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I Dont Feel Down I Just Feel I Wanna Live Again

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    Missing Life

    i just want to be happy! i want to feel loved! i want to be wanted! i want to live again! not to much to ask right?
    sickboy87 sickboy87 31-35, M 1 Response Mar 3, 2008

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    I Used To Feel....

    I live in a world surrounded by the dull and inactive. They do as they feel like but its never anything vivid or exciting. I want to be feel alive again because all this dull and boring energy around me is slowly putting me to sleep. In a painful and saddening way.
    YaziiJ YaziiJ 16-17, F Nov 22, 2010

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    Decision Decisions

    i have always felt the need to fufil others but recently i have fufiled my self and iit felt good i feel i can finaly live and not feel chained down life is full of suprises and im willin to be its not gonna be enough for me
    heidischainmailangel heidischainmailangel 22-25, M 4 Responses Jul 25, 2009

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    I Feel Like I Have Nothing to Live For

    Im a 16 year old guy, about to go into 6 form in britain. My 6 month girlfriend who i lost my virginity too left me on the 1st because she lost her feelings, since then i just feel so down and have no real goals anymore, i used to be able to go see her to be happy but i cant now...
    tomtails tomtails 16-17 4 Responses Aug 6, 2009

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    I Just Want Peace!

     I have always been someone who worries about everything and anything and it's really tiring. I just want to be able to get through the day without having my mind full of useless worries. I can't help myself though I seem to be constantly thinking about what others think of...
    bufy1981 bufy1981 26-30, F 2 Responses May 12, 2009

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    Living Again

    I do--I want to live again, I want to "feel" again. I want to smile, enjoy  life and smell the roses.
    BlueEyez BlueEyez 31-35, F Dec 14, 2007

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    I Want More

    I don't feel how alive i was when me and my husband got together. Now i have been talking with some one on-line and he makes me feel so alive and he is all i can think about. All we have done is talk but the thought of more is there and I don't like it. But I wish that i could...
    aller aller 26-30, F Sep 19, 2009

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    Most Of The Time....

    I'm really not depressed, I just feel...Dead.  Not even dead, actually, just like I was never really alive.  I want to go do things, but I always feel like things are holding me back.  Specifically, and as sad as this is, I feel my family holds me back most of all...
    moonlit1 moonlit1 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 15, 2010

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    Bored Housewife

    I remember when I used to always be out and about doing things, having fun, and staying busy. Now, I rarely go anywhere or do anything. I feel like I've become a frumpy housewife with no life of my own. It all revolves around my hubby and my children. I'm to young to feel this...
    WinterMountain WinterMountain 36-40, F 16 Responses Jan 29, 2009

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    Just Want to Accept Me.

    I just hate everything about me, it ruins everything i cant make friends easily im 18 and i have done nothing with my life, i work in a nursery and parents talk to me like im a kid still. I always look rough, my hair is such a mess i dont know what to do with it. I dont know...
    candywarhol candywarhol 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 16, 2009

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    yeah It's Like What Thi...

    yeah it's like what this whole experience is all about living and ****.
    becabear becabear 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 12, 2009

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    I need to stop dwelling over the past. The past is the past for a reason. As much as I would love to go back to the way it was its not possible. The past is the reason why I cannot...
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    When your feeling down and it makes other people upset it just makes you feel worse.
    dreadheadgal dreadheadgal 22-25, F Aug 20

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    Yeah,of course. I'm feeling down right now.
    Frozzen Frozzen 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 31

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    just feeling down im in a bad place right now wish i could talk about it
    Domy221 Domy221 18-21, M Aug 13

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    If only real world can be as beautiful as fairytale... Clearly, it can't. We have struggling people everyday and everywhere. So many problems with no happy endings. I don't know if...
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    I have a new boyfriend. He lives far away from me. Not that far. I don't know how to describe it. We met face to face by skype or whatsoever. I never meet him in real time. But...
    damecosmopolite damecosmopolite 31-35, F 2 Responses Aug 1

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    But it's so damn hard to trust again:/ I received some advice today that I might actually go along with:) but I know I'm going to have to swallow my pride:/ but I'm going to take...
    RozzebellConta RozzebellConta 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 7

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    I can't help but be upset that the first guy I ever did anything with (he's not my boyfriend) is leaving for college and I only got to spend time with him 3 days... I didn't think...
    MindOfManyThoughts MindOfManyThoughts 16-17, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I've been working hard so long Seems like pain has been my only friend My fragile heart's been done so wrong I wondered if I'd ever heal again
    sarahbal sarahbal 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Nights become darker, hours become longer and i become lost once again.
    oxzymoron oxzymoron 18-21, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    i officially moved in to my step dad's house, but idk how to feel, i do feel lonely, but im not alone at home... im far away from my friends... and i feel it too much to handle...
    EnigmaticCasper EnigmaticCasper 18-21, M Aug 11

