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I Dont Know How I'm Gonna Go On

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    I Don't Know How

    I don't know how, I'm gonna go on, This life, Rougher by the day, All it's twists, And turns, Makin' me sick, Need a break, Catch my breath, maybe then, I can travel on.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Feb 2, 2012

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    I Don't Know How I'm Gonna Go On

    I have been in a relationship with my boyfriend for over seven years. We met in church classes and dated throughout high school until I moved many miles away for college while he continued his schooling here in our home town. However, we never lost touch ( I was also...
    beba555 beba555 22-25, F May 5, 2010

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    Doesnt Matter

    I try to go on living but it seems that the harder i try the more messed up things become. I hate myself to make a 180 degree turn but in the wrong direction. I guess its not meant for me to be content. I live in hell, i cant take it anymore. I just want to give up, im still here...
    kmn4 kmn4 36-40, F 2 Responses Apr 30, 2012

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    Hello I Am A Testimony Of Love Spells Read My Story

    HELLO I AM A TESTIMONY OF LOVE SPELLS READ MY STORY I Am Deborah Clifford I base in US my email is debbyclifford501 @gmail.com. i had problem with my ex boy friend some months ago. And he was cheating on me which hurt me badly,and he was also avoiding me,He no longer pick my...
    debby501 debby501 36-40, F Dec 7, 2012

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    I Don't Know How I'm Gonna Go On

    I have been in a relationship with my boyfriend for over seven years. We met in church classes and dated throughout high school until I moved many miles away for college while he continued his schooling here in our home town. However, we never lost touch ( I was also...
    beba555 beba555 22-25, F May 5, 2010

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    Update On The Situation

    He called yesterday "just to hear my voice". We asked eachother who we had told and what we had said. Argued abt meeting for closure. He never responded to my emails abt that and returning my things but he did send me a message on yahoo messenger around 10pm last night while I...
    beba555 beba555 22-25, F May 7, 2010

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