I Don't Know How I Feel Right Now

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    Done a whole bunch of activities the past week

    and experienced a whole load of new experiences. The kind of week i've had, feels like it's the kind of week normal people are used to having. Actually perhaps even still less active than normal. (A guy in one of my tutorials said he'd been out to clubs every night apart from...
    lonelyguybc lonelyguybc
    26-30, M
    Oct 4, 2015

    This one's easy to use.

    How do I feel right now? Bored, a little worried, and a little pessimistic/depressive, I think. Thinking about things I don't wanna do but feel like I can't get out of. Thinking about how my situation isn't absolutely ******, but still just so boring and, well, everything seems...
    FittingUsername FittingUsername
    22-25, M
    Sep 26, 2015

    It's Indescribable

    I often feel this way. It's indescribable. Whenever I'm lonely, I usually keep myself busy, loading more work, studying more often. I keep myself busy and getting nothing from those unproductive activities. l can read several books, but it will not get into my head. I can finish...
    dazzlingeyes dazzlingeyes
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Oct 28, 2010

    Do I Still Love You?

    What had once been easy conversation now seems strained, like neither of us really know what to say after the usual "what's ups" and what not. I wished over and over for you, my ex boyfriend, to come back, now that you have I don't even know how I feel about you. You can be...
    xspamadvice xspamadvice
    16-17, F
    Dec 24, 2012

    Heartbroken, Maybe?

    I fell for this girl and thought she had fallen for me so I ask her out. Initially she was unsure and needed a few hours to think about it. Afterwards she told me she didn't want to because she didn't requite my feelings and felt she would make the experience awkward for me. I...
    kevineleven7 kevineleven7
    Jan 6, 2012

    It's not a bad feeling it's more of the fact

    that it was unexpected. My boyfriend owns his own landscaping business and he asked me to help him with some things. apparently I did a good job because he asked me to be his secretary from now on. I'm happy to help and I don't have anything better to do, plus he wants to pay me...
    JuBear424 JuBear424
    18-21, F
    Jun 30, 2014

    Life is a roller-coaster right

    now i honestly don't know what to do. I feel pain mentally and physically, don't know who or what to turn to 😒
    k4m4r k4m4r
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 30, 2014

    I Don't Care!!!

    Why should I always have a way to describe how I feel. Everybody has blank moments when we can't say anything. When we think many random things and focus on nothing. It is just one such moment. And I don't feel bad. I don't know. And I don't care!!
    tenderfoot1 tenderfoot1
    22-25, F
    1 Response Nov 4, 2008

    I want to hate them,

    but I can't.
    lininsayy lininsayy
    18-21, F
    Feb 25

    I might be in either 'Just **** it all' mode

    or in a lethargic and numb mode. I really can't tell, but I don't really care. I should go back to sleep...
    XantheoftheStar XantheoftheStar
    22-25, F
    May 27, 2015

    Maybe Blank?idk

    im glad its not stress..heh
    amysangels amysangels
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Apr 24, 2010

    To Name A Few

    confused foolish naive stressed upset betrayed angry hurt fed up compassionate protective quiet withdrawn trapped torn uncertain
    LG76 LG76
    36-40, F
    4 Responses Oct 4, 2012

    So blank.. Just, nothing really.

    Been up all night, had a urge to cry, but I couldn't. I'm not mad, not sad, not happy. I'm just here.
    trinoctal trinoctal
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Nov 12, 2014

    I'm feeling a lot under some sort of mask of

    emptiness? I can't properly feel the sadness and loneliness and whatever else is mixed up in there because of some weird tired apathy. Is this an antidepressant thing? I am taking some. This is really weird. It's apathy to the point of pain and tiredness beyond exhaustion to the...
    transtastic transtastic
    18-21, T
    1 Response Jun 26, 2015

    I Don't Know......

    My boyfriend and i are living together for two years, until now i don't know if he got plans for us. i overheard him talking to his friend that we're still on "getting to know each other stage."   what does it mean when he said "we're still getting to...
    sabina77 sabina77
    3 Responses Jun 8, 2009

    Life Gave Me A Cookie.

    Do you ever feel like life gives you a cookie, then punches you in the face and steals the cookie back? Because that pretty much just happened to me in a much less metaphorical way. Life gave me a guy with whom I felt I could finally move on from my string of previous disastrous...
    thescarletparade thescarletparade
    18-21, F
    Aug 2, 2013

    Its really hard! when ur actually a victim

    and pple treat u like a criminal
    iamHurtSomuch iamHurtSomuch
    18-21, F
    Jul 11, 2015

    My mind is fighting between me punching

    something or crying. Whatever wins, just wins I guess.
    deleted deleted
    1 Response May 26, 2015

    I'm so retarded I don't know

    why I did what I did today. I just started making real friends , pretty sure I lost her. All my moms calls me is a liar and say I do horrible things, that she is so disappointed in me. I blew off my whole year so I have to retake a class and I can't do fall sports. I have no...
    loladdicted loladdicted
    16-17, F
    Jun 30, 2014

    How Do I Feel?...

    I feel like I have a huge crush on her, I feel like I want to be with her, I feel like I have no emotions with her, I feel like we should not be together, I feel like we should be together - I dont know how I feel...
    kingofnothing kingofnothing
    26-30, M
    4 Responses Mar 14, 2010

    My little sister just turned 17 at midnight.

    She just got home from work and it's 1:52am. we have school tomorrow. Her job closes at 11pm. Deep down i'm worried. She doesn't call or even send a text to let me know she's alright. I hate not being able to sleep knowing she's not home.
    Cocoquien Cocoquien
    18-21, F
    Mar 7

    I really can't... It's like being happy,

    sad, worried, anxious at the same time. :/
    Conrad219 Conrad219
    16-17, M
    Jun 10, 2014
    ZombieBaitMaiden ZombieBaitMaiden
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Jun 30, 2014

    I'm depressed, I'll be the first to admit if.

    But it's not that bad anymore. It's a matter of getting over it. I was On and off with this British guy for a year and a half and I could never figure out why it wouldn't work. I liked him I just couldn't make it happen. My mother and father were emotionally controlling and I...
    kxCobra kxCobra
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jul 17, 2014


    I'm 14 and I have this whole life ahead of me but I feel like nothing matters and I don't care that I'm failing over half my classes. In past years I have freaked out over b's but now it's like nothing really matters like no one cares. I just feel numb.
    Losingthisbattle Losingthisbattle
    13-15, F
    Dec 9, 2012

    So for the past 2 years,

    I would wake up for school and for some reason, id get a similar version of morning sickness, and need to vomit out my window. Idk, it changes colour sometimes, last time it was a deep yellow, this morning it was white, but it's just like, foam, and I have no idea what that...
    deleted deleted
    3 Responses Jul 15, 2014

    I feel jittery, or overwhelmed,

    or panicky, but I'm not, really. I have no idea what I'm feeling right now. I don't know what I want, or what I need. Just kind of confused. I need someone to come inside of my head and tell me what's happening. Because I don't know, and it's bothering me.
    jaisikae jaisikae
    26-30, F
    1 Response Nov 24, 2014
    deleted deleted
    Apr 7, 2010

    I would beg My ex-husband to do things with me.

    Things such as a date night, movies, or just taking our kids and me to go watch Fireworks on the 4th of July. He always gave me an excuse not to do those things, such as: we have too many kids to have a date night (though it never stopped him from going out) or he didn't like to...
    readinglover readinglover
    36-40, F
    Jun 30, 2014

    Since I've been a veterinary technician

    for five months now, I'm just starting to get into euthanasia. I euthanized two cats today with the help of the doctor and I'm not sure how I feel about that. I feel like I should be sad but I'm not.
    thefuturedoctor thefuturedoctor
    18-21, M
    1 Response Jan 3, 2015

    I don't know if I'm sad,

    happy, lonely, tired, in pain or anything. I really can't figure out how I'm feeling ATM .
    Psychedilc Psychedilc
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 6, 2014

    Feeling confused, alone,

    depressed and having weird thoughts.. :/
    exhuberantviolet exhuberantviolet
    18-21, F
    Dec 5, 2014

    I Have a Boyfriend and I'm Happy But I'm Not Sure How I Feel

    i met my boyfriend at a houseparty. i hadn't met him before but we kissed and he touched me, but his fingers didn't go inside me. when i got home after that weekend he was talking to me on MSN (IM) and he was telling me how much he liked me and that he wanted to see me again. now...
    charlottexx charlottexx
    1 Response May 13, 2009

    I Don't Know

    i want to run away now, i dont know to do or what to feel   i just want to get out of here   i hate myself   i dont know what to do
    HElovesmesO HElovesmesO
    16-17, F
    May 15, 2008

    Maybe I just don't give a **** about anything

    anymore, I don't know. I can sit here and try to think about how I feel; try to think about anything. Nothing comes up. I feel.. empty
    somegirlsare somegirlsare
    16-17, F
    May 28, 2015
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