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I Dont Feel Human

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    I Want To Be A Werewolf, Im Not Human

    I have felt for many years a special connection to canines. I have very good hearing and fairly good reflexes. I just feel I should be a wolf, I crave the experience to run on all fours and howl at the moon. Ive looked at spells and many people say they work. Does anyone feel the...
    mysterywolfgal mysterywolfgal 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 8, 2013

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    I dont want to feel suicidal

    and i dont want to die. I just want to know why out of all people on this earth would my fate be this. No it couldnt be much worse. I feel like i have brain damage i cant pay attention to reality. Call it stcuk in my head i just cant be myself. Its undescribable. I wish to god i...
    Ifeeluberish Ifeeluberish 18-21, M 3 Responses Dec 3, 2013

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    Wishing I Knew Who I Really Am :/

    I feel like really fresh and new... Dont know why
    Ifeeluberish Ifeeluberish 18-21, M Oct 6, 2013

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    I Am A Trianlge Animal Thing

    sometimes i am a triangle sometimes i am a animal. its not like a trianlge like humns see its not that three cornered trianlge i do use that with my ghost hauntings though
    kevin5678 kevin5678 36-40 Jul 20, 2010

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    Ok

    erll i dont have a penis and i dont have a vagina . i ahve never hyad any sexual expereinces other them what i have read on ep . people dont like me so i never get close to people . i have read a few nude magazines in my life a samll few but its ok
    kevin5678 kevin5678 36-40 Jul 20, 2010

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    Human?

    I feel like I'm some alien going around mimicking humans because I'm trying to fit in.  
    RagingSkillet RagingSkillet 31-35, M Feb 5, 2012

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    Yall Know Nothing About Weird Dreams.

    So i was in a dull world. As i am in real life. With the dullest and plainest of colors. With a hint of darkness. This world was different though. Every object, and everything in existance was made of letters. The letters would shape the object and therefore you could identify it...
    Ifeeluberish Ifeeluberish 18-21, M Oct 17, 2013

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    Ifeeluberish Ifeeluberish 18-21, M 2 Responses Dec 1, 2013

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    Whats Even The Point...

    Whats even the point of recovery if im going to end up morbidly depressed constantly thinking about suicide. So much of me has died already i dont really think of myself as a real person anymore.
    Ifeeluberish Ifeeluberish 18-21, M Oct 9, 2013

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    I Know What You Mean.

    I don't think I wish to be one any more. I wish I was a fictional toon I created. But that will never happen so I am just shooting for crawling into my mind and never coming out.
    solarregeneration solarregeneration 41-45, T Jul 23, 2010

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    Not Human

    i have never felt human . guys where not interested in me girls where not interested in me so i am putting me in the non human catergory. i was like the thing no one noticed. it really pissed me of . i dont really see my self is haviong people parts . i dont really have a vagina...
    kevin5678 kevin5678 36-40 Jul 20, 2010

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    Im ******* 17 com on.

    . My life is already over. Wth wtfffff i want to scream but its never satisfying . I have urges to just shut off and die and never wake up again. I feel completely empty not just in my heart but my whole body. I feel lifless. Fuckkk
    Ifeeluberish Ifeeluberish 18-21, M 2 Responses Dec 3, 2013

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    What Am I

    i wonder if anybody is wondering what i am well i think of me as a cat or a triangle not sure whaich yet
    kevin5678 kevin5678 36-40 1 Response Jul 20, 2010

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    Ifeeluberish Ifeeluberish 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 18

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    Therapy Is Hell

    I felt like death yesterday. I took in way too much at once it seemed :/
    Ifeeluberish Ifeeluberish 18-21, M Oct 9, 2013

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    thereisnothingwrongwithyou thereisnothingwrongwithyou 18-21, F 3 Responses Sep 20

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    I know what they say I am, and maybe that is the explanation. But sometimes it doesn't feel that "simple". This body...it contains me, restricts me...this world...I'm not convinced...
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    I have depersonalization / derealization and i feel weird as if im in a dream and dont feel real. Anyone have the same thing as me? I would love to talk with someone battling...
    A0927T A0927T 16-17, F Sep 20

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    I know that might sound strange, but hopefully I'll be able to explain what I mean...As a human, male or female, over the length of a lifespan we develop, and as we develop we pass...
    crescendo282 crescendo282 31-35, F 2 Responses 12 hrs ago

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    Deep down you feel so strong, but when it comes to human relatioships you think you are getting an F constantly! I used to be a girl who thought everything is easy, relationships...
    helpadvisor helpadvisor 18-21, F Sep 20

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    This isn't my natural state. It's like every day is Halloween. Everyone's in their costumes. I seem to be sewn into mine. But everyone else seems to be enjoying the party, or they...
    Anyiel Anyiel 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 21

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    There is no computer on earth which can match the human body. The body can think for itself, feel for itself, fight for itself. It can heal itself. I can survive terrible traumas...
    Thesoutherner Thesoutherner 66-70, M 1 Response Sep 20

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    I lose interest in people fast, friendships are pointless especially when they realize they can't get any freebies off you. As I get older, I'm starting to become like my great...
    LadyOutspoken LadyOutspoken 26-30, F 2 Responses Sep 13

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    To me I believe the human experience can not truly be understood unless someone describes their emotion that was linked to that event....I find that the most fascinating...
    bohoemmers bohoemmers 22-25, F Sep 20

