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I Dont Have A Wall Around Me

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    No Defences

    Lots of people naturally enough use their self-image to make a pattern of defences to be able to fend off aspects of life which they feel they are either not prepared to deal with, or aren't empowered in themselves to comprehend. It is a complexity of personality. They say there...
    Anuledroan Anuledroan 18-21, F Jan 12, 2013

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    I am a age play mommy I would love to have babies around 1-4 years old girls and boys but this is not sexual I prefer ur real ages around 18 or younger inbox me if u want to be my...
    babygirlindiapers babygirlindiapers 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 12

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    I am a age play mommy I would love to have babies around 1-4 years old girls and boys but this is not sexual I prefer ur real ages around 18 or younger inbox me if u want to be my...
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    The few friends I have aren't on a stable basis..they don't invite me out, they don't text me first. No one seems to want me around and I don't want to push at it. Why would I...
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    My spouse of 34 years is having a emotional affair with a coworker of his. He doesn't know it but that's what it is. She is the only one his cell phone minutes are used on and she...
    tml1959 tml1959 51-55, F 1 Response Mar 1

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    Cadair Idris “The Seat of Idris”. Idris was said to be a giant who used the mountain as a seat to gaze at the stars. Locals claim the mountain is haunted..the saying goes that...
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    Iv learnt just in the last week how my depression, is either a root of loneliness or numbness! Numbness feels like your crazy for feeling nothing, feels inhuman, feels empty... I...
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    Been a while since I've posted on here. I'm sitting stuck at a job site, so I figured this is as good a time as any to post something.... It's such a fascinating thing to me the...
    Norsenadian Norsenadian 31-35, M 1 Response Mar 16

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    I am a 20 yr old female, and have had these horrendous episodes since i was 14. They start off with nausea, then everything gets bright, my ears start to burn and ring, my skin...
    LaurenBrion13 LaurenBrion13 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    I want to mention few things about how do i feel these days. I just found out few things that should everyone know about me. I am moody as always touchy as a small &tiny word can...
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    When I was seven I bit into an extension cord that was plugged into the wall. I was trying to unplug the cord from an electric air freshener. It was 110 volts and when it made...
    TxToothfairy TxToothfairy 41-45, F 21 mins ago

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    I love it when I lift up my shirt, and look at my bellybutton or play with it, and people notice it. One day I was at the mall with my friend, and we were sitting at the benches, I...
    bellybuttonbeauty bellybuttonbeauty 22-25, F 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    I had this extremely horrible dream about being at home with the people I see day to day except for my husband, our 3 month old son was in our bedroom in his crib while I was...
    Selinag95 Selinag95 18-21, F 8 hrs ago

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    I've been chained to a wall and flogged, that is the lifestyle I love and some would say it's wild I say its normal.
    Bellamy73 Bellamy73 41-45, F 10 hrs ago

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    Last year, I really started to fall for this amazing girl. She was right there in front of my face, and I regret not noticing her earlier. So my school has been really pushing the...
    Squirtles Squirtles 13-15, M 2 Responses Mar 17

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    I had a dream a few nights ago where I was in my old house. I was with somebody else, I think, and there were these two murderers. They were trying to kill us and we kept running...
    RhinosaurusRex RhinosaurusRex 18-21, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    I usually wrap my legs around a guy while I kiss him or cuddle him or have sex without even meaning to. It just happens!
    Lindsey0007 Lindsey0007 26-30, F 17 hrs ago

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    This isn't a very positive one...but I remember that in the 2nd grade I didn't have friends to play with during recess. My only friend Juan was held back and was embarrassed so he...
    XxWolverinaxX XxWolverinaxX 18-21 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    I had a dream that I was lying on my bed about to sleep when suddenly a force of some sort pushed me against the wall. I turned around to see where the force came from. I saw a...
    Lemons2000 Lemons2000 18-21, F Mar 20

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    This bugs my family. I stand in the corner of the room, overhearing the conversations being carried on between my mother and my aunt. They talk as if I'm not there, as if I can't...
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    I don't know what to do?! Have been married for 5 years and not very happy due to security issues with my husband. He lies to me with smoothness, drinks around 12 everyday, can't...
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    Just when I think EP is done enough damage to my spirit, I turn to walk away. Someone says exactly what I needed to hear. So I stick around a little longer to see what happens...
    dontexpect2much dontexpect2much 41-45, F 5 Responses 12 hrs ago

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    We were at school in the stair case talk to one of my friends. It was weird because my friend bright up if we are having relationship problems just talk to him. We didn't say...
    LeahLovee LeahLovee 16-17, F Mar 15

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    Ugh I wish I could remember all of last night's it was intense! Mainly it revolved around the devil wanting to possess me. We had a ouija board and I didn't want to use it but...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F Mar 17

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    I awoke in a dream. It was surprisingly really clear at times an muffled at others. I was standing in front of an old fashioned elevator. A guy beside me looked down at me *I'm...
    Missing22Aquarius Missing22Aquarius 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 21

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    Im writing in to about the fear of eating at someone's house or eating out. I don't know when it started actually I use to be able to do these things often but not anymore. I also...
    cherylm61 cherylm61 51-55, F 10 hrs ago

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    Ughh!! Last night I was planning on staying up all night to get back on a regular sleep schedule ,but I fell asleep around 8a.m. So I now am royally screwed, because I have testing...
    Munchkiness114 Munchkiness114 13-15, F 2 hrs ago

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    I have an open-ended medical question, for anyone who could provide input on a serious bone injury. I apologize, as this information is probably triggering for some, but I feel...
    jahein137 jahein137 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 13

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    You don't want to be here, and I don't... especially if you do go, I won't stick around... So why don't we go together? Like make a pact to die together..
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    Also I feel like this world has gotten so caught up and stuck in the way of thinking they know what's best for everybody when they need really need to be focusing on their own life...
    imissdnce imissdnce 26-30, F 3 hrs ago

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    anonamanda001 anonamanda001 18-21, F 2 hrs ago

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    Some bike b used to go cycling a lot in the surrounding woodland area. When moving to the Oversea Land she left the bike with her ex boyfriend. After b returned home, she...
    redribbonbook redribbonbook 46-50 Mar 19

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    Second dream. Post apocalyptic future (I have a lot of those). Most adults are dead. Most children are dead. The remaining population is teenagers, young adults, people in hs and...
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    Annelina Annelina 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    walls get in the way, the floor doesn't like me, and the desks and chairs like to trip me
    Eragon232 Eragon232 13-15, M 1 Response Mar 16

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    Egaip86 Egaip86 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 1

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    I can't remember when I first got Maladaptive Daydreaming, but I do know that I got it at a very young age, perhaps 3 or 5, I would always pace wildly around the room when I was...
    Nordic5angel Nordic5angel 13-15, F Mar 2

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    It all started when I was young 2years old will never forget any of it. September 1 2002 I had just woken up I went in to my moms room to wake them up only to find a different guy...
    Sarajackson2000 Sarajackson2000 18-21 Mar 4

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    So there's a new alter all of a sudden... He appeared a couple of hours after a fight with the only person who knows about them (everything's okay now :)) and he's... Weird... He...
    TheDylanWorld TheDylanWorld 13-15, M 5 Responses Mar 4

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