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I Dont Have A Wall Around Me

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    No Defences

    Lots of people naturally enough use their self-image to make a pattern of defences to be able to fend off aspects of life which they feel they are either not prepared to deal with, or aren't empowered in themselves to comprehend. It is a complexity of personality. They say there...
    Anuledroan Anuledroan 18-21, F Jan 12, 2013

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    Me too, vey dark thoughts. Costs a fortune in electricity as I walk around with my house lights on, even in the daytime.
    dannydaddy dannydaddy 51-55, M 1 hr ago

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    •FATHER• Temporary feelings, they eventually burned as I sit here bruised and scared for the rest of my life. I might have lost the war, but reality strikes, I want to cry...
    Ameleasmith Ameleasmith 13-15, F 2 days ago

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    •FATHER• Temporary feelings, they eventually burned as I sit here bruised and scared for the rest of my life. I might have lost the war, but reality strikes, I want to cry...
    Ameleasmith Ameleasmith 13-15, F 2 days ago

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    •FATHER• Temporary feelings, they eventually burned as I sit here bruised and scared for the rest of my life. I might have lost the war, but reality strikes, I want to cry...
    Ameleasmith Ameleasmith 13-15, F 2 days ago

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    •FATHER• Temporary feelings, they eventually burned as I sit here bruised and scared for the rest of my life. I might have lost the war, but reality strikes, I want to cry...
    Ameleasmith Ameleasmith 13-15, F 2 days ago

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    Last night, my girlfriend and I had gotten into a fight, but I tries to kill myself mostly because it triggered feelings of hopelessness and despair from past traumas. I felt like...
    bongolongo bongolongo 26-30, F 2 days ago

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    So these are the four energies. 1. Too good energy. We feel good, very good, too good. La la la, walking on air, euphoric. Everyone is our friend and the world is perfect...
    andyreed andyreed 51-55, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    well this is embarrassing and sort of funny...mostly embarrassing. It happened about a year ago. Ok so I live in California(U.S.). It's a little hotspot for earthquakes. Well one...
    EnigmaticPerson EnigmaticPerson 13-15, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    This is a true story of what happened to Greg Zaffuto. I have just experienced much the same and do not want this to happen to you, so I am sharing the following. I apologize for...
    Grace2U Grace2U 66-70, F 5 days ago

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    Sometimes I just feel like giving up. Waking up everday carrying this pain of social anxiety is ruining my life. I have days where im positive and optimistic, then I have days like...
    painfullyconfident painfullyconfident 22-25, M 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    There isn't anyone who knows my true hopes and dreams or the way my heart aches or the times I've walked days as a ghost. Pain is a torrential threat bearing down on me like a...
    InspireMeZilly InspireMeZilly 26-30, F 1 Response a week ago

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    i feel like like im in hell sometimes when around my family. specifically my parents mostly. I live with them and I feel like walls are caving in and only way to get out is to...
    shysweetsensible shysweetsensible 36-40, F 4 Responses Feb 2

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    Yes I do and I'm not always good to be around when it goes beyond my control. This happens on very rare occasions, I absorb a lot and will always try to see your side, but oh boy...
    Lee124 Lee124 41-45, F 8 Responses Feb 2

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    It hurts mostly everyday I still get emotional I can still picture everything that happened I can still feel her hands banging against my head. How the first month's it was just...
    Introvertedchild18 Introvertedchild18 18-21 2 Responses Feb 1

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    I dated a diagnosed psychopath. He showered me with love and affection and showed so much interest in me from the start that I was smitten. Also he was very charming and handsome...
    AnonymousKCQ AnonymousKCQ 22-25, F 6 Responses Feb 1

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    My mind is a place i dont like to go i have walls that keep me sane my mind is scared and has no hope to recover my life has been nothing but drugs rape fighting and death if my...
    Chris199718 Chris199718 18-21, M Jan 30

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    The necklace I have worn around my neck has stayed there for the past three years. I never take it off and each time I have to pains me. if you had read my experience on my friends...
    SladeTheLegend SladeTheLegend 18-21, M Jan 30

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    He feeds off of my suffering. He doesn't just feed off of it, he finds it DELICIOUS. I know this because I have FELT what he feels before. It is HORRIFIC to feel the sheer amount...
    Hush92 Hush92 18-21, F Jan 30

