because I don't have a lot of friends.
Let me clear this up.
I don't want friends, my friends always end up killing themselves.
I don't need hordes of adoring fans, I just need 1 or 2 people to talk to when I need it.
I feel like a shy guy who pushes everyone close to me. I never been the popular type. I was bullied from day one at school till my last. But i now feel lonely and i have a massive trust problem. I only trust about 5 or 10 people in my life. I sometimes think im obivously not a...