I'm a Gemini therefore I talk a lot and a mile a minute. The only time I'm silent is when you upset me. Well...at first. If you keep pushing then I'll get really loud because I'll...
    DIlchotome DIlchotome 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 24

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    I'd like to first start off by saying I'm a 16 year old female that's been having severe family trouble. I just wanted to come on here to vent and ask what I should do because I...
    AwkwardSloth AwkwardSloth 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 23

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    When someone expects you to be someone you're not. - Don’t change who you are for anyone else. It’s wiser to lose someone over being who you are, than to keep them by being...
    Grace2U Grace2U 66-70, F 1 Response Jan 23

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    I don't want kids. I really truly don't. I never have. When I was little, five or six, I told my mom I do not want kids. I still don't. She says I'll change my mind, but I doubt...
    13ookworm 13ookworm 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 22

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    I don't hate kids. It's okay if people have them. But for me, I have a list of worries on why I don't want kids.1) Bad Pregnancy - I can be doing all the right things, exercising...
    FashionQueen86 FashionQueen86 26-30, F Jan 22

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    love is the domain of evil. where demons play on human stupidity. dreams of hope rise in shining crystalline pillars, glorious and eternal. only to be smashed into billions of...
    ArnoldJRimmer ArnoldJRimmer 46-50, M 1 Response Jan 22

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    So I decided to go full out at school today. Im taking about curling my hair, full on make up, and the perfect outfit. For the first in a really long time, I didn't avoid looking...
    Aujrennae Aujrennae 16-17, F Jan 21

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