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I Don't Enjoy Anything

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 10 People

    Nothing makes me happy

    unless its sexual or physical or whatever. I feel like a detached shell of a human and I cant appreciate my own thoughts or body.
    fergie0001 fergie0001 22-25, M Oct 1

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    Eechay Eechay 31-35, M Oct 19

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    Joyless Existence

    Haven't enjoyed anything since I was a child. No one believes me. No antidepressant has helped. Hate this existence.
    diredepths diredepths 46-50, F 3 Responses May 22, 2010

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    It makes me feel even worse

    when I see or hear about people enjoying life. The time they spend with friends, family, and those they love. From simple things like walking down a beach to parties to hunting. I can't think of any of it. I neither have the time nor the money to do anything. I can't even THINK...
    Eechay Eechay 31-35, M 1 Response Oct 4

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    I don't like doing anything anymore.

    I have no friends and don't even want to make any friends. I am a creative person and like crafts and home projects... I buy the supplies and then end up not doing anything because I know I won't have a good time. I'm sick and tired of it.
    Clumsy25 Clumsy25 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 9

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