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I Don't Explain Myself Anymore

I gave up! 265 People

    Even In A Room Full Of People

    And family, I'm all alone. Literally... Ah well Happy thanksgiving!! :)
    xyourxonlyxstarx xyourxonlyxstarx 22-25, F Nov 28, 2013

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    Tired But Willing

    I have tried to explain what I am going through to my family more times than I can count. I have decided that it's not a matter of them not understanding but them not wanting to and not accepting. I will never explain myself to them again.However, I find that when ever I meet...
    lyricaldemise lyricaldemise 36-40, T Apr 20, 2013

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    I Know It's Small Minded, But Sometimes I Feel No One Can Understand Me

    I know that saying that you are alone is naive and small minded, but sometimes I truly feel that I am alone. Although a functioning, (at least semi) successful human being who gets good-looking boys and has friends and whatnot, I feel very isolated. See, although I've "been in...
    CaribbeanVivian CaribbeanVivian 22-25, F 3 Responses Jun 2, 2010

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    The Last Time

    I've been sitting here thinking about this **** and it pissed me off.  I was like, wait hold up a minute, I'm not some ******* little child that has to answer to mommy and ****.  I'm a grown man with my own place and my own damn life.  I do what I want whenever I want and no I...
    ItsLikeThatMan ItsLikeThatMan 31-35, M 1 Response Oct 23, 2011

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    Yope

    So, no comment!
    LordVoldemort LordVoldemort 36-40, F 9 Responses Apr 18, 2010

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    I had enough of explaining!

    I have to say I find it incredibly hard to find the right words and explain exactly how it is so when I have got the courage to explain please don't make me regret it! Every time I have explained, the person just doesn't listen properly or just don't care too selfish! So i...
    LittleMilwee LittleMilwee 22-25, F Jul 9, 2014

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    Lady Jadey

    I never meant to cause you any sorrow. I never meant to cause you any pain. I only wanted to one time see you laughing. I only wanted to see you laughing in the purple rain. Purple rain, purple rain. Purple rain, purple rain. Purple rain, purple rain. I only wanted to see you...
    gsparky22 gsparky22 41-45, M 3 Responses Jun 25, 2012

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    Waste Of Breath.

    I no longer feel the need to explain myself to anyone. I've gotten to the point where I am, for the most part, comfortable with myself and my behavior. There will always be someone out there who disagrees...and I am okay with that.
    lastleafoffall lastleafoffall 26-30 1 Response May 29, 2010

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    Lady Jadey Again

    Has anyone seen Lady Jadey? Come back Lady Jadey. You brighten my day.
    gsparky22 gsparky22 41-45, M Apr 1, 2013

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    I Think This Requires An Explanation!

    I don't explain myself to anyone because I've yet to be able to explain to myself!
    Illiteratetroll Illiteratetroll 46-50 Sep 27, 2012

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    I Surrender

    I gave up explaining myself a while ago now. I don't know when. It just happened. To that end, this story will be no more insightful that it already is.
    Emptysoul30 Emptysoul30 22-25, M Apr 18, 2010

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    Nope!

    Explanation? I plead the fifth.
    Ichilicious Ichilicious 26-30, M Nov 21, 2011

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    don't need to explain myself,

    I know I?m right.
    weirdboyz weirdboyz 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 20, 2014

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    Dancing Evergreen

    I checked the number on the incoming call vibrating in my hand. It was a call I was required, by law, to answer twenty-four hours a day seven days a week.I practice walking meditation and breathing exercises around an old historic State Penitentiary long since closed and turned...
    gsparky22 gsparky22 41-45, M 1 Response Nov 5, 2012

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