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I Dont Have A Wall Around Me

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    No Defences

    Lots of people naturally enough use their self-image to make a pattern of defences to be able to fend off aspects of life which they feel they are either not prepared to deal with, or aren't empowered in themselves to comprehend. It is a complexity of personality. They say there...
    Anuledroan Anuledroan 18-21, F Jan 12, 2013

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    Well not me per say but my family's bloodline which has spanned over centuries. to most this language would sound like gibberish but to a member of my family A Bolin it is a way of...
    Sladetgx57 Sladetgx57 18-21, M 34 mins ago

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    I recently had a dream that I was having chest pains and I had to go to the hospital. My uncle (Tee) helped me and took me to the hospital. We were walking around to find the place...
    Blu92 Blu92 18-21, F 1 hr ago

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    I think one of the more depressing things I put up with at this point in my life would have to be listening to all these other people around my age - and even years younger - who...
    Jugemu Jugemu 31-35, M 1 Response 23 hrs ago

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    Last week when returning home from the pub I was groped in the bus. I felt terrified, insecure and good, all at the same time. I was not too drunk but I was tired as I had been...
    coldboy coldboy 26-30 1 Response 23 hrs ago

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    that stupid senseless girl in my class ..she brings irritation with every single move of hers...there was time when i loved her for her innocence ...my best friend..but that...
    Ahaanaa Ahaanaa 13-15, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    if I told people that I am bipolar and have PTSD from childhood traumas, and military traumas would they want to know me... Or would they politely exit stage left once they found...
    harleyblu73 harleyblu73 41-45, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    she is an artist. that's how i met her. she is the coolest girl i have ever known. she had posted some of her art on her profile. her art is amazing, but weird, she likes weird...
    sludgefeast sludgefeast 26-30, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I dont get why you need a reason to be nice. You do what you think is right. You choose. You decided. Dont blame someone else of the outcome. If they're doing something wrong, its...
    Sashimi21 Sashimi21 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    My Fake Mother's Boyfriend or one of his family members, all of whom are all against me because of my Fake Mother's lies, stole my passport, when he came into the house and I was...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F 5 days ago

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    I first started to notice I wasn't 'normal' when I was 14 years old. I would flip out so quickly over small things, and I don't mean just have a temper tantrum.. I would break...
    MissRainDrops97 MissRainDrops97 18-21, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Back in the 90's I went to Israel with a church group. We went to Bethlehem, the Sea of Galilee, the Dead Sea, Jericho and Jerusalem. My favorite place was the western wall. What...
    amazingdream amazingdream 46-50, F 5 days ago

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    I asked my dad (who used to be a physics teacher) : "What would a room with nothing in it, and all the walls, floor, and ceilings made of mirrors look like?" And he just said, "No...
    aprisonerofazkaban aprisonerofazkaban 22-25, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    Another weird dream of mine is when I saw a demon on my bedroom wall, with yellow eyes, smiling at me evilly. I think we were friends in the dream though o_o...
    Eninferno Eninferno 13-15, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I haven't been diagnosed but it's something the doctors are placing on the back burner for a possibility. So, I guess I'll start at the beginning... In February of this year, I...
    tuyetmeo tuyetmeo 22-25, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I have a side of me that I don't fully embrace. I get out of control and the feelings or are so familiar. rage, trapped, hate, and nothing is working. when all come up at the same...
    bigheartsmallworld bigheartsmallworld 36-40, M a week ago

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    I give her a nickname because
I don’t want her name splattered on the walls
of my room.
I call her when I am too lonely
to deal with the chasm four hundred miles
has...
    chronicfiend chronicfiend 22-25, F a week ago

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    Here are the Top-10 [in no particular order]: 10 - Laser/Heat Vision I'm always imagining blasting something we pass in the car 9 - Wolverine Claws Because those'r the coolest 8...
    FluttershyLabeouf FluttershyLabeouf 18-21, M Aug 23

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    From noon till the hour of my witching.I work twelve hours a day times five, so long of one hundred and sixty eight hours consecutively stacked hours times two, exactly one half...
    LadyGallivanter LadyGallivanter 41-45, F 2 Responses Aug 22

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    I was looking for wallpapers, having had the same white wolf in a snowy background on my desktop for, like, two years--really, only as a placement until I found something else...
    ColdPenguin25 ColdPenguin25 22-25, M 2 Responses Aug 21

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    I have an abusive father and I feel like committing suicide. Excuse this wall of text, if anyone has advice on what I should do, please go right ahead. 2012: My...
    SadBeep SadBeep 16-17, M 2 Responses Aug 20

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    When i went to Pizza Hut the bathroom walls were very close together so i would put 1 leg on each wall and climb to the ceiling, i liked it up there next to the ceiling light and i...
    WillTheBallGoThrough WillTheBallGoThrough 26-30, M Aug 19

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    I was with him for about 3 months, Then we had a falling out. We werent together for a long minute. But we stayed friends. I got time on my phone, About two weeks before my...
    KiraRawr KiraRawr 16-17, F Aug 18

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    I was driving around with a few freinds of mine, then we parked and were just talking. This older woman came and walked by our car to hers parked not so far from ours, and then her...
    WooTang710 WooTang710 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 18

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    I have a question. Is there one girl out there that will want to get to know me for who I am and how I choose to take care of myself? Or are all people firstly looking for someone...
    TheForestOfGnomes TheForestOfGnomes 22-25, M Aug 18

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    My first experience with DMT WAS ******* INTENSE! I can’t even fathom what happened! I arranged some music on my pc then lied down on my bed. 20 minutes in and I felt my body...
    SoulCoffee SoulCoffee 26-30, M 2 Responses Aug 17

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    Not many people see me at my angriest. When I am, though, I've been told I'm the scariest person alive. I get a bit of an accent, which tends to mix with multiple others. It's...
    AttackOnPinkie AttackOnPinkie 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 16

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    It seems as though most of my life, I've been able to see these "shadow people." Whether I've seen the same ones throughout my life, I am unsure of. I have few memories of my past...
    TheMaskedWriter TheMaskedWriter 16-17, F 3 Responses Aug 15

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    It has been a long time since the foundation was laid. But with every ounce if pain and every tear shed my wall began to grow. I felt myself become colder. 'Nobody can break...
    AllieQueenOfHearts AllieQueenOfHearts 13-15, F Aug 15

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    Oreo He licks People Other dogs Stoves Walls I guess u get the point he's messed up My sisters dog is stupid took 3 weeks of professional training for her to sit Now she doesn't...
    swaged104 swaged104 13-15, M Aug 14

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    I was camping in a caravan for the weekend. after a long day of hiking I ******** down and got in the shower. About 2 minutes in the shower, I heard thumping against the wall and...
    mcarden1993 mcarden1993 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 13

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    An Open Letter to the Guy I Stopped Waiting For Candymag http://m.candymag.com/guys/an-open-letter-to-the-guy-i-stopped-waiting-for Wait for me, you said. You were sure, but...
    juju027 juju027 22-25, F Aug 13

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    Last night I dreamt that I could save the world if I took this jell cup full of tiny animals (like it was Noah's ark) and put it in the dirt to grow and raise them... The night...
    Maricopa Maricopa 18-21 1 Response Aug 13

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    could not help myself ^^. had to post somewhere.. seen wallace and gromit?
    mirkwood86 mirkwood86 26-30, M Aug 12

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    Hi. I am a 14 year old male from the US. When I was about 10, I had a terrifying dream experience that is really hard to explain, since it happened roughly 4 years ago. All that I...
    TrustinD TrustinD 13-15, M Aug 12

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    Hi! Well who else has an obnoxious but lovely brother. My brother Jason is 18 and is probably the most protective guy I've ever seen lol. ( I'm 15 btw ) so u see I "snuck" out too...
    alex1029384856 alex1029384856 13-15, F Aug 12

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    I had a dream that I was sent to a Hunger Games like camp, and was involved in an experiment. We were to race within a maze, with electrical wires on the fences. The last person...
    NatashaRose NatashaRose 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 12

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    I don't remember when I had this dream but I wrote it in Google Keep and just found it. I must say that I have very weird dreams, so no one will probably understand this at all...
    minorconfusion minorconfusion 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 11

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    hello! My name is Yara and am 16 years old. I was diagnosed with gp this morning after an endoscopy to look for ulcers or any type of inflammation. For the past year and 8...
    yaragastro yaragastro 16-17, F Aug 11

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    By the time I was 18 I had lived with 7 different families and went to 12 different schools. At 16 I entered the foster care system. None of the adults in my life cared what I did...
    G0dzilla G0dzilla 46-50, M Aug 11

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    Whether it be me doing something terrible, or something terrible happening to me, I have several thoughts and fantasies that are a bit disturbing to say the least. These things...
    The3rdAndOnly The3rdAndOnly 18-21, F Aug 10