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I Dont Feel Down I Just Feel I Wanna Live Again

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 187 People

    I Used To Feel....

    I live in a world surrounded by the dull and inactive. They do as they feel like but its never anything vivid or exciting. I want to be feel alive again because all this dull and boring energy around me is slowly putting me to sleep. In a painful and saddening way.
    YaziiJ YaziiJ 16-17, F Nov 22, 2010

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    I Feel Like I Have Nothing to Live For

    Im a 16 year old guy, about to go into 6 form in britain. My 6 month girlfriend who i lost my virginity too left me on the 1st because she lost her feelings, since then i just feel so down and have no real goals anymore, i used to be able to go see her to be happy but i cant now...
    tomtails tomtails 16-17 4 Responses Aug 6, 2009

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    Just Want to Accept Me.

    I just hate everything about me, it ruins everything i cant make friends easily im 18 and i have done nothing with my life, i work in a nursery and parents talk to me like im a kid still. I always look rough, my hair is such a mess i dont know what to do with it. I dont know...
    candywarhol candywarhol 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 16, 2009

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    Living Again

    I do--I want to live again, I want to "feel" again. I want to smile, enjoy  life and smell the roses.
    BlueEyez BlueEyez 31-35, F Dec 14, 2007

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    Decision Decisions

    i have always felt the need to fufil others but recently i have fufiled my self and iit felt good i feel i can finaly live and not feel chained down life is full of suprises and im willin to be its not gonna be enough for me
    heidischainmailangel heidischainmailangel 22-25, M 4 Responses Jul 25, 2009

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    Bored Housewife

    I remember when I used to always be out and about doing things, having fun, and staying busy. Now, I rarely go anywhere or do anything. I feel like I've become a frumpy housewife with no life of my own. It all revolves around my hubby and my children. I'm to young to feel this...
    WinterMountain WinterMountain 36-40, F 16 Responses Jan 29, 2009

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    Most Of The Time....

    I'm really not depressed, I just feel...Dead.  Not even dead, actually, just like I was never really alive.  I want to go do things, but I always feel like things are holding me back.  Specifically, and as sad as this is, I feel my family holds me back most of all...
    moonlit1 moonlit1 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 15, 2010

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    Missing Life

    i just want to be happy! i want to feel loved! i want to be wanted! i want to live again! not to much to ask right?
    sickboy87 sickboy87 31-35, M 1 Response Mar 3, 2008

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    I Want More

    I don't feel how alive i was when me and my husband got together. Now i have been talking with some one on-line and he makes me feel so alive and he is all i can think about. All we have done is talk but the thought of more is there and I don't like it. But I wish that i could...
    aller aller 26-30, F Sep 19, 2009

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    yeah It's Like What Thi...

    yeah it's like what this whole experience is all about living and ****.
    becabear becabear 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 12, 2009

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    I Just Want Peace!

     I have always been someone who worries about everything and anything and it's really tiring. I just want to be able to get through the day without having my mind full of useless worries. I can't help myself though I seem to be constantly thinking about what others think of...
    bufy1981 bufy1981 26-30, F 2 Responses May 12, 2009

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    Related Experiences

    I dont really know how to explain it, but I just don't feel myself. I keep having to make myself have energy or smile for instance. When I think I'm okayy and feel good, I then get...
    wonderland63893 wonderland63893 16-17, F 2 Responses Feb 13

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    I am feeling down and it is because of her. She should support me in this hard time. I know it is a hard time for both of us but we should hang in there instead of blaming...
    Tommtomy Tommtomy 31-35, M Feb 5

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    I have never been happy. Now that may sound like an exaggeration, but I'm telling you God's honest truth. Their are times when I feel angry or sad, or complacent, but never happy...
    TheIncredibleMrNobody TheIncredibleMrNobody 18-21, M 2 Responses Feb 19

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    I guess there's always that moment. Although I should be smiling because he seems to have special feeling for me (from what most people answered me and how I seen from him) and I...
    Bunnie486 Bunnie486 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 16

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    I don't know why I do but I just end up feeling very depressed. I made a pact with myself to change and after not following through lately I am struggling just to find the sense to...
    jacqueline1972 jacqueline1972 36-40, T 8 Responses Feb 11

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    I had a bestt friend since we were you can say in diapers ....For 15 years everything was awesome....we enjoyed our comppany a lott...but then a gul came between us...she tried to...
    Rutuja05 Rutuja05 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 15

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    It's my intention to let people down. But when it was said to you face to face special early in the morning while you are eating breakfast.... Feels like I don't want to go out...
    myleslus myleslus 22-25, F Feb 4

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    It's a sad day when the person you thought could never let you down, actually does.
    Remidog5 Remidog5 18-21, F 4 Responses Feb 1

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    It sucks to feel that death is following you everywhere. I mean , I already know that I can die at any time , but to feel how close it is to you ?!! that's terrible. I am watching...
    Nayera Nayera 16-17 3 Responses Feb 16

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    I feel like unplugging sometimes. Today is one of those days. I kinda have up chasing a girl I've liked for a looong *** time. No one really messages me on Facebook or calls me...
    thiswillmostlikelyformyou thiswillmostlikelyformyou 18-21, M Feb 18

