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I Dont Feel Down I Just Feel I Wanna Live Again

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    yeah It's Like What Thi...

    yeah it's like what this whole experience is all about living and ****.
    becabear becabear 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 12, 2009

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    I Just Want Peace!

     I have always been someone who worries about everything and anything and it's really tiring. I just want to be able to get through the day without having my mind full of useless worries. I can't help myself though I seem to be constantly thinking about what others think of...
    bufy1981 bufy1981 26-30, F 2 Responses May 12, 2009

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    Bored Housewife

    I remember when I used to always be out and about doing things, having fun, and staying busy. Now, I rarely go anywhere or do anything. I feel like I've become a frumpy housewife with no life of my own. It all revolves around my hubby and my children. I'm to young to feel this...
    WinterMountain WinterMountain 36-40, F 16 Responses Jan 29, 2009

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    I Used To Feel....

    I live in a world surrounded by the dull and inactive. They do as they feel like but its never anything vivid or exciting. I want to be feel alive again because all this dull and boring energy around me is slowly putting me to sleep. In a painful and saddening way.
    YaziiJ YaziiJ 16-17, F Nov 22, 2010

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    Most Of The Time....

    I'm really not depressed, I just feel...Dead.  Not even dead, actually, just like I was never really alive.  I want to go do things, but I always feel like things are holding me back.  Specifically, and as sad as this is, I feel my family holds me back most of all...
    moonlit1 moonlit1 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 15, 2010

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    I Feel Like I Have Nothing to Live For

    Im a 16 year old guy, about to go into 6 form in britain. My 6 month girlfriend who i lost my virginity too left me on the 1st because she lost her feelings, since then i just feel so down and have no real goals anymore, i used to be able to go see her to be happy but i cant now...
    tomtails tomtails 16-17 4 Responses Aug 6, 2009

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    Living Again

    I do--I want to live again, I want to "feel" again. I want to smile, enjoy  life and smell the roses.
    BlueEyez BlueEyez 31-35, F Dec 14, 2007

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    I Want More

    I don't feel how alive i was when me and my husband got together. Now i have been talking with some one on-line and he makes me feel so alive and he is all i can think about. All we have done is talk but the thought of more is there and I don't like it. But I wish that i could...
    aller aller 26-30, F Sep 19, 2009

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    Just Want to Accept Me.

    I just hate everything about me, it ruins everything i cant make friends easily im 18 and i have done nothing with my life, i work in a nursery and parents talk to me like im a kid still. I always look rough, my hair is such a mess i dont know what to do with it. I dont know...
    candywarhol candywarhol 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 16, 2009

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    Decision Decisions

    i have always felt the need to fufil others but recently i have fufiled my self and iit felt good i feel i can finaly live and not feel chained down life is full of suprises and im willin to be its not gonna be enough for me
    heidischainmailangel heidischainmailangel 22-25, M 4 Responses Jul 25, 2009

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    Missing Life

    i just want to be happy! i want to feel loved! i want to be wanted! i want to live again! not to much to ask right?
    sickboy87 sickboy87 31-35, M 1 Response Mar 3, 2008

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    Idk I think I'm just throwing myself a pity party from all the **** that's happened this month. I've been handling it ok but idk.. And watching "if I stay" probably isn't helping...
    xizzyx xizzyx 22-25, F 1 Response May 2

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    why do we have to live? we should have to freedom to die when we want. if they wanna die, let them go.
    ThatOneSomaliGirl ThatOneSomaliGirl 13-15, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    Some people make me upset. They don't understand how I feel at all, and thus are so disrespectful, though unknowingly. I guess it's not really their fault, but I don't know how to...
    dabram71 dabram71 16-17, M May 3

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    feeling like this is not the place I need to be at right now. feels like its getting close to time for me to leave this place tired of feeling like a loser everyday I wake up. a...
    lonelymom1982 lonelymom1982 31-35, F 2 Responses May 16

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    Have you ever felt like you should be somewhere else. Doing something else? With someone else? To be happy? Well I feel like I've thrown my life away at 21. I do have a good job...
    ivey1293 ivey1293 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Feeling so down. I was claiming Employment and support allowance due to my severe anxiety, depression and eating disorder but since having a work capability assessment I have...
    tvdlover1865 tvdlover1865 18-21, F 1 Response May 7