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    The mind is its own place, and in itself can make a heaven of hell, a hell of heaven. -John Milton I am feeling a little blue today. 😰 It's a beautiful day outside and I am...
    suggestedusername suggestedusername 31-35, F Aug 16

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    I feel that someone is killing me :(
    Cookie321 Cookie321 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 17

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    i hate that i put myself down all the time
    Builda47 Builda47 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 18

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    I wish my mom knew how miserable she makes me feel. I have a horrible relationship with her and nothing is ever good enough. I try to spend time with her but I don't have tons of...
    eaarcher93 eaarcher93 18-21, F Aug 19

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    I feel like I need to restart my life in another country. :'(
    Spencer024 Spencer024 22-25, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    So many things going on in my life right now and i feel so alone, each days becoming more and more of a struggle, i'm scared i'm becoming depressed
    k4m4r k4m4r 16-17, F 2 days ago

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    I can help myself no more...I want to die if I can't get any help
    natashaesor natashaesor 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    I would love to have a genuine friendship. I want to share common interests and have lengthy discussions. I want someone who takes a real interest in me without me having to seek...
    peachcrackers peachcrackers 41-45, F 2 Responses Aug 8

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    In a really bad mood So a girl I got to meat on holiday I started to like I recently lost my uncle and have been through a lot lately I told this girl how I felt knowing that...
    Dg135 Dg135 22-25, M 2 Responses Jul 29

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    my deprssion and anxiry is been real bad these last few day over aweek always there Just a lot to deal with and somene hurt me so that did not help I take it One Day At A Time...
    sunnyday55 sunnyday55 46-50, F Aug 6

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    I am just in a weird mood, I'm tired and I can't seem to relax. Anyone want to chat?
    eaarcher93 eaarcher93 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 13

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    Everything is going wrong :( even i must apologise and i didnt do anything wrong :"(
    Cookie321 Cookie321 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 17

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    I have been broken up for the past two months. It hurts so bad. The break up happened with no reason at all. I can't sleep at night just crying and thinking. Overthinking actually...
    sarahmalkin sarahmalkin 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 17

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    People upset me so easy😪
    kieratann kieratann 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 18

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    Why do I do this to myself time after time. Every time I begin to get even remotely close to someone I do something to end it.
    Dg135 Dg135 22-25, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    oh I'm not addicted to drugs I'm addicted to being hurt It may seem berserk But none of these stress relievers work popping pill after pill trying to get my head straight...
    whathefuckiswrongwithsociety whathefuckiswrongwithsociety 18-21 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Recently I decided that I am going to delete anything bad or just stupid off my phone, and with that I deleted kick and decided to just stop talking to people and honestly I feel...
    elismith elismith 13-15, M 6 days ago

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    H is passed out. He slept all day, but I got him out to walk the dog with me tonight. He could barely shuffle along and his speech was slurred. I knew he felt bad all day but he...
    Harley53 Harley53 56-60, F 6 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    What should I do ? Yesterday I was given an assignment in school. We had the option to do it solo or in groups. I wanted to do it solo but my friends made me join their group. So...
    jonho10 jonho10 13-15, M Aug 8

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    With my last strength I would do all I can to make sure, that you do not see me being weak. I won't give you the satisfaction of putting me in this situation, feeling like crap...
    WaterForLilies WaterForLilies 22-25, F Aug 3

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    I don't live in a completely sexless marriage. But I live in a marriage where I am rejected if I make the first move and we only have sex if he wants to, which is rare. This means...
    lisanalfie lisanalfie 36-40, F 27 Responses Jul 29

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    Pity Party - On Saturday night, I posted a very sad update on my state of mind - which I deleted the next day. I want to thank all of you who responded to that post, as your...
    CherishMe2 CherishMe2 51-55, F 25 Responses Aug 4

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    I want to live life to the fullest because someday it's not gonna be there, it's all gonna be over so why not do what makes you happy? Why not do what you enjoy and why not try new...
    ginawexler ginawexler 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 18

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    brothers can do magic.. If you feel down they can for sure cheer you be it or blood brothers or your the ones not related by blood. But you feel a bit happy. I smiled today...
    jayatri17 jayatri17 22-25, F Aug 7

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    Down in it again... I hate to seek attention, but I'm trying to stay here... .45 or 12 gauge? What should I do to stop this suffocating feeling?
    PleasePegMe1 PleasePegMe1 36-40, M 2 Responses Aug 19