I Dont Have A Wall Around Me

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 10 People

    No Defences

    Lots of people naturally enough use their self-image to make a pattern of defences to be able to fend off aspects of life which they feel they are either not prepared to deal with, or aren't empowered in themselves to comprehend. It is a complexity of personality. They say there...
    Anuledroan Anuledroan
    18-21, F
    Jan 12, 2013

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