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I Dont Feel Down I Just Feel I Wanna Live Again

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 186 People

    Most Of The Time....

    I'm really not depressed, I just feel...Dead.  Not even dead, actually, just like I was never really alive.  I want to go do things, but I always feel like things are holding me back.  Specifically, and as sad as this is, I feel my family holds me back most of all...
    moonlit1 moonlit1 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 15, 2010

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    Just Want to Accept Me.

    I just hate everything about me, it ruins everything i cant make friends easily im 18 and i have done nothing with my life, i work in a nursery and parents talk to me like im a kid still. I always look rough, my hair is such a mess i dont know what to do with it. I dont know...
    candywarhol candywarhol 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 16, 2009

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    Decision Decisions

    i have always felt the need to fufil others but recently i have fufiled my self and iit felt good i feel i can finaly live and not feel chained down life is full of suprises and im willin to be its not gonna be enough for me
    heidischainmailangel heidischainmailangel 22-25, M 4 Responses Jul 25, 2009

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    Bored Housewife

    I remember when I used to always be out and about doing things, having fun, and staying busy. Now, I rarely go anywhere or do anything. I feel like I've become a frumpy housewife with no life of my own. It all revolves around my hubby and my children. I'm to young to feel this...
    WinterMountain WinterMountain 36-40, F 16 Responses Jan 29, 2009

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    Missing Life

    i just want to be happy! i want to feel loved! i want to be wanted! i want to live again! not to much to ask right?
    sickboy87 sickboy87 31-35, M 1 Response Mar 3, 2008

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    I Want More

    I don't feel how alive i was when me and my husband got together. Now i have been talking with some one on-line and he makes me feel so alive and he is all i can think about. All we have done is talk but the thought of more is there and I don't like it. But I wish that i could...
    aller aller 26-30, F Sep 19, 2009

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    Living Again

    I do--I want to live again, I want to "feel" again. I want to smile, enjoy  life and smell the roses.
    BlueEyez BlueEyez 31-35, F Dec 14, 2007

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    I Just Want Peace!

     I have always been someone who worries about everything and anything and it's really tiring. I just want to be able to get through the day without having my mind full of useless worries. I can't help myself though I seem to be constantly thinking about what others think of...
    bufy1981 bufy1981 26-30, F 2 Responses May 12, 2009

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    I Feel Like I Have Nothing to Live For

    Im a 16 year old guy, about to go into 6 form in britain. My 6 month girlfriend who i lost my virginity too left me on the 1st because she lost her feelings, since then i just feel so down and have no real goals anymore, i used to be able to go see her to be happy but i cant now...
    tomtails tomtails 16-17 4 Responses Aug 6, 2009

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    yeah It's Like What Thi...

    yeah it's like what this whole experience is all about living and ****.
    becabear becabear 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 12, 2009

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    I Used To Feel....

    I live in a world surrounded by the dull and inactive. They do as they feel like but its never anything vivid or exciting. I want to be feel alive again because all this dull and boring energy around me is slowly putting me to sleep. In a painful and saddening way.
    YaziiJ YaziiJ 16-17, F Nov 22, 2010

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    Related Experiences

    Ah ****. Here we go again. Hello dear members of the EP world. So I tried my luck at being a normal functioning adult who doesn't run to the Internet to complain about everything...
    TheGirlFromJupiter TheGirlFromJupiter 18-21, F 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    Feeling down and being bored are two bad traits. Mainly when you wanna talk to someone and no one is down. -____- can't seem to find people around MY AGE man. :/
    ayooavery21 ayooavery21 22-25, M 3 days ago

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    I am feeling so down today, I am contradicting my self during my ups. I forget how to be happy when I'm like this, I forget everything I know about feeling good. I can't relate to...
    RobinCash RobinCash 26-30, F 7 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    I feel this deep emptiness filling every inch inside of me. Maybe it the result of my impatience to move forward. I want to leap but things in life are not obtained in a single...
    searchingfar searchingfar 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 15

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    sometimes the hardest thing to do in this world. Is to live in it .
    hornyboy1983 hornyboy1983 31-35, M 2 Responses Mar 5

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    Finding it very hard to contain my anger these days, nothing seems to be going right for me at the moment, gone of the rails a bit and struggling to find my way back, its all well...
    spiritofthecelts spiritofthecelts 31-35, M 2 days ago

