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I Don't Have Any Fight Left In Me

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 27 People

    I Won't Fight To Keep Him...

    After my husband of twelve years decided  he needed a twenty two year old to keep him young,I was devastated! I did everything I could think of to make myself appear,act and behave younger.I bought sexier  clothes,I went to clubs w/him,I allowed him to flirt indiscriminately...
    Maachi Maachi 46-50, F Sep 18, 2011

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    I Am Tired

    I am not sure what's going on with me as of late, but I suspect I have a plethora of chemical imbalances in my brain right now. Taking a break didn't work, I think writing stories is the best thing for me. I wish I could get a handle on my thoughts before I end up in a place I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses May 8, 2011

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