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I Dont Feel Down I Just Feel I Wanna Live Again

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 186 People

    Missing Life

    i just want to be happy! i want to feel loved! i want to be wanted! i want to live again! not to much to ask right?
    sickboy87 sickboy87 31-35, M 1 Response Mar 3, 2008

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    Just Want to Accept Me.

    I just hate everything about me, it ruins everything i cant make friends easily im 18 and i have done nothing with my life, i work in a nursery and parents talk to me like im a kid still. I always look rough, my hair is such a mess i dont know what to do with it. I dont know...
    candywarhol candywarhol 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 16, 2009

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    Decision Decisions

    i have always felt the need to fufil others but recently i have fufiled my self and iit felt good i feel i can finaly live and not feel chained down life is full of suprises and im willin to be its not gonna be enough for me
    heidischainmailangel heidischainmailangel 22-25, M 4 Responses Jul 25, 2009

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    I Just Want Peace!

     I have always been someone who worries about everything and anything and it's really tiring. I just want to be able to get through the day without having my mind full of useless worries. I can't help myself though I seem to be constantly thinking about what others think of...
    bufy1981 bufy1981 26-30, F 2 Responses May 12, 2009

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    Bored Housewife

    I remember when I used to always be out and about doing things, having fun, and staying busy. Now, I rarely go anywhere or do anything. I feel like I've become a frumpy housewife with no life of my own. It all revolves around my hubby and my children. I'm to young to feel this...
    WinterMountain WinterMountain 36-40, F 16 Responses Jan 29, 2009

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    Most Of The Time....

    I'm really not depressed, I just feel...Dead.  Not even dead, actually, just like I was never really alive.  I want to go do things, but I always feel like things are holding me back.  Specifically, and as sad as this is, I feel my family holds me back most of all...
    moonlit1 moonlit1 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 15, 2010

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    Living Again

    I do--I want to live again, I want to "feel" again. I want to smile, enjoy  life and smell the roses.
    BlueEyez BlueEyez 31-35, F Dec 14, 2007

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    I Feel Like I Have Nothing to Live For

    Im a 16 year old guy, about to go into 6 form in britain. My 6 month girlfriend who i lost my virginity too left me on the 1st because she lost her feelings, since then i just feel so down and have no real goals anymore, i used to be able to go see her to be happy but i cant now...
    tomtails tomtails 16-17 4 Responses Aug 6, 2009

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    I Used To Feel....

    I live in a world surrounded by the dull and inactive. They do as they feel like but its never anything vivid or exciting. I want to be feel alive again because all this dull and boring energy around me is slowly putting me to sleep. In a painful and saddening way.
    YaziiJ YaziiJ 16-17, F Nov 22, 2010

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    yeah It's Like What Thi...

    yeah it's like what this whole experience is all about living and ****.
    becabear becabear 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 12, 2009

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    I Want More

    I don't feel how alive i was when me and my husband got together. Now i have been talking with some one on-line and he makes me feel so alive and he is all i can think about. All we have done is talk but the thought of more is there and I don't like it. But I wish that i could...
    aller aller 26-30, F Sep 19, 2009

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    Related Experiences

    Really wish I could stop feeling like this. This up and then feeling down. I been crying today spent most of the day in bed. I really am hurting and so much going on. I feel...
    stupid28 stupid28 31-35, F 2 Responses Jan 20

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    I know why I'm feeling down, it's ok I guess. I just want to get drunk and forget. So many things in my head. Not even sure I want to talk about it. :-( just feel lost and confused...
    Uoaman Uoaman 36-40, M 1 Response Jan 2

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    There is panic in my heart. I feel down, and on the verge of tears. It doesn't help that I am alone, scratch that I am crying. I just want to be held right now. Sometimes I feel...
    searchingfar searchingfar 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 8

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    i just got text from my friend. she had new meeting. i'm very happy for her..i feel sad same time. everybody around me find someone sooner or later.. well,i'm not saying i have no...
    juryandrews juryandrews 31-35, F Jan 4

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    I hate being told what to do, especially by people I don't even know. may I please DO what I want, SAY what I want, WEAR what I want, ACT how I want, even THINK how I want. if I...
    HeySafaaJust HeySafaaJust 13-15, F Jan 1

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    Well... my family and I are finally back from my uncle's funeral (Grandmother's brother), and I can honestly say that I am NOT glad to be home -_-.... Of course the trip was a...
    LittleBastet9 LittleBastet9 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 3

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    Have you ever had someone or something fill you up so much that everything inside you expands? your heart, your hopes, your dreams, your ability to breathe...everything expands to...
    searchingfar searchingfar 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 7

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    I'm in the best place I've been in, in years. yet I feel so sad. I don't know why, I should be happy, but the last couple of weeks have been really hard for me. I just keep being...
    andrewD51 andrewD51 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 20

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    I am sitting at work and my mind is just racing. I can't focus on anything. I was even trying to talk to my husband on the phone and could not focus enough to have a conversation...
    lostpedal lostpedal 31-35, F 6 days ago

