I Don't Forgive Myself Easily

My parents always saw my potential better than i did, and they got so disappointed when i messed up. So i always feel like i didn't try hard enough, but i have to stop thinking that way.
Because you can ALWAYS try harder- there's...

It hard for me to make mistakes. It's hard for me to forgive myself. It's not really about some MAJOR SIN. Just everyday actions. Can't forgive myself for doubting myself. Can't forgive myself for not being perfect. Can't forgive myself...

I am my harshest critic - or rather the combination of my ego and conscience

I think just about everyone is like this though - even if they suppress it

Why should i forgive myself?...I know i have made mistakes we all have but i take a very long time to forgive myself i dont think i have to forgive myself i guess i just acespt what ive done and just keep it on my shoulders until i cant...

Of course I don't forgive myself easily, as I don't forgive others easily. I think I have a problem with the concept of "forgiveness" altogether. I use to forgive people all the time, as a child and teen. But that usually...

I forgive others too easy and struggle to forgive myself sometimes. Strange I know. I dunno why I don't forgive myself as easily. Its a mystery.

I am not quite sure why I set such a double standard for myself with this.
I can allow people to hurt me, abuse me and walk on me. If they apologize, then I will forgive them. I think you hve to. Now...

I just cant forgive myself for somethings, i dont think i will ever be able to. I have tried and just reduced myself to tears, but the harder i try the more soft i get.
I cant win either way, and even if some things are forgivable i...