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I Dont Feel Human

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    I Know What You Mean.

    I don't think I wish to be one any more. I wish I was a fictional toon I created. But that will never happen so I am just shooting for crawling into my mind and never coming out.
    solarregeneration solarregeneration 41-45, T Jul 23, 2010

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    Whats Even The Point...

    Whats even the point of recovery if im going to end up morbidly depressed constantly thinking about suicide. So much of me has died already i dont really think of myself as a real person anymore.
    Ifeeluberish Ifeeluberish 18-21, M Oct 9, 2013

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    Ok

    erll i dont have a penis and i dont have a vagina . i ahve never hyad any sexual expereinces other them what i have read on ep . people dont like me so i never get close to people . i have read a few nude magazines in my life a samll few but its ok
    kevin5678 kevin5678 36-40 Jul 20, 2010

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    Wishing I Knew Who I Really Am :/

    I feel like really fresh and new... Dont know why
    Ifeeluberish Ifeeluberish 18-21, M Oct 6, 2013

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    Human?

    I feel like I'm some alien going around mimicking humans because I'm trying to fit in.  
    RagingSkillet RagingSkillet 31-35, M Feb 5, 2012

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    Ifeeluberish Ifeeluberish 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 18, 2014

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    Yall Know Nothing About Weird Dreams.

    So i was in a dull world. As i am in real life. With the dullest and plainest of colors. With a hint of darkness. This world was different though. Every object, and everything in existance was made of letters. The letters would shape the object and therefore you could identify it...
    Ifeeluberish Ifeeluberish 18-21, M Oct 17, 2013

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    Not Human

    i have never felt human . guys where not interested in me girls where not interested in me so i am putting me in the non human catergory. i was like the thing no one noticed. it really pissed me of . i dont really see my self is haviong people parts . i dont really have a vagina...
    kevin5678 kevin5678 36-40 Jul 20, 2010

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    I dont want to feel suicidal

    and i dont want to die. I just want to know why out of all people on this earth would my fate be this. No it couldnt be much worse. I feel like i have brain damage i cant pay attention to reality. Call it stcuk in my head i just cant be myself. Its undescribable. I wish to god i...
    Ifeeluberish Ifeeluberish 18-21, M 3 Responses Dec 3, 2013

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    What Am I

    i wonder if anybody is wondering what i am well i think of me as a cat or a triangle not sure whaich yet
    kevin5678 kevin5678 36-40 1 Response Jul 20, 2010

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    Therapy Is Hell

    I felt like death yesterday. I took in way too much at once it seemed :/
    Ifeeluberish Ifeeluberish 18-21, M Oct 9, 2013

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    I Want To Be A Werewolf, Im Not Human

    I have felt for many years a special connection to canines. I have very good hearing and fairly good reflexes. I just feel I should be a wolf, I crave the experience to run on all fours and howl at the moon. Ive looked at spells and many people say they work. Does anyone feel the...
    mysterywolfgal mysterywolfgal 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 8, 2013

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    Im ******* 17 com on.

    . My life is already over. Wth wtfffff i want to scream but its never satisfying . I have urges to just shut off and die and never wake up again. I feel completely empty not just in my heart but my whole body. I feel lifless. Fuckkk
    Ifeeluberish Ifeeluberish 18-21, M 2 Responses Dec 3, 2013

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    Ifeeluberish Ifeeluberish 18-21, M 2 Responses Dec 1, 2013

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    I Am A Trianlge Animal Thing

    sometimes i am a triangle sometimes i am a animal. its not like a trianlge like humns see its not that three cornered trianlge i do use that with my ghost hauntings though
    kevin5678 kevin5678 36-40 Jul 20, 2010

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    People are strange when you're a stranger Faces look ugly when you're alone Women seem wicked when you're unwanted Streets are uneven when you're down When you're strange...
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    I don't feel human I don't act human I felt like this all my life! It's hard to explain I have inhuman abilities! My siblings don't even think I'm normal My brothers call me...
    AloneGirl13 AloneGirl13 13-15, F Dec 30, 2014

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    So here I am in this situation. I'm a bit all over the place right now. Like I feel like screaming and crying and laughing at the same time but hopefully this too shall pass. I try...
    Khaleesi18 Khaleesi18 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    From a young age I've always been able to sense the presence of 'others.' when I was 9 my mum moved into quite an old house it's one the oldest on the estate. In my bedroom I have...
    woodstock4 woodstock4 18-21, M 2 days ago

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    Its my first time writing about how i feel. i am just a 21 year old form Scotland that love films, music and most things in life there isn't much i hate but few months ago i had a...
    scottishlostsoul scottishlostsoul 18-21, M 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    You get hungry and you start eating; in the words of Kant, that is not autonomy, but heteronomy. All non-human animals are heteronomous and submit their will to instincts, impulses...
    deephuman deephuman 22-25, F 4 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    I feel great! I can make myself happy, I don't need anyone to make me happy. I used to think my happiness depended on others, but now I know it comes from within. I will have my...
    zazzet zazzet 46-50 36 mins ago

