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I Dont Know How Im Going To Get Through The Holidays

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    I Just Dont

    My close friend on here got mad at me for me telling him I feel he needs me too much and I feel pressure to be on Yahoo all the time. And then he insults me saying I get up when the adults were already up. All I get is ******* abuse. Christmas is going to be an absolutely empty...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Dec 12, 2011

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