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    I am usually very sane and rational. I consider the consequences of my actions before I act, however when all is said and done, there are some things called feelings and emotions...
    Thyhistory Thyhistory 18-21 Sep 23

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    There's a lot you can't see while blinded by hate. I have seen a lot of horrible, vile excuses for human beings in my days. Evil degenerated monsters who hide among the crowds and...
    Aventias Aventias 16-17 2 Responses Sep 4

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    Thinking about life itself as i use to do i realized a magnificent interior revelation. I will try to explain in writing form this feeling that i had. All of us came to existance...
    DiegoSMarinho DiegoSMarinho 16-17, M Sep 4

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    Gifted People. Have you ever come across someone who makes you question your beliefs? Or for that matter experienced something that defies all you believe in? Leaving you with a...
    angelicsmiles angelicsmiles 31-35, F Sep 13

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    I hate my family i cannot stand them i have a psychopath as a sister a dumb stupid woman as a mom an immature brat as a younger sister and mike i feel so mad around them. The...
    sophiejon sophiejon 18-21 1 Response 2 days ago

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    When I, while seeking meaning for my life, stumbled across Humanism, I immediately identified with its world view. As I read about the meaning of Humanism, I remember thinking to...
    brooks45 brooks45 41-45, M Sep 3

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    Thinking about life itself as i use to do i realized a magnificent interior revelation. I will try to explain in writing form this feeling that i had. All of us came to existance...
    DiegoSMarinho DiegoSMarinho 16-17, M Sep 4

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    Gifted People. Have you ever come across someone who makes you question your beliefs? Or for that matter experienced something that defies all you believe in? Leaving you with a...
    angelicsmiles angelicsmiles 31-35, F 3 Responses Sep 13

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    Is it me or am I the only one who does not get humanity? I feel like I can't breath, like I'm stuck in my own mind with no way out. I feel like I don't belong in this world and I...
    BlackMumba3 BlackMumba3 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 14

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    Is your human pet not really ok with being a human pet? Do you like your solo life with your beloved human pet? Don't let a child ruin everything you hold dear but don't make your...
    Beatenrodent Beatenrodent 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 1

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    Human disgust me when I read news every day.Don't tell me "not all human are bad",I sure at least 90% human would go to hell at judgement day,if there's a judgement day.
    xxsnowflakexx xxsnowflakexx 22-25, T Sep 18

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    Have known in this life form, as an intelligent human being from my first humans since birth, my own parents and strived for, further. My father to my knowledge since have known a...
    Elitevenkat8kashyap Elitevenkat8kashyap 36-40, M Sep 22

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    Why do people think Islam is evil? Seriously, it isn't the religion, it is always the person. ALL HUMANS ARE EVIL!! EVERY HUMAN SHOULD DIE! Right? no? Stop posting hate about a...
    kaizob2x kaizob2x 22-25, M 2 days ago

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    I think humans fall in love so easily becausewe crave things.We crave the feeling that love brings.The race of heart, the slight adrenaline.It's a rush.I don't think we fall in...
    SempiternalTruth SempiternalTruth 16-17, F Sep 20

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    It's boring. Life is hard for everyone, it's self-indulgent. No one cares about anyone else really, we are all in the same boat and everyone is busy with their own problems...
    dontcareforlabels dontcareforlabels 41-45, M 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    I'm not sure what I am but I'm probably not human or a really strange one if I am I'm 15 (ignore the age thing, I like to have full access to a website without age restrictions...
    fallenangelofthenight fallenangelofthenight 18-21, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    Little Fox In Need Off Owner licks hewwo im a little pup still at the training way looking for a loveabull owner im alittle sceared around new humans I like following new...
    cometfox cometfox 22-25, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Ten studies to increase your faith in humanity. 1. Lying literally makes us sick or at the least more vulnerable, and being truthful improves our general health 2. During...
    SkollHati SkollHati 18-21, M 4 Responses Sep 1

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    My perfect world is a world without weakness. A world where only the strong and smart survive. We call ourselves human but we lack humanity. We are destroying ourselves and those...
    BeautyInBlack BeautyInBlack 13-15, F Sep 11

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    Let me tell you a story about 2 friends.. One “X”, very nice guy. Always polite and caring to others. He listens to people surrounding him, take time to understand them and...
    satyr1007 satyr1007 26-30, M 2 Responses Sep 12

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    To err is human to forgive is Divine so humans are not capable of forgiving and forgetting after all and letting go and movin on for that matter !
    anasteel2 anasteel2 41-45, F 1 Response Sep 23

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    I used to hate this feeling. I still do, but as of recently I started to like being alone. Its sort of hard to explain. I think to sum it up I'd rather feel alone now, than be...
    bananaloc bananaloc 22-25, M 4 Responses 12 hrs ago

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    How can something that look so wrong feel so damn right? I'm conflicted. He doesn't love me. He probably is seeing someone else. And yet, I feel like he's the one. I've asked...
    maryjaneb maryjaneb 26-30, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    And myself. All of it. I don't want to act. Or to step up to the plate and "become" something. I just want to chill out. And be whatever I am. I feel detached from everything...
    brushfirefairytales brushfirefairytales 26-30, F Sep 21

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    I’m feeling down and wallowing Not bitching about it but it’s just how I feel I know the words to think a different way But there’s no meaning to them and I’m too tired to...
    jacqueline1972 jacqueline1972 36-40, T Sep 3