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I Dont Feel Human

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 47 People

    I Want To Be A Werewolf, Im Not Human

    I have felt for many years a special connection to canines. I have very good hearing and fairly good reflexes. I just feel I should be a wolf, I crave the experience to run on all fours and howl at the moon. Ive looked at spells and many people say they work. Does anyone feel the...
    mysterywolfgal mysterywolfgal 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 8, 2013

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    I feel like I've awakened

    but everyone is asleep. And I feel detached to "their world" I feel like they don't realize that so many things they care about or worry about or judge just doesn't matter. I am not antisocial but I could just sit and watch nature or watch someone doing something for a long...
    Besillybeyou Besillybeyou 26-30, F Mar 19

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    I Know What You Mean.

    I don't think I wish to be one any more. I wish I was a fictional toon I created. But that will never happen so I am just shooting for crawling into my mind and never coming out.
    solarregeneration solarregeneration 41-45, T Jul 23, 2010

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    Yall Know Nothing About Weird Dreams.

    So i was in a dull world. As i am in real life. With the dullest and plainest of colors. With a hint of darkness. This world was different though. Every object, and everything in existance was made of letters. The letters would shape the object and therefore you could identify it...
    Ifeeluberish Ifeeluberish 18-21, M Oct 17, 2013

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    i often get dreams, or nightmares.

    they are always the same. it starts with a dark dragon flying over a snowy mountain. if its a dream then he is alone. if its a nightmare he is getting chased by a white dragon with glowing blue eyes. if its a nightmare he gets hit out of the sky and crashes into the ground...
    randomkid101 randomkid101 18-21, M Feb 23

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    Therapy Is Hell

    I felt like death yesterday. I took in way too much at once it seemed :/
    Ifeeluberish Ifeeluberish 18-21, M Oct 9, 2013

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    Wishing I Knew Who I Really Am :/

    I feel like really fresh and new... Dont know why
    Ifeeluberish Ifeeluberish 18-21, M Oct 6, 2013

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    What Am I

    i wonder if anybody is wondering what i am well i think of me as a cat or a triangle not sure whaich yet
    kevin5678 kevin5678 36-40 1 Response Jul 20, 2010

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    Im ******* 17 com on.

    . My life is already over. Wth wtfffff i want to scream but its never satisfying . I have urges to just shut off and die and never wake up again. I feel completely empty not just in my heart but my whole body. I feel lifless. Fuckkk
    Ifeeluberish Ifeeluberish 18-21, M 2 Responses Dec 3, 2013

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    I Am A Trianlge Animal Thing

    sometimes i am a triangle sometimes i am a animal. its not like a trianlge like humns see its not that three cornered trianlge i do use that with my ghost hauntings though
    kevin5678 kevin5678 36-40 Jul 20, 2010

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    Whats Even The Point...

    Whats even the point of recovery if im going to end up morbidly depressed constantly thinking about suicide. So much of me has died already i dont really think of myself as a real person anymore.
    Ifeeluberish Ifeeluberish 18-21, M Oct 9, 2013

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    Ok

    erll i dont have a penis and i dont have a vagina . i ahve never hyad any sexual expereinces other them what i have read on ep . people dont like me so i never get close to people . i have read a few nude magazines in my life a samll few but its ok
    kevin5678 kevin5678 36-40 Jul 20, 2010

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    I dont want to feel suicidal

    and i dont want to die. I just want to know why out of all people on this earth would my fate be this. No it couldnt be much worse. I feel like i have brain damage i cant pay attention to reality. Call it stcuk in my head i just cant be myself. Its undescribable. I wish to god i...
    Ifeeluberish Ifeeluberish 18-21, M 3 Responses Dec 3, 2013

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    Not Human

    i have never felt human . guys where not interested in me girls where not interested in me so i am putting me in the non human catergory. i was like the thing no one noticed. it really pissed me of . i dont really see my self is haviong people parts . i dont really have a vagina...
    kevin5678 kevin5678 36-40 Jul 20, 2010

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    Human?

    I feel like I'm some alien going around mimicking humans because I'm trying to fit in.  
    RagingSkillet RagingSkillet 31-35, M Feb 5, 2012

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    Ifeeluberish Ifeeluberish 18-21, M 2 Responses Dec 1, 2013

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    Ifeeluberish Ifeeluberish 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 18, 2014

