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I Don't Explain Myself Anymore

I gave up! 266 People

    I Surrender

    I gave up explaining myself a while ago now. I don't know when. It just happened. To that end, this story will be no more insightful that it already is.
    Emptysoul30 Emptysoul30 22-25, M Apr 18, 2010

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    I Think This Requires An Explanation!

    I don't explain myself to anyone because I've yet to be able to explain to myself!
    Illiteratetroll Illiteratetroll 46-50 Sep 27, 2012

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    Yope

    So, no comment!
    LordVoldemort LordVoldemort 36-40, F 9 Responses Apr 18, 2010

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    Lady Jadey Again

    Has anyone seen Lady Jadey? Come back Lady Jadey. You brighten my day.
    gsparky22 gsparky22 41-45, M Apr 1, 2013

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    Even In A Room Full Of People

    And family, I'm all alone. Literally... Ah well Happy thanksgiving!! :)
    xyourxonlyxstarx xyourxonlyxstarx 22-25, F Nov 28, 2013

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    don't need to explain myself,

    I know I?m right.
    weirdboyz weirdboyz 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 20, 2014

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    Lady Jadey

    I never meant to cause you any sorrow. I never meant to cause you any pain. I only wanted to one time see you laughing. I only wanted to see you laughing in the purple rain. Purple rain, purple rain. Purple rain, purple rain. Purple rain, purple rain. I only wanted to see you...
    gsparky22 gsparky22 41-45, M 3 Responses Jun 25, 2012

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    The Last Time

    I've been sitting here thinking about this **** and it pissed me off.  I was like, wait hold up a minute, I'm not some ******* little child that has to answer to mommy and ****.  I'm a grown man with my own place and my own damn life.  I do what I want whenever I want and no I...
    ItsLikeThatMan ItsLikeThatMan 31-35, M 1 Response Oct 23, 2011

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    I Know It's Small Minded, But Sometimes I Feel No One Can Understand Me

    I know that saying that you are alone is naive and small minded, but sometimes I truly feel that I am alone. Although a functioning, (at least semi) successful human being who gets good-looking boys and has friends and whatnot, I feel very isolated. See, although I've "been in...
    CaribbeanVivian CaribbeanVivian 22-25, F 3 Responses Jun 2, 2010

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    Tired But Willing

    I have tried to explain what I am going through to my family more times than I can count. I have decided that it's not a matter of them not understanding but them not wanting to and not accepting. I will never explain myself to them again.However, I find that when ever I meet...
    lyricaldemise lyricaldemise 36-40, T Apr 20, 2013

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    Dancing Evergreen

    I checked the number on the incoming call vibrating in my hand. It was a call I was required, by law, to answer twenty-four hours a day seven days a week.I practice walking meditation and breathing exercises around an old historic State Penitentiary long since closed and turned...
    gsparky22 gsparky22 41-45, M 1 Response Nov 5, 2012

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    Nope!

    Explanation? I plead the fifth.
    Ichilicious Ichilicious 26-30, M Nov 21, 2011

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    I had enough of explaining!

    I have to say I find it incredibly hard to find the right words and explain exactly how it is so when I have got the courage to explain please don't make me regret it! Every time I have explained, the person just doesn't listen properly or just don't care too selfish! So i...
    MilweePetite MilweePetite 22-25, F Jul 9, 2014

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    Waste Of Breath.