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    I am so confused by humanity. Especially on the internet. Why is it OK to do and say things to perfect strangers online that you'd never say to a person face to face?
    RememberingSunday22 RememberingSunday22 36-40, F 1 hr ago

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    That's how it happens. Some version of that story is true for almost every homeless person out there. It happens because of not being loved. Because of not having supportive...
    Ajushi Ajushi 36-40, M 1 Response Jan 10

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    Hello everyone. Up until this point (for several years) I have decided to stay silent and observe posts similar to this one. Now, here on this website, on thos particular group it...
    Abufihamat Abufihamat 18-21, M 2 days ago

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    The events that unfolded in Paris this week cannot be described with mere words. To describe such loss of life as a tragedy seems too weak, too disrespectful. But as shocking...
    scottmarg scottmarg 26-30, M 1 Response Jan 7

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    Human behavior is the very essence of my passion in life. Once you understand the traits and categories of human behavior, you can tell when you're being lied to, when someone is...
    MsBree01 MsBree01 22-25, F 4 Responses Jan 4

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    Well, by rights I should be dead. If nature were left to its own devices, my appendix would have burst before I finished university. Up to that point I had a purpose until I got my...
    cloudsoflife cloudsoflife 26-30, M 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    I am a young adult and am "troubled." When I was young my environment was discouraging. My parents marriage was terrible, my father depressed and suicidal, and I did whatever they...
    ZoeFeller ZoeFeller 18-21, F Dec 30, 2014

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    It has come to my understanding that by science, girls mature faster than boys physically. This then says hormonal peak is at an earlier age. Urges such as sexual , even emotional...
    stephenrko stephenrko 31-35, M Jan 4

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    I think humanity, for the most part, is broken. I think we are good at putting on our masks, and making it seem like we are well put together. We smile at each other, and when...
    iShined iShined 18-21, M 19 Responses Jan 11

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    Im feeling a bit overwhelmed. Still trying to orient myself on this new platform of social media, and Im thinking it may be because unlike FB, i dont actually know the people who...
    MissTish85 MissTish85 26-30, F 12 Responses 4 days ago

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    Gay people. It's not by my full right to say if i understand you all together being that way. By the explanations given on hormones and the genetic effect in a gay person , i have...
    stephenrko stephenrko 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 17

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    I will never be a human, because being human is very boring... I am not a human & will never be... I tell myself this because i see the world grey, & when i see people doing...
    WolfsterTheWere WolfsterTheWere 13-15, M Jan 13

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    Some humans who portray arrogance genuinely intrigue me. Like, what does it gain making someone feel bad about themselves just because they have a problem with them. I just don't...
    lesha17x lesha17x 18-21, F 7 Responses Jan 6

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    I am a lion in a lamb suit. Can't stand the ugliness of humanity anymore. I can literally feel the vibrations of earth in energy and it just makes me sad. People's aura's make me...
    H3lt3rSk3lt3r H3lt3rSk3lt3r 18-21, F Jan 6

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    It felt so good to actually participate in something last night. I forgot how amazing that feels. How good it feels to be apart of the human existence. Instead of locked away in my...
    WickedlilAngel WickedlilAngel 31-35, F 5 Responses Jan 7

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    morality is a *****. the desire to be what's ideal to the mind is so freaking strong, that people will willingly enter into denial. denial about natural, human, "beastly" feelings...
    evynray evynray 22-25, F 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    So my feelings sort of made me "burst" tonight...and I wish I could hit rewind. I was so exhausted and worn out by everyone and was feeling pretty depressed today. I received a...
    TiraVara TiraVara 22-25, F 8 hrs ago

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    Reactions to physical attraction especially fascinate me. I know some people who are like, "Oh, you could never truly have a friendship with someone you're attracted to." But I'm...
    Boulier Boulier 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 3

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    As human beings we all have such weird and unique kinks. I used to spot them out in people all the time, the "imperfections" or so they say. It's just so fascinating how people...
    smokebombtom smokebombtom 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 4

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    Hey I am another wolf inside a human body :P Oh boy it feels so good to see others, my own kind, honestly I've been having a lot of doughts about this being me, since I'm into...
    nya2468 nya2468 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 5

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    I strongly condemn the Paris attack to the satirical magazine by terrorists. I consider myself an extremely tolerant person, most to the chagrin of many of my family members. I...
    diegodlavega diegodlavega 46-50, M 7 Responses Jan 7

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    Firstly a big thank you to the one who made me think of this with gentle questioning and thought provoking rather than a using a gigantic 10" wide broomstick laced with lube. Hey...
    Littlemisssomebody Littlemisssomebody 31-35, F 6 Responses Jan 13

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    My dad always tells me to suck it up. I'm human you know, I have feelings and unfortunately I have memories.
    hxlils hxlils 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 13

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    Sometimes I am so curious as to how people work these days that I am finding myself becoming less human if that makes sense. It feels as I'm just a separate entity, and that gender...
    BeckettKreiss BeckettKreiss 16-17, T 1 Response Jan 14

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