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I Dont Feel Human

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    What Am I

    i wonder if anybody is wondering what i am well i think of me as a cat or a triangle not sure whaich yet
    kevin5678 kevin5678 36-40 1 Response Jul 20, 2010

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    Therapy Is Hell

    I felt like death yesterday. I took in way too much at once it seemed :/
    Ifeeluberish Ifeeluberish 18-21, M Oct 9, 2013

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    I Want To Be A Werewolf, Im Not Human

    I have felt for many years a special connection to canines. I have very good hearing and fairly good reflexes. I just feel I should be a wolf, I crave the experience to run on all fours and howl at the moon. Ive looked at spells and many people say they work. Does anyone feel the...
    mysterywolfgal mysterywolfgal 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 8, 2013

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    Yall Know Nothing About Weird Dreams.

    So i was in a dull world. As i am in real life. With the dullest and plainest of colors. With a hint of darkness. This world was different though. Every object, and everything in existance was made of letters. The letters would shape the object and therefore you could identify it...
    Ifeeluberish Ifeeluberish 18-21, M Oct 17, 2013

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    Not Human

    i have never felt human . guys where not interested in me girls where not interested in me so i am putting me in the non human catergory. i was like the thing no one noticed. it really pissed me of . i dont really see my self is haviong people parts . i dont really have a vagina...
    kevin5678 kevin5678 36-40 Jul 20, 2010

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    I dont want to feel suicidal

    and i dont want to die. I just want to know why out of all people on this earth would my fate be this. No it couldnt be much worse. I feel like i have brain damage i cant pay attention to reality. Call it stcuk in my head i just cant be myself. Its undescribable. I wish to god i...
    Ifeeluberish Ifeeluberish 18-21, M 3 Responses Dec 3, 2013

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    I Know What You Mean.

    I don't think I wish to be one any more. I wish I was a fictional toon I created. But that will never happen so I am just shooting for crawling into my mind and never coming out.
    solarregeneration solarregeneration 41-45, T Jul 23, 2010

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    Whats Even The Point...

    Whats even the point of recovery if im going to end up morbidly depressed constantly thinking about suicide. So much of me has died already i dont really think of myself as a real person anymore.
    Ifeeluberish Ifeeluberish 18-21, M Oct 9, 2013

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    Ifeeluberish Ifeeluberish 18-21, M 2 Responses Dec 1, 2013

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    Ok

    erll i dont have a penis and i dont have a vagina . i ahve never hyad any sexual expereinces other them what i have read on ep . people dont like me so i never get close to people . i have read a few nude magazines in my life a samll few but its ok
    kevin5678 kevin5678 36-40 Jul 20, 2010

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    i often get dreams, or nightmares.

    they are always the same. it starts with a dark dragon flying over a snowy mountain. if its a dream then he is alone. if its a nightmare he is getting chased by a white dragon with glowing blue eyes. if its a nightmare he gets hit out of the sky and crashes into the ground...
    randomkid101 randomkid101 18-21, M Feb 23

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    Wishing I Knew Who I Really Am :/

    I feel like really fresh and new... Dont know why
    Ifeeluberish Ifeeluberish 18-21, M Oct 6, 2013

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    Human?

    I feel like I'm some alien going around mimicking humans because I'm trying to fit in.  
    RagingSkillet RagingSkillet 31-35, M Feb 5, 2012

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    I Am A Trianlge Animal Thing

    sometimes i am a triangle sometimes i am a animal. its not like a trianlge like humns see its not that three cornered trianlge i do use that with my ghost hauntings though
    kevin5678 kevin5678 36-40 Jul 20, 2010

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    I feel like I've awakened

    but everyone is asleep. And I feel detached to "their world" I feel like they don't realize that so many things they care about or worry about or judge just doesn't matter. I am not antisocial but I could just sit and watch nature or watch someone doing something for a long...
    Besillybeyou Besillybeyou 26-30, F Mar 19

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    Im ******* 17 com on.

    . My life is already over. Wth wtfffff i want to scream but its never satisfying . I have urges to just shut off and die and never wake up again. I feel completely empty not just in my heart but my whole body. I feel lifless. Fuckkk
    Ifeeluberish Ifeeluberish 18-21, M 2 Responses Dec 3, 2013

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    Ifeeluberish Ifeeluberish 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 18, 2014

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    My mind seems to be racing through millions of thoughts tonight, and I can honestly say that sleep feels so far away at this moment. I often wonder about life, and about my purpose...
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