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I Dont Feel Human

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 34 People

    What Am I

    i wonder if anybody is wondering what i am well i think of me as a cat or a triangle not sure whaich yet
    kevin5678 kevin5678 36-40 1 Response Jul 20, 2010

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    Therapy Is Hell

    I felt like death yesterday. I took in way too much at once it seemed :/
    Ifeeluberish Ifeeluberish 18-21, M Oct 9, 2013

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    Yall Know Nothing About Weird Dreams.

    So i was in a dull world. As i am in real life. With the dullest and plainest of colors. With a hint of darkness. This world was different though. Every object, and everything in existance was made of letters. The letters would shape the object and therefore you could identify it...
    Ifeeluberish Ifeeluberish 18-21, M Oct 17, 2013

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    Wishing I Knew Who I Really Am :/

    I feel like really fresh and new... Dont know why
    Ifeeluberish Ifeeluberish 18-21, M Oct 6, 2013

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    I Want To Be A Werewolf, Im Not Human

    I have felt for many years a special connection to canines. I have very good hearing and fairly good reflexes. I just feel I should be a wolf, I crave the experience to run on all fours and howl at the moon. Ive looked at spells and many people say they work. Does anyone feel the...
    mysterywolfgal mysterywolfgal 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 8, 2013

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    Human?

    I feel like I'm some alien going around mimicking humans because I'm trying to fit in.  
    RagingSkillet RagingSkillet 31-35, M Feb 5, 2012

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    I Know What You Mean.

    I don't think I wish to be one any more. I wish I was a fictional toon I created. But that will never happen so I am just shooting for crawling into my mind and never coming out.
    solarregeneration solarregeneration 41-45, T Jul 23, 2010

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    Ok

    erll i dont have a penis and i dont have a vagina . i ahve never hyad any sexual expereinces other them what i have read on ep . people dont like me so i never get close to people . i have read a few nude magazines in my life a samll few but its ok
    kevin5678 kevin5678 36-40 Jul 20, 2010

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    Ifeeluberish Ifeeluberish 18-21, M 2 Responses Dec 1, 2013

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    Whats Even The Point...

    Whats even the point of recovery if im going to end up morbidly depressed constantly thinking about suicide. So much of me has died already i dont really think of myself as a real person anymore.
    Ifeeluberish Ifeeluberish 18-21, M Oct 9, 2013

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    Im ******* 17 com on.

    . My life is already over. Wth wtfffff i want to scream but its never satisfying . I have urges to just shut off and die and never wake up again. I feel completely empty not just in my heart but my whole body. I feel lifless. Fuckkk
    Ifeeluberish Ifeeluberish 18-21, M 2 Responses Dec 3, 2013

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    I dont want to feel suicidal

    and i dont want to die. I just want to know why out of all people on this earth would my fate be this. No it couldnt be much worse. I feel like i have brain damage i cant pay attention to reality. Call it stcuk in my head i just cant be myself. Its undescribable. I wish to god i...
    Ifeeluberish Ifeeluberish 18-21, M 3 Responses Dec 3, 2013

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    Not Human

    i have never felt human . guys where not interested in me girls where not interested in me so i am putting me in the non human catergory. i was like the thing no one noticed. it really pissed me of . i dont really see my self is haviong people parts . i dont really have a vagina...
    kevin5678 kevin5678 36-40 Jul 20, 2010

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    I Am A Trianlge Animal Thing

    sometimes i am a triangle sometimes i am a animal. its not like a trianlge like humns see its not that three cornered trianlge i do use that with my ghost hauntings though
    kevin5678 kevin5678 36-40 Jul 20, 2010

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    Ifeeluberish Ifeeluberish 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 18

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    I recently saw a documentary called Apple's Broken Promises. This shocked me to my very core. How could a company making so much money claiming to be so amazing and have so many...
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    Humans are receptive beings. Praise, criticism, advice, curses, hate, sick and love. We pretend we do not listen, we pretend they don't affect us but the truth is everything we...
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    if you think animals are some how lesser beings. or inferior or you hate them for no real reason this applies to all species really. then you and I will never get along. all...
    Chinsei Chinsei 26-30, M 2 Responses Nov 24

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    For the first week in 3 months, I finally feel alive. I feel like myself. Due to unforeseen life challenges, I slipped into a deep depression. I was also highly anxious and felt...
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    I dont really know what is my personality. i somtimes feel iam honest, sometimes feel that iam the most bad person on earth. its been 24 years now i might me living more 30 year...
    heartless2 heartless2 22-25, M Dec 13

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    This world doesn't feel like my own. There is this distance between me and my surroundings, between me and other people. Life is almost like a movie to me, and a very boring one at...
    SpaceTurtle SpaceTurtle 31-35, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Article 1. All human beings are born free and equal in dignity and rights. They are endowed with reason and conscience and should act towards one another in a spirit of...
    lunadelobos lunadelobos 41-45 2 Responses Dec 7

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    Yes, every single human being in life struggles including me. Struggle is something every human being has encountered at some point in their lives. We are constantly battling our...
    johnny048 johnny048 46-50, M 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    I hate the feeling when you really don't have any emotion... you feel so empty, you're not happy, you're not sad, you're nothing, you're mind is spinning but you can't feel...
    Thiswillbethelast Thiswillbethelast 18-21, F 5 hrs ago

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    i feel alienated and just disconnected from humanity and reality and society
    antoneli antoneli 18-21, M 4 Responses Dec 6

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    there are some horrible things happened in my life..things tat made a huge impact on me..things i cant erase till my death..those wounds are still fresh tat i cant do anything...
    ucbenetton ucbenetton 22-25, M 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    AS A HUMAN, ONE ALREADY HAS FREE WILL.HUMANITY HAS BEEN ENTRUSTED WITH IT FOR A DURATION OF EXPANSION AND CONTRACTION.THOSE ANCIENT ONES WERE OFFERED IT AND THEY FEARED IT...THIS...
    VALLEYANT VALLEYANT 36-40, M 1 Response Dec 3

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    I apologise for waiting to tell you for so long, I am not human, I am made of lakes and fairytales pixie dust, I don't feel
    basedteenager basedteenager 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 8

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    I don't care what society tells me to do, how they tell me to look or how I should feel. I do what I want, for I am my own individual. Don't tell me that I can't do something or...
    vfashionista86 vfashionista86 26-30, F Dec 10

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    From human being to human being. We are all telling ourselves a story, I hope with all my heart your story motivates you, motivates you to always do better, want more for yourself...
    JasminElsamra JasminElsamra 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 12

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    Why do some people have the ability and confidence or arrogance or what you may call it..... in putting their stupid self absorbed habits and issues before anything else. these...
    sandayo sandayo 41-45, F Dec 12

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    Many people on EP do not want to be added to other people's circles. But why? When a person adds you to their circle, it means your stories end up on their home page and your name...
    Gentle153 Gentle153 26-30, M 2 Responses Dec 13

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    I'm human and I have feelings. I always remember this when talking to people so I can treat them properly. Unfortunately, many people don't remember this when talking to me. It...
    Leofflaed Leofflaed 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I just feel I don't have any deep connections with anyone. It's so hard for me to relate to 99% of the people I come in contact with. What's wrong with me? I'm trying to be open...
    DevilDollie DevilDollie 18-21, F 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    I am at the precipice and I'm looking down at my own self destruction and I've come to overcome my need to just walk away from it because it's all I seem to have now a days. I live...
    childintime2017 childintime2017 22-25, F 9 hrs ago

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    well, is love an aspect of humanity? if yes, so why some of us are still so racist? aren't we living in 21 century? yes we are, but still some of us want to play the rule of the...
    ElliasA ElliasA 18-21, M 2 Responses Nov 28

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    It is a really bitter thing to accept that today's times almost like force people to be like a computer, no emotions. What naturally was intended by nature, the law of emotional...
    harmony226 harmony226 26-30, M Nov 28

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    I love observing human behavior. I have always looked at people and thought of the things that are present in every human being. When I'm in town i am always amused by people. I...
    Sproetjies3 Sproetjies3 22-25, F 4 Responses Dec 2

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    I am seriously fascinated by the stupidity of today's human behaviour. Like I know there's normal people out there, but then the others! My gosh do they just blow your mind. The...
    daniebravo daniebravo 18-21, F 6 Responses Dec 2

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    I am not a human. I am a werewolf. However I have not always been a werewolf about two to two and a half years ago I was living a normal human life
    AlphaBoy7934 AlphaBoy7934 13-15, M 4 Responses Dec 7

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