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I Dont Feel Human

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    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Dec 1, 2013

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    What Am I

    i wonder if anybody is wondering what i am well i think of me as a cat or a triangle not sure whaich yet
    kevin5678 kevin5678 36-40 1 Response Jul 20, 2010

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    Whats Even The Point...

    Whats even the point of recovery if im going to end up morbidly depressed constantly thinking about suicide. So much of me has died already i dont really think of myself as a real person anymore.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 9, 2013

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    I Want To Be A Werewolf, Im Not Human

    I have felt for many years a special connection to canines. I have very good hearing and fairly good reflexes. I just feel I should be a wolf, I crave the experience to run on all fours and howl at the moon. Ive looked at spells and many people say they work. Does anyone feel the...
    mysterywolfgal mysterywolfgal 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 8, 2013

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    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jan 18, 2014

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    Im ******* 17 com on.

    . My life is already over. Wth wtfffff i want to scream but its never satisfying . I have urges to just shut off and die and never wake up again. I feel completely empty not just in my heart but my whole body. I feel lifless. Fuckkk
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Dec 3, 2013

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    Yall Know Nothing About Weird Dreams.

    So i was in a dull world. As i am in real life. With the dullest and plainest of colors. With a hint of darkness. This world was different though. Every object, and everything in existance was made of letters. The letters would shape the object and therefore you could identify it...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 17, 2013

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    I feel like I've awakened

    but everyone is asleep. And I feel detached to "their world" I feel like they don't realize that so many things they care about or worry about or judge just doesn't matter. I am not antisocial but I could just sit and watch nature or watch someone doing something for a long...
    Besillybeyou Besillybeyou 26-30, F Mar 19, 2015

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    Human?

    I feel like I'm some alien going around mimicking humans because I'm trying to fit in.  
    RagingSkillet RagingSkillet 31-35, M 1 Response Feb 5, 2012

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    Therapy Is Hell

    I felt like death yesterday. I took in way too much at once it seemed :/
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 9, 2013

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    Wishing I Knew Who I Really Am :/

    I feel like really fresh and new... Dont know why
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 6, 2013

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    I just feel like there is more i need to know,

    but i have no idea how to even begin to look for the answers. Why do i feel so different? When i try to erase this feeling, its like life wont let me...always reminded of how i feel. I dont know how to find out why i feel different...feel nonhuman. I dont know why and i dont...
    BioWolf1234 BioWolf1234 16-17, M Sep 20, 2015

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    i often get dreams, or nightmares.

    they are always the same. it starts with a dark dragon flying over a snowy mountain. if its a dream then he is alone. if its a nightmare he is getting chased by a white dragon with glowing blue eyes. if its a nightmare he gets hit out of the sky and crashes into the ground...
    randomkid101 randomkid101 18-21, M Feb 23, 2015

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    I Know What You Mean.

    I don't think I wish to be one any more. I wish I was a fictional toon I created. But that will never happen so I am just shooting for crawling into my mind and never coming out.
    solarregeneration solarregeneration 41-45, T Jul 23, 2010

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    I dont want to feel suicidal

    and i dont want to die. I just want to know why out of all people on this earth would my fate be this. No it couldnt be much worse. I feel like i have brain damage i cant pay attention to reality. Call it stcuk in my head i just cant be myself. Its undescribable. I wish to god i...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Dec 3, 2013

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    Ok

    erll i dont have a penis and i dont have a vagina . i ahve never hyad any sexual expereinces other them what i have read on ep . people dont like me so i never get close to people . i have read a few nude magazines in my life a samll few but its ok
    kevin5678 kevin5678 36-40 Jul 20, 2010

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    I Am A Trianlge Animal Thing

    sometimes i am a triangle sometimes i am a animal. its not like a trianlge like humns see its not that three cornered trianlge i do use that with my ghost hauntings though
    kevin5678 kevin5678 36-40 Jul 20, 2010

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    Not Human

    i have never felt human . guys where not interested in me girls where not interested in me so i am putting me in the non human catergory. i was like the thing no one noticed. it really pissed me of . i dont really see my self is haviong people parts . i dont really have a vagina...
    kevin5678 kevin5678 36-40 Jul 20, 2010

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    I just often don't know how I'm feeling and it confuses me. Right now I'm feeling very happy and excited but still deep down I feel like I'm missing something. And I don't know...
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    My story is very complicated and truthful, but my psychologist says I'm disassociating. (And she probably thinks I'm certifiably insane.) I am in a (currently) 26 year-old's body...
    Elexxa Elexxa 22-25, T 2 Responses 17 hrs ago

