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I Don't Have Any Fight Left In Me

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    I Won't Fight To Keep Him...

    After my husband of twelve years decided  he needed a twenty two year old to keep him young,I was devastated! I did everything I could think of to make myself appear,act and behave younger.I bought sexier  clothes,I went to clubs w/him,I allowed him to flirt indiscriminately...
    Maachi Maachi 46-50, F Sep 18, 2011

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    I Am Tired

    I am not sure what's going on with me as of late, but I suspect I have a plethora of chemical imbalances in my brain right now. Taking a break didn't work, I think writing stories is the best thing for me. I wish I could get a handle on my thoughts before I end up in a place I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses May 8, 2011

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    I don't have any piercings or tattoos. I don't think I will ever have any. I don't like them at all and find them a turn off. They can ruin a nice body.
    Danceofhours Danceofhours 36-40, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I don't have anyone to hold me or console me when I'm frightened, sad, not feeling well. I miss that dearly. :( I hope to find that again one day.
    Saram1985 Saram1985 26-30, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Mostly because I'm scared of how my mother is going to judge them, i'm a people pleaser because i grew up with a narcissistic mother and I'm still living with her (about to move...
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    Life is getting me down. I know I shouldn't complain and that I'm very lucky in a lot of ways but working and studying is taking up all my time. It upsets me that I don't have time...
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    Every time I want to hangout with them they say that they are busy but one time I asked one of them in private why can't we hangout he said that his father don't like his son...
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    I'm getting ready to be in a pageant I'm freaking out my mom hasn't coached me all that much and I don't know what color eyeshadow to wear or in what way to put it on I have a pic...
    Khaleesi1Regan Khaleesi1Regan 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 21

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    Really no one. I wish my mom would say something to me, I wish she would tell me how much she hates me again. She hasn't said anything to me lately, she hasn't even been here.
    KidAgony KidAgony 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I was just thinking.. not having friends ... means we cant forgive people over small things and then one day there is noone left who has not done anything wrong?
    ShadowlessSoul ShadowlessSoul 31-35, F 3 Responses Sep 10

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    The most frustrating thing ever is trying to explain or express what you're going through to someone whose never been through it, they always seem to belittle the situation or make...
    Dauntlesssmile Dauntlesssmile 18-21, F Aug 30

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    i have a few friends but usually they have they're own stuff goin on..so i always find myself alone
    humandisguise humandisguise 22-25, M 4 days ago

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    Buy me one!! I need this pinnnnnnn
    KittyKatLuvsYhu KittyKatLuvsYhu 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 8

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    mskellie36 mskellie36 36-40, F 5 days ago

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    He left us right after my younger sister was born, and my younger sister was born when I wasn't even a year old yet. Which means that I grew up without a father, without knowing a...
    Celal Celal 18-21, F Aug 22

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    I have no social life, no feelings for anyone and It feels good. If I loved someone I would be worried the whole time. It's better that I don't have a gf. My sister talks about her...
    Justadarkhole Justadarkhole 18-21, M 2 days ago

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    I just don't know anymore, nothing ever seems to go right for me. I just want to be loved properly instead of people pretending to love me. I hate everyday I wake up. I'm slowly...
    sademptynothing sademptynothing 13-15, F 3 days ago

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    I am 20 years old and I don't have my license or permit. Usually when people turn 16 they are so set on driving and get their permit and license right away. I am not in any kind of...
    Samhopexo Samhopexo 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 8

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    I always knew I was different from other little girls. I hated baby dolls, I never wanted to play "mommy" and when I heard babies in restaurants screaming their heads off I wanted...
    missbellelettres missbellelettres 41-45, M 1 Response Sep 10

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    I'm going to make this short and sweet. I don't have to explain myself to anybody. Nobody is perfect and nobody has the right to judge me. If you're going to be my friend, then be...
    ChristiBoo2014 ChristiBoo2014 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 21

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    I know that i am existing and not living and that is a real thing. It hurts a s i know but what i can do as for my health situation and for being trapped in a lot of issues that...
    Egyptianguy34 Egyptianguy34 31-35, M 1 Response Aug 22

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    Never was interested in getting my license. When I was going into high school, the standards were changed, saying that students aren't forced to take driver's class which meant for...
    deadlyrose88 deadlyrose88 26-30, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    so I don't have gf but I have friends is more good then gf and bf
    hmkspain hmkspain 16-17, M 1 Response Aug 30

