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I Dont Have A Wall Around Me

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    No Defences

    Lots of people naturally enough use their self-image to make a pattern of defences to be able to fend off aspects of life which they feel they are either not prepared to deal with, or aren't empowered in themselves to comprehend. It is a complexity of personality. They say there...
    Anuledroan Anuledroan 18-21, F Jan 12, 2013

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    It's an invisible wall Around you, surround It's the barrier you want to break But you don't know how. It's the lump in your throat Although you want to speak You fall to your...
    anonymous1001611 anonymous1001611 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 5

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    Loniness is like a illness, It would start in mind, It would make you think you were born to be alone, Kill your hope in mind, Then it would move to your heart, It would build...
    SensualRomantic SensualRomantic 36-40, M 1 Response Apr 13

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    We all have days when we reach our limit, when one tiny, insignificant event pushes us over the edge and we break. Because we've been strong too long, because the heartaches just...
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    I work at a Christian Church camp. Campfires are amazing. Intimate worship, testimonies, stargazing, etc. Where we live, there are more stars than most people have ever seen (no...
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    back a few years ago, we'd spend all day doing yard work, gathering broken limbs and piling them up, in my side yard. when we were finished, we had to burn the pile. My brother in...
    ThePastIsDead ThePastIsDead 41-45, F Apr 1

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    I am a 20 yr old female, and have had these horrendous episodes since i was 14. They start off with nausea, then everything gets bright, my ears start to burn and ring, my skin...
    LaurenBrion13 LaurenBrion13 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 23

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    I want to mention few things about how do i feel these days. I just found out few things that should everyone know about me. I am moody as always touchy as a small &tiny word can...
    Egyptianguy34 Egyptianguy34 36-40, M 1 Response Mar 24

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    I was told I have PTSD around August 2014, along with depression and anxiety... The doctor/counselor actually told me it's a pretty severe case of all 3. It stems from my...
    Firefighter2893 Firefighter2893 18-21, M 5 Responses Mar 30

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    Sometimes I feel like the world around me is changing and I`m just stuck here going nowhere with my life.
    esmer2496 esmer2496 18-21, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    I had a dream a few nights ago where I was in my old house. I was with somebody else, I think, and there were these two murderers. They were trying to kill us and we kept running...
    RhinosaurusRex RhinosaurusRex 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 27

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    I have been a wallflower all my life it seems. Always on the edges of the action, always feeling a little left out a little like I don't belong. At school I was the third person...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I was walking trough my hometown. Near the apartment building where i grew up there was another apartment building that was stopped about 75% trough it's construction. They did all...
    kayoshin kayoshin 31-35, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    First of al thanks! So i dropped out of college 2 years after getting unsatisfactory grades. Being at home for the last 1 year made me realize dat all my ideas of having really...
    Heretorant Heretorant 22-25, F Apr 3

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    I'm walking up a hill that leads to a court house. Then, I see these group of people who look so beautiful, like right out of a fantasy world, being photographed. Many had blue...
    thisbunnybites888 thisbunnybites888 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 5

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    This isn't a very positive one...but I remember that in the 2nd grade I didn't have friends to play with during recess. My only friend Juan was held back and was embarrassed so he...
    XxWolverinaxX XxWolverinaxX 18-21 3 Responses Mar 25

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    **Note: due to character limitations, the full version of this story can only be viewed on the EP website.** Anyone who has read my stories here on EP, knows that I speak...
    Loverofpeace Loverofpeace 41-45, F 9 Responses 1 day ago

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    This bugs my family. I stand in the corner of the room, overhearing the conversations being carried on between my mother and my aunt. They talk as if I'm not there, as if I can't...
    hgrover hgrover 18-21, F Mar 28

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    Back in 2012 during an attack on my base I was alone with just a buddy of mine when I heard 2 explosions one of which was so close shook the ground. We looked at eachother and...
    Tylersalt Tylersalt 22-25, M Mar 30

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    It's taken me a long time to get around to writing this letter. I've been putting it off for years, to be honest. I suppose that I was waiting for you to get in touch with me. An...
    courtney24850 courtney24850 22-25, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I awoke in a dream. It was surprisingly really clear at times an muffled at others. I was standing in front of an old fashioned elevator. A guy beside me looked down at me *I'm...
    Missing22Aquarius Missing22Aquarius 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 21

