I Dont Know Anymore

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 295 People

    Any Idea?

    after quite a very exhausting story i have shared with you, you might be asking what's next, well guys, believe it or not, there is a sequel...   its the same old story, i found someone, you may not believe it but, this someone is really the someone i have been searching...
    Gem7xoxo Gem7xoxo
    16-17, F
    1 Response Nov 4, 2009

    My Confusing World.

    I'm in love. well. I think that I am. I've never felt this way before. it's all new. I met someone a few months ago and it never really came to my attention I'd be so attracted to them. the day came and we were crazy about each other. after I came back from vacation we spent two...
    foreverandalwaysalonesadly foreverandalwaysalonesadly
    36-40, F
    Oct 26, 2013

    why is it that i feel inapt?

    in here it says to speak my mind openly,how openly if i still feel as though i'm being judged,even if noone spoke about it but atleast in thought they did without a second glance or rethink about my situation......i feel abandoned.just a person to pass by and not look back at.
    Allfudgedup Allfudgedup
    22-25, F
    May 7, 2014

    I think I messed up and wasn't able to converse

    or comprehend what I had done! I'm freaking out now hoping that all is not gone! Yes I freak out easily! Please just ease my mind! Tell me it's going to be ok!
    Kevin444 Kevin444
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Jan 1, 2015

    I don't know who I am anymore.

    Just as I thought things were getting better. They got even worse. Here I am trying to sleep. But I can't. I can't because I can't stop crying. Crying because people need to learn how to be nice to other people and treat them with respect. My mother is the meanest...
    mickey123xp mickey123xp
    16-17, F
    1 Response Jul 1, 2014

    What if, you trusted someone

    so much that you would give up your life for that person. If you loved that person so much you couldn't go a day without that person. If you knew that what you two had was once in a millennia...... And you lied to that person, not only lied but told the biggest lie you have ever...
    LittleDalek LittleDalek
    18-21, M
    Oct 5, 2014

    I used to have a lot of fire

    and fight, and always ready to defend myself. I'm not a fighter where I'd literally get violent because I hate that and I don't see the point. I'm more of a verbal/intellectually eviscerating type of battling person. But as of late I just feel like I don't want to deal. Ok, let...
    Lov3intheasylum Lov3intheasylum
    31-35, F
    1 Response Aug 24, 2015

    Well I guess that's that.

    I mean his not leaving me again but I shouldn't be around him WWWWWWWWTTTTTTTTTTTTFFFFFFFF I love him don't get me wrong but make up your damn mind. I'm tired of playing these mind games
    MaryCrossen MaryCrossen
    18-21, F
    Apr 21, 2015

    never sure what to do

    or think. somedays it would be easier if the internet had never caught on. id be trapped in my world but never know the boundaries of my prison. i wouldnt long for what i wouldnt know... but i do know all of this. i wouldnt have passed up those i care about for any ammount...
    ArnoldJRimmer ArnoldJRimmer
    46-50, M
    1 Response Sep 19, 2015

    I Dont Know What to Do

    I don't know anymore it seems like everything I say or do is wrong or just not good enough I mean is it even possible to love someone to much? You would think that he would love that to know that you would think that it would make him feel good I just don't know what to do maybe...
    armywife26 armywife26
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 22, 2009

    I used to think I was different.

    I always prided myself that I didn't drink or use drugs. I always thought I could I say "I'll never be that kind of person," but my manager today asked me "how do you not drink or smoke?" and it hit me...I may not drink or smoke but is putting yourself in pain really any...
    DarknessWolf DarknessWolf
    26-30, M
    Nov 20, 2015
    MoriyaSuwako MoriyaSuwako
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Nov 30, 2015
    Lilred17 Lilred17
    18-21, F
    Jan 15, 2015

    There is no God. God is

    for good people..
    drSnothing drSnothing
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Jan 14

    I don't trust myself in a relationship.

