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I Dont Feel Human

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 46 People

    I Want To Be A Werewolf, Im Not Human

    I have felt for many years a special connection to canines. I have very good hearing and fairly good reflexes. I just feel I should be a wolf, I crave the experience to run on all fours and howl at the moon. Ive looked at spells and many people say they work. Does anyone feel the...
    mysterywolfgal mysterywolfgal 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 8, 2013

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    Human?

    I feel like I'm some alien going around mimicking humans because I'm trying to fit in.  
    RagingSkillet RagingSkillet 31-35, M Feb 5, 2012

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    Whats Even The Point...

    Whats even the point of recovery if im going to end up morbidly depressed constantly thinking about suicide. So much of me has died already i dont really think of myself as a real person anymore.
    Ifeeluberish Ifeeluberish 18-21, M Oct 9, 2013

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    I feel like I've awakened

    but everyone is asleep. And I feel detached to "their world" I feel like they don't realize that so many things they care about or worry about or judge just doesn't matter. I am not antisocial but I could just sit and watch nature or watch someone doing something for a long...
    Besillybeyou Besillybeyou 26-30, F Mar 19

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    Im ******* 17 com on.

    . My life is already over. Wth wtfffff i want to scream but its never satisfying . I have urges to just shut off and die and never wake up again. I feel completely empty not just in my heart but my whole body. I feel lifless. Fuckkk
    Ifeeluberish Ifeeluberish 18-21, M 2 Responses Dec 3, 2013

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    Yall Know Nothing About Weird Dreams.

    So i was in a dull world. As i am in real life. With the dullest and plainest of colors. With a hint of darkness. This world was different though. Every object, and everything in existance was made of letters. The letters would shape the object and therefore you could identify it...
    Ifeeluberish Ifeeluberish 18-21, M Oct 17, 2013

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    Ok

    erll i dont have a penis and i dont have a vagina . i ahve never hyad any sexual expereinces other them what i have read on ep . people dont like me so i never get close to people . i have read a few nude magazines in my life a samll few but its ok
    kevin5678 kevin5678 36-40 Jul 20, 2010

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    I Know What You Mean.

    I don't think I wish to be one any more. I wish I was a fictional toon I created. But that will never happen so I am just shooting for crawling into my mind and never coming out.
    solarregeneration solarregeneration 41-45, T Jul 23, 2010

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    Not Human

    i have never felt human . guys where not interested in me girls where not interested in me so i am putting me in the non human catergory. i was like the thing no one noticed. it really pissed me of . i dont really see my self is haviong people parts . i dont really have a vagina...
    kevin5678 kevin5678 36-40 Jul 20, 2010

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    Ifeeluberish Ifeeluberish 18-21, M 2 Responses Dec 1, 2013

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    Wishing I Knew Who I Really Am :/

    I feel like really fresh and new... Dont know why
    Ifeeluberish Ifeeluberish 18-21, M Oct 6, 2013

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    i often get dreams, or nightmares.

    they are always the same. it starts with a dark dragon flying over a snowy mountain. if its a dream then he is alone. if its a nightmare he is getting chased by a white dragon with glowing blue eyes. if its a nightmare he gets hit out of the sky and crashes into the ground...
    randomkid101 randomkid101 18-21, M Feb 23

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    I Am A Trianlge Animal Thing

    sometimes i am a triangle sometimes i am a animal. its not like a trianlge like humns see its not that three cornered trianlge i do use that with my ghost hauntings though
    kevin5678 kevin5678 36-40 Jul 20, 2010

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    Therapy Is Hell

    I felt like death yesterday. I took in way too much at once it seemed :/
    Ifeeluberish Ifeeluberish 18-21, M Oct 9, 2013

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    I dont want to feel suicidal

    and i dont want to die. I just want to know why out of all people on this earth would my fate be this. No it couldnt be much worse. I feel like i have brain damage i cant pay attention to reality. Call it stcuk in my head i just cant be myself. Its undescribable. I wish to god i...
    Ifeeluberish Ifeeluberish 18-21, M 3 Responses Dec 3, 2013

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    What Am I

    i wonder if anybody is wondering what i am well i think of me as a cat or a triangle not sure whaich yet
    kevin5678 kevin5678 36-40 1 Response Jul 20, 2010

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    Ifeeluberish Ifeeluberish 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 18, 2014

