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I Don't Have Any Fight Left In Me

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 27 People

    I Won't Fight To Keep Him...

    After my husband of twelve years decided  he needed a twenty two year old to keep him young,I was devastated! I did everything I could think of to make myself appear,act and behave younger.I bought sexier  clothes,I went to clubs w/him,I allowed him to flirt indiscriminately...
    Maachi Maachi 46-50, F Sep 18, 2011

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    I Am Tired

    I am not sure what's going on with me as of late, but I suspect I have a plethora of chemical imbalances in my brain right now. Taking a break didn't work, I think writing stories is the best thing for me. I wish I could get a handle on my thoughts before I end up in a place I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses May 8, 2011

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    If you don't have anyone else, let me know your problems, I'll hear them.
    LoganManish LoganManish 26-30, M 8 hrs ago

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    I know that I'm partly, if not wholly, to blame for not doing my part to keep in touch (they never really tried either) but by the end of school I was so damned closed off from...
    PsychicRed PsychicRed 26-30 Feb 20

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    I don't have any friends In my area. I wish I had that way I can hang out and stay close. I hate riding the bus and train. I don't mind traveling but I can't stand the bus and...
    lorrena19 lorrena19 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 22

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    I don't have any real friends (besides my boyfriend). I feel bad because people are always trying to hang out with me, but I just don't want to put forth the effort of maintaining...
    lilymegami lilymegami 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    All the friends I had since childhood have been gone for 4 years now. I could hardly remember half of their names. There are some exceptions, but I still don't have any friends...
    BloodFanatic BloodFanatic 18-21, M Feb 22

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    I've been feeling terrible for a year. I have depression. I go to school, I can't do things, it's hard to study because of it, I can't put myself into pieces and I've ruined almost...
    lilysthoughts lilysthoughts 16-17, F Feb 19

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    Don't you get tired of always taking one for the team? Why, in the world, am I doing all the sacrificing? I too, have **** to deal with. Why can't somebody take the weight off of...
    szchwakovpf szchwakovpf 18-21, M 10 hrs ago

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    But I know it's partially my fault. I chose to enroll in home school, and I am too socially awkward to ever soak to anyone I don't know. I have surrounded my whole world around my...
    makaelaf3 makaelaf3 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 21

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    I'm so sorry to put this on people I've.just had my kids took of me through domestic violence and I don't know what to do I've lost my partner over this I have no support and I.can...
    sclaire1 sclaire1 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I don't know why. people dislike me. I have nothing in common with them.
    cycffuff cycffuff 22-25, F 5 Responses Feb 13

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    My problem is that I just push people away and I don't want them to get to know me.
    Mindofanintrovert Mindofanintrovert 16-17, F Feb 20

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    I sit alone at lunch, a senior in high school and no friends whatsoever. Plus I live in a town with like 20,000 people so even though we are on the map, I won't find any people...
    natalie243 natalie243 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 22

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    my ex husband won't pay any child support
    MommyWifeSisterDaughter MommyWifeSisterDaughter 26-30, F 1 day ago

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    I wish I had a friend I could play guitar with. I haven't had any friend's in over 10 years.
    mitchmiller1969 mitchmiller1969 41-45, M 4 days ago

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    I'm so tired of not being nor having anything anyone wants...
    Eechay Eechay 31-35, M 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    Well I have 1 friend... my best friend...
    Mindofanintrovert Mindofanintrovert 16-17, F Feb 20

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    And I never really seek them out. The only relationship I've ever really put any value into has been one with a girlfriend. But right now I have nothing because while I was in a...
    idontknow2658 idontknow2658 18-21, M Feb 21

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    Any females from essex? Or Romford in specific? x
    essexlad1 essexlad1 26-30, M Feb 21

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    Anyone in Chelmsford or Colchester
    deleted deleted 26-30 Feb 22