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    First let me say church was never a good place to misbehave when your young. I can't tell you how many parents I've heard threaten to give there children spankings if the didn't...
    aspies19 aspies19 18-21, F 6 Responses Jan 28

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    From since I can remember I've always been into sports and anything having to do with athletics. As I got older I began having debilitating problems with my my knees, first the...
    justhoughtUshuldkno justhoughtUshuldkno 31-35, M Jan 28

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    I was vacationing in Colorado with some friends. We had just finished a week of snow skiing and decided to stop at Red Rocks on the way back to Denver airport. As we were walking...
    Fatherofthedaughter Fatherofthedaughter 51-55, M 4 Responses Jan 28

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    Tonight he threw my dinner at the wall. I have been snowed in without access to my car as it is BURIED in snow. On my boyfriends way home I had asked him to pick up something...
    dcp1058 dcp1058 26-30, F 5 Responses Jan 27

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    This last year has really opened my eyes. I trusted someone, helped them regain their footing. In return, I was put through experiences that left me traumatized and afraid to...
    Bored2016 Bored2016 41-45, F 1 Response Jan 26

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    I Got Flowers Today..... I got flowers today... It wasn't my birthday or any other special day. We had our first argument last night, and he said a lot of cruel things that...
    legzydawlyy legzydawlyy 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 25

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    but unfortunately i fall into the wrong hands ,many times over.from my early relationship days ive dated a women who was waiting for divorce and she never got it ! another was a...
    crysis12 crysis12 51-55, M Jan 25

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    The way our cubes were setup at work we had tall walls and I had a wall to my back and only one cube in front me. I have pulled it out on many occasions at my desk. I've...
    justallofme justallofme 31-35, M 2 Responses Jan 24

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    who is curled up next to my legs napping. The last months have been hard on the little guy. First, I went on a week's vacation in August and had some pet sitters visiting him; and...
    QuinS QuinS 36-40, T Jan 24

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    Most people think that it's easy to get over it when you reach adulthood, but the emotional scars are still there. I've been prank-called, pushed, inappropriately touched, pushed...
    DesiredUserNameandStuff DesiredUserNameandStuff 31-35, F 4 Responses Jan 23

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    Sorry if you are getting fed up of beaten up posts, I was fed up of being beaten up. Anyways There was this tomboy in my year who was a bit taller than me, more bulkier and had an...
    imlegallyblind imlegallyblind 13-15, M 1 Response Jan 23

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    my experience in the past cause me to feel depressed. back in my highskul days i was a victim of bullying the whole yr was rily an awful experience for me. from then i begun to...
    bokading bokading 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 23

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    But I don't regret this one :) I had a crush on this girl who everyone liked because she was really pretty, but loads of girls were really pretty, the difference was she was a...
    imlegallyblind imlegallyblind 13-15, M 1 Response Jan 22

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    For no reason. Please read as no one knows. I was 13 and these girls who go to my school who were 16 beat me up. They were fit, popular and STRONG. They had unnatural strength...
    imlegallyblind imlegallyblind 13-15, M Jan 22

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    who else remembers teddy bear nets? that dinged from the coners or the wall?
    Rain0069 Rain0069 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 22

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    *Its kinda long, sorry My ex and I dated for about 7 months before I got pregnant. He wasn't too happy about the news, but eventually he came around. He was so kind and nurturing...
    Lia001 Lia001 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 21

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    Sometimes when the mood hits me, no matter where I am, I can't help but touch myself. One time when I was alone at work I decided to start with a little nipple tweaking. The bra...
    FullOfLaughs FullOfLaughs 46-50, F 16 Responses Jan 21

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    When I was 3 days away from my 15th birthday I was told to clean out the garden. His garden… I was to pick the weeds in the corn and cabbage. I was feeling bad already because...
    Tripnotic Tripnotic 18-21, M Jan 21

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    hello there ! well when i was about 10 years old i drew this drawing on an A4 white paper , i consider it a bucket list because it literally contains the things that i'm working on...
    dalia99 dalia99 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 21

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    Please read. I was 13 and I got on the bad side of this group of girls. There was this girl who was in bottom set for everything and was an attention seeker. However, she went to...
    funnygeeza funnygeeza 13-15, M 1 Response Jan 21

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    Please. Some nights you just need to break down that I'm-*******-fine façade and wallow in your silly problems. It shouldn't even be a big deal, but your mind is like, nah make...
    Dewms Dewms 18-21, F Jan 21

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