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I Don't Have Any Fight Left In Me

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 27 People

    I Won't Fight To Keep Him...

    After my husband of twelve years decided  he needed a twenty two year old to keep him young,I was devastated! I did everything I could think of to make myself appear,act and behave younger.I bought sexier  clothes,I went to clubs w/him,I allowed him to flirt indiscriminately...
    Maachi Maachi 46-50, F Sep 18, 2011

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    I Am Tired

    I am not sure what's going on with me as of late, but I suspect I have a plethora of chemical imbalances in my brain right now. Taking a break didn't work, I think writing stories is the best thing for me. I wish I could get a handle on my thoughts before I end up in a place I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses May 8, 2011

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    I have online friends and I am thankful for that. But offline I don't have any friends. A part of it is my situation at the moment and the other part is my fear and mental issues.
    Lovelife090994 Lovelife090994 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 18

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    Well.. Offline I don't have any friends unless you count my baby Beau, he's the best. Online I have lots of friends! Lol a lot. And they're all from here :P
    wedgieshurtalot wedgieshurtalot 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 18

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    I feel dead. I have no idea who to talk to. My parents already have enough bothering them. My best friends are oblivious and frankly I don't have the guts to tell them anything...
    PassionateIndifference PassionateIndifference 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 1

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    ... told my husband I plan to stop pumping(breastmilk) for our baby- and instead of support, he voiced out his discontent. I really wish he'd be more supportive... so I can tell...
    ambut ambut 31-35, F 3 Responses Dec 18

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    2,941 people & counting who feel friendless. Here's my story. I've had childhood friends, we'd go to & from each other's homes, at times sleep over. Some I went to school with. I...
    Isayis23 Isayis23 26-30, M 1 Response Dec 19

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    This holiday me and my friends were planning to go to the beach together. One of them who own the house didn't really invited me, but she invited everyone on the group chat so I...
    lottiemendler lottiemendler 16-17, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I feel like I don't really have friends, just acquaintances. It doesn't really bother me though. I basically just keep them around to keep updated in the social world, and music...
    PuckDrop PuckDrop 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 19

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    I don't know if this is really true. It is a bit absolute. Depending on how I feel and what I need, ....friendship is a word that can have many meanings. Like the untrue story that...
    tryingagainII tryingagainII 56-60, M 1 Response Dec 19

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    I went out with my best friend the day before Christmas Eve ....I enjoyed it ....I don't always get to see her but wen I do its awesome ....I think she is the only .. I feel more...
    Nikky13 Nikky13 16-17, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I wish I didn't have to turn to a blog to voice the thoughts in my head. I wish I had friends that I can just call without worry of judgment... but at least here, I can release...
    ambut ambut 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 18

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    it's been a while since i actually socialize; or consider someone as a friend friend ... at least one of the same zip code. as it stands right now, I have co-workers...
    ambut ambut 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 18

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    I always feel like a dead person. I jusst have 1 friend but he does'nt message me when i need him but i dont have problem with that because he himself is busy in family problems. I...
    iamjustbeingme iamjustbeingme 16-17, M 2 Responses Dec 15

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    I have a friend but not the kind i want, she is selfish arrogant and sometimes a b***h. and because of that i really feel like i have no friends. Before, i was prefere to be alone...
    manel2504 manel2504 18-21, F 7 Responses Dec 19

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    Ya know how on social media people post Tbh & rates well there were these 2 boys that were giving them out to whoever liked their picture and I liked the picture but then unliked...
    BrightInspiriation BrightInspiriation 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 4

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    Follow my favorite band's fan page that I run on Facebook and let me know what you think of them! http://bit.ly/1zgJQ6t
    LoveMusicDreams LoveMusicDreams 26-30, F Dec 15

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    i think there comes a time in our lives, past our twenties at least when we feel we can be a lone island and not need to make new friends... and then a **** storm comes along and...
    ambut ambut 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 18

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    I used to. Just think this morning I had a friend, my only friend, now I am just another loner.
    Lachlann Lachlann 13-15, M 1 Response Dec 18

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    ill be ur friend lols b vvvv
    alonewbyx alonewbyx 13-15, F Dec 19

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    My friends have become my family since I don't have any family anymore. With 9 siblings and parents dead- everybody just split-different-some are unrecovered lifestyle choices...
    Dmariejoy Dmariejoy 61-65, F 4 days ago

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    I don't have anywhere I'm really attached to like that place that puts a smile on your face
    twixxer twixxer 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 12

