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I Don't Have Any Fight Left In Me

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    I Am Tired

    I am not sure what's going on with me as of late, but I suspect I have a plethora of chemical imbalances in my brain right now. Taking a break didn't work, I think writing stories is the best thing for me. I wish I could get a handle on my thoughts before I end up in a place I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses May 8, 2011

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    I Won't Fight To Keep Him...

    After my husband of twelve years decided  he needed a twenty two year old to keep him young,I was devastated! I did everything I could think of to make myself appear,act and behave younger.I bought sexier  clothes,I went to clubs w/him,I allowed him to flirt indiscriminately...
    Maachi Maachi 46-50, F Sep 18, 2011

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    Eff it I am outta here. The more you care, the more you hurt. So you know it's fine. I am just done w it all.
    ss941996 ss941996 18-21, F 13 hrs ago

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    it's something that's given, knowing I'll never ever figure it all out, but it won't stop me from trying
    muradgh muradgh 18-21, M 1 day ago

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    I know that nobody knows the real me because i keep everything to myself. And everyone I was going to open up to, left. But, I'm used to it now.
    Cybergirl425 Cybergirl425 13-15, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Lol I don't even live in the US, but I am from there so I will probably get my license at 18
    adriana0102 adriana0102 16-17, F 2 days ago

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    At first it seemed innocent enough. He asked me about my day. Then he asked what I was wearing. Then I told him that I have a boyfriend and he wouldn't be too happy that he was...
    TeresaRudolph71 TeresaRudolph71 41-45, F 5 Responses 2 days ago

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    I am almost 30... I don't have a steady income. I don't have a working vehicle or a place to live within the next year. I suffer from manic depressive bipolar disorder and it's now...
    heyimokay heyimokay 26-30, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    If I disappeared would you miss me? I don't think I can be strong for much longer..
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    I hate not having a place to go. if it was just me, I'd be fine...but my kids don't deserve this
    Ladybugzrule22 Ladybugzrule22 26-30, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Moved recently. Don't know many people besides my local bartenders or hodgie at gas station. In time maybe it will happen but im not one to reach out. I sit and wait to be talked...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses a week ago

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    When I was younger I was quite popular actually, but not anymore, for some reason everyone started to ignore me and I never knew why... :'( Somehow my sister knew about it and...
    Elliethecloud Elliethecloud 13-15, F Jun 22

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    Everyone brings out a different side of me. Whenever I try to tell someone about the real me, I tend to not mention somethings because they can only see that side. I don't know why...
    jellolia jellolia 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 22

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    I've never had a social group. I don't have a place. I don't have a pack. I have my brother. And I have a few or so friends at a time who eventually ditch me. Probably my fault. I...
    chaekowski chaekowski 26-30, M 2 Responses Jun 21

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    They can't know me because I don't even know me!!! ^,^
    KingMarcray37 KingMarcray37 22-25, M 1 Response Jun 21

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    Every time I try and be me everyone I know tells me I'm either sick or depressed. I'm so glad to be moving across the country so I can start all over with a new group of people...
    biscuitstiq biscuitstiq 26-30, T 1 Response Jun 21

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    The only people who knows the real me are my parents and relatives. I am full of surprises online. Yes, I am going to post something that some people might think WOW or hate it...
    mother1983 mother1983 31-35, F 1 Response Jun 21

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    Today was a ****** day. I woke up feeling ******. I felt ****** through the day. I've noticed that my day is ****** unless I get to spend some time on my computer and drink coffee...
    ZiggyZebra ZiggyZebra 13-15, F Jun 21

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    ive never met anyone in real life who understands the real me!! i have met people on line before who "apparently" have come pretty close to understanding the real me, and i say...
    cowshed123 cowshed123 31-35, M 2 Responses Jun 21

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    For 40 some odd years no one has known who I really am. I show bits and pieces to different people but no one has ever been shown the whole picture. I have been hurt by sharing...
    Bastt Bastt 41-45, F 16 Responses Jun 21

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    Maybe they know how I feel. But no one really knows who I really am.
    mariec17 mariec17 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 21

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    tbh I don't think I even know the real me
    Dragonslayer16 Dragonslayer16 16-17, M 1 Response Jun 21

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    Maybe my best friend.. But I don't even know the real me so I doubt he does... But if anyone does its definitely him. He probably knows me more then I know myself.
    wanttobeokay wanttobeokay 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 20

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    I am sharing about myself a lot. But I have no intention to reveal my identity. If you are the same way, it would be great to share each other's life's details without revealing...
    GoodHeartedGuy GoodHeartedGuy 46-50, M Jun 20

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    So my bestfriend and I are very close, we have been bestfriends since 5th grade and now we are going up to 8th grade. I'm struggling with eczema, if you have eczema you'll skratch...
    sarinarein sarinarein 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 18

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    i hate having to eat food. cant stand how it feels in my mouth. the way it smells and looks on the plate.
    lycanthroat lycanthroat 36-40, M 1 Response Jun 18

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    I really don't have anyone to talk to. No friends no family of my own. My husband's family dislikes me. I wish I had someone to talk to. I am very alone.
    Mimiramirez Mimiramirez 31-35, F 4 Responses Jun 17

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    Except my counselor and only once a week for fifty minutes (possibly soon less since work is getting more hectic).
    asert12345678 asert12345678 31-35, M Jun 17

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    I love my father. When I was little he was my hero. When I was about five my parents lost their home. My father left. My parents separated and my dad moved to another state. He...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jun 17

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    When you don't speak, it's easy to hide and get comfortable with speaking. But it doesn't always mean there are ears on the ready. If you're in need of an ear you're welcome to...
    Wrickar Wrickar 18-21, M Jun 17

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    He's extremely secretive about his life and I just get the feeling that he's hiding something or doesn't want me in his life. That's been the case for a long, long time. It doesn...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 17

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    My dad has had major health issues the past couple of years; he had a stroke last February and he can't really walk...or talk very well. I don't really talk to him much anymore. I...
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    It has been a month since my Dad passed away. And it has made me think of my relationship with my Dad. When he was alive we were never that close. I almost think that we had a...
    Sara600 Sara600 56-60, F 1 Response Jun 16

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    I comfort and try my best to help others. I'm glad when i can help someone find a solution and relieve a bit of the weight off their shoulders, my family and friends know this. I...
    Hunttheheartofblack Hunttheheartofblack 16-17, F Jun 16

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    I invited him to my graduation at my community college and he said he would try to make it there. I gave him one last chance to prove to me that he cares enough about me to go to...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jun 16

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    Well it's definitely one of the bad experiences here but I am an international student studying in Canada. I go to school in Victoria, which is the west coast, and my mom works in...
    0902FRIENDs 0902FRIENDs 18-21, F Jun 15

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    I haven't written anything in a while because I have been trying to get my life back together. It is so hard and sometimes I just feel like breaking down and crying and just giving...
    kyoshac kyoshac 18-21, F Jun 14

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    Except my sister's cute babyboy
    fauxlady fauxlady 22-25, F Jun 14

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    Kids are not something I want to have - not now, not ever. In fact, the more I am forced to look at my aunt's two screaming obnoxious brats, the more I am forced to spend time with...
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    Being a parent isn't for everyone. I'm not that type of selfish, to bring some one into this world that didn't ask. I'm the type that wouldn't want that responsibility in the first...
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    My sister noticed my picking yesterday. She told me to stop. Wow. I'm cured. Thank you. (Please note the sarcasm). She also hasn't said anything about it since. The same day, I...
    ZiggyZebra ZiggyZebra 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 11

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