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I Don't Commit to Anything, Unless I'm Absolutely Sure

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    Why Not?

    And even if I AM sure, I'm still really not. I always think about the road not taken, sure that the moment that I made the friggin decision it was the wrong one. Needless to say, I'm usually crippled my indecision.
    Tuva Tuva 31-35, M Jun 21, 2010

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    Just Won't Do It

    my father says that i should be more reliable but i just don't want to lead anyone on
    bemmie bemmie 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 18, 2012

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    Be For Real!

    Hey this isn't directed at anyone here personally but they're some people who just 'do it' spur of the moment. Sometimes they have a great trip and on others they crashland. Now I not like that - I will weigh up what something involves - the time, emotional investment maybe even...
    CarolineBelinda CarolineBelinda 36-40, F 1 Response Jul 25, 2009

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    I Look Before I Leap!

    First off... I want to start this with the following fact. This story isn't directed towards anyone in my life now or on EP. Heehee! I was thinking about the people of my past, just now, and felt like sharing something true about me. So, enjoy reading and don't feel like I'm...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jun 15, 2009

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