It's hard to say but I never loved my family or my friends.....it's like my heart is frozen through all the hard times I countered.
I have experiences selfhatred, uncareble diseases and depressed friends and family.
Is it true I have formed a shield around my heart too protect...
as stress, anger, depression, and sadness, but I can only feel those types of emotions (physically/internally). Anything else doesn't feel real/ I can't feel a physical sensation of happiness or love, so it seems as though it doesn't really exist. Is this normal?