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    Part 3 Caressing. Moving hands. Pinching them. Making them harder. I try to turn around. It's only fair that I get to undress you too. But no I am made to stay. Your hands slide...
    charlene0712 charlene0712 41-45, F Apr 11

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    We sponsor Eddie and three other children through a wonderful nonprofit organization called Children International. We are committed to help lift these children out of the poverty...
    ThereToCare ThereToCare 26-30, F 3 days ago

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    I realised I somehow had the urge to pick without knowing, only when I turned around and I was baffled by the fact the mirror I was heading for wasn't there. Within 10 seconds I...
    Annelina Annelina 18-21, F Mar 27

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    I believed l was doing the right thing... I followed the right path... The forks in the road were many... l asked for guidance... I followed my heart... Wrong path...a...
    MistyMoon1 MistyMoon1 41-45, F 3 Responses Apr 3

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    I had this extremely horrible dream about being at home with the people I see day to day except for my husband, our 3 month old son was in our bedroom in his crib while I was...
    Selinag95 Selinag95 18-21, F Mar 29

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    something quite profound occurred to me today. it hit me like a ton of bricks while I was in the shower. its about President Reagan's wholehearted belief in his "star wars" project...
    jayciedubb jayciedubb 46-50, M 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I love it when I lift up my shirt, and look at my bellybutton or play with it, and people notice it. One day I was at the mall with my friend, and we were sitting at the benches, I...
    bellybuttonbeauty bellybuttonbeauty 22-25, F 4 Responses Mar 29

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    I had two more weird dreams lately. In the first one, I was some sort of half-creature half-human, and I had a companion (that was just human). I was the only one who could...
    RhinosaurusRex RhinosaurusRex 18-21, F Apr 7

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    There is this guy. He's come over to our apartment everyday for the last 2 months. When he's around, I feel like I can let my guard down. He makes me feel safe. He has taken down...
    MidnightLaughter MidnightLaughter 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 9

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    About two weeks ago me and this girl "Stacey for this story" were walking around town waiting for her friend to hurry up with her boyfriend. We were kissing and stuff and I started...
    Iamconfused1 Iamconfused1 22-25, M 1 day ago

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    I hate my sister. I'm not usually the type of person to truly hate someone or something. I usually try to find the bright side to a problem, but I suppose that's for the internet...
    Zandra94 Zandra94 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 22

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    When I was seven I bit into an extension cord that was plugged into the wall. I was trying to unplug the cord from an electric air freshener. It was 110 volts and when it made...
    TxToothfairy TxToothfairy 41-45, F Mar 29

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    Just now I have awoken from an incredible dream. It was an apocalypse dream. I have these a lot. Everybody knew the end was near and were running around to say their good byes...
    queenjellyfish queenjellyfish 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 2

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    this is a sister post to my last one under here. please be warned, it Will be graphic, and it may trigger people... hopefully this one won't take an hour to write. Alright, for...
    Redmoon383 Redmoon383 16-17, M 1 Response Apr 9

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    There are several holes in the walls right now that I covered up with posters and drawings. It's actually something I'm ashamed of, but I always act on impulse t.
    morekisses morekisses 13-15, F Apr 3

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    Three, actually, and one of them has this annoying habit of scratching at closed doors, especially at night. My mom's the only one who sleeps with her door closed, usually because...
    PearlRose PearlRose 18-21 1 Response Apr 5

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    Major anger issues**...sigh! When i get really frustrated and mad id just punch the living **** out of my bedroom wall till my knuckles get swollen or busted.. then I'd start...
    TheLeftBehind TheLeftBehind 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 6

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    Just 5 seconds ago I watched the film 'the perks of being a wallflower' and I cried. But I diddnt cry because the film was sad or I felt bad for charlie, I cried because i know...
    Daisy123456789101112 Daisy123456789101112 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 8

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    First I was told to give my little sisters a shower, and in the dream I had to shower with them. We also had these random young Latino boys over too, donno why maybe they were...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F Apr 10

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    whenever I get super angry I punch my concrete wall in my room, I cant stop, and its going to hurt me badly one day. How do I stop this?
    missminimae missminimae 16-17, F 4 Responses Apr 12