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I Dont Have A Wall Around Me

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    No Defences

    Lots of people naturally enough use their self-image to make a pattern of defences to be able to fend off aspects of life which they feel they are either not prepared to deal with, or aren't empowered in themselves to comprehend. It is a complexity of personality. They say there...
    Anuledroan Anuledroan 18-21, F Jan 12, 2013

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    I am not new to ep but this time around I'm going to screen you before I accept you as a friend. I have been burned and it won't happen again.
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    I am looking for a friend, gender/location/age doesn't matter as long as you won't hurt my feelings. I'm struggling with eating disorder and anxiety. I can be supportive and my...
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    well.. I haven't posted in a while... I've changed... I guess pain changes ppl but it also makes them stronger... but I guess it puts a wall between light... this is what I'm...
    Silentsuffer Silentsuffer 13-15, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I hate using the word.. It started off with the hair pulling, just one girl. Then the stupid name calling, that same girl and her friends. Then the shoving. Again, the same girl...
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    I feel like a wallflower. Just hoping to be someone's sunflower in a garden full of roses.
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    Three...that cold day reminds me of the mistakes of lust and stupidity that defined the person I am. Three pairs of eyes staring at mine, they have different stories, but they all...
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    The perks of being a wallflower. Charlie and I seem so similar.
    yourcutelittlejo yourcutelittlejo 16-17, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    I just opened myself up to say how exactly how I was feeling and I get told you made your bed now lie in it after that a massive wall has just come back up for me as I have never...
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