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I Don't Have Any Fight Left In Me

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 28 People

    I Won't Fight To Keep Him...

    After my husband of twelve years decided  he needed a twenty two year old to keep him young,I was devastated! I did everything I could think of to make myself appear,act and behave younger.I bought sexier  clothes,I went to clubs w/him,I allowed him to flirt indiscriminately...
    Maachi Maachi 46-50, F Sep 18, 2011

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    I Am Tired

    I am not sure what's going on with me as of late, but I suspect I have a plethora of chemical imbalances in my brain right now. Taking a break didn't work, I think writing stories is the best thing for me. I wish I could get a handle on my thoughts before I end up in a place I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses May 8, 2011

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    I don't have anyone to hold me or console me when I'm frightened, sad, not feeling well. I miss that dearly. :( I hope to find that again one day.
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    I was just thinking.. not having friends ... means we cant forgive people over small things and then one day there is noone left who has not done anything wrong?
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    The most frustrating thing ever is trying to explain or express what you're going through to someone whose never been through it, they always seem to belittle the situation or make...
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    Buy me one!! I need this pinnnnnnn
    KittyKatLuvsYhu KittyKatLuvsYhu 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 8

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    mskellie36 mskellie36 36-40, F Sep 13

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    Dsanders13 Dsanders13 16-17, F Sep 11

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