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I Don't Explain Myself Anymore

I gave up! 258 People

    The Last Time

    I've been sitting here thinking about this **** and it pissed me off.  I was like, wait hold up a minute, I'm not some ******* little child that has to answer to mommy and ****.  I'm a grown man with my own place and my own damn life.  I do what I want whenever I want and no I...
    ItsLikeThatMan ItsLikeThatMan 31-35, M 1 Response Oct 23, 2011

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    Dancing Evergreen

    I checked the number on the incoming call vibrating in my hand. It was a call I was required, by law, to answer twenty-four hours a day seven days a week.I practice walking meditation and breathing exercises around an old historic State Penitentiary long since closed and turned...
    gsparky22 gsparky22 41-45, M 1 Response Nov 5, 2012

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    Lady Jadey Again

    Has anyone seen Lady Jadey? Come back Lady Jadey. You brighten my day.
    gsparky22 gsparky22 41-45, M Apr 1, 2013

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    Yope

    So, no comment!
    LordVoldemort LordVoldemort 36-40, F 9 Responses Apr 18, 2010

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    Even In A Room Full Of People

    And family, I'm all alone. Literally... Ah well Happy thanksgiving!! :)
    xyourxonlyxstarx xyourxonlyxstarx 22-25, F Nov 28, 2013

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    Lady Jadey

    I never meant to cause you any sorrow. I never meant to cause you any pain. I only wanted to one time see you laughing. I only wanted to see you laughing in the purple rain. Purple rain, purple rain. Purple rain, purple rain. Purple rain, purple rain. I only wanted to see you...
    gsparky22 gsparky22 41-45, M 3 Responses Jun 25, 2012

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    I Think This Requires An Explanation!

    I don't explain myself to anyone because I've yet to be able to explain to myself!
    Illiteratetroll Illiteratetroll 46-50 Sep 27, 2012

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    Waste Of Breath.

    I no longer feel the need to explain myself to anyone. I've gotten to the point where I am, for the most part, comfortable with myself and my behavior. There will always be someone out there who disagrees...and I am okay with that.
    lastleafoffall lastleafoffall 26-30, F 1 Response May 29, 2010

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    I Know It's Small Minded, But Sometimes I Feel No One Can Understand Me

    I know that saying that you are alone is naive and small minded, but sometimes I truly feel that I am alone. Although a functioning, (at least semi) successful human being who gets good-looking boys and has friends and whatnot, I feel very isolated. See, although I've "been in...
    CaribbeanVivian CaribbeanVivian 22-25, F 3 Responses Jun 2, 2010

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    I Surrender

    I gave up explaining myself a while ago now. I don't know when. It just happened. To that end, this story will be no more insightful that it already is.
    Emptysoul30 Emptysoul30 22-25, M Apr 18, 2010

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    Nope!

    Explanation? I plead the fifth.
    Ichilicious Ichilicious 26-30, M Nov 21, 2011

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    I had enough of explaining!

    I have to say I find it incredibly hard to find the right words and explain exactly how it is so when I have got the courage to explain please don't make me regret it! Every time I have explained, the person just doesn't listen properly or just don't care too selfish! So i...
    MilweePetite MilweePetite 18-21, F Jul 9

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    Tired But Willing

    I have tried to explain what I am going through to my family more times than I can count. I have decided that it's not a matter of them not understanding but them not wanting to and not accepting. I will never explain myself to them again.However, I find that when ever I meet...
    lyricaldemise lyricaldemise 36-40, T Apr 20, 2013

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    I actually fully trust anyone. Not my family, not my friends, and not the woman I love. Only towards my family is my distrust with mild malice.
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    the most expensive thing in the world is trust. It can take years to earn and just a matter of second to lose. -_-
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    Used to. But even those who swore to never lie or betray you and "you can trust them" change. I've learnt to build a wall up and to be wise. Even with those I love
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    The fun part is I don't explain myself... Why should I?
    ValhallaAwaits ValhallaAwaits 18-21, M 1 Response a week ago

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    But I never say anything about it. My parents like arguing just outside my room and it just came to the point that I don't get suprised anymore and just wait for either my mom or...
    acitythatneverwakesup acitythatneverwakesup 16-17, F Oct 5

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    Actually I know that I'm not, but the important thing is that I don't really care anymore. Caring won't change anything. Besides, I've come to terms with myself and now I'm happy.
    WillMeer WillMeer 46-50, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I don't add men anymore. There are exceptions, but they barely exist on this site.
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    I remember the feeling of looking at people who indulge in drowning themselves in alcohol and thinking, "I just don't get it anymore." Whats hard however is when your spouse is...
    destinationanywhere destinationanywhere 31-35, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I won't. A lesson learned after years of trying to get along with ppl and being disappointed repeatedly. I am complex, complicated, and on the edge. I don't judge other people...
    sassyg1rl sassyg1rl 36-40, F 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    I don’t know why I knocked on the door of my only friend when I hit rock bottom and was afraid to being alone. I don’t know why he took advantage of me, I was 17, and I didn...
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