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I Don't Enjoy Anything

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    Joyless Existence

    Haven't enjoyed anything since I was a child. No one believes me. No antidepressant has helped. Hate this existence.
    diredepths diredepths 46-50, F 3 Responses May 22, 2010

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    Lately things around me have been relatively normal. People have been the same but I got tired of it and even if I listen and try to be sympathetic towards them or at least try to...
    Agreyish Agreyish 13-15, F Jul 13

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    My mother was both neglectful and a bully. For many years, she has been treated for depression, but I believe she is mentally ill with a more serious disorder. When I was eight...
    glitterdahlia glitterdahlia 41-45 1 Response Jun 29

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    I don't want to do anything anymore. I no longer see a point. I don't find anything fun to do, or entertaining. All new things I try fail miserably, no matter how much I practice...
    Guest4111 Guest4111 13-15, M Jul 3

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    My husband'a family is so inconsiderate. His father is deceased so I've never met him. His mother is way too needy and is always seeking approval from the men in her life (her sons...
    lipservice22 lipservice22 31-35, F 5 days ago

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    Because of some health problems I've had over the years, I've been accused of being a druggie. Once I bought a big bottle of tylenol that was on sale at a local pharmacy, and one...
    Buckley4U Buckley4U 36-40, F 4 Responses Jul 2

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    My boss and I have the best relationship imaginable! We're like the perfect best friends. We're always talking to each other at work and he is the only person I actually feel...
    stef17 stef17 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 3

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    I do it from time to time if I'm extremely serious about something or if I'm joking around a lot, other than that, I try to avoid swearing as much as possible. I also don't enjoy...
    mournwiththemoonandthestars mournwiththemoonandthestars 13-15, F 3 Responses Jul 12

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    When I was younger I was a very happy child. Always smiling, laughing and loving everything about life. Even though I am naturally an introvert and somewhat shy I loved being...
    elderflower4 elderflower4 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 15

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    I don't know what's wrong with me having my feelings all over the place, I don't feel anything specific but I know that there's something I feel/need to feel but I just don't know...
    LoneDovahKiin LoneDovahKiin 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 16

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    I just don't, there's just nothin there to like, the world proved that to me, and i agree with them. You don't see anything either do you? I thought so.
    DessyLove DessyLove 16-17, F 3 Responses Jun 29

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    It's not a bad feeling it's more of the fact that it was unexpected. My boyfriend owns his own landscaping business and he asked me to help him with some things. apparently I did a...
    JuBear424 JuBear424 18-21, F Jun 30

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    Me and my dad were best friends now we don't know anything about eachother. I call once a year. Oh well, I'm doing me. I just hope I'm not a cliche for girls with daddy issues
    Alylovespuppies Alylovespuppies 16-17, F Jul 20

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    As a kid my parents were never the affectionate type, never said 'I love you', never hugged or kissed each other let alone us kids. I wouldn't say I had a bad childhood as we had a...
    megannicole1996 megannicole1996 16-17, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    When I was a toddler, I was this naughty, energetic kid with a pure heart. I used to enjoy the tiniest things in life, like the chirping of the birds and rain drops hitting the...
    TheAverageIdiot TheAverageIdiot 16-17, M Jul 1

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    I am (technically) a Christian. I believed in god until the age of 11. Everything began to mess up from then forward. The first time I cut myself, the first time I misbehaved, the...
    Jas4001 Jas4001 18-21, F Jul 9

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    People who I really don't know on e.p. are really saying I'm lying but they don't know me that's not exactly fair I've never spoken a lie in my entire life and people that dont...
    lonleygurl23 lonleygurl23 13-15, F 7 hrs ago

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    In January my girlfriend of 4 years just up and decided to end our relationship. I was getting ready to move halfway across the country for her and was even thinking of proposing...
    npguy219 npguy219 26-30, M 2 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    I do wonder what would happen after my death. Who would care. Who would be at my funeral. Would they be able to afford a casket or a funeral? I feel like what would mostly be said...
    lekrap lekrap 22-25, F Jul 9

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    “First day of seventh grade, Hmm hopefully this goes well.” I thought to myself as I went to my first period class. It was my second year at the Academy and I was looking...
    Lifeisgoodtearsofjoy Lifeisgoodtearsofjoy 16-17, M 1 Response Jul 14

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    I've officially hit rock bottom. I lost my job two weeks ago. It didn't pay that well, but it was something. I'm down to my last $2. I've swallowed my pride and applied for...
    SuzieChapstick SuzieChapstick 31-35, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    I don't wear panties most of the time, unless I had a skirt on I'm not to that level. It feels sexy and usually my panties seem to have extra material ( must need better brands).
    ElleFarah ElleFarah 18-21, F 2 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    If my problems effect you so much. 1. Don't comment on my stuff 2. Pray for me 3. Advice me Or 4. Focus on your own lives :)
    flourishedangel flourishedangel 18-21, F 1 hr ago

