I Dont Feel Human

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    Yall Know Nothing About Weird Dreams.

    So i was in a dull world. As i am in real life. With the dullest and plainest of colors. With a hint of darkness. This world was different though. Every object, and everything in existance was made of letters. The letters would shape the object and therefore you could identify it...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Oct 17, 2013

    Whats Even The Point...

    Whats even the point of recovery if im going to end up morbidly depressed constantly thinking about suicide. So much of me has died already i dont really think of myself as a real person anymore.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Oct 9, 2013
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jan 18, 2014

    Im ******* 17 com on.

    . My life is already over. Wth wtfffff i want to scream but its never satisfying . I have urges to just shut off and die and never wake up again. I feel completely empty not just in my heart but my whole body. I feel lifless. Fuckkk
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Dec 3, 2013

    Do you think Edison or tesla

    or Bill gates wives were flirting with some douche from Ohio while thier husbands were changing the world?
    Bway777 Bway777
    41-45, M
    Mar 28

    I feel like I've awakened

    but everyone is asleep. And I feel detached to "their world" I feel like they don't realize that so many things they care about or worry about or judge just doesn't matter. I am not antisocial but I could just sit and watch nature or watch someone doing something for a long...
    Besillybeyou Besillybeyou
    26-30, F
    Mar 19, 2015

    Ok

    erll i dont have a penis and i dont have a vagina . i ahve never hyad any sexual expereinces other them what i have read on ep . people dont like me so i never get close to people . i have read a few nude magazines in my life a samll few but its ok
    kevin5678 kevin5678
    36-40
    Jul 20, 2010

    Therapy Is Hell

    I felt like death yesterday. I took in way too much at once it seemed :/
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Oct 9, 2013
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Dec 1, 2013

    I dont want to feel suicidal

    and i dont want to die. I just want to know why out of all people on this earth would my fate be this. No it couldnt be much worse. I feel like i have brain damage i cant pay attention to reality. Call it stcuk in my head i just cant be myself. Its undescribable. I wish to god i...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Dec 3, 2013

    i often get dreams, or nightmares.

    they are always the same. it starts with a dark dragon flying over a snowy mountain. if its a dream then he is alone. if its a nightmare he is getting chased by a white dragon with glowing blue eyes. if its a nightmare he gets hit out of the sky and crashes into the ground...
    randomkid101 randomkid101
    18-21, M
    Feb 23, 2015

    I just feel like there is more i need to know,

    but i have no idea how to even begin to look for the answers. Why do i feel so different? When i try to erase this feeling, its like life wont let me...always reminded of how i feel. I dont know how to find out why i feel different...feel nonhuman. I dont know why and i dont...
    BioWolf1234 BioWolf1234
    16-17, M
    Sep 20, 2015

    Wishing I Knew Who I Really Am :/

    I feel like really fresh and new... Dont know why
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Oct 6, 2013

    I Am A Trianlge Animal Thing

    sometimes i am a triangle sometimes i am a animal. its not like a trianlge like humns see its not that three cornered trianlge i do use that with my ghost hauntings though
    kevin5678 kevin5678
    36-40
    Jul 20, 2010

    I Want To Be A Werewolf, Im Not Human

    I have felt for many years a special connection to canines. I have very good hearing and fairly good reflexes. I just feel I should be a wolf, I crave the experience to run on all fours and howl at the moon. Ive looked at spells and many people say they work. Does anyone feel the...
    mysterywolfgal mysterywolfgal
    18-21, F
    1 Response Sep 8, 2013

    I Know What You Mean.

    I don't think I wish to be one any more. I wish I was a fictional toon I created. But that will never happen so I am just shooting for crawling into my mind and never coming out.
    solarregeneration solarregeneration
    41-45, T
    Jul 23, 2010

    What Am I

    i wonder if anybody is wondering what i am well i think of me as a cat or a triangle not sure whaich yet
    kevin5678 kevin5678
    36-40
    1 Response Jul 20, 2010

    Not Human

    i have never felt human . guys where not interested in me girls where not interested in me so i am putting me in the non human catergory. i was like the thing no one noticed. it really pissed me of . i dont really see my self is haviong people parts . i dont really have a vagina...
    kevin5678 kevin5678
    36-40
    Jul 20, 2010
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