I Dont Feel Down I Just Feel I Wanna Live Again

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    yeah It's Like What Thi...

    yeah it's like what this whole experience is all about living and ****.
    becabear becabear
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 12, 2009

    I Want More

    I don't feel how alive i was when me and my husband got together. Now i have been talking with some one on-line and he makes me feel so alive and he is all i can think about. All we have done is talk but the thought of more is there and I don't like it. But I wish that i could...
    aller aller
    26-30, F
    1 Response Sep 19, 2009

    Missing Life

    i just want to be happy! i want to feel loved! i want to be wanted! i want to live again! not to much to ask right?
    sickboy87 sickboy87
    31-35, M
    1 Response Mar 3, 2008

    Bored Housewife

    I remember when I used to always be out and about doing things, having fun, and staying busy. Now, I rarely go anywhere or do anything. I feel like I've become a frumpy housewife with no life of my own. It all revolves around my hubby and my children. I'm to young to feel this...
    WinterMountain WinterMountain
    36-40, F
    16 Responses Jan 29, 2009

    I Just Want Peace!

     I have always been someone who worries about everything and anything and it's really tiring. I just want to be able to get through the day without having my mind full of useless worries. I can't help myself though I seem to be constantly thinking about what others think of...
    bufy1981 bufy1981
    26-30, F
    2 Responses May 12, 2009

    I Feel Like I Have Nothing to Live For

    Im a 16 year old guy, about to go into 6 form in britain. My 6 month girlfriend who i lost my virginity too left me on the 1st because she lost her feelings, since then i just feel so down and have no real goals anymore, i used to be able to go see her to be happy but i cant now...
    tomtails tomtails
    16-17
    4 Responses Aug 6, 2009

    Just Want to Accept Me.

    I just hate everything about me, it ruins everything i cant make friends easily im 18 and i have done nothing with my life, i work in a nursery and parents talk to me like im a kid still. I always look rough, my hair is such a mess i dont know what to do with it. I dont know...
    candywarhol candywarhol
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jul 16, 2009

    Living Again

    I do--I want to live again, I want to "feel" again. I want to smile, enjoy  life and smell the roses.
    BlueEyez BlueEyez
    31-35, F
    Dec 14, 2007

    I Used To Feel....

    I live in a world surrounded by the dull and inactive. They do as they feel like but its never anything vivid or exciting. I want to be feel alive again because all this dull and boring energy around me is slowly putting me to sleep. In a painful and saddening way.
    YaziiJ YaziiJ
    16-17, F
    Nov 22, 2010

    crazy days, city lights,

    no ending happiness, love at first sight, forever friendship, no ending adventures, long hot summer days, beyond compare pretty face, no worries, electric soul, always fun, passion in everything, big dreams, fresh life, curiosity to try everything, innocent and wild, confidence...
    Natureismagic Natureismagic
    18-21, F
    1 Response Dec 29, 2015

    Tasteless food and blanched faces; Empty words

    in empty spaces. Bring me home or maybe just, A place where I can turn to dust. Belonging unattainable - Refraining from the changeable - Of nothing I feel capable. Leave me in my pain to swell, Try as I might, I still dwell. All the things I've ever done Encased in this...
    twistedxalice twistedxalice
    22-25, F
    1 Response Dec 29, 2015

    my thoughts are deep ,

    VERY DEEP ! i feel like I'm dead already have no heartbeats only warm healing hearing people from the other side , feeling misunderstood don't wanna speak . cause its all secret have nobody to lean on .sometimes i try to commit suicide but i woke up every time . i feel it and...
    pinkywings pinkywings
    26-30, F
    Nov 26, 2015

    Most Of The Time....

    I'm really not depressed, I just feel...Dead.  Not even dead, actually, just like I was never really alive.  I want to go do things, but I always feel like things are holding me back.  Specifically, and as sad as this is, I feel my family holds me back most of all...
    moonlit1 moonlit1
    22-25, F
    1 Response Nov 15, 2010

    Decision Decisions

    i have always felt the need to fufil others but recently i have fufiled my self and iit felt good i feel i can finaly live and not feel chained down life is full of suprises and im willin to be its not gonna be enough for me
    heidischainmailangel heidischainmailangel
    22-25, M
    4 Responses Jul 25, 2009

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