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I Don't Care About Anything, Anymore

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    I can't seem to get things right in my life,

    and I've had so many opportunities given to me but all I do is waste them because I can't find the strength or desire to get out of bed in the mornings, and when I do, it's a struggle. I've had a terrible year: I went into academic suspension last semester, attempted suicide due...
    NoOneU NoOneU 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 10, 2013

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    I wonder if I actually

    even care about family. I hate something I used to love. I can't seem to find happiness and can never make others happy. My main emotion these days is anger. Everyone in my family wonders why I get angry so easily these days. It seems as though anger replaces all other emotions...
    Vicecream Vicecream 13-15, F 1 Response May 29

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    I Dont Care But Im Not Depressed Whats Wrong??

    okay so all these ****** things r happening to me and my mom if flipping while I'm like "well live whats the big deal??" my mom has chronic stress disorder n my step dad and her are getting a divorce and she's all upset while I just don't see the point to be upset I mean I'm...
    logan1350 logan1350 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 27, 2010

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    I Just Don't Know How To Care Anymore

    Hello my name is Natasha Hayley Anne Longoria Lightfoot i am 16 years old and i just do not know how to care anymore and it all started in 2012 when i met Darren Kelly he was unhappy and i never saw it he killed himself and it destroyed me i could barely cope i loved him with all...
    Geordiegirl101 Geordiegirl101 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 11, 2013

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    Why

    I dont know why but for the past year i find that I don't really care about things anymore, I mean like I used to. I used to be the kind of person you would find out and about, hanging with friends. Just an all around happy person, happy with myself, and just happy to be alive...
    justwannacare justwannacare 22-25, M 2 Responses Mar 25, 2010

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    I am an EVS volunteer abroad.

    And I came to a point where I am not able to care about anything anymore. This country - I don't want to offend anyone here, so I don't name it - is inhabitated mostly by insensitive, disconnected people. I had really loved the country, the language so I came. But today I gave...
    ancsui ancsui 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 5

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    It's been like this for a while

    and I don't know why I feel like this maybe it's the depression and I never really thought it was a problem until my twin sister fainted today and I just stood there without a specific expression on my face and my friends and her ex boyfriend had to help her up and when my...
    LostCause LostCause 18-21, F Oct 30, 2014

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    I Don'T Give A Care Anymore....

    So here's my story of why I no longer give a damn anymore: Ok here it is.... I’m a young woman with a fragile ego, I am too sensitive, I have problems seeing the good and beauty within myself, I’m at times insecure because of sad reasons and it all comes from my unique and...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Feb 10, 2013

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    That's it I'm done! **** adults

    and **** life! Why the hell was I even born!? She always treats me like I'm still that little kid!!! I'm done **** her and **** life!!!!!
    OrochimaruSama92 OrochimaruSama92 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 12

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    Lot of bad things happened to me.

    Who cared? Nobody. I've been through something you never experienced or will experience. Listen, children, I'm going to tell you something good! Do what you like, because life is shorter than you think. Don't care what anybody say. If it's what you want, then do it. The only one...
    JustTrustMeBaby JustTrustMeBaby 13-15, M May 14, 2014

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    Lost My Ambitions But Is Something Actually Wrong With Me?

      Over the last year I've come to the point where I don't really care about anything well not much anyway. I moved interstate to study and get away from my bad habits (taking drugs, partying, dealing etc) and am currently in the last semester of my degree. I don't really...
    Billsy Billsy 26-30, M 2 Responses Oct 12, 2012

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    I Have No Ambition, And Slowly Have Stopped Caring.

    Im writting this because i cant explain this to anybody without seeming insane. I think i may have lost ,y ambition for life, im currently a 11th grader in highschool and im always moody/depressed. i just cant please everybody or anybody. so somewhere i just stopped trying, i...
    c1fxcbscjz c1fxcbscjz 16-17 4 Responses Dec 11, 2010

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    No, honestly I am letting go.

    I just read a plethora of superficial, vain and petty stories and comments. I can't even begin to fathom how stupid and immature people my age are. It's as if they never experienced any type of growth as an individual and remain stunted in time. Do you want to know what I really...
    Deadlynightshade5 Deadlynightshade5 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 10

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    I don't care about anything anymore,

    and all is as it should be once more. I missed this void of endless apathy. With it comes certainty. With certainty, power. As I reflect upon my childhood; I note that I stopped caring about everyone and everything at quite a young age. The only thing I was concerned with was...
    Lullacus Lullacus 22-25, F Oct 15, 2014

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    I Don't Care...

    I don’t mind if you go I don’t mind if you take it slow I don’t mind if you say yes or no I don’t mind at all I don’t care if you live or die Couldn’t care less if you laugh or cry I don’t mind if you crash or fly I don’t mind at all I don’t mind if you come or...
    Kletti Kletti 70+ 1 Response Aug 21, 2012

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    Nowhere To Turn

    Hi everyone, i'm 38yrs old. Instead of having my life together, i'm falling apart. My doctor sent me to a psychiatrist because i was feeling really down, but he didnt help me, he saw me twice, told me i have dependent personality disorder, made me feel worse and then said i...
    lifeless2 lifeless2 36-40, F 3 Responses Sep 16, 2012

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    Going through a point in my life at the moment

    where everything just seems meaningless. I cant find a reason for my existence, if I have a purpose I don't know what it is. The fact that I am at uni doesn't matter to me, and although I wouldn't want much to change about my life, I no longer feel an attachment to what I am...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Dec 9, 2013

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    Tired Of This Way Of Life.

    Well, given that I'm 30 years old, unemployed and broke, I'd say I've done well and yet been kept down by the very system that I thought I supported. I came to the end of a work contract that I could have turned into a full time career, and I did enjoy it for the pay and...
    Forestfox Forestfox 31-35 Mar 21, 2013

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    I Dont Care.

