I Don't Care Anymore

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 400 People

    I'm doing markdowns again.

    My manager apologized to me. She said "woman to woman, I'm apologizing for what happened." I couldn't help it but my face contorted to the ?? face. I said okay. She said you can receive it anyway, and I'm like of course. I don't care how much she thought about it. I don't...
    tmoonie tmoonie
    18-21, F
    Dec 30, 2015

    I just don't care about my life anymore.

    I want to be dead. I want to end my existence. Why couldn't I have a killing genetic blood disorder that kills me faster than the average person? I'm not the favorite or the smart one, I'm just the last and the most judged upon. Then even compare me to all my cousins and...
    HeavenlyGrimoire HeavenlyGrimoire
    18-21, F
    1 Response Feb 24, 2016

    I don't care about myself.

    .. I don't care about anyone else...
    ItzPuppeh ItzPuppeh
    13-15, M
    Feb 26, 2016

    I just really don't care anymore.

    I don't care if I'm alive and it sucks because I don't want to feel this way but I don't care and it's really bringing me down. I'm going through a low point in my depression and I just don't know anymore it sucks. Ugh.
    autumnraiin autumnraiin
    22-25, F
    Apr 20, 2015

    Please forgive me for I do not give a rats ***

    how you feel about me. Love me or hate me, you're probably still thinking about me. Enjoy your day.
    jkmarie jkmarie
    18-21, F
    1 Response Feb 27, 2016

    I used to hide my smile So

    that u won't notice am shy I used to just wonder and try To understand the distance by mile You used to remember I always wish for forever You never say it ever But i still hope for the better I used to wait Let you take the time but forget I used to be awake till late Not...
    somebodythatuusedtoknow somebodythatuusedtoknow
    31-35, F
    Jun 5, 2015

    If he don't lke me anymore will i will not

    force myself to him. maybe he is not the right man for me.
    gracegodduaghter gracegodduaghter
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jun 22, 2014

    Well you can tell ev'ryone I'm a down

    disgrace Drag my name all over the place. I don't care anymore. Cos I remember all the times I tried so hard And you laughed in my face 'cos you held all the cards. I don't care anymore. And I really ain't bothered what you think of me 'Cos all I want of you is just a let me be...
    Cocrispy Cocrispy
    22-25, M
    Feb 25, 2016

    I don't wear makeup. I don't care

    for my hair. Whenever I try to make a hairstyle it looks nice but then later on it gets messed up, I leave it messed up. That's me
    staystyleandsmile staystyleandsmile
    22-25, F
    1 Response Feb 26, 2016

    Ugh my sis found my razors on my necklace

    and told me to throw them Ughhh I hate this, like she abuses me and makes me feel like **** and one of the reasons that I cut and then she acts as if she cares like the hell is wrong with her imma make me some more
    Silentsuffer Silentsuffer
    16-17, F
    1 Response Apr 3, 2015

    I think I've officially given up on humanity.

    People are just so stupid, continue to be wilfully ignorant and complete ********, even to the point of being proud of it... It doesn't matter what or how many facts you show them, they still choose to believe whatever obvious bullshit they want to, even when the truth is only...
    FracturedMind2 FracturedMind2
    31-35, M
    1 Response Jun 4, 2015
    stillYDGN stillYDGN
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jul 11, 2014

    Don't Care

    I don't care about trying to make school work this semester. **** it. I'll volunteer and work full time instead. I'll go back next semester. I thought I had it all figured out. You know what separates me from registering for classes? A piece of paper telling them what shots...
    flyawayhome flyawayhome
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Sep 4, 2009

    Ugh my life is a mess.

    Trying to not care seems like the best way to be when you don't know how to make thing better or even where to start
    yasmine98 yasmine98
    18-21, F
    Apr 10, 2016

    At My Wit's End

    I feel like no one cares about other people the way I do. I am always disappointed in the amount of support and care I receive from others, like it's half-assed and not convenient for them. So I have decided it would just be easier for me to stop caring as well...
    TwistedVixen TwistedVixen
    26-30, F
    5 Responses Jan 3, 2010

    a is for asking for it " office I swear I was

    speeding" b is for baggage " He left her *** because she didn't know how how to keep her baggage at the therapist office" c is for caught " Lorraina, bobbit caught her husband cheating and made him pay by cutting off his member and mounting it on her shelf. 123 the amount of...
    Sorellana Sorellana
    Feb 25, 2016

    I Give Up!!