    . I'm always gonna screw it up one way or another. Whether it's a relationship or just a friend ship, I push people away and they let me.
    anonymouschicky anonymouschicky
    16-17, F
    Jan 19, 2015

    What Do I Dooo?

    i have a boyfriend. i've been with him for 2 1/2 years now. he's proven himself to be unreliable, impatient, and an all around bad boyfriend but i love him very much. i go crazy when he's gone and he's gone all the time. 6 months before this boyfriend came along there was another...
    russianhero russianhero
    18-21, F
    1 Response Oct 1, 2009

    Is it still okay for a guy to cry.

    ..? That's all I want to do.. I need a male FRIEND to come give me advice... and buy me some pizza... and an ice cream sundae... some Doritos would be nice to but I'm not sharing..
    TheComplication TheComplication
    18-21, M
    Oct 15, 2014
    numbaf numbaf
    16-17, F
    Jan 13

    If I didnt have prior social engagements

    and people I said I was gonna see I'd just total just walk away from everything. I feel done. I just want to hole myself up inside my place and just give up. I dont feel like meeting new people - HAHA as if I'm really given a chance to, because you have to look and act a certain...
    Lov3intheasylum Lov3intheasylum
    31-35, F
    Oct 1, 2014

    Why does it always have to be about looks:/

    why can't anyone want me for me. If people keep acting shallow I'm never gonna find anyone. I know that's why I get ignored. You don't have to convince me that's it's something else. Because I have a good grammar and I've been educated so I don't want to hear it any other way.
    YourSecretAdmire22 YourSecretAdmire22
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Jul 10, 2015

    We got close We smiled Laughed Fought

    And we even said I love you to each other But then some how You forgot about me I still txt u But no reply I still love u But no love u 2 What has became of this? Me being forgotten I told u all my pain I told u all my worries And u said u weren't going...
    Angel2345 Angel2345
    13-15, F
    1 Response Aug 12, 2014

    My mother is sick constantly with sickle cell

    crisis, she's a neurotic. She's also depressed and co-dependent and won't do much about that. I don't live with her, but I can tell by the way she talks and her attitude. Then that drives me to worry. Then one of my sisters is now pregnant and she did take care of my mom and now...
    Lov3intheasylum Lov3intheasylum
    31-35, F
    Feb 18

    I'm sleepy, sad, and upset I just don't want

    to feel like this anymore I'm tired of crying to sleep I'm tired of getting the urge to cut myself I'm tired of the suicidal thoughts I just want it to stop I just don't know what to do anymore
    Hellokitty1313 Hellokitty1313
    16-17, F
    Sep 8, 2014

    I grew up different then most kids separated

    from them and always on the move until I turned 9. My main issue is that where I was there was almost no one with the same interests as me, I would just go through my days with a fake smile making faith friends. Manipulating people to like me was the only way I could get close...
    Emprosium Emprosium
    1 Response Jul 10, 2014

    For the past few yrs i been trying realy hard

    to atone for what i done and be a "good guy" look were it got me ppl think they can take the ****,ppl lie cheat and want **** so why be the perfect guy anymore u always see how ppl compalin and wish society was a diffrent way yet they push and push if they want a mindless beast...
    TheForgottten TheForgottten
    22-25, M
    Jul 28, 2015

    I Might Break Up With Him...

    im really starting to lose the feelings i used to have with my bf... i used to get butterflies every time i saw and kissed my bf but now...... there isnt anymore spark or butterflies..... and were really starting to grow apart, like hes in college and im in highschool, so we dont...
    LisaStokes LisaStokes
    1 Response Sep 17, 2013

    I feel like the biggest attention seeker.

    My life is fine.. So why do i feel this way? My friends have bigger problems than me and here i am whinning about mine.. maybe i just shouldnt talk about myself anymore.. But i just dont care about anything anymore.. i cant do this..
    wattpadlover33 wattpadlover33
    18-21, F
    Dec 3, 2014

    So, I've been trying to move on from a bad

    breakup lately. But the worst possible thing that happens is going on fb or other forms of social media, seeing your ex doing things she told you she could never do while we were together (Like drive to my city JUST TO LOOK FOR A NAIL SALON.). And to add to that, she's been...
    TheMasterMan1 TheMasterMan1
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Jul 23, 2015

    Whats Next For Me?