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    I Don't Have A Boyfriend Since Birth.. So Can U Be?
    TheRealYhan TheRealYhan 16-17, F 3 Responses Aug 31

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    Do I really have anything left now? My family doesn't talk to me as a person, only something that gets schoolwork done. Do I even have friends? I barely get to talk to one, another...
    YoureMyGlowstone YoureMyGlowstone 16-17, F 16 hrs ago

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    I don't give two ***** anymore about who likes me and who doesn't. I use to care about people opinions it dictated my life but now i just don't give a **** at all. I really just...
    Dsanders13 Dsanders13 16-17, F a week ago

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    Because I don't. That's why I'm miserable. When people close to you ruins your trust when your only ten, and abuses you sexually.. It's hard to trust anyone. When someone smiles...
    jayshade jayshade 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    I don't think smoking is bad or disgusting at all, but my brother does. He hates it so much that he completely disowns family over it. I've been curious about smoking, and the...
    LeonardFinch LeonardFinch 16-17, M 3 Responses Aug 24

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    Being under the influence of love is not unlike being drunk or high -- that's why we fall in love. We don't join in, or sign up or practice being in love. We simply fall. So I...
    cindycap cindycap 41-45 Sep 4

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    Like the air that drifts between us I feel unimportant, unseen and uninteresting. People glance my way and see no more than scenery. Ostracised by my friends at school, I inhabit...
    BustedMonkey BustedMonkey 18-21, M Sep 7

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    Hating people takes emotional effort, and I am not going to waste my energy on people who don't deserve that attention. - Quite often, people tell me that I should hate XYZ, and...
    sp4sp4 sp4sp4 36-40, M 4 Responses Sep 7

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    Im settling in to college and don't really have any one to talk with so anyone on this that wants to chat boy or girls I'm not picky on who I talk with
    tinieTempah tinieTempah 16-17, M 6 days ago

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    And my imagination is a little too good. I sometimes make eye contact with women I don't know. I don't try or go out of my way to do this, it just happens. I maintain a neutral...
    joecell joecell 46-50, M 6 days ago

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    I just want to go home. I've moved so many times that I have no idea what or where to call "home". I have friends and family storing all my things for me, but I don't want to live...
    jackjack600 jackjack600 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 7

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    I have maybe two friends that I can really count on. I thought I made another one at work, but it was a really self-centered woman who has made my life a living hell. She couldn't...
    forestlaw77 forestlaw77 31-35, M Sep 6

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    Yup, that's a fact Jack and the way I like it. I'm sure you can find lots of young girls that are more than happy to supply you with tons of hand love pics. What's it like to be in...
    AndroMunkey AndroMunkey 18-21 2 days ago

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    I'm the person that doesn't belong to a specific friendship group. I like meeting new people and getting to know a lot of people rather than staying in my comfort zone and hanging...
    uniqueisme uniqueisme 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 29

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    And I don't want one. I enjoy washing the dishes. It's oddly therapeutic......
    AuntieShani AuntieShani 36-40, F 2 Responses Sep 1

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    I want the guy I like to ask me but I don't think he will :/
    cicizzle cicizzle 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 6

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    I grew up in a dysfunctional family and also wanted the close knit bonds I saw on the Walton's, the Brady Bunch, or Partridge family so I thought I could just create it but found...
    lllewyd lllewyd 56-60, F 1 Response Aug 27

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    Never. You shouldn't either. Not your parents, not your family, not your friends. No one! Humans are traitors. One second they love you, the next they hate you without warning or...
    LeonardFinch LeonardFinch 16-17, M 2 Responses Aug 19

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    Damn it! Arrrrgh. I hate chain letters, chain videos, chain anything!
    experimed experimed 51-55, M Aug 20

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    I can't give you what you want.. and it's killing me 😫💔
    kmm95 kmm95 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 1

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    I have no will to go on anymore.
    whyusteens whyusteens 13-15, F 2 Responses Sep 7

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    It seems to be true, in my case (which is as follows): 6 days ago I just stopped posting, updating, what ever you want to call it, just so I could have time to yourself, which is...
    PoeticMute PoeticMute 31-35, M 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    sometimes I feel like I've already disappeared . Im this invisible girl who never leaves her room. im home-schooled and I never leave the house so basically nobody knows who I am...