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    I don't do drugs.. I don't smoke.. I don't drink.. I took ecstasy once when I were a teenager.. a very bad idea, I loose my ability to focus in class for a week.. I smoked once...
    9thguy 9thguy 26-30, M 6 days ago

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    Well I could go on and on for days about my work situations, all the jobs I've been at and left. Some that I was fired from, etc. Some days I love making money but dread the people...
    bettygingham bettygingham 22-25, F Jun 28

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    I need to rant I don't care anymore, i don't give a ****. I don't care about some so called friends (you know who you are you sick MoFos .!.) i don't care if you "care" for me...
    MayaMoonShadow MayaMoonShadow 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 3

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    My husband and I recently fell on hard times and were forced to move in with my parents. My husband works a job that requires him to be gone for weeks on end and I'm stuck with our...
    SoapBoxKid SoapBoxKid 26-30 2 Responses Jul 10

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    I'm trying to be positive, trying to find a hobby to keep myself occupied, but it's not working. It probably doesn't help that its the start of the summer holidays and my son is at...
    russianpenguin23 russianpenguin23 22-25, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I've lived in this town for about 9 years now, since right before high school and now I'm 23. In freshman year I met a group of guys I really liked, we have similar interests and I...
    titor5100 titor5100 22-25, M 1 Response Jun 28

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    I don't know how or why but you take the edge off and i don't think I'm choosing not to feel i just think you're making it easier on me because she's gone and you're here but I...
    catsoncatsoncatsss catsoncatsoncatsss 16-17, F Jul 2

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    I just don't give a **** anymore about anything or anyone. I don't care if my bf leaves me, I don't care if I get tossed around all over the place and most of all I don't care if u...
    Kirakat14 Kirakat14 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 3

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    It is said that we should love our parents. Mother is uniqe. Only one of her kind. But my mother is a person who hurt me the most in life. Because of her i've been crying the most...
    viktorija99 viktorija99 16-17, F Jul 1

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    I have no clue what career I want to pursue although I have Ideas but I haven't made up my mind yet. I love biology and I sort of conquered chemistry this year although it was...
    l212 l212 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Honestly I'm sick of the damn search. I've been trying to find myself probably since middle school, and my confidence has dwindled and dwindled and dwindled to the point where I...
    SkyVision SkyVision 31-35, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I don't like it when I just meet someone on ep and we have not got into much conversation , just polite chat , which I do enjoy and then when I can't get back for some good reason...
    heavenlyflower123 heavenlyflower123 36-40, F 6 Responses Jun 28

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    Alcohol. Drinks. Cigarettes. Scruff. The modern society is almost defined by these terms. No matter where you go, you'll stumble upon it. And I hate it. I don't hate you for...
    CasualConversation CasualConversation 18-21, M 11 Responses Jul 1

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    I have some pretty strong opinions and beliefs about some things. I have lived for 43 years, and have been reading for about 40 of them. I love to educated myself about things I am...
    RaverFan RaverFan 41-45 2 Responses Jul 8

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    Once again I'm back and sadly about the same topic as before, my brother. Sadly he continues to not accept any responsibility for his actions. He and his spouse have ruined a few...
    DannyBoy1972 DannyBoy1972 36-40 Jul 9

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    The women I married is now showing her true colors. her ego is more than I can bare. I am planning on leaving her when I finally obtain my nursing degree. It is rough, and I love...
    qwerty350 qwerty350 26-30 Jul 12

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    I try to do things for him that I know he likes and enjoys, and I know he loves and cares for me-- but at the end of the day, I go to bed feeling empty and alone. I don't want to...
    NoYourComstock NoYourComstock 22-25, F 4 Responses Jul 19

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    I eat healthy... I work out... I don't have "Cheat" days. I have days that I allow myself to enjoy a burger or take a day off from the gym, but not "Cheat" days. When you refer to...
    biggun1122 biggun1122 36-40, M a week ago

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    I love my family i really do, but at times i feel torn and angry. i have a twin sister, she's very funny and has a charismatic personality. but she also has extreme amounts...
    cobrabubbles cobrabubbles 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    Man I would slap and punch every stupid and fake girls that think they can look down on me cause I don't do make up or have long hair or dress up and show my skin or have super...
    FighterWolf FighterWolf 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 28

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    I'm 19 years old and I've never experienced sex or even kissed a girl. I know I'm not a talkative person but it's still strange and unfair. Am I really that bad? Everywhere, every...
    jakob95 jakob95 18-21 2 Responses Jun 28

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    I feel really bad that my children don't have a father. He and I were married for ten years before we had children. He was a recovering addict/alcoholic and had been sober for...
    glitterdahlia glitterdahlia 41-45 2 Responses Jun 29

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    First of all, I won't judge you in the least for drinking smoking, drugs, whatever. I have simply decided that I don't need them in my life in order to enjoy it, and this is coming...
    myguitarisbusted myguitarisbusted 41-45, M 2 Responses Jun 30

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