    I no longer feel the need to explain myself to anyone. I've gotten to the point where I am, for the most part, comfortable with myself and my behavior. There will always be someone out there who disagrees...and I am okay with that.
    lastleafoffall lastleafoffall 26-30 1 Response May 29, 2010

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    How do I explain something that I can’t even understand myself? Deep down inside me where no one can see I feel blue , all alone relentlessly trying to fix up a heart that’s...
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    Whenever I meet someone new for the first time, it's unfortunate that the first thing I think is: 'Will this person try to hurt me?' I know I shouldn't assume the worst of people...
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    I woke up this morning. My little sister had been in my room and made a minor mess. I f*cking lost it. Not when I woke up. I waited a good thirty minutes. Picked the mess up, and...
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    I believe that most people don't love themselves. In this society it's absolutely not en vogue to be happy with yourself. If you dare to love yourself, you might be considered as...
    Sorfarina Sorfarina 26-30, F 1 day ago

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    Sometimes I get really sad and suicidal out of no where, like now. I'm just feeling so down and I don't know why. -.- I really don't know what's wrong with me. I can be happy one...
    Knixveus5 Knixveus5 18-21, M 2 Responses Mar 17

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    Hahah no I don't. I always overanalyse and overreact and make a drama out of the smallest things and I don't know why the hell I do that. It's just dumb ??
    ifyoureabirdimabird ifyoureabirdimabird 13-15, F 2 days ago

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    Everything is changing too fast. I could still remember the first time I actually looked, inspected and saw myself in the mirror. I noticed every detail, and everything. But now...
    littleowlet littleowlet 13-15, F Mar 2

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    Ever since I was bullied at primary, I've lost myself. I wrote a list about myself and they were actually nice but deep down I still dislike myself for some reason. I've tried to...
    Myalee Myalee 41-45, F 4 days ago

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    A woman with trust issues is a woman who’s heard “i promise i’ll never hurt you” too many times with actions that told otherwise... slw
    submissivelittlewoman submissivelittlewoman 41-45, F 2 Responses Mar 5

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    Who can you really trust???
    bayowolf2 bayowolf2 51-55, M 5 Responses Mar 12

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    I used to trust too much but now I trust too little because of my brother.
    doc15 doc15 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Y shood I? Then it's no fun :P
    Eyemuhdumass Eyemuhdumass 18-21 Mar 5

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    But it's a skill I need to learn to move on cause man does guilt ever hurt worse then disappointment or anger. Even when directed at yourself.
    katariffik katariffik 31-35, F Mar 15

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    i don't want to be me, i don't like myself, every time i look in the mirror i see someone who i don't want to see. i don't want to hear the voices in my head any more i just really...
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    My biggest fear is that I'll marry and have kids with someone who wakes up one day and decides they don't love me anymore.
    Madison18 Madison18 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 18

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    I hate people. I don't see myself ever trusting another human being. He was suppose to be my friend that's what he said over and over thru out the years. I started to believe it...
    jadedforeternity jadedforeternity 36-40, F 1 Response Mar 11

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    I haven't spoken to my mom in over a year. The last time I saw her was at my grand fathers funeral. My parents split up over twenty years ago when mom left my dad for his best...
    GBMUM GBMUM 31-35, F 2 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    This is the generation I live in. Instead of crying in front of friends and family I am crying behind a computer screen hoping to get sympathy from strangers. I don't like my life...
    secretheartpanda secretheartpanda 22-25, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    I have recently found myself in a place where I don’t know anymore. I constantly feel like a failure. I feel like I can’t do anything right. I mess up everything. I can’t...
    Hindercat Hindercat 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 2

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    You playing your XBox for four hours at a time is just horrendous, especially when it's consistent gunfire and explosions. You're also listening to a podcast that holds no interest...
    designbycassandra designbycassandra 31-35, F Mar 4

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    This might be my last job to live my life, I've worked for 5 different jobs in 5years, after graduating college. Now I am 27, I've dated 4 different wonderful man in a serious...
    27girl 27girl 26-30, F 1 day ago

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    poopoobryuki poopoobryuki 16-17, F Mar 9

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    I saw this caption type thing today about a girl who killed herself recently and the whole thing was just saying how everyone is too late and how no one speaks up and asks if...
    yoursecretlifestylee yoursecretlifestylee 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 22

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    I don't have more friends because most of the time people just don't get me, some ask me why I am the way I am, and it's something hard to explain, because a lot of things have...
    franchesval franchesval 18-21, F Mar 14

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