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I Don't Explain Myself Anymore

I gave up! 255 People

    Lady Jadey

    I never meant to cause you any sorrow. I never meant to cause you any pain. I only wanted to one time see you laughing. I only wanted to see you laughing in the purple rain. Purple rain, purple rain. Purple rain, purple rain. Purple rain, purple rain. I only wanted to see you...
    gsparky22 gsparky22 41-45, M 3 Responses Jun 25, 2012

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    Waste Of Breath.

    I no longer feel the need to explain myself to anyone. I've gotten to the point where I am, for the most part, comfortable with myself and my behavior. There will always be someone out there who disagrees...and I am okay with that.
    lastleafoffall lastleafoffall 26-30, F 1 Response May 29, 2010

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    I Surrender

    I gave up explaining myself a while ago now. I don't know when. It just happened. To that end, this story will be no more insightful that it already is.
    Emptysoul30 Emptysoul30 22-25, M Apr 18, 2010

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    Nope!

    Explanation? I plead the fifth.
    Ichilicious Ichilicious 26-30, M Nov 21, 2011

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    Yope

    So, no comment!
    LordVoldemort LordVoldemort 36-40, F 9 Responses Apr 18, 2010

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    I Think This Requires An Explanation!

    I don't explain myself to anyone because I've yet to be able to explain to myself!
    Illiteratetroll Illiteratetroll 46-50 Sep 27, 2012

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    I Know It's Small Minded, But Sometimes I Feel No One Can Understand Me

    I know that saying that you are alone is naive and small minded, but sometimes I truly feel that I am alone. Although a functioning, (at least semi) successful human being who gets good-looking boys and has friends and whatnot, I feel very isolated. See, although I've "been in...
    CaribbeanVivian CaribbeanVivian 22-25, F 3 Responses Jun 2, 2010

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    Even In A Room Full Of People

    And family, I'm all alone. Literally... Ah well Happy thanksgiving!! :)
    xyourxonlyxstarx xyourxonlyxstarx 22-25, F Nov 28, 2013

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    Dancing Evergreen

    I checked the number on the incoming call vibrating in my hand. It was a call I was required, by law, to answer twenty-four hours a day seven days a week.I practice walking meditation and breathing exercises around an old historic State Penitentiary long since closed and turned...
    gsparky22 gsparky22 41-45, M 1 Response Nov 5, 2012

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    Tired But Willing

    I have tried to explain what I am going through to my family more times than I can count. I have decided that it's not a matter of them not understanding but them not wanting to and not accepting. I will never explain myself to them again.However, I find that when ever I meet...
    lyricaldemise lyricaldemise 36-40 Apr 20, 2013

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    Lady Jadey Again

    Has anyone seen Lady Jadey? Come back Lady Jadey. You brighten my day.
    gsparky22 gsparky22 41-45, M Apr 1, 2013

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    I had enough of explaining!

    I have to say I find it incredibly hard to find the right words and explain exactly how it is so when I have got the courage to explain please don't make me regret it! Every time I have explained, the person just doesn't listen properly or just don't care too selfish! So i...
    MilweePetite MilweePetite 18-21, F Jul 9

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    The Last Time

    I've been sitting here thinking about this **** and it pissed me off.  I was like, wait hold up a minute, I'm not some ******* little child that has to answer to mommy and ****.  I'm a grown man with my own place and my own damn life.  I do what I want whenever I want and no I...
    ItsLikeThatMan ItsLikeThatMan 31-35, M 1 Response Oct 23, 2011

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    Related Experiences

    So I accidentally browsed ur profile on the dating website and what you wrote just make me curious, this is how we know each other. We met in person in a very short term w/o...
    TaiwanSag TaiwanSag 26-30, F Sep 11

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    I've been holding myself back for so long from doing what I want because "dieing isn't the answer." I'm never happy anymore there's no reason for me to be. No matter what I do one...
    jessicaconte jessicaconte 16-17, F Sep 8

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    It's not that I'm trying to be difficult when I'm asked what's wrong and I reply with ”I don't know". I'm not looking for you to try to pull it out of me or make it in to a...
    hecallsmekitty hecallsmekitty 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    I've had a couple of bad relationships. One that continued on and off for four years and the second was to try and convince myself I was over the first one. The first guy...
    kiara95 kiara95 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 9

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    Love is for suckers. You fall for someone and they treat you like **** anyway. You don't know it because they always the say right things you want to hear. You don't know what they...
    Justadarkhole Justadarkhole 18-21, M 2 days ago

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    my trust in people is so beyond broken that I really don't see anyone ever wanting to put up with me long enough to gain it
    BrutallyHonest316 BrutallyHonest316 22-25, F Aug 27

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    I feel like I have spent the 20 years I've been alive trying to do things that other people would like and appreciate and that makes me feel like I don't know anything about myself...
    rubyred237 rubyred237 18-21 1 Response Sep 8

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    Why are my parents constantly comparing me to my sister, other family members, or friends? It bothers me and they just call me sensitive but I have a right to be don't I? They're...
    DarkGoddesss DarkGoddesss 16-17, F Sep 6

