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I Don't Have Any Fight Left In Me

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    I Am Tired

    I am not sure what's going on with me as of late, but I suspect I have a plethora of chemical imbalances in my brain right now. Taking a break didn't work, I think writing stories is the best thing for me. I wish I could get a handle on my thoughts before I end up in a place I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses May 8, 2011

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    I Won't Fight To Keep Him...

    After my husband of twelve years decided  he needed a twenty two year old to keep him young,I was devastated! I did everything I could think of to make myself appear,act and behave younger.I bought sexier  clothes,I went to clubs w/him,I allowed him to flirt indiscriminately...
    Maachi Maachi 46-50, F Sep 18, 2011

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    I don't have anyone to talk to in person. Not my parents, friends, teachers, etc. It feels isolating when you don't have people who understand you. It's kind of like that...
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    No I don't. I don't have one. Cos facebook is gay and is full of online drama and is just too childish and is for teens. They have a lot of drama here too bit its calmer and more...
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    I want to go home. I miss Georgia... I hate it here. I hate it with a burning passion. I never wanted this. I never ******* wanted any of this. I wanna go home... But I don't...
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    This is my first shared experience so bear with me please. Lately, for no apparent reason, I have just been feeling like I don't belong anywhere. And I ask myself all the time why...
    broller broller 18-21, M 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    i am lonely and i don't have no 1to talk to
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    I don't ... Not for my personal use anyway I do have a business profile on there and that's fine I'm okay with that. Using Facebook for interacting socially doesn't appeal to me...
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    I've probably said this to 20 people on here. But its worth repeating: The source of all unhappiness is having expectation. Expectations exist solely in your mind. They are a...
    hmmhmmhmm hmmhmmhmm 26-30 6 days ago

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    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 2 Responses Oct 28

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    I feel like I'm not here. I don't know where I am.
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    I withdrew from those who I didn't feel deserved to be a part of my life. While I may not have any fake friends now, it gets extremely lonely only have a select few who I never get...
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    **** it to.....- ignorance that is a constant from those who dish it- to the ones who just do not want to see the real me- to the ones who lie and say they want more, when really...
    SassyBabe39 SassyBabe39 41-45, F 2 Responses Nov 1

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    I have a long list on my computer that keeps getting longer. This list consists of people that have to go.
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    And I'm 100% okay with that!!!
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    Got to agree but then again I'm bloody struggling to figure that out as well so I'll give them a break :)
    wanderingboy wanderingboy 31-35, M Oct 29

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    quike23 quike23 16-17, M 2 Responses Oct 31

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    Thanks to societal trends. And way less caring about healthy world.
    OddlyScintilating OddlyScintilating 46-50, M 1 Response Nov 6

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    missbellelettres missbellelettres 41-45, M Nov 11

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    I've been trying to hint to my friends I'm depressed.. and they just push it off and just carry on, I feel like I just bring them down. they'd probably be happy if I was gone
    spacedout26 spacedout26 16-17, F 6 days ago

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