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I Don't Know How I Feel About Marriage

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    At 19 I have my whole life ahead of me, but it just feels like i'm staring down into a deep dark contorted hole. I'm so confused, I have no idea what to do with my life. I want to...
    mikster96 mikster96 18-21, F 2 hrs ago

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    I don't know where I will be in 5 years but I know I damn sure won't be in the same position or circumstances that I am in this year.
    anad718 anad718 26-30, F 7 hrs ago

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    Sometimes I don't know how to live with myself. So how can I ever feel like that me can live in this world. How can I be someone for other people? I feel like I just might infect...
    Sewmuch2do Sewmuch2do 41-45, F 9 hrs ago

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    I'm in a long-distance relationship at the moment and the possibility that my boyfriend doesn't love me back scares the **** out of me. Being constantly terrified that I'm not his...
    Liviaaaa Liviaaaa 13-15, F 1 day ago

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    I don't know who my Father is? I was born in 1965, my mother was very promiscuous in the summer of love. I don't blame her for this. Life's been very tough without a dad. I...
    roots2life roots2life 46-50, M 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    Sometimes I just get this thought, "Why did I write that? Is that really me?" Not in the sense that I doubt that it was me who wrote it, more like... I don't know, just like "am I...
    FittingUsername FittingUsername 22-25, M 1 day ago

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    My mom is hard to live with. She is obsessed with Facebook and taking photos. She wants me and 2 of my siblings to go to church camp, and is determined that we go. She registered...
    UnknownPrincess02 UnknownPrincess02 13-15, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Some morning I look in the mirror and I feel like I'm beautiful, but most days I look in the mirror and I feel like I'm ugly. I've been told more than once that I'm attractive and...
    xxxMeeThreexxx xxxMeeThreexxx 13-15, M 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    When you thought it's yours when it's not. Now I know why I like specific things. Solving a puzzle without the right answer is hard, taking the next level is not easy and...
    etude etude 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    I don't know what kind of people I want in my life. I don't know what to do about my failing education. I don't know what I want to do for a career. I don't even know what my...
    whaleking whaleking 16-17, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Growing up I didn't have very good learning experiences socially. My parents didn't have friends and we didn't really spend time with family so I was pretty isolated. Both my...
    LaGentilleDame LaGentilleDame 31-35, F 4 days ago

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    I just don't know because I don't have a lot of friends at school because I like school and homework and tests so people tease me and I really don't care when they do but I start...
    AmyPond11th AmyPond11th 13-15, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I've gotten to the point in my life where I've figured out who my parents favorites are out of my siblings and I'm neither of their favorite. In fact, I'm probably the most loathed...
    Gcardenas Gcardenas 18-21, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I happen to see a guy I use to work with. We started talking about everything, nothing special. Then he asked me about one of my old friends. You see I had asked her out and she...
    solojo solojo 31-35, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Sometimes I really don't know what the hell is going on with me or anything else. But most of the time I really just feel like I'm not even real and then I find myself feeling...
    Killljoy Killljoy 18-21 5 days ago

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    I've been plagued by contempt for my father for many years, and I'm trying to figure out if it's just an issue with my brain, with me as a person, or if I was actually emotionally...
    expandingforward expandingforward 36-40, M Jul 26

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    I have many, many medical issues physical and emotional and am only 28 years old. I cannot get permanent disability I keep trying though but meanwhile I am on temporary disability...
    butterflyangels2387 butterflyangels2387 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 25

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    At first you're serious and feel like you know what you're doing. It's tiresome but it feels like you have control. Then, you loosen up. It feels good and right - like you've made...
    FittingUsername FittingUsername 22-25, M Jul 25

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    I really don't know who I am anymore. Or what I want. I had the perfect life 7 months ago nothing could've been better. Now I hate everything and can't stand anything about my life...
    IngloriousJoker IngloriousJoker 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 24

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    Whenever someone gives me a compliment i just stare at them like they grew two heads while my face is bright red and feels really hot.
    IHateYourSmile IHateYourSmile 13-15, F Jul 24