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    the saddest part is that everyone in this section can agree we all feel the same way...
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    Why is the human rase so scared of death? Whem the humanity fails to cure there own species from diseases and dont have the intelligence to understand that either nor religion or...
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    I think I should stop reading negative experience and focus on the people in my circle.. One thing for certain is their moral compass is still pointing at the right way.. I saw, 1...
    FaitAccomp1i FaitAccomp1i 70+, M 13 Responses 2 days ago

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    Humans are monsters. We humans are responsible for quite a lot of evil. Murders, mass murders, genocide, sexism, racism, homophobia, discrimination, torture, abuse of the...
    AceOtana AceOtana 26-30, M 3 days ago

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    helping others is the best medication for entire mind, body and soul, by helping others, we help ourselves. I feel better than just "good" helping someone else I feel ALIVE and...
    snoopymg snoopymg 36-40, F 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    I make mistakes I have my faults I say things I regret . I feel like people forget we are human and have flawa
    youngkinyteenmom youngkinyteenmom 18-21, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    As I post this, "Human" by Natalie Grant is playing on Pandora. Beautiful timing. "A little love, a little kindness A little light in this time of darkness It'll be what makes us...
    TheOpeningViolinist TheOpeningViolinist 22-25, F 5 days ago

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    If anyone needs advice on something i will gladly think on the problem and give the most serious answer i can. I have an interest in human behavior, have spoken with many people...
    maleficus maleficus 22-25, M 5 days ago

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    I don't feel like I belong, I always feel like the odd one out and when I do feel like I belong it's short-lived and then the pain is so much worse than before. Eventually you...
    BriarRose96 BriarRose96 18-21, F 5 days ago

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        Should people with mental illnesses including suicidal tendencies stop dating until they are "normal"?If my mental illness affected my ability to be in a...
    weirdWorks4me weirdWorks4me 22-25, F 29 Responses 5 days ago

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    I love solitude. that's all, people think I feel alone and I'm sad but I just love being by myself. Sometimes I think I'm just not made to be with someone else in my life or to...
    adunas adunas 16-17, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Hallelujah!!! Same-sex marriage is legal in America, all 50 borders of this nation cannot override any expression of love whatsoever! Rejoice all my LGBTQA++ brothers and sisters...
    MentAl69noMAD MentAl69noMAD 18-21 a week ago

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    Most people see me as the annoying talkative weirdo who has no shame. I am always like that to people close to me, and random strangers, as long as my friends are present. I will...
    IAmJustMyself IAmJustMyself 16-17, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I'm so tired of the things I'm trying to get done with my life being affected my physical problems or mental problems. I feel like if its not one thing its another! I'm sick of it...
    BeautifullySick98 BeautifullySick98 31-35, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    People are not terrible, hateful and careless creatures. Fear and the impetuous nature of humans causes us to lash out and hurt others. We tend to forget that others have those...
    Ruminateandpursue Ruminateandpursue 16-17, F Jun 27

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    Am staring outside from my office window , screaming on the I inside, talking to myself so loud, seen my words just fly by . and for a moment wondering , can they hear me.. out...
    angeleyes2820 angeleyes2820 36-40 Jun 26

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    You would be surprised but it's not just human kind on here. I'm not entirely human, but I'm human to and can choose the kind of person I want to be. Treating other inhumanely is...
    Maybeincubus Maybeincubus 22-25, M Jun 26

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    It all started a few years ago, when I'd look in the mirror I would see a human but I knew it wasn't really me, rather just a lump of flesh staring stupidly outward. I was pretty...
    wishingicouldlovemore wishingicouldlovemore 36-40, F 1 Response Jun 25

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    All humans want to be loved. It is part of the human condition and has been since the dawn of time. Love, for better or worse, has been featured in human culture for millennia...
    Writer1967 Writer1967 46-50, M Jun 24

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    Hindus,Muslims ,Christians or any other religion that we belong to.It does not matter.We are humans first.We laugh,cry ,smile or feel sad.That is what makes us human .Let us not...
    whitesunshine87 whitesunshine87 51-55, F 5 Responses Jun 23

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    Wish you had more WILLPOWER? I know I do, and so I wanted to share with my EP friends the things that stood out for me in this book I'm listening to, Kelly McGonigal’s book...
    KemiKill KemiKill 36-40, F 5 Responses Jun 23

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    I understand it's our human impulse that make us liars, but can't you see that but being honest, straight and truthful only creates a web of deceit and mistrust. Be honest always...
    Savions Savions 22-25, M 4 Responses Jun 23

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    Most of the time I feel like the only emotion I have left is anger. There are times the other normal emotions do kick in, but they're getting so few & far between that I don't even...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jun 20

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