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    I really wish I could let go of the past. Not everything just one thing. It might show that I am strong because I overcome it but I can't live with it. I can't have it entering my...
    ScarM3 ScarM3 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 10

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    I am feeling quite down right now...I'm usually pretty down most of the time, but it's really bad right now..,
    pxthetic pxthetic 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 3

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    I have never felt so low and down as I do today and I can't seem to snap myself out of it. Doesn't look like 2015 is going to start off very well :-(
    Sirwithherkey Sirwithherkey 31-35, M 3 Responses Dec 31, 2014

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    I sometimes feel sad and depressed, especially at night if I'm not doing anything, I just start having deep thoughts and I sometimes feel like crying. I have insomnia, but rarely...
    cristina96 cristina96 18-21 2 Responses Jan 3

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    So I can't explain it but somehow this feeling of depression strikes me with no logical explanation. The one day I feel like i can conquer the world and then the other I wake up...
    auem0312 auem0312 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 4

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    I feel like I constantly need someone to talk to. Does that make me, shallow? A bad person? What's wrong with me? I constantly feel so bad, fragile, and hurt, and I want to talk to...
    deademotion11 deademotion11 22-25, M Jan 10

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    make hong kong my steady base and trip from there around the globe
    thejoyprovider thejoyprovider 26-30, M Jan 2

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    I do !!!!! And i want a boob guy lol !!! Gues hormones going to my head !!@@
    anasteel2 anasteel2 41-45, F 4 Responses Jan 21

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    Can't stop thinking about the three years we were together. We would kiss at midnight, this is my first new year without you. It hurts to think of you kissing someone else but you...
    Uoaman Uoaman 36-40, M 1 Response Dec 31, 2014

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    whats the point of love if you don't listen to your lover ???? :(
    Bash94 Bash94 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 1

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    That's it...I have decided to end my suffering. But I am not the one for violent death, so I choose to end my days by mean of fluffy pillows and cosy duvets. It is a big bed...so...
    MrSquishy MrSquishy 41-45, M 4 Responses Jan 6

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    About always being alone or not having anyone to ever talk to... Will this ever change for me?? Or am I just destined to be alone
    Rose1224 Rose1224 18-21, F Jan 13

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    If someone seriously wants to be part of your life, they will seriously make an effort to be in it. No reasons. No excuses.
    oneplusonetwo oneplusonetwo 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 14

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    trouble is always coming my way
    jevonne45 jevonne45 13-15, M Jan 19

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    im new here and im looking for a girlfriend im single im attractive im cute and im a nice guy trust me u like me i make u laugh and im a caring guy and i like to talk alot and on...
    keem15 keem15 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 22

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    I don't know what to do. Maybe it's time for me to have work but it's not that easy to have one. Waaaaaaaaaah I need money as soon as possible.
    Meoawwrr Meoawwrr 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I am that kind of adventurous soul ...that doesnt like to rest ...i like to feel my blood boil ...i want to fly ...i want to fall ...but never stop !!! I want to wake up everyday...
    FreedomVirus FreedomVirus 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 10

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    over things they cant control. ive seen and heard so many teens and younger feel down about themselves for things beyond their control or be made feel bad about things beyond their...
    thehelpfulone thehelpfulone 26-30, M Jan 2

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    I know I'm not supposed to say this. But WHY ME? Ever since I was born I had always felt like I'm a burden to my family. They never notices my achievements and my good qualities...
    SociallyIneptxD SociallyIneptxD 13-15, F 4 Responses Jan 5

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    I lived in the uk since I was 13 but sadly I have encountered lots of racist treatments Which scare me and makes me feel down I'm very sad that there are lots if foreigners who...
    Anonymous79ea Anonymous79ea 31-35, F 3 Responses Jan 4

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    yep right in good ole Cochranton, Pa small town, nice people and no drama and that's what I like and I wanna live here the rest of my live but eventually buy a vacation home in...
    chevelle300fan chevelle300fan 22-25, M 2 Responses Jan 18

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    I was used to be friend of crazy, funny, “alive and burning” people, I was used to have many girlfriends, even at the same time, I was living fast and that’s how any guy...
    calande calande 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 23

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    I despise holidays because my family never took too kindly to me and at this point I feel as though I don't have a family. I've lived with my parents all my life yet they don't...
    Interruption Interruption 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 5

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    Thank you so much for your response to my email ...sarah Duffy used to be my care coordinator about a year ago but I got rid of her after she oppressed me so much ..from my...
    lostsouluk lostsouluk 31-35, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    This year has barely begun and I've had a mix of feeling down, feeling up, feeling lost and feeling like "seriously this is messed up." No, it hasn't been all bad, but the tone...
    SomeGuy9999 SomeGuy9999 36-40, M 2 Responses Jan 21

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    another day and I'm still crying my self to sleep at night and waking up feeling sad and scared again and again. .. when will I stop feeling like this. I feel like I'm just...
    bunnypop bunnypop 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 22

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    Looking at a great year ahead I will get my own closure my husband will not give it to me after a year so I will have to do it putting the past 17 years behind me today someone...
    monica0215 monica0215 51-55, F