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    There's this guy. We hung out the other day and he was really nice to me and all. I had tons of fun and he was such a gentleman. But then he tried to kiss me. Being the blonde I am...
    JustAskAnything JustAskAnything 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 8

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    I don't understand. Like I just don't bloody understand. I can talk to perfect strangers without any hesitation. I can talk to anybody here without the slightest regard of self...
    heylookineededanameok heylookineededanameok 22-25, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    No wonder i can't find a girlfriend... i can't feel my heart anymore... how dum i am...
    Potchii Potchii 22-25, M 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    Hi EP: Ever since I got out of a bad relationship months ago, I question the motives of any guy that comes my way. The guy that I currently like was no exception. I didn't know if...
    SunMoonBeing SunMoonBeing 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 9

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    Lies, Lies, and more Lies. I got out of a relationship at the beginning of August. I was in it since March, but the guy said he wasn't happy the last two months we were together...
    Samaccino Samaccino 16-17, F 6 Responses a week ago

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    Trust is like paper, once you rip it to shreds It won't ever be the same again.
    kittykat6918 kittykat6918 16-17, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    More like most of the times. Idk either im happy or not. Idk why sometimes i cry and get sad with no reasons. Its not like im not being grateful with my life but i really really...
    saffaismail saffaismail 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 8

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    I am always timid after all the crap thats happened to me with people hurting me or breaking my trust,so now i am wary of what i say and whom i talk to...
    jesikahluv jesikahluv 18-21, F Aug 27

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    I've had people I've known my whole life do wrong by me. Why would I trust you and I just met you .
    Alylovespuppies Alylovespuppies 16-17, F Aug 27

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    People always take advantage of my kindness. Then they'll apologize and make the same mistakes over and over again. Well.. Fuckkkk 'em all! I'm done being nice!
    Kristinanana19 Kristinanana19 18-21, F 4 Responses Sep 8

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    I've trusted a lot of peolple but they always fail me. : ( I thought they understand me but it turned it they talk bad things about me behind my back.
    HwangNeulRin HwangNeulRin 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 10

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    Most relationships fail because the girl lives too much and the guy loves too many…
    kittykat6918 kittykat6918 16-17, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    I know this is racist, but I've developed this poor mindset and now I can't get out. Americans are starting to look the same to me. When someone says someone American is attractive...
    SammiSakura SammiSakura 13-15, F Sep 15

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    You grow up and have all these ideas about how life is supposed to be and then when you become an adult...nothing is how you pictured it. Love and marriage are not what is...
    shoxic shoxic 22-25, F Sep 3

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    Once again, I met someone new. I liked him, he was ok... for a while. I lost interest and I don't know why. I can't explain myself how it happens. It just does... I don't wanna see...
    Ushuaia Ushuaia 26-30, F Sep 9

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    I almost crashed my car today. I tried to overtake a Mack truck on a u turn with a double lane, and floored it. I realized there was no way in hell I was gonna make it so I slammed...
    elleke elleke 31-35, F Sep 3

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    I can't handle myself anymore. I barely even know who I am at this point. I can act one way but then flip the switch completely when something happens. I just feel like a soulless...
    jaden12345 jaden12345 16-17, M Sep 10

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    Months ago i was full of happiness. I had achieved so much! Now i'm just full of hatred and anger. I look in the mirror and i don't see mysf anymore. I see a person abused by their...
    abc0924 abc0924 18-21, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I can't. I wish I was hit by that truck today.Gahhhh. I don't even care anymore. Whatever....
    alilight alilight 13-15, F 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    Truth to be told.. i don't care if you don't love me anymore because if you did, you wouldn't do the things you did to me.
    mxnzyy mxnzyy 18-21, F Sep 9

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    Reading has a special place in my heart but I've been so busy with life and it's many quirks that I barely have enough time to read and now I don't feel whole anymore. It's like a...
    sinnysinsins sinnysinsins 18-21, F Aug 28

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    I haven't fully recovered from the last breakup and now I got hurt by another guy again. Thank you, I don't trust guys anymore. I think I'm gonna become a nun now
    Kywen97 Kywen97 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 31

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    I suppose it'd be natural to want kids, but I actually hate the thought of having to care for something that helpless. And by the time it gets older, there's a risk we wouldn't...
    Aikin2 Aikin2 18-21, M Aug 24

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    Can't do it anymore :( everyday just gets harder and harder... **** it!
    Alwayslost11 Alwayslost11 31-35, F 1 Response 13 hrs ago

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    this is about one of my cousin.when she was 11 years old she went to a boding school.because her home is bit far away from home.one day her mother went to see her.and she said to...
    darkblackknight darkblackknight 22-25, F 4 hrs ago

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    I have had the most difficult year of my life. What was supposed to be a fresh start turned into a nightmare, one that I can't get out of. Moving overseas is not easy, you kinda...
    cursedswan cursedswan 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 5

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    I'm fifteen years old. Fifteen. And I have absolutely zero idea who I am. It must be the "hormones"... Seriously, why do adults feel the need to blame it on hormones all of the...
    taintedanddainty taintedanddainty 13-15, F 5 days ago

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