and my introvertedness has kept me from doing my job as a host at olive garden. i think i might ask management to keep me as a busser. too bad though, because i wanted to remain a host to force myself to talk to people
where I'm really confident (they're rare). Like I think I look so good that I don't want to go home because not enough people seen me. For the most part, though, I hate leaving the house because I think I look hideous.
can't do anything right. I've had learning problems in life. But if I keep doing it over and over I get better. It just gets frustrating from time to time. But after I do it a couple of times and have someone explain it
to me I than understand it better.
But I still feel like everywhere I go I don't feel like I belong there because I don't fit in with the people around me. I'm always myself but I never see the need to want to get to know anyone anymore because I keep thinking that I won't fit in. All I ever want to do is be...