    Some emotions burn so clean. Some fires dont need gasoline. Ive got nothing left to talk about, please have mercy and put me out. Yes my hearts made of stone. what keeps this cold blood flowing ill never know. Scatter my ashes dont tell me where, say what you like about me...
    ArdenBennett ArdenBennett 18-21, F Jun 13, 2012

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    Apathy At Its Greatest

    There used to be a time when I worked hard to make my life mean something.  I had goals, and i did everything to make sure I reached them.  Now all those goals and plans for the future... they just don't matter.  I still show up to classes and work and rehearsals...but i don't...
    golegos17 golegos17 18-21, F 8 Responses Apr 2, 2011

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    I go thru the motions of everyday living -- talk

    and smile with my neighbors, live with my mom, do daily chores when I feel like it, but I feel adrift and unattached..I just don't care. Maybe I should get a pet, but it would probably hate me anyway.
    linstro linstro 61-65, F Apr 2, 2014

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    Where Did All My Ambition Go?

    Let me see... I own... to godaddy.. oh wow 15 domains. Lets see...I have only 1... no 2 dead websites. Where did ambition go to have websites? Where did my ambition go to do anything these days... it all went into nothing.... I do not even care about my working out. I just...
    ForgottenMale ForgottenMale 26-30, M 4 Responses Aug 8, 2010

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    I Don't Care Anymore

    Right well I had a really distressful upbringing and I think at about 14-15 I had quite bad depression, and recently my parents got divorced and I really don't care, this is something a lot of people will really care about and I just really want to know if there is something...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Oct 17, 2012

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    Fk it all. I hope to die in my sleep.

    I wish I'd just disappear into nothing.
    AmyOnEP AmyOnEP 41-45, F 4 Responses Jun 30

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    Nothing Seems to Matter Anymore

    I seriously don't care about anything, anymore. I wake up each morning feeling nothing: No anger,excitement,happiness, fear, joy, etc. Just a blank feeling. If something good or bad happends, i just don't care. Is there something wrong with me?
    freshfrika freshfrika 16-17, F 22 Responses Sep 1, 2009

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    Is it over?,why do I feel I have failed?

    ,I'm just 26 years old,but I feel like I'm living the last years of my pitiful and insignificant existence.I never had true friends nor was accepted in any group at all,when I realized my family was all that was impotant,I started to lose then one by one.When I realized I could...
    theWolfUndertheMoon theWolfUndertheMoon 22-25 1 Response Apr 19, 2014

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    I have that thing that I need to get rid of!

    and if it's done, I'll feel like living again! will it happen?
    Idonotcareanymore Idonotcareanymore 22-25 2 Responses Jan 8

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    I Just Don't Care Anymore About Anything

    I hate this life I am living.    I am on anti-depressants and anti panic medications, and still do not care about anything.    I love my kids and grandchildren, but I am still blah at the best of times, and very depressed alot.   I do not...
    kesrock kesrock 61-65, F 3 Responses Dec 29, 2009

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    So I am really supposedly working

    but my two superiors aren't here now so might as well use this time for other more important things than work :)
    itcheru itcheru 22-25, F Jan 8

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    About a year ago I was deep into this web site.

    Talking to others....giving advice...just showing them that someone out thier cared. I felt sad about the self harmers. (to cut yourself is extreme)..about the depressed and the ones who wanted to end it all. I just liked to lt them know that they have a future.....to take one...
    shakenama shakenama 41-45, M Jun 22, 2014

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    kimberlykhaos kimberlykhaos 22-25, F Dec 3, 2014

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    I already went home even

    though I'm supposed to have a meeting with my manager but he never even once communicated to me the time of our meeting so what the hell i'm leaving. Plus, i'm supposed to be on vl next week but he doesn't know yet so i just left my vl form on his desk and leave :)
    itcheru itcheru 22-25, F Jan 9

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    Shifting Into Neutral

    I find my myself at a crossroad where I am striving for something but just can’t find the strength to go for it. Life’s been s**ty for me. Yes, there were good moments just as well as bad ones, but for some reason I cant get myself to put the bad ones behind me. Those are the...
    bakkaonna bakkaonna 22-25, F 3 Responses Sep 13, 2011

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    "Don't You Care" If you don't love me Why

    don't you tell me Instead of runnin' around With all the other guys in town Can't you see You're hurtin' me Don't you care (don't you care), don't you care If you don't want me Why don't you tell me Instead of tellin' lies And makin' me cry [repeat chorus] Whatever happened...
    jml2000 jml2000 56-60, M Mar 10, 2014

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    Happens once every other year.

    Usually lasts 3 to 5 months. Now lets tag something on it. I don't know. Depression? Nah, too easy. I've got Bronchitis!
    dat1kiid dat1kiid 18-21 1 Response Dec 10, 2014

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    No More Emotions?

    I was an emotional mess my moods where to the lowest I was always angry I cried all the time I was suicidal and hated myself, so I started isolating myself in my room days at a time just staring at my celling and in my head I was somewhere else started to get "better" I was no...
    JAR91 JAR91 18-21, F Mar 25, 2013

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    Why Try When You Don't Care?

    I feel like I'm the only being on the planet who feels the way I do...I'm a smart, athletic, young, good-looking white male. There is no reason for me to be hopeless but I have nothing I want to do or be in this life. When I was in school I always got good grades but never...
    whytrywhenyoudontcare whytrywhenyoudontcare 22-25 3 Responses Dec 18, 2012

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    School term is starting tomorrow.

    11:14pm here I don't care. I've stayed up longer. .-.
    InnerEgo InnerEgo 18-21, T 2 Responses Jul 20, 2014

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    SpectrumOfTears SpectrumOfTears 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 7

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