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    there is something wrong with me, i dont know what is it. i just dont feel alive, i lost motivation. there is something else too but i dont know is it, when i try to figure it out...
    indirauliaa indirauliaa 16-17, F 2 Responses Feb 20

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    *sigh* I'm going through the most terrible time of my life. It all began last January. I found out that my boyfriend was cheating on me and flirting with my bestie. Well, I was so...
    liliesinameadow liliesinameadow 18-21, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    I look around me and see technology everywhere. Smart devices, tablets, smart TV's, laptops, I-phone's, etc. Most people love this stuff. I don't. Granted, I'm proficient in using...
    skyler1486 skyler1486 26-30, M 5 days ago

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    I am feeling a lot of self hatred this morning. Beautiful and yet I fall short. In the moments that one is captivated the true faults are washed away. Left staring in the mirror I...
    searchingfar searchingfar 22-25, F 3 days ago

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    our last kiss was an embrace of my heart although it was to be scarred and taken advantage of I shall not let the feeling of our warm love fade because you will always be my bae
    Angel2345 Angel2345 13-15, F Feb 3

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    There are two things that I don't understand. First, I have this unwanted jealousy. I've been feeling so inferior compared to my boyfriend. I don't even know why I have to compare...
    reilos28 reilos28 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I don't know why... I'd rather be in work than home right now so I'm looking for another job so I'm not home weekends. I hate feeling so stressed and work should not be a sanctuary...
    friendlygent friendlygent 26-30, M 3 days ago

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    I have a thought about our own life and existence. Is our consciousness so unique that changing anything of our genotype would make us another person? I mean, if it is changed just...
    DiegoSMarinho DiegoSMarinho 16-17, M Feb 5

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    What is life? Is life just a fault in The organization of matter? Is our consciousness just a mistake? Purely a illusion with no purpose at all? In my mind is The only place where...
    DiegoSMarinho DiegoSMarinho 16-17, M 5 days ago

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    I am sorry that sometimes (well most of the time) I get jealous, thinking that someone else could make you happier than I could. I guess it's my insecurities acting up. Because I...
    Sirwithherkey Sirwithherkey 31-35, M 2 Responses Feb 9

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    One would think that after sleeping on a couch in the main living area of the house for a month I would be thrilled to be back into a bedroom with a bed. Hell, and an attached...
    Myzery Myzery 31-35, F 1 Response Feb 9

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    Just one of those days where nothing seems to cheer me up.
    Nullfiend Nullfiend 31-35, M Feb 11

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    Hey..so today's pretty awful. my mum..well she's being unreasonable today it went like this she told me to study and i did. i studied physics, chinese, and other subjects. after...
    jasmintan88 jasmintan88 16-17, F 2 Responses Feb 15

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    My lips want your lips baddddd....No babes not those lips...my "other" lips....Mmmmmm
    Tr3asur3dLuv Tr3asur3dLuv 36-40, F 1 Response Feb 20

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    I feel this so much, like every day for the past three years. I just wanna be safe. I wanna live away from drunk people and ****** friends and I just really wanna go home.
    baabara baabara 22-25, M Feb 19

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    This title said it all for me but right now I don't care. I'm tired of everything and I mean tired! All I wanna do is sleep and chill on my phone. No energy for anything else...
    Myalee Myalee 41-45, F Feb 4

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    im 15 and a boy, and wanna get adopted by someone! i have my parent's full approval so, PLZ SOMEONE ADOPT ME! i dnt wanna live here anymore!,
    priyadharshan0 priyadharshan0 13-15, M 1 Response Feb 7

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    OK. I am in love. I have given my all for this woman, and I am beginning to finally allow her to see inside of me for real. The real me. Without walls, without logical thinking...
    cloudsoflife cloudsoflife 26-30, M 1 Response Feb 20

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    Was born and raised in Cali. Wouldn't wanna live any other place. Life here for the past 22 years on this earth. :)
    NatureScienceGirl NatureScienceGirl 18-21, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    Life gets harder and lonelier each day. I suffer with mental and physical issues. So you see why it's hard to wanna live.
    freshlove freshlove 31-35, M 6 days ago

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    Would like to know if anyone wanna live in jungle with me for a month or maybe longer please pm me
    garryliew90 garryliew90 22-25, M 1 day ago

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    Anyone free to chat?? Feel like wanna talk to someone. if anyone like to pls message me. ty...
    SandyEboy SandyEboy 18-21, M Feb 6

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    I thought I was strong enough to go to "his" soon to be sister in law's baby shower. But reality soon hit. I will not be part of that family I thought that I fit into. My heart...
    candij1983 candij1983 31-35, F 1 Response Feb 15

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    I feel down quite often. I try to remember everything I have to be grateful for - grown kids, health, job, home.Gratitude is what keeps me going and grounded.
    CarrieSue CarrieSue 51-55, F 4 hrs ago

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    It's the best feeling in the world.I'm thinking of someone who's on my list of friends here that I yearn to feel her beautiful body pressed up next to mine.I'm thinking about you...
    AfanOfbigNaturals AfanOfbigNaturals 41-45, M 12 hrs ago

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    My class had a party today and sadly they left me out!! I am tired of being nice to people!! I am feeling down !!!!