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    Lived in my town for 4 years. Still haven't spoken to anyone including neighbors. Never been approched. I'm not one to reach out or initiate though.
    Averageguy41074 Averageguy41074 36-40, M 2 Responses Feb 23

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    I had a guy friend n had to do an art project w/him.The day we went to get it started, he ended up taking me to his house( he said he had to go get the shoes we had to paint on...
    Cupcake1995 Cupcake1995 18-21, F 1 Response 21 hrs ago

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    Strange experience: So I do have a large group of friends, the problem is they all live in the USA while I live in the UK. I have been here for 3 years and I about to graduate but...
    Hereforlols Hereforlols 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 22

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    start randomly asking my questions!
    peddyvamp2 peddyvamp2 16-17, F Feb 15

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    I consider myself to be a movie aficionado, but I don't have friends who enjoy films like I do. I love really any kind of film, from silent films to cult-classics to modern day...
    Fighting4Freedom Fighting4Freedom 16-17, F Feb 8

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    It's almost like the ones of us that don't have any are more the oddity than people who do. I like them on others. My husband has them. He loves that my skin is natural.
    tornadowinds tornadowinds 46-50, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    When I was younger I like the idea of becoming a mother until my nephew became a Father for the first time and his drama mama ex girlfriend keeps calling my mother to babysit so...
    FrostyElsie FrostyElsie 22-25, F Feb 8

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    I don't know what to think about God anymore!!! I mean still believe In him I just don't know if I want to serve him. I'm just tired of praying over and over again..... I'm lost, I...
    isabel16 isabel16 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 18

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    I don't belong anymore, no anywhere i have tried to keep strong so i can help others, but i just can't, i just don't belong anymore no anywhere :'(
    nathchalk97 nathchalk97 18-21, M Feb 21

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    I've been screwed over...a few times in relationships. I now think I'm broken. I'm numb to the idea of opening up to anyone in a new relationship. I've currently started dating a...
    brokenpetal brokenpetal 26-30, F Feb 25

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    Not that I'm going to do anything drastic because of it. But I don't believe anyone has a reason to live, there isn't one unless you make one. And even if you make one it isn't...
    wedgieshurtalot wedgieshurtalot 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 6

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    I tried two cigarettes. Both in my early teen years, trying to impress some girls. It didn't work. I don't smoke anything now. I love the smell of certain pipe tobacco but j can't...
    cdbrez cdbrez 46-50, M Feb 8

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    There is a reason why we call the past as past. Yet, some people especially family seem to equate it with the present. I understand that at some point we get to "reminisce" old...
    spinsteronthemove spinsteronthemove 36-40 Feb 9

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    I don't have pimp and I don't want one -:)
    emma998 emma998 18-21, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I don't have a physical type, age has never mattered. it's always been about being able to have fun and being to make each other smile, and feel good and confident
    Techtonic Techtonic 26-30, M Feb 25

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    If someone else asks me if I have kiksterr account for hundredth time, I'm going to punch someone in the throat. I swear to the spaghetti monster. Holy heck. I don't have one...
    WhatTheFrenchToast WhatTheFrenchToast 18-21, M 2 days ago

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    Well this has been going on for a while, but my dad basically feels that I pushed him away, while he feels this way, he is a introvert, very bold about how he feels, and he has no...
    linkin15 linkin15 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 18

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    iv never liked kids...even when I was a child other kids were playing with baby dolls and i couldn't stand them...I would rather play with barbies and video games. from the time i...
    phinixmak phinixmak 26-30 Feb 19

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    I guess you could argue that I brought it on myself, that it's a choice. Then again, I still don't think there's anything wrong with being an idealist. Back in the day when I was...
    SpaceTurtle SpaceTurtle 31-35, M 1 Response Feb 23

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    I don't know if i am an introvert or extrovert to be honest I am in the middle. Anyway I can't find anyone who I really connect with I mean I know there perspective and I think...
    appleschairfloor appleschairfloor 18-21 2 days ago

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