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    I'm really shy when I meet people I don't know although sometimes if I meet someone and we get on straightaway then I am fine. I remember when I was young I was so shy I never...
    Tofi786 Tofi786 22-25, F Jul 24

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    I always compliment others, but whenever they compliment me I just feel weird and think about how exaggerated they sound so I sometimes awkwardly say thanks to end it all ??
    Theworldandme Theworldandme 16-17, F Jul 22

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    I can't tell if someone is flirting with me or just being nice/friendly.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 22

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    I wouldn't realise if anyone was flirting with me, as I don't think I'm goof enough for anyone to want me and obviously my flirting skills are really bad, otherwise I wouldn't be...
    rapsel rapsel 22-25, M Jul 22

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    I had this convo yesterday in my car and I didnt realize what was happening. The guy: How come I never see you? Me: its probably because I'm the invisible one in my family. A lot...
    TheNewBatman TheNewBatman 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 22

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    I just had a DNA test to prove that the man on my birth certificate is not my father. I am 46 and knew my whole life, but my mother was in deep denial. The man who is my father is...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jul 22

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    I just lose myself sometimes. I know that I am strong and that I can make it through a lot of things, but when it seems like, with the exception of some friends, that I am the only...
    AverageJane123 AverageJane123 18-21, F Jul 21

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    I have no idea how to flirt, and I can't recognize it for the life of me. I hope my future girl understands that.
    stewartgreen stewartgreen 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 21

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    What I consider or think; is a conversation, is flirting... Life is so weird.
    deademotion11 deademotion11 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 21

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    I really have no clue how to flirt as I don't feel I am attractive and think if I flirt people might think I have a swell head and not want to flirt with me back I also don't...
    susangoga susangoga 31-35, F 4 Responses Jul 21

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    Does anyone else have the issue of being too earnest to flirt? I suppose part of my issue is, one, I can't be glib when it comes to matters of the heart, and two, I am sincere when...
    jdhammer84 jdhammer84 31-35, M 1 Response Jul 21

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    I feel like something g should be happening my best friend almost died two months ago in a skiing accident and everyone was crying but I didn't feel like it would drastically...
    nannalovet113 nannalovet113 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 21

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    I'm in relationship with two boys and I'm dating and going out with one of them.But I don't like him enough and I can't show him my feeling and he wants me to do some flirty things...
    maryviolin maryviolin 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 17

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    Hi my name is Preston and I have lived a long and sad 16 years of life. For so long I have wondered why am I so different, why do I care about others more than myself, why do I...
    myfriendscallmeDePreston myfriendscallmeDePreston 16-17, M Jul 16

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    well this isn't exactly true. I wish I could be able to not feel emotions. i am too emotional and too sensitive and I hate how my face is so readable.
    Adaeze123 Adaeze123 13-15, F Jul 16

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    I am 23 years old. I have made $350,000 dollars in the last five years. I have a two and a half year old son. His mother and i have been involved in a very bitter lawsuit for the...
    ihavenoimaginationatall ihavenoimaginationatall 22-25, M Jul 15

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    Why I want to keep trying so hard at something that is long gone. Why I keep lying to everyone including myself. I don't know why I can't be honest and say I am not okay, that i...
    TiredOfBeingHurt TiredOfBeingHurt 18-21, F Jul 14

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    I have a 6-year old sibling who won't listen at all. He has violent tantrums whenever he doesn't get what he wants or whenever he does not want to do something like cleaning or...
    Shrous Shrous 16-17, M 1 Response Jul 14

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    I have no idea how to respond my therapist told me to just say "thanks" But I'm better at reacting to insults so its weird for me .-.
    PandaXBunny PandaXBunny 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 14

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    I try to give u everything. Try to make u happy. And end up hurting u worse than anyone ever has or will. I make u care just to push u away. My words are like venom without me...
    ronnybee22 ronnybee22 18-21, M Jul 14

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    I still love him and I think that is what's keeping me from letting him go. I keep thinking of all the good times and less of the bad times. I don't understand why I can't just...
    soulfulmuse soulfulmuse 18-21, F Jul 13

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