    I TRIED SOOO HARD!!i tried helping him,confronting him,talking to him....and do you think it work....i just want everything to go back to the way it was. when i could tell him any thing with out having to worry he would tell anyone anything but i cant now i guess trust him every...
    foreverstrong1 foreverstrong1
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Nov 1, 2012

    Sorry But I Don't

    I really do not care any less than I cared yesterday, but I do get tired of persons in my life that want to use me, or even those that do not really know me wanting to use me to get attention or to be able to make themself feel better about who the are or aren't.
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm
    46-50, F
    23 Responses May 8, 2009
    wolf124 wolf124
    16-17, F
    1 Response Jul 9, 2015

    Today's the day I stop caring about making

    friends. Bitching and wining about it is childish and weak. Being independent while being alone is what I need to embrace
    IllusionaryGentleman39 IllusionaryGentleman39
    22-25, M
    1 Response Mar 22, 2015
    Glumie57 Glumie57
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jul 22, 2015

    Feelings are for fools.

    love is the worst feeling, but easy to get over. Just really hate that person.
    deleted deleted
    Oct 2, 2015

    The Ex Factor

    When my ex boyfriend told me he no longer thinks we should be together I felt like my heart was going to burst into a billion pieces.  That was almost 8 months ago.  Since then I have had many sleepless nights.  Cried out of nowhere out in public which was horrifying and...
    myserendipity myserendipity
    41-45, F
    4 Responses May 27, 2011

    Don't Stop Caring.....

    I've been used, abused and confused for many years. Don't stop caring though.
    brat58 brat58
    56-60, F
    2 Responses May 11, 2009

    I Don't Know Why

    Why do i bother caring? The world certainly doesn't give a **** one way or another what happens to me, but still i keep caring? Why? In the big scheme of things anything i do won't amount to anything that will change anything....i can't make the world a better place, i can't even...
    ihaveanameitsrick ihaveanameitsrick
    46-50, M
    2 Responses Oct 20, 2009

    I'm starting to lose interest.

    I don't care about much anymore. 6 months ago, that led me to drinking till I pass out.
    deleted deleted
    6 Responses Feb 24, 2016

    a is for asking for it " office I swear I was

    speeding" b is for baggage " He left her *** because she didn't know how how to keep her baggage at the therapist office" c is for caught " Lorraina, bobbit caught her husband cheating and made him pay by cutting off his member and mounting it on her shelf. 123 the amount of...
    Sorellana Sorellana
    Feb 25, 2016

    When You Lose Friends You Thought Would Be

    There For A While... It's Pretty Hurtful But When It Happens Over And Over Again, You Just Don't Care Anymore. Especially About The Ones Didn't Matter. It's Like, I Lost Someone I'd Lose My Life For, Do You Honestly Think I'm Gonna Beg You To Stay? I'll Help You To Your Car...
    ChocolateCloud ChocolateCloud
    18-21, F
    Dec 21, 2014

    That's what I tell myself

    but it is nothing more then a blatant lie to mend the wounds of my heart being crushed beneath the pressure of reality. I could never hate the one I love more then my own life but to let go is just as painful.
    deleted deleted
    Jun 4, 2015

    I don't. I've given up on

    that little hope to fit in, to be left alone by them, to just be at peace, to jet go to school and only need to worry about my own schoolwork and be tired because of homework. Not deal with it all. Not stay up think about it all. Not constantly question every single thing I do...
    wedgieshurtalot wedgieshurtalot
    18-21, F
    Jun 5, 2015


    I'm definitely not the easiest person to talk to. I don't have many friends and I don't wish to make any more. I've never been one for hanging out, I guess I just depress everyone. I'd rather not have any friends. It's just easier, to be forgotten, you know? That way no one can...
    deleted deleted
    Nov 9, 2013

    i've gotten to the point

    where i've given all that i can, and i realised it's still not enough. and maybe too much? i've noticed people who care are the one's that are not cared for. yet those who don't give a rat's *** about anything are the ones that everyone chases. why the hell is it like that...
    lirique lirique
    1 Response Nov 6, 2014

    Self awareness, living - everything is

    overrated. I've lived so many lives seen so many things - and lost, lost everything... Time and time again. I haven't done heroin in 9 months, I quit because I thought things would get better but it hasn't. I still live a shell of an existence. I pretend like I care and try...
    greywichita greywichita
    31-35, M
    Sep 19, 2014

    I Used To Hate My Family

    I remembered it this morning... after I ignore it all for years, I remembered I used to hate them and they were the ones who firstly introduced me to depressions.. My dad, i rarely talk to him i just don't know anything to talk about he has weird sense of humor and sometimes i...
    HakujitsuSeiten HakujitsuSeiten
    18-21, F
    Sep 22, 2012

    People aren't worth the trouble!

    going back to the hole I crawled out of. At least alone in the dark the only person who can hurt me is me. I imagine no one will care if I just fade away. **** no I ain't looking for sympathy. Just to be left alone.
    deleted deleted
    Oct 11, 2015

    I stopped caring ages ago.

    About what people thought. About what they wanted. About what they said. About school. About my family. About myself. About the world. But, people keep pushing me to do things I really don't want to do. Especially my parents. And the worst thing is that I want to care but I just...
    Rhodochrosite Rhodochrosite
    18-21, M
    1 Response Mar 21, 2015

    My attitude has gone to hell.

    People seem to be begging for my company (reality, not EP) and I find myself not wanting to be with them. Now this is not everybody, of course. I still enjoy hanging with my girlfriend (we've finally made that leap :) ) and my close circle, but I really could care less about...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Jan 26, 2015
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