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    My parents are both wonderful people. It isn't that they don't have time for me (which it kinda is actually) but my sister has lupus, shes 32 and I'm 22....she's been sick since...
    FeelAgain FeelAgain 22-25, F Dec 2

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    I've learnt; Don't tell anyone in real life your problems... No one cares, and they wanna keep you in that place if you tell them. Unless they're a good person and want to see you...
    Misscoconut Misscoconut 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 28

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    When You Lose Friends You Thought Would Be There For A While... It's Pretty Hurtful But When It Happens Over And Over Again, You Just Don't Care Anymore. Especially About The Ones...
    Eriannaa Eriannaa 13-15, F a week ago

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    What I tell my friends is that you guys aren't my best friends your really good friends but one is not better than another so technically I don't have a BEST friend
    cchristinaa cchristinaa 13-15, F Dec 1

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    I never have, and never will. When my wife has shown me some of the posts her sisters and friends have made, which, if they're not writing an online blog, are basically their...
    Idontmeantoo Idontmeantoo 36-40, M 2 Responses Dec 18

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    people are rarely honest with themselves let alone each other. everyone I have confronted about directly lying to me cannot face it or admit it. always more excuses, always more...
    transformerman transformerman 22-25 Dec 10

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    Watching Ellen Show clips online, thinking I could have been there. But it would have been irresponsible. I'm just too busy. It's a decision I had to make, and I don't regret it.
    kennedy10505 kennedy10505 13-15, F Dec 1

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    I know they don't because they always ignore me or make a joke about what it is that I had to say or they brush it off and treat me like I'm an idiot who doesn't know what they are...
    HollywoodBlonde HollywoodBlonde 26-30, M Dec 7

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    I miss having a best friend. :/ I got into an argument with my ex-best friend a few months ago and now she refuses to associate with me. Don't get me wrong, I didn't want to talk...
    Knixveus5 Knixveus5 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 2

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    I don't understand why I just can't have a "friend". Not a friend with benefits. Just a ******' friend! Most of my "friends" are males and 85% of the time they end up liking me...
    Aquarius05 Aquarius05 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 3

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    I don't even know what a boiler is. But I'm glad they break down sometimes! No school!
    Somethingcute Somethingcute 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 4

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    Lmfao not your baby . Hate messages like this don't know why. Probably the unoriginality of it. Like the classic "hey" message. Cmon make some dialogue but not toooooo much like...
    Ownedforaprice Ownedforaprice 22-25, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Every "best friend" I've ever had has left me, stabbed me in the back, been two-faced, or just turned on me over a stupid rumor. So, I've given up on the thought.
    Mydogsaremylife Mydogsaremylife 16-17, F Dec 1

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    No one. Not even my mother. Everyone has a hidden agenda or is two faced. It's so painful to know that even your own mother doesn't hold your interest or safety at heart and you're...
    SpiritualBunny SpiritualBunny 22-25, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    "The reason that I want to be alone Tired of all the things that went wrong That would have went right if I would have did it on my own." ....these are words I live by. In my...
    SanchoPanzaElGuapisimo SanchoPanzaElGuapisimo 26-30, M 4 Responses Dec 9

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    not sure this is gonna even make sense but here goes. all my life, my family has moved around a LOT. i am currently living in my 11th house. most of the moves have been around...
    fairybby fairybby 13-15, F 2 Responses Dec 19

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    It's weird really, I have always had one specific thing in mind that I really wanted for Christmas. But this year I am just so grateful that I have a job, decent grades, friends...
    jhnn0356 jhnn0356 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    its hard to have a person best friend... a best is someone you fully trust and you know that whatever problem you have, he will be there for you, cause he knows that you will be...
    Potchii Potchii 22-25, M Dec 1

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    Sometimes I'd see this movie, or something will happen and I'd really wish I had a best friend to share it with. And I'll start wondering how I have no best friends, or any friends...
    Lechette Lechette 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 1

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    Would love to have a 'best friend' that I could tell anything to, do everything with and that I could trust! my best friend drifted, need a real friend that'll stick around no...
    ells97xo ells97xo 16-17, F Dec 5

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    I have no idea why but I hate babies and children soooo much. Something to do with my hatred of weakness I think but wen I see a baby cry I literally want to hurt it so bad, just...
    sarahworldview sarahworldview 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 7

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    It's nice to have people in your life because you want them there. Not because you need them.
    RememberingSunday22 RememberingSunday22 36-40, F Dec 9

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    Have you ever thought that maybe it was time to give up? On dating, on friends, on life itself? That's where I'm at right now. I'm broken and I feel like I'm being preyed on. There...
    thewritestuff27 thewritestuff27 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 17

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