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    Wow, the title of this group sounds desperate and almost pathetic, yet is this not a fundamental and universal human need? No one should be made to feel embarrassed by it. Why...
    sadlyalone2 sadlyalone2 46-50, F 12 Responses 1 day ago

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    Sometimes in life, we only need to accept it as it is. And when we come back to gratitude, everything gets better. My expectations may be higher than my reality, but really, I...
    cuddlemuffin cuddlemuffin 22-25, F 5 Responses 1 day ago

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    My generation focuses too much into the temporary things, and leave out the ones which could have possibly brought about good changes. I don't blame others for doing that, though...
    eleaaaanor eleaaaanor 16-17, F 5 Responses 2 days ago

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    I am a late bloomer who started too late. I am struggling to keep up but everyone i know who is my age is way ahead of me career wise. when i go for job interviews, i feel...
    IAlwaysWandered IAlwaysWandered 26-30, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Sometimes when I am on EP, and speaking to another member, I feel like I am talking to myself...On a really deep level, like I am talking to parts of my 'higher self' that are...
    JustTheSun JustTheSun 26-30 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Regardless of my profile experiences please note that I am human and I do have human feelings, I am not an ogre nor am I a "Gloom and Doom" person.
    maturegurl maturegurl 46-50, F 3 days ago

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    Just right now I cut away another person from my life. This year was and is just amazingly eye-opening when it comes to dating stuff and I must admit that I learnt a lot...
    AmethystCluster AmethystCluster 26-30, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Sometimes, wrong intentions could set one to the right path... Everyone knows that different emotions / emotional feelings we experience is basically a result of releasing...
    AmethystCluster AmethystCluster 26-30, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I don't love negation of men, women, people of color or otherwise. I want us to learn to love humanity unconditionally. Only negate BEHAVIORS. Sexism (reverse or otherwise...
    CDeFer CDeFer 46-50, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I remember feeling love. I think I love cats. But I don't feel attachment. I tell people I love them but it's more for manipulation, to "rub them the right way". I've been really...
    Lyric8 Lyric8 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    i want everyone to know that being a Christian doesn't make me perfect. i want to be real with you on here. i don't want you to feel alone and i don't want to be a hypocrite. i...
    cosmosdrift cosmosdrift 31-35, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Well I know one thing i feel like I was born somewhere eles like I came from another galaxy. Well ill start from hear I am very young in my teens very young in my teens and me and...
    rjones2020 rjones2020 16-17, M 6 days ago

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    My best guy friend doesn't appreciate me. IE: I listen to his work drama, ups and downs, DAILY but if I have a problem he stares at his phone while listening, AKA: NOT listening...
    NOTlooking4aDATE NOTlooking4aDATE 31-35, F 12 Responses 6 days ago

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    i feel like i don't know how to "human" anymore.. like the living the enjoying memories its like i don't know how to do that anymore...
    covermewithrain covermewithrain 26-30, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    But the animals are hiding most of the humans How sad to see some bipeds go worse than rabid and pounce on the humane
    JustBipolarMe JustBipolarMe 46-50, M 6 days ago

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    My Odd Sense Of Humor It was like spring today, the final day of January. Thanks to El Nino, the ground is not at all frozen, at least so far this year. Yesterday was gorgeous...
    Jackie69C Jackie69C 46-50, F 6 days ago

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    I used to be open about my feelings-until I wised up and realized that the common thread in human nature is self interest. Anytime you show the slightest amount of vulnerability to...
    sambular1313 sambular1313 31-35, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Human Behavior Fascinates Me To No End,I Work As A Housekeeper In A Mall and I Watch People All Of The Time.I Am Simply Amazed At Human Behavior;The Things That I Both See and Hear...
    BiggBeautifulBri BiggBeautifulBri 46-50, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    Tired but I cant sleep. Feeling honest but I can't seem to describe what I feel. What matters in my life? I've been ramping up to start since I was born but even if I do, will it...
    joshsmith868 joshsmith868 22-25 1 Response a week ago

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    A this time I am kind of 'over rushed' about all my feelings, I am in love, (almost) depressed, I am feeling lonely, hopeless and feel confused, all day long. I just can't make...
    GentleReader GentleReader 13-15, M Jan 29

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    Hello everyone out there, My name is EDITH THOMPSON. I am here to give my testimony about a doctor who helped me in my life. I was infected with human papillomavirus in 2014, i...
    ediththomp47 ediththomp47 46-50, F Jan 29

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