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I Don't Explain Myself Anymore

I gave up! 259 People

    Nope!

    Explanation? I plead the fifth.
    Ichilicious Ichilicious 26-30, M Nov 21, 2011

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    Lady Jadey Again

    Has anyone seen Lady Jadey? Come back Lady Jadey. You brighten my day.
    gsparky22 gsparky22 41-45, M Apr 1, 2013

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    The Last Time

    I've been sitting here thinking about this **** and it pissed me off.  I was like, wait hold up a minute, I'm not some ******* little child that has to answer to mommy and ****.  I'm a grown man with my own place and my own damn life.  I do what I want whenever I want and no I...
    ItsLikeThatMan ItsLikeThatMan 31-35, M 1 Response Oct 23, 2011

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    Tired But Willing

    I have tried to explain what I am going through to my family more times than I can count. I have decided that it's not a matter of them not understanding but them not wanting to and not accepting. I will never explain myself to them again.However, I find that when ever I meet...
    lyricaldemise lyricaldemise 36-40, T Apr 20, 2013

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    Yope

    So, no comment!
    LordVoldemort LordVoldemort 36-40, F 9 Responses Apr 18, 2010

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    I Think This Requires An Explanation!

    I don't explain myself to anyone because I've yet to be able to explain to myself!
    Illiteratetroll Illiteratetroll 46-50 Sep 27, 2012

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    I had enough of explaining!

    I have to say I find it incredibly hard to find the right words and explain exactly how it is so when I have got the courage to explain please don't make me regret it! Every time I have explained, the person just doesn't listen properly or just don't care too selfish! So i...
    MilweePetite MilweePetite 18-21, F Jul 9

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    don?t need to explain myself,

    I know I?m right.
    weirdboyz weirdboyz 18-21, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Lady Jadey

    I never meant to cause you any sorrow. I never meant to cause you any pain. I only wanted to one time see you laughing. I only wanted to see you laughing in the purple rain. Purple rain, purple rain. Purple rain, purple rain. Purple rain, purple rain. I only wanted to see you...
    gsparky22 gsparky22 41-45, M 3 Responses Jun 25, 2012

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    I Know It's Small Minded, But Sometimes I Feel No One Can Understand Me

    I know that saying that you are alone is naive and small minded, but sometimes I truly feel that I am alone. Although a functioning, (at least semi) successful human being who gets good-looking boys and has friends and whatnot, I feel very isolated. See, although I've "been in...
    CaribbeanVivian CaribbeanVivian 22-25, F 3 Responses Jun 2, 2010

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    Even In A Room Full Of People

    And family, I'm all alone. Literally... Ah well Happy thanksgiving!! :)
    xyourxonlyxstarx xyourxonlyxstarx 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 28, 2013

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    I Surrender

    I gave up explaining myself a while ago now. I don't know when. It just happened. To that end, this story will be no more insightful that it already is.
    Emptysoul30 Emptysoul30 22-25, M Apr 18, 2010

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    Dancing Evergreen

    I checked the number on the incoming call vibrating in my hand. It was a call I was required, by law, to answer twenty-four hours a day seven days a week.I practice walking meditation and breathing exercises around an old historic State Penitentiary long since closed and turned...
    gsparky22 gsparky22 41-45, M 1 Response Nov 5, 2012

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    Waste Of Breath.

    I no longer feel the need to explain myself to anyone. I've gotten to the point where I am, for the most part, comfortable with myself and my behavior. There will always be someone out there who disagrees...and I am okay with that.
    lastleafoffall lastleafoffall 26-30 1 Response May 29, 2010

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    AlysonBlack AlysonBlack 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 13

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    I don't do this for attention....I'm in so much pain I can't stop it or make it go away it's like I don't even know how to explain it...but all I feel is pain and I cut myself and...
    Youareallbeautiful Youareallbeautiful 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 3

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    Am I the only one that freaks out when someone asks me to explain myself... My thoughts are "Oh god.. Who am i...?"
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 10

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    One lie. It wasn't even a big deal of a lie, but it was enough to break the trust I have in that person. She had no reason to lie. I can let go of a lie or two when I spot them...
    TheBadgeringWitness TheBadgeringWitness 26-30 Dec 2

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    People lie don't tell me things hurt me abuse me I'm closed never to be open
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    colonaileen colonaileen 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 18

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    I never liked myself but now I can't stand myself, not just because of my repulsive appearance, but bc of how manipulative and twisted I am..
    miseriae316 miseriae316 22-25, F Nov 29

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    Parents just fought again. Some days I enjoy their fighting and other days like today I just wish they would stop. I'm not sure why I enjoy their fighting. I think part of it may...
    kxCobra kxCobra 18-21, F Dec 13

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    I have 3 moods 1. Helpful and Loving to others 2. Quiet and isolated from everyone 3. Pissed off at everyone who leads normal lives whereas I don't
    kxCobra kxCobra 18-21, F 4 Responses Dec 15

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    This relationship I am referring to would have made it to 3 years in April. I fell madly in love with this beautiful church girl. It was more than difficult in the beginning but...
    wistfulVacancy wistfulVacancy 18-21, F Dec 17

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    I trust very few people anymore, only one friend, the rest family. I have been betrayed and stabbed in the back so many times i can't count, by people i have my trust to, so now...
    ImJustJen ImJustJen 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 7

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    My love is 23 years older than me. We met a few years ago online via AgeMeet.com. It was totally platonic but I broke off contact due to doing other things in my life, I wasn't...
    candycc12 candycc12 26-30, F 2 Responses Dec 8

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    Even if I've known you for a year - you still wouldn't be my "friend" because I can't trust anyone.
    ThatGuyEveryoneHates ThatGuyEveryoneHates 18-21, M 3 Responses Dec 12

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    AGuyNamedRob AGuyNamedRob 26-30, M Dec 12

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    Younger women dating older men mainly because younger women are attracted older men. older men mature, confident, stable .Mature guys always know how to treat their women.These...
    carecc13 carecc13 26-30, F Dec 15

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    After what he said to her two years ago, I still can't go about my day without logging into his text app to read everything. They still text but its like meaningless convo and...
    Nannyxd Nannyxd 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I haven't slept well for the past 3 days. I'm moody, depressed and exhausted. telling myself to hang on.. forcing my body to adapt the new changes. I even struggle to express...
    DNightTrain DNightTrain 26-30, M 1 Response Dec 13

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    Who would trust a piece of garbage Like her.....
    fightphoto123 fightphoto123 51-55, F Dec 7

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    having trouble trusting people with my secret
    robbybaby robbybaby 18-21, M 3 Responses Dec 10

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    It has been said "time heals all wounds" I do not agree. The wounds remain. In time, the mind, protecting its sanity, covers them with scar tissue and the pain lessens. But it...
    lovinglife699 lovinglife699 51-55, F 6 Responses Dec 14

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    it's not just the fact that it's a lie or fake it's that you make me suspicious of everyone. That is what harm you have done.
    charles3754 charles3754 56-60, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Texting is hard sometimes. words are hard. you pulled everything you have to make an effort, to say something, but.... texting is just hard. hmmmm.. I know my expression could say...
    DNightTrain DNightTrain 26-30, M 1 Response Dec 13

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    My ex and I keep breaking up and getting back together. Right now we're apart but it's impossible to stay away from her.
    Jasonmendoza1 Jasonmendoza1 22-25, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I want chocolate chip cinnamon rolls,I want chocolate chip cinnamon rolls,I want chocolate chip cinnamon rolls,I want chocolate chip cinnamon rolls,I want chocolate chip cinnamon...
    DNightTrain DNightTrain 26-30, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I really don't. Wake up every day, so tired and defeated that have to live another day, and that‘s even if I do sleep, which is extremely rare anymore. Have to force myself to...
    GhostOfGrey GhostOfGrey 31-35, F 3 Responses Nov 30

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    lol yeah, i literally don't give a damn what people think about me. I've always been just myself .. and if people don't like me for who i am then it's just simply not my problem...
    antoneli antoneli 18-21, M Dec 14

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    I sing. It helps me tell my feelings. It's my only escape other than reading. I've posted some videos or short covers online. It's that thing where I don't promote myself even tho...
    lexrae lexrae 13-15, F Nov 28

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    i am a *****.....my friends luv me a lot.... am not trying to understand them or being funny with them.....Am so afraid that if I lose my friendship bcoz of my own faults.... bcoz...
    polu26 polu26 18-21, F a week ago

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    It seems that I care to much of how people think of me, regret too much of my past. Look at how people react to what I say and when It doesn't turn out the why I wanted, I would...
    InsanelyCrazy InsanelyCrazy 41-45, F 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    Explaining yourself. Don't understand why the hell is it required in first place? Why anyone needs to explain anyone about anything. Your action speak louder than your words. So...
    thesnug thesnug 26-30, M 1 Response Nov 27

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    I am trapped between my own emotions and pain. I can't get out. Every second leaves from my life, I feel like i am more getting trapped in it. I don't feel like I used to feel. My...
    deathiscold deathiscold 70+, M 2 Responses Dec 19

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    I'm only 16.. 3 years ago I cut myself and I have been doing it on and off since then. I don't understand what's wrong with me. I'd be out with my friends, enjoying my time. Then...
    Aly262 Aly262 16-17 1 Response Dec 1

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    I hate how society thinks that you HAVE to do this and you HAVE to do that.. No... I don't have to do crap.. and one of those things I don't have to do , is explain myself...
    MorbidPeaches MorbidPeaches 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 27

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