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I Dont Feel Down I Just Feel I Wanna Live Again

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 186 People

    I Want More

    I don't feel how alive i was when me and my husband got together. Now i have been talking with some one on-line and he makes me feel so alive and he is all i can think about. All we have done is talk but the thought of more is there and I don't like it. But I wish that i could...
    aller aller 26-30, F Sep 19, 2009

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    Decision Decisions

    i have always felt the need to fufil others but recently i have fufiled my self and iit felt good i feel i can finaly live and not feel chained down life is full of suprises and im willin to be its not gonna be enough for me
    heidischainmailangel heidischainmailangel 22-25, M 4 Responses Jul 25, 2009

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    I Used To Feel....

    I live in a world surrounded by the dull and inactive. They do as they feel like but its never anything vivid or exciting. I want to be feel alive again because all this dull and boring energy around me is slowly putting me to sleep. In a painful and saddening way.
    YaziiJ YaziiJ 16-17, F Nov 22, 2010

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    yeah It's Like What Thi...

    yeah it's like what this whole experience is all about living and ****.
    becabear becabear 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 12, 2009

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    Bored Housewife

    I remember when I used to always be out and about doing things, having fun, and staying busy. Now, I rarely go anywhere or do anything. I feel like I've become a frumpy housewife with no life of my own. It all revolves around my hubby and my children. I'm to young to feel this...
    WinterMountain WinterMountain 36-40, F 16 Responses Jan 29, 2009

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    Missing Life

    i just want to be happy! i want to feel loved! i want to be wanted! i want to live again! not to much to ask right?
    sickboy87 sickboy87 31-35, M 1 Response Mar 3, 2008

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    I Just Want Peace!

     I have always been someone who worries about everything and anything and it's really tiring. I just want to be able to get through the day without having my mind full of useless worries. I can't help myself though I seem to be constantly thinking about what others think of...
    bufy1981 bufy1981 26-30, F 2 Responses May 12, 2009

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    Just Want to Accept Me.

    I just hate everything about me, it ruins everything i cant make friends easily im 18 and i have done nothing with my life, i work in a nursery and parents talk to me like im a kid still. I always look rough, my hair is such a mess i dont know what to do with it. I dont know...
    candywarhol candywarhol 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 16, 2009

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    Most Of The Time....

    I'm really not depressed, I just feel...Dead.  Not even dead, actually, just like I was never really alive.  I want to go do things, but I always feel like things are holding me back.  Specifically, and as sad as this is, I feel my family holds me back most of all...
    moonlit1 moonlit1 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 15, 2010

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    I Feel Like I Have Nothing to Live For

    Im a 16 year old guy, about to go into 6 form in britain. My 6 month girlfriend who i lost my virginity too left me on the 1st because she lost her feelings, since then i just feel so down and have no real goals anymore, i used to be able to go see her to be happy but i cant now...
    tomtails tomtails 16-17 4 Responses Aug 6, 2009

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    Living Again

    I do--I want to live again, I want to "feel" again. I want to smile, enjoy  life and smell the roses.
    BlueEyez BlueEyez 31-35, F Dec 14, 2007

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    i am feeling down now. i thought i'm gonna be okay three hours ago. but to be honest i am feeling pretty bad right now. i don't feel like talking with anyone...i just wanna forget...
    juryandrews juryandrews 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 12

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    Hey! I'm feeling down for some reason. I'm a guy from Sweden, lived in Norway for 1 year and now I'm living in paradise, Thailand. or, atleast for now. I would say I got a really...
    znik znik 18-21, M 2 Responses Dec 4

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    I feel like life is one knock after another. 110% effort to just feel deflated and neglected. I should be happy, I'm on pills to stop me feeling down but I still feel down. It's...
    friendlygent friendlygent 26-30, M 1 Response Dec 9

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    I am feeling so incredibly down right now. I'm so confused too. I probably feel down mostly because of my stupidity. I used to be a cutter, I'm recovering right now. I have...
    avey10 avey10 18-21, F 2 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    Idk... I've been feeling down these past few weeks. Maybe I'm just lonely, or tired of stuff. I have lots of problem and the worse is I can never seem to talk about it...
    DustAngel DustAngel 13-15, F Dec 9

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    As I sit here listening to Christmas music, I begin to think of the good things I had with my parents when they were alive. Decorating the tree, watching Christmas movies and so...
    NeoxExor NeoxExor 22-25, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    Feeling down today and not liking Christmas this year!!!
    Uoaman Uoaman 36-40, M 3 days ago

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    I try to find people to talk to so I can not think about my ex gf. I have only made a few friends on here. Some I talk to everyday some I don't talk to much. I have lost a couple...
    Uoaman Uoaman 36-40, M 2 hrs ago

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    I am feeling depressed anyone wanna talk?Anyone wanna talk?????
    Misscoconut Misscoconut 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 12

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    Why? I don't see why death should be a solution. Can someone please explain it? **** off to whatever person that has left you. Is life boring or just sad? Take medicines or drugs...
    AcidBrain AcidBrain 22-25, M 1 Response Dec 4