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    I don't know exactly why but always that i go to biology lab, I end up feeling so bad about myself. I've always had problems when it comes to the microscope because I have a hard...
    wendym98 wendym98 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 3

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    my head is not in a good place feel really down.don't want to do anything. but drink myself to oblivion sounds good. bye for now friends
    CheatingTracy CheatingTracy 22-25, F 16 Responses Mar 5

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    so sick of anxiety and depression and feeling so poorly all the time. :c seriously beginning to think that i am actually physically ill as well as mentally ill. just want to be...
    tvdlover1865 tvdlover1865 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 4

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    I t's been two days I'm feeling like this. I've been trying to think positive and divert my mind, but apparently, they are not working. This is about my friends. They're good...
    theoabern0741 theoabern0741 26-30 Mar 18

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    I look in the mirror and all I see is an ugly weirdo who I feel no connection to and it makes me never want to leave the house.
    hreinn hreinn 18-21, M 2 Responses Mar 8

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    It's 3/12/2015. I can't believe it's 2015. I can't believe everything is just moving so quickly. I can't hold myself together. About four years ago, I thought everything would be...
    SimplySecure SimplySecure 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 12

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    Just feeling like I will never find a guy to love me...am very lonely in general.
    tylerlh tylerlh 18-21, M 3 Responses a week ago

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    You have got hate it when you think that helping your boyfriend with something then you don't hear from them and then you feel like you have done the worst thing in the world
    mitchellrudd2 mitchellrudd2 16-17, M 1 Response a week ago

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    Feel so unimportant around people who are supposedly "Friends". I wish someone cared about me like I care about people.
    starlighteyed starlighteyed 13-15, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    At the first time i saw the words Heart Broken..
    arforest arforest 16-17, F 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    is it bad that I'm not finding life worth living anymore ?
    debonaireash debonaireash 18-21, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    How hard can it be to try to forget someone who meant the world to you? Really freaking hard...yeah.
    TheLeftBehind TheLeftBehind 16-17, M 1 Response Mar 1

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    Everyone in my city glorifies me for my musical talents and physical talents and nearly everyone believes that one day I'll be famous. I'm one of the kids that everyone wishes they...
    BIGPAR BIGPAR 18-21, M 5 Responses Mar 1

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    hariprashanth92 hariprashanth92 22-25, M Mar 18

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    I'm always trying to find new ways to hurt myself and that's all that clouds my mind
    Jupiterfl04 Jupiterfl04 18-21, F a week ago

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    Dad will never stop being a bullocks for small things that don't matter, it makes me think he won't ever love me just cause I'm his daughter :/
    90slove 90slove 18-21, F 4 Responses a week ago

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    I am at school. school sucks ***
    recoveringteen00 recoveringteen00 13-15, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I spend four years of my life with the mental health services in the uk and I could have even given more years but I decided to engage myself from the services after they...
    Powerlesss Powerlesss 31-35, F 5 Responses Mar 10

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    my dream: i was at my grandpa house my dad was there he was alive(i havent dreamed about my for you) he was so sad it my dream(just like when he was alive) i was my age he didnt...
    SpideyAlyx SpideyAlyx 13-15, M 4 Responses a week ago

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    I honestly don't know how to feel about myself at all anymore. I've been dating this guy for 7 months Nd I just don't feel good enough for him at this point. I feel like I can't...
    DyingLightx DyingLightx 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 5

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    Would like to know if anyone wanna live in jungle with me for a month or maybe longer please pm me
    garryliew90 garryliew90 22-25, M 1 Response Feb 27

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    Kinda feeling down and lonely. Would love someone to chat with.
    cartoonfan4ever cartoonfan4ever 18-21, M Mar 6

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    Any girls wanna live like that?
    lifeaintshit lifeaintshit 18-21, M 4 days ago

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    I started high school this year, a high school in a different town. Making friends has always been hard for me; people would always pick on me because I was the small kid until I...
    Kassings Kassings 16-17, F Mar 2

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    Actually, I found it. Him. But I was stupid and lost it. Well, the whole story goes like this: The first time I discovered EP I was at a critical point in my life and I was feeling...
    ClausCherry ClausCherry 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 17

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    I've been thinking of lots of things recently, and it made me miserable. I got annoyed easily, bad temper, insomnia, bad appetites, and sometimes nightmares. I've tried many ways...
    JamesLindberg JamesLindberg 22-25, M 4 days ago