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    I don't feel human.. Never did.. I've alway admired supernatural beings and always felt like one of them.... I know most people say, "Oh, the supernatural isn't real, it's all fake...
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    I have always felt odd, misplaced still do, I am a wolf, I know I'm a wolf trapped in a human body, I wish I could get out of this body and become a wolf, I want freedom, I want to...
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    Today was wondering about an experience of real life. Some times when the conditions around us are not favorable, such as working around people who are not friendly/kind enough...
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    My name is Zerif. I'm a 15 year old male. For years I've had this thought on my mind and I need to let it out. I am disgusted with the turn out of the human race. Almost all humans...
    ThatOnePerson5467 ThatOnePerson5467 13-15, M 2 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    My two cents on animals through an essay I wrote for class: Title: The Duty of Life It is generally accepted that killing another human being is worse than killing a...
    BSAeagle60 BSAeagle60 18-21, M Mar 30

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    I am an adult on the Autism spectrum. As a child, I never really had quality of friends. They often used me. I believe in a race of people/extraterrestrials called...
    NiggiMaskedSalesman NiggiMaskedSalesman 36-40, F Apr 16

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    I feel this sensation deep within my soul and it pokes at my dignity. I feel like I just don't belong to the human race. This may sound silly but I feel so distant from humanity...
    chasetheweirdo8 chasetheweirdo8 13-15, M 6 Responses Apr 8

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    What fascinates me about human behavior is how...all of us feel the need for friendship or at the very least if not friendship, company or just somebodg nearby. What fascinates me...
    bubble83 bubble83 22-25, F 5 Responses Mar 29

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    humans showing off...other humansThere is this thought i have that has to do with people connecting with each other and using that connection with only purpose to create their...
    alogo alogo 26-30 Apr 7

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    I find myself wishing for the animal warmth of another human often, but I think am more repulsed by it, than I desire it. I think I just like the idea of it. I wonder if the lack...
    ambivalentFriability ambivalentFriability 18-21 6 days ago

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    Here's to being human, All the pain and suffering, There's beauty in the bleeding, At least you feel something. I wish I knew what it was like, To care enough to carry on, I wish I...
    kissmykass kissmykass 22-25, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    I'm just really facinated by things like the Monarch project and how they work and the versatility of the human mind I guess? and what ive always found interesting is how some...
    Angelyn2097 Angelyn2097 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 9

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    if you consider yourself not human or part of a different community that doesnt involve humans and you want a place to be, whether it a pack or just a family, this link will lead...
    HuntTheHunted30 HuntTheHunted30 18-21, M Apr 15

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    It remains a great mystery to me on why people behave as they do in certain instances. To live life full of love and kindness is surely what people world wide would like. It is not...
    FightingPhoenix FightingPhoenix 41-45, M 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    You say you like animals...... you say humans are bad..... you say Hitler and all that sh*t........... Humans have a good attitude, so quit it. Humans go to space Humans love...
    Denzebarrrn Denzebarrrn 18-21, M 1 day ago

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    I have feelings, I do care and I hurt. For some reason the only time anyone in my environment will come closer to taking in consideration my feelings and emotions its when i am...
    confusednormalness confusednormalness 18-21, F Mar 27

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    I'm now in high school and am 14 years old. But I feel like I don't belong here- not in high school, not when I'm home, just not on this planet. I do make friends easily, but...
    Lizzylx Lizzylx 13-15 3 Responses Apr 2

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    Recently I've been thinking about my childhood and stuff. I've come to realize that I have a lot of similarities to a wolf. My hearing is quite good, when I was younger I also had...
    HearTheLoneWolfHowl HearTheLoneWolfHowl 13-15, F Apr 4

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    I'm not sure why I feel that way. I mean, I have my ups and downs, successes and failures. I'm only human, after all. But it is a feeling I simply can't escape. I chose to strive...
    themanoflegends themanoflegends 26-30, M 3 Responses Apr 9

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    Why is it so hard for us to be influenced by God, therefore acting and speaking the way he does? Yet it's so easy for us to be influenced badly by other people, the ones who have...
    gardengirl17 gardengirl17 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 14

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    I'm tired of feelings.... weather I'm happy or sad emotion always makes me numb......I don't why I'm feeling like this... am I going crazy?... cause even if there's a concrete...
    Ehnyl Ehnyl 18-21 Apr 15

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    Baghdad: In what would send shivers down one's spine, the Yezidi women and girls who managed to escape the ISIS captivity have described horrifying accounts of sexual violence...
    valha11a valha11a 46-50, M Apr 16

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    On Love, The Young, The Old, And The Different. Society is funny in its ways about love. Its funny how, as a collective, we have agreed on certain assumptions, just because...
    diegodlavega diegodlavega 46-50, M 2 Responses 22 hrs ago

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    And the power they hold. They are capable of horrors far greater than most creatures alone posses. Their insanity, abilities, sadism, terrorism, murders, sociopaths.... It's what a...
    TundraIvy TundraIvy 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 12

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    We are all children of Mother Gaea, of Mother Earth. We are children with beating hearts, veins filled with blood, limbs, and language. We are of religion, of morals, heirlooms. We...
    ConLocura ConLocura 18-21, F Apr 13

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