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    I really need to get out of bed. It took me an hour and a half to get out of bed. And less than an hour later, I'm back in it again. I know nothing's going to get better unless I...
    LittleClouds LittleClouds 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 30

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    Well you want to hear about harsh rejections, try being rejected and trying to meet women for just the smallest intimacy from a woman. I've been trying to have this for 4 years...
    johnnystar4u johnnystar4u 41-45, M 1 Response Dec 1

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    Where do I even begin? How do I start to accept, to acknowledge that what I feel for you is real? How can I show you? Do I even have the strength to tell you? The courage it takes...
    Elis14 Elis14 16-17, F Nov 29

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    I NEED ADVICE. I have been with this guy for 3 years, known each other for 4. I have a 11month old daughter with him. after a couple of years dating him I realized he isnt the guy...
    TheShyGirl93 TheShyGirl93 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 11

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    Please I really need someone to help me. I feel so broken. ;_;
    Shadowdancers Shadowdancers 13-15, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    The holidays always have a way of making me feel alone. In some ways, I can't help but feel I've done my part in making that happen.Here's to getting through another lousy day...
    thenicholasexperience thenicholasexperience 31-35, M 2 days ago

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    Laying in bed now, but can't fall asleep. Just feel like crying. What inside my head is full of negative minds. I trembling for uncertainty. Everything is such a mess. It seem like...
    Acrylic19 Acrylic19 16-17, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I really want to take apart pencil sharpeners right now and cut. I feel so alone. Why does everyone leave me? I'm sorry that I care too much. :/
    RyleeFTM RyleeFTM 13-15, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I need some cheering up :(
    electriccloud electriccloud 16-17, F 4 Responses Nov 27

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    My husband and I are growing further and further apart and this time I don't really care. We have been married for 24yrs and there is just no love shown at all.
    sisterkathy13 sisterkathy13 41-45, F 2 Responses Dec 9

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    Today I came home and had a huge fight with my mom, she left and I had continuous panic attacks and I got angry and punched a plastic tote about 10 times. Finals week has stressed...
    RyleeFTM RyleeFTM 13-15, M a week ago

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    Too sad to sleep. Don't really know why. Probably just out of loneliness as usual. I just really miss having someone to be affectionate with 😔
    brimc7 brimc7 16-17, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    It's been a year since he'd been married and also blessed with a child.. Look at me?? I'm still dwelling on my past...! Arghhh
    ShanaiyaGrey ShanaiyaGrey 22-25, F 5 days ago

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    Something I Need I had a dream the other night About how we only get one life Woke me up right after two Stayed awake and stared at you So I wouldn't lose my mind And I had the...
    Sirwithherkey Sirwithherkey 31-35, M Dec 18

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    I've been having depression once or twice in a year, times when i am just feeling down and drugged up until things seem to get better. But i've never felt like i do now. One day i...
    Badeendje Badeendje 18-21, F Nov 30

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    sometimes I feel like I'm sick of my life and don't wanna live anymore but sometime I really love my self and wish to live more happily
    alexorn alexorn 22-25 Dec 9

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    Just in case anyone was wondering. Which I doubt it because everyone left me. Feeling down and kinda wanna talk. Life doesn't feel worth it at the moment...
    lizygurl lizygurl 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 14

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    Someone who'll never get tired to understand. Someone who is able to connect with me. Someone who'll want me more that I want him/her. Someone who'll love me and would accept me...
    Choirayla Choirayla 22-25, F 6 days ago

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    Aaaarrrrgh!*Shedding a tear* . I just wanna live!!!!!
    Strang3r Strang3r 22-25, F Dec 11

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    All human emotions come from two emotions love and fear. I wanna live a life of love and joy.
    Cuttiepunk Cuttiepunk 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    I wanna live like there's no tomorrow n run away but I have no money n nobody to run away with :/
    lilemogurl1408 lilemogurl1408 13-15, F 2 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    I sometimes wonder if God is testing me. I know, it might be an odd thought but it's something I think about while I lie awake at night. Darkness just envelops me and I want to...
    gamerboy2001 gamerboy2001 13-15, M 1 Response Dec 2

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    Chronic pain sucks. Yes it does. Been dealing with nerve pain since 2004. I know this sounds funny butt I turn to sex. To help me get mind my mind off of the pain. It does not...
    horneybear79912 horneybear79912 36-40, M a week ago

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    I love my family ...my daughters and grandchildren are wonderful and anytime I feel down all I need to do is think of the blessing Bestowed upon me!
    Cyndie67 Cyndie67 46-50, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    My dream guy: -someone who is kind -someone who is caring -someone who I can talk to for hours about the most meaningless things :p -someone who will hold me when I'm sad..or just...
    PartyPat2336 PartyPat2336 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 13

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    Why can't I feel what I need to feel. Is it because he hasn't the one for me. Is it because I feel down on myself. Is it because my heart has been broken so bad am afraid to have...
    pinkrose4414 pinkrose4414 31-35, F 4 Responses