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I Dont Feel Down I Just Feel I Wanna Live Again

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    Missing Life

    i just want to be happy! i want to feel loved! i want to be wanted! i want to live again! not to much to ask right?
    sickboy87 sickboy87 31-35, M 1 Response Mar 3, 2008

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    Most Of The Time....

    I'm really not depressed, I just feel...Dead.  Not even dead, actually, just like I was never really alive.  I want to go do things, but I always feel like things are holding me back.  Specifically, and as sad as this is, I feel my family holds me back most of all...
    moonlit1 moonlit1 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 15, 2010

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    I Want More

    I don't feel how alive i was when me and my husband got together. Now i have been talking with some one on-line and he makes me feel so alive and he is all i can think about. All we have done is talk but the thought of more is there and I don't like it. But I wish that i could...
    aller aller 26-30, F Sep 19, 2009

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    I Feel Like I Have Nothing to Live For

    Im a 16 year old guy, about to go into 6 form in britain. My 6 month girlfriend who i lost my virginity too left me on the 1st because she lost her feelings, since then i just feel so down and have no real goals anymore, i used to be able to go see her to be happy but i cant now...
    tomtails tomtails 16-17 4 Responses Aug 6, 2009

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    yeah It's Like What Thi...

    yeah it's like what this whole experience is all about living and ****.
    becabear becabear 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 12, 2009

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    I Just Want Peace!

     I have always been someone who worries about everything and anything and it's really tiring. I just want to be able to get through the day without having my mind full of useless worries. I can't help myself though I seem to be constantly thinking about what others think of...
    bufy1981 bufy1981 26-30, F 2 Responses May 12, 2009

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    Decision Decisions

    i have always felt the need to fufil others but recently i have fufiled my self and iit felt good i feel i can finaly live and not feel chained down life is full of suprises and im willin to be its not gonna be enough for me
    heidischainmailangel heidischainmailangel 22-25, M 4 Responses Jul 25, 2009

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    I Used To Feel....

    I live in a world surrounded by the dull and inactive. They do as they feel like but its never anything vivid or exciting. I want to be feel alive again because all this dull and boring energy around me is slowly putting me to sleep. In a painful and saddening way.
    YaziiJ YaziiJ 16-17, F Nov 22, 2010

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    Just Want to Accept Me.

    I just hate everything about me, it ruins everything i cant make friends easily im 18 and i have done nothing with my life, i work in a nursery and parents talk to me like im a kid still. I always look rough, my hair is such a mess i dont know what to do with it. I dont know...
    candywarhol candywarhol 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 16, 2009

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    Bored Housewife

    I remember when I used to always be out and about doing things, having fun, and staying busy. Now, I rarely go anywhere or do anything. I feel like I've become a frumpy housewife with no life of my own. It all revolves around my hubby and my children. I'm to young to feel this...
    WinterMountain WinterMountain 36-40, F 16 Responses Jan 29, 2009

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    Living Again

    I do--I want to live again, I want to "feel" again. I want to smile, enjoy  life and smell the roses.
    BlueEyez BlueEyez 31-35, F Dec 14, 2007

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    Related Experiences

    I have been dating the same woman on and off for 9 years. We have always had the same exact problems (not really meant for each other, way too many differences, basically we differ...
    trustinchange trustinchange 31-35, M 53 mins ago

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    This is a personality trait that goes right through me. I am usually an understanding person and I get that sometimes people have a bad day or are mad at the world, but if you are...
    455cargirl 455cargirl 36-40, F 2 Responses 1 hr ago

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    When I'm lyin' in my bed at night I don't wanna grow up Nothin' ever seems to turn out right I don't wanna grow up How do you move in a world of fog That's always changing things...
    ThatMetalDude ThatMetalDude 22-25, M 1 hr ago

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    Every time I read a post on this website, I try my hardest to write something, anything that would make the one who posted it cheer up a bit or feel better in a way or two. Yet...
    Junderbalt Junderbalt 18-21, M 2 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    As a Girl you should not die without being Laid by Mens. Because girls ratio is low So if you really wanna Die Go out Have sex parteners approax 20-30 males . Become prostitute if...
    LooserMale LooserMale 22-25, M 2 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    I always dreamed of running away. As kid I was secretly planning escape from my family. Having bag ready with only stuff I would need under my bed. I got pocket knife, sleeping...
    tripwithzip tripwithzip 26-30, F 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    Love this song 😍 You're the light, you're the night You're the color of my blood You're the cure, you're the pain You're the only thing I wanna touch Never knew that it could...
    Elbellzi Elbellzi 36-40, F 2 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    It has been a while since I posted an experience, but I feel the need to get this off my chest. I consider myself a very passionate person. When I love, it's deeply and I would do...
    sb8990 sb8990 22-25, F 4 Responses 15 hrs ago