    I had a miscarriage, then surgery, cancer, now I'm in my 2nd month of chemo. All within the last 4 months. I had a boyfriend but during this time up until tonight. He left all he said was "I love you but maybe we should focus on our own challenges". This whole time I've been...
    angelkast angelkast
    1 Response Jul 26, 2010

    Hi. You don't know me

    and I don't know you. But I was told this place is a good place to share thoughts and feelings. And well I need someone to talk to right? Now believe it or not am 13 yea I know what the heck is 13 year doing on a website like this. The same as you. Now hear my voice. Am and...
    tinibunny tinibunny
    13-15, F
    2 Responses Jan 11

    I dont get it. Why would she want to meet my

    dad the other day. She said she had something to talk to him. Did she mean she is going to complain about me? -_-
    drSnothing drSnothing
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jan 13

    I feel like I don't have many people to turn to,

    And the people I do have, I don't think they will understand. I feel hopeless, but not all the time. I remember a time when all I worried about were silly things, but now i'm second guessing my existence. Why am I here? I know I was born to do something wonderful. I am not being...
    D3stiny D3stiny
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 10, 2015

    Well.... My marine left me again.

    ... Because his missed up in the head his did this because he is trying to save me from what he could do when mad.... He says he loves me but doesn't feel anything..... I'm lost with out him.... He left Monday it feels like forever I haven't smiled laughed without faking it God...
    MaryCrossen MaryCrossen
    18-21, F
    Mar 13, 2015


    Today is worse then yesterday, this morning when i woke up and realised it wasnt just a dream, down i went all over again...... its eating me up inside this demon wont leave me no matter what i do, Constantly living a nightmare, the air feeling like blades ripping through my skin...
    marz82 marz82
    26-30, F
    Nov 23, 2012

    I was thinking. The absence of evidence does

    not prove the evidence of absence, however, the evidence of absence can be simply a part of an absence of evidence in turn disproving the absence of evidence to disprove the evidence of absence of evidence to prove absence of evidence, therefore making the branching evidence...
    Jimjohnjack123 Jimjohnjack123
    18-21, M
    Aug 4, 2015
    CallmeHopelessNotRomantic CallmeHopelessNotRomantic
    36-40, F
    4 Responses Aug 24, 2015
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Dec 21, 2015

    Family problems don't disappear

    when I block them out with schoolwork. Now, no matter how stressed I am with school I'm being forced to face my realities. I'm not happy with who I am right now either. I don't know what I'm doing but I know it must be wrong, because if I was doing it all correctly things would...
    mirrorimage99 mirrorimage99
    16-17, F
    1 Response Sep 3, 2015

    Friends Or Not Friends

    Knowing that you can trust or friends and be able to talk with them about anything right. I was wroung once agian im finding my self asking over over again if friends use you. I am just keeping ends meet my self and one of my friends or to say my only one asked to borrow money...
    ddayton85 ddayton85
    31-35, M
    1 Response Feb 27, 2010

    They told me I have no personality

    when I’ve given them all of me. I don’t know what else to do. Apparently I don’t come through. I was told I seemed insecure, nervous, unsure, that I never smiled, I never smiled. I sat there listening and wondered, can they see what this world has done to me? Can they see...
    Confusedsadlonely Confusedsadlonely
    18-21, F
    Jun 24, 2015

    Sometimes I think about things

    and my answer is always why?
    YourSecretAdmire22 YourSecretAdmire22
    22-25, M
    May 3, 2015

    You said you were a friend,

    it's been days since you've yet to reply! Yet your actions speak louder then words! I just don't know if that's true!
    Kevin444 Kevin444
    22-25, M
    1 Response Dec 29, 2014
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