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    So there's this hole inside me that can't be filled. It's void and needs to be filled up. I'm beginning to see maybe I need crisis to fill this void. I'm attracted to people who...
    AlricVirgil AlricVirgil 26-30, M 1 Response May 4

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    After a few years I have finally told my parents about the suicidal thoughts I had. Regretting it now, my mother is upset at herself for not seeing that I was in pain at the time...
    bhm8982 bhm8982 22-25, M 3 Responses May 8

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    I don't know what's wrong, iv a great boyfriend, but the littlest thing he does annoys me and makes me angry, iv been really pessimistic for the last three weeks or so iv been...
    AddyRose AddyRose 18-21, F May 13

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    Ever feel like you're just existing and not really living
    TheSongPlaysWithin TheSongPlaysWithin 18-21, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    I can talk to anyone I am lesbian
    Lesbo11 Lesbo11 18-21, F 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    I wish I made better choices like picking the right guy or even eating the right foods , today has been the last straw I can't take it anymore I'm tired... emotionally physically...
    allyvee allyvee 18-21, F 2 Responses May 3

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    It hurts. But there's nothing that can be done.
    AlricVirgil AlricVirgil 26-30, M 3 Responses May 3

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    Ughh. I need help. Could anyone please help me? :(
    Aireena Aireena 18-21, F 2 Responses May 4

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    I just want to die. I'm tired of living and giving everything I have to make people happy. I have been hurting for the last 13 years and now when I had something that made me happy...
    darkness0919 darkness0919 18-21, M 2 Responses May 16

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    went to zaxbys today and had two different employees ask me if i was ok. dont know what kind of look i had on my face but it must have been bad for two people who dont know me to...
    lonelymom1982 lonelymom1982 31-35, F 1 Response May 18

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    people think my kind are bad and hurt humans but its not true just because where mer people doesn't make us bad we hurt you if your to close to the pod because we don't want our...
    mermaidjoyprincess mermaidjoyprincess 18-21, F May 20

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    I just realized that Im one of those guys who died before 25. Life is just a chain of activities from the moment I open my eyes in the morning until I go to bed at night. I...
    cakenibal cakenibal 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I thought happiness was having friends and being productive. Now that I am a major loner I can reflect on how I used to be. I had friends and was productive but I wasn't...
    harpermaree1995 harpermaree1995 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I don't think I'm going to a college. Maybe a community college for two years, but that's it. After that I think I'm done with education for a while. I wanna live a fun life. I...
    jacepierson jacepierson 18-21, M May 13

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    I like two girls a lot but i know i can't... (Don't wanna say names) The first girl i like is very sweet, pretty and we've been best friends for 3 years. I've had the longest...
    Erronblack Erronblack 13-15, M 4 Responses May 19

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    Its been awhile since ive written anything.. I have been feeling lost lately and i was reminded that i used to write.. So here i am. Wondering where to start..... I suppose ill...
    sunpea sunpea 36-40, F May 7

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    I want to stop existing and start living, I wanna break out every bond that holds me I don't wanna eat to survive I wanna live to feed....
    ojeezy ojeezy 22-25, M May 10

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    I just hope I do not die for just one more year because maybe there are good things coming but I'm tired. This world is a hallucination I don't wanna live in. I wanna die. :(
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response May 11

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    I am a one way motorway I'm the one that drives away Then follows you back home I am a street light shining I'm a wild light blinding bright Burning off alone It's times like...
    MzOnceUponAtime MzOnceUponAtime 26-30, F 5 days ago

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    To be in love with a man.And so deeply and I let him hurt my feeling over and over again.Love can bring happiness but to me love brings sadness.A,just wanna tell you..I've been in...
    des3low des3low 31-35, F 1 Response May 10

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    I feel like people don't want to listen to me, that I'm just another burden in their lives. Everyone has it worse, or they're too busy, or maybe they don't really like me. Any way...
    themeice themeice 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Few years ago my life were taken from me by a Mafia Ring. Once they found me again, trying to live about 3 years ago; they started to STALK me. On line Off Line. I have been living...
    kslilacs kslilacs 31-35, F May 21

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    I Love standing under the rain! When i feel down i go outside hopefully it is an rainy day -- there I can cry --- there is nobody who see my tears. Now I can let go and Cry...
    tomanyfeeling28 tomanyfeeling28 26-30, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    A letter I would write to my ex: Hey So just a quick overview of everything we went through together: When I met you, you had a history of bad relationships, including...
    SeeJayEss SeeJayEss 16-17, M 5 days ago

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