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    One thing I always said about life in the back of my mind 'if there's nothing right then there's nothing left' I am realising that now lately as I feel I have sunk my quality of...
    WokenandOpen WokenandOpen 31-35, M 1 Response 15 hrs ago

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    my OH decided Sunday to sleep at his rents as he wasnt sleeping at ours, today he hasnt contacted me he always does, I feel like we r slipping apart and its killing me, ive already...
    Ffirebrand Ffirebrand 31-35, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    My dog always sits next to me well I am sick or feel down. He is a good little soul.
    BrokenAngel38 BrokenAngel38 36-40, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    My moods to the point of being angry with everyone or everything I see, not only that but I also feel kinda depressed for everything that's happening to me. I'm thinking thoughts...
    Cooper802 Cooper802 18-21, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I am feeling down.. it feels like someone just destroyed me and knock me down
    MarryJ420 MarryJ420 18-21, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    yesterday was left behind today hates me tomorrow doesn't want to wait for me a week is coming to fast and a month is going to soon but each day is different and never the same...
    lies18 lies18 18-21 1 Response 2 days ago

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    yesterday was left behind today hates me tomorrow doesn't want to wait for me a week is coming to fast and a month is going to soon but each day is different and never the same...
    lies18 lies18 18-21 2 days ago

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    I am feeling afraid and paranoid. No judgments please. I met this guy on the internet. We were chatting for months. Got closer and closer until we got into a relationship. Well...
    Awesomenessoverload Awesomenessoverload 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    I can't remember the last time I felt well. I am frustrated because even when things are going right I always think "it won't last", "something's gonna fail", "you're not doing...
    placelessboy placelessboy 13-15, M 3 days ago

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    Lately I've been feeling down. I am an empath and I pick up other emotions like a sponge. Why is this world so evil? Why is this world so full with egoism and coldness? People are...
    Hyadeansoul Hyadeansoul 18-21, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    Oh I've got a loving family Oh how they adore me And they're the reason my heart beats ever stronger I live for the smiles of my siblings and the proud words of my parents For...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    I have posted about leaving my husband and starting over and I was so relieved, but I never thought within months I would meet someone so amazing. After 6 weeks of talking and...
    BONBEACHER BONBEACHER 26-30, F 4 days ago

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    Some days, or don't know what I'm doing wrong. I don't feel like I am, I pick up after him and satisfy him when I have to. Listening to him talk about himself has become a hobby of...
    nikknikk nikknikk 18-21, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    thanks for everything and i wanna tell you that it goes right and my boyfriend came back and we were wonderful together he understands me well and we talked about our marriage and...
    Exita Exita 22-25, F 6 days ago

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    Make believe that I impress, every word by design turns your head. I wanna feel reckless, wanna live it up just because, I wanna feel weightless and that would enough. Maybe it's...
    kidLeftInTheDark kidLeftInTheDark 13-15, F 6 days ago

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    Was suppose to be great night which turned into being bailed on. I have so much more I wanna say, but there's always one person on here to say the wrong **** to make your night...
    ayooavery21 ayooavery21 22-25, M a week ago

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    words can't never explain this feeling i have. i guess the problems are from my side every time, because there are mean people against your feelings, you feel like that you are...
    EliasMOP EliasMOP 18-21, M 1 Response a week ago

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    I'm just a very confused and curious soul. I hate that I over think many things. I have such an open mind and my thoughts get to me. I hate the way I am. Many others see potential...
    Lir18 Lir18 18-21, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    Not intended to be good. Just unloading some gloominess. I wrote this recently. It's long and I don't expect anyone to actually read it. Upon waking in the morning, there is a...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    it's been a long time almost 6 years and I've always loved her no matter what we've had a lot of ups and downs and I just can't resist the feeling of care and love I have for her...
    milind3012 milind3012 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 25

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    It's hard sometimes to not feel the weight of the world on my shoulders. Since starting the divorce process, my experiences with my stbx have been mixed. Some days, he'll seem...
    cmcars cmcars 31-35, F 1 Response Jun 24

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    oh how i love to see log cabin house photos and figuring out how does it feels like to live in a log house and wish to build my own someday :D
    realhappiness realhappiness 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 23

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    But I don't know what my passion is... Everyday is very empty for me ... I used to travel alot and meet many people now I just want to be alone... I find it hard to concentrate...
    thousandcuts thousandcuts 22-25, F 3 Responses Jun 22

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