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I Dont Feel Down I Just Feel I Wanna Live Again

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    Most Of The Time....

    I'm really not depressed, I just feel...Dead.  Not even dead, actually, just like I was never really alive.  I want to go do things, but I always feel like things are holding me back.  Specifically, and as sad as this is, I feel my family holds me back most of all...
    moonlit1 moonlit1 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 15, 2010

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    yeah It's Like What Thi...

    yeah it's like what this whole experience is all about living and ****.
    becabear becabear 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 12, 2009

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    Just Want to Accept Me.

    I just hate everything about me, it ruins everything i cant make friends easily im 18 and i have done nothing with my life, i work in a nursery and parents talk to me like im a kid still. I always look rough, my hair is such a mess i dont know what to do with it. I dont know...
    candywarhol candywarhol 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 16, 2009

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    I Used To Feel....

    I live in a world surrounded by the dull and inactive. They do as they feel like but its never anything vivid or exciting. I want to be feel alive again because all this dull and boring energy around me is slowly putting me to sleep. In a painful and saddening way.
    YaziiJ YaziiJ 16-17, F Nov 22, 2010

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    Living Again

    I do--I want to live again, I want to "feel" again. I want to smile, enjoy  life and smell the roses.
    BlueEyez BlueEyez 31-35, F Dec 14, 2007

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    I Want More

    I don't feel how alive i was when me and my husband got together. Now i have been talking with some one on-line and he makes me feel so alive and he is all i can think about. All we have done is talk but the thought of more is there and I don't like it. But I wish that i could...
    aller aller 26-30, F Sep 19, 2009

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    Bored Housewife

    I remember when I used to always be out and about doing things, having fun, and staying busy. Now, I rarely go anywhere or do anything. I feel like I've become a frumpy housewife with no life of my own. It all revolves around my hubby and my children. I'm to young to feel this...
    WinterMountain WinterMountain 36-40, F 16 Responses Jan 29, 2009

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    I Feel Like I Have Nothing to Live For

    Im a 16 year old guy, about to go into 6 form in britain. My 6 month girlfriend who i lost my virginity too left me on the 1st because she lost her feelings, since then i just feel so down and have no real goals anymore, i used to be able to go see her to be happy but i cant now...
    tomtails tomtails 16-17 4 Responses Aug 6, 2009

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    Missing Life

    i just want to be happy! i want to feel loved! i want to be wanted! i want to live again! not to much to ask right?
    sickboy87 sickboy87 31-35, M 1 Response Mar 3, 2008

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    I Just Want Peace!

     I have always been someone who worries about everything and anything and it's really tiring. I just want to be able to get through the day without having my mind full of useless worries. I can't help myself though I seem to be constantly thinking about what others think of...
    bufy1981 bufy1981 26-30, F 2 Responses May 12, 2009

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    Decision Decisions

    i have always felt the need to fufil others but recently i have fufiled my self and iit felt good i feel i can finaly live and not feel chained down life is full of suprises and im willin to be its not gonna be enough for me
    heidischainmailangel heidischainmailangel 22-25, M 4 Responses Jul 25, 2009

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    This is the first time I am sharing my story. Exactly as I said before, I feel like I live in Hell. Hell on Earth, that is. Now, let me tell you why. First of all, I have a large...
    Mymin Mymin 13-15, F 2 days ago

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    i have no idea why but i have been feeling down a lot lately
    yarpas yarpas 13-15, M Jul 19

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    My friends are great! I've had a lot of fun with them. I'm pretty nice to everyone and everyone is nice back, but I only hang out with my three real friends. I have started to...
    HeadWest HeadWest 16-17, F Jul 17

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    How do I get rid of this feeling? I've been feeling so down and negative I just want to feel okay again.
    emelon12 emelon12 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 29

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    I'm known by everyone to be a happy, confident bubbly 17 y/o girl, and I am, when I'm out with friends and family being distracted. But then as soon as it's night and I know no one...
    nlu16 nlu16 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 16

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    My uncles funeral today and I was so close to falling apart, constantly having to hold myself together but thing is I hardly knew him as he was in my life for the first 5-6 years...
    Dg135 Dg135 22-25, M Jul 8

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    This oughta help: WELL, I BEEN DOWN SO GOD DAMN LONG THAT IT LOOKS LIKE UP TO ME. WELL, I BEEN DOWN SO VERY DAMN LONG THAT IT LOOKS LIKE UP TO ME.WHY DON'T ONE 'YOU...
    LEMONkinks LEMONkinks 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    Back in the first year of school everything was great and fun, and innocently happy. Now, in such a short time everything has changed and I feel, well, crap. All the time. In the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jul 3

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    All I have ever wanted was for someone to hold me close and be sincere about caring for me. To this day all I have been met with is rejection, unrequited feelings, abandonment...
    janedoe50 janedoe50 22-25, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I seem to be ok for a while but then I get really down. I climb out of one hole just to fall in another one. I sure hope I can achieve some peace. I have never been on drugs and I...
    greyeye greyeye 51-55, F 4 Responses Jul 12

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    I kind of feel like **** right now... Not suicidal or feeling the need to self-harm or anything. I just feel sad and alone.
    PairOfTrees PairOfTrees 16-17, F 3 Responses Jul 17

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    I don't mean to sound like a whiny little kid but I guess it's my day to feel depressed
    reelman4372 reelman4372 31-35, M Jul 2

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    I kinda like this girl from my holiday but thing is I'm not the nicest looking as I have ugly looking eyes and stuff, I also have a learning disability, I told her today how I felt...
    Dg135 Dg135 22-25, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Kisses kept are wasted Love is to be tasted there are some you love, I know; be not loathe to tell them so Lips go dry eyes grow wet Waiting to be warmly met keep them not waiting...
    coolchaser25 coolchaser25 13-15, F 1 day ago

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    R.I.P uncle Charles, just wanted to spend more time getting to know you
    Dg135 Dg135 22-25, M Jun 30

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    Seems like all I do now is cry. Well poker face time for work.....
    jakobe1987 jakobe1987 26-30, F 3 Responses Jul 2

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    Sometimes I wake up and I just can't take it. The tears start. I hate when my hubby works nights. Sleeping alone is the worst. Seems like all I do is cry....
    jakobe1987 jakobe1987 26-30, F Jul 6

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    I'm getting depressed trying everything in my power to pretend I'm not. Trying this stay sane...
    sararivera sararivera 18-21, F Jul 7

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    My husband left me after 20 years of marriage...We have 4 Kids..It has been almost a year and he only has paid 600.00 in child-support payments...I am about to lose my home..but...
    katina1973 katina1973 41-45, F Jul 8

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    For anyone who is trying to let go or who have just let go, you could probably relate to this quote x
    laurz14 laurz14 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 8

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    Just needs someone to talk to.. The person you need isn't there or doesn't listen.. I need to find a hobby.
    thinking0801 thinking0801 18-21, F 4 Responses Jul 17

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    I have a hard time understanding how you can be there for someone and they are never there for you. It just eats away at me. Makes it hard to keep my head on straight.
    RIPMoa RIPMoa 26-30, M Jul 17

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    Why do I always sabotage everything good !!!
    Dg135 Dg135 22-25, M Jul 19

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    That's it I just can't be arsed anymore People be nice all they want case I know it's just an act they put on
    Dg135 Dg135 22-25, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I don't live in a completely sexless marriage. But I live in a marriage where I am rejected if I make the first move and we only have sex if he wants to, which is rare. This means...
    lisanalfie lisanalfie 36-40, F 13 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    I know this sinking feeling anywhere. It's happening again. I've been depressed most of my teenage years. I have plenty of ups, but there are always downs that follow close behind...
    LettersToTheSky LettersToTheSky 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 2

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    I can still hear your name on my lips..oh how I wish I could tell u how I'm feeling.. I wanna use these lips to tell how much I miss you.. How much I wanna hold you.. I can feel...
    cocoastrawberry cocoastrawberry 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    Mary, Mary, to be this young is oh so scary Mary, Mary, to be this young I'm oh so scared I wanna live I wanna love But it's a long hard road out of hell
    dazedreamer dazedreamer 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    I never thought that I would be in a situation like this. I was raised in a strict Christian family that honed in on the importance of being a "good girl". My 1st marriage ended in...
    BHEwife BHEwife 41-45, F 19 Responses Jun 30

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    I just wanna live in a giant rave. **** my brain and insides up so I can forget everything
    loladdicted loladdicted 13-15, F Jun 30

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    I feel sad and angry.It's like all my emotions are trapped inside and can't get out.I just wanna feel happy and alive again,but there's nothing that makes me happy anymore.It's...
    shygirlaquamarine shygirlaquamarine 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 11

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    hey all ! ... this is important and big. can i have a small time of yours, just little.. few minutes.. i sign up here around a year back to share my story with people and i did. i...
    heartless2 heartless2 22-25, M a week ago

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    hey all ! ... this is important and big. can i have a small time of yours, just little.. few minutes.. i sign up here around a year back to share my story with people and i did. i...
    heartless2 heartless2 22-25, M 6 days ago

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    i ask this questions without a hint of sarcasm or trying to be funny ... are women ever in the mood , i mean really in the mood , like really wanting it ? ... ive only been with 1...
    skiball5150 skiball5150 36-40, M 14 Responses Jun 30

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    I love to cuddle with a girl and just hold her close because I love the feel of her laying against me.
    Zalbaar Zalbaar 13-15, M 19 hrs ago

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    I look into eyes that lie, most times its me in front of a mirror... i lie to myself about being okay,about being at peace, being strong.... when does it all end.. I wondered the...
    Nichalas Nichalas 22-25, M Jul 11