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I Dont Know How I'm Gonna Go On

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    I Don't Know How I'm Gonna Go On

    I have been in a relationship with my boyfriend for over seven years. We met in church classes and dated throughout high school until I moved many miles away for college while he continued his schooling here in our home town. However, we never lost touch ( I was also...
    beba555 beba555 22-25, F May 5, 2010

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    Update On The Situation

    He called yesterday "just to hear my voice". We asked eachother who we had told and what we had said. Argued abt meeting for closure. He never responded to my emails abt that and returning my things but he did send me a message on yahoo messenger around 10pm last night while I...
    beba555 beba555 22-25, F May 7, 2010

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    I Don't Know How I'm Gonna Go On

    I have been in a relationship with my boyfriend for over seven years. We met in church classes and dated throughout high school until I moved many miles away for college while he continued his schooling here in our home town. However, we never lost touch ( I was also...
    beba555 beba555 22-25, F May 5, 2010

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    Hello I Am A Testimony Of Love Spells Read My Story

    HELLO I AM A TESTIMONY OF LOVE SPELLS READ MY STORY I Am Deborah Clifford I base in US my email is debbyclifford501 @gmail.com. i had problem with my ex boy friend some months ago. And he was cheating on me which hurt me badly,and he was also avoiding me,He no longer pick my...
    debby501 debby501 36-40, F Dec 7, 2012

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    I Don't Know How

    I don't know how, I'm gonna go on, This life, Rougher by the day, All it's twists, And turns, Makin' me sick, Need a break, Catch my breath, maybe then, I can travel on.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Feb 2, 2012

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    Doesnt Matter

    I try to go on living but it seems that the harder i try the more messed up things become. I hate myself to make a 180 degree turn but in the wrong direction. I guess its not meant for me to be content. I live in hell, i cant take it anymore. I just want to give up, im still here...
    kmn4 kmn4 36-40, F 2 Responses Apr 30, 2012

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    yup, I guess I'm done here
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    I'm just a cluster **** of emotionssss XD
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    I feel like the my world is slowly slipping away, like when you're about to lose consciousness. I'm losing control of life and I don't know what to do. I feel like as if my life...
    150035039m 150035039m 13-15, F 2 Responses Feb 11

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    I need to know if I am attractive?
    Monsterboy95 Monsterboy95 13-15, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I wish I could say I am on EP because I want to be. But I'm here because I need to be. It is sometimes difficult for a man to admit weakness but this is the only place I can be...
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    I was sorting my bookshelf, found out 10 books I havent read yet. I have been buying (and few gifts on birthday) from past month but dint read cz of an upcoming exam. Its tomorrow...
    bujji14 bujji14 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 6

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    I've always been bullied which haven't exactly boosted my self-esteem. But I really wonder how other people see me and what it would be like to see myself through others eyes. What...
    MissClueless MissClueless 16-17, F 10 Responses Feb 12

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    I hate everything right now.
    Charmedheart Charmedheart 36-40, F 5 Responses 1 day ago

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    WHAT AM I DOING!? I DONT EVEN KNOW!!
    mypawshaveprints mypawshaveprints 18-21, F Feb 6

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    Monsterboy95 Monsterboy95 13-15, M 1 Response Feb 21

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    Do I Look attractive rate me please 😊✌️
    YoungRecklessAlex YoungRecklessAlex 16-17, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I just want to know that am i a attractive guy? Can a girl love me? Do i deserve someone pretty? Please comment. :')
    HadiAwan HadiAwan 13-15, M 1 Response Feb 5

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    I'll never be done. (: We'll never finish progressing. Each new year, we learn something new or we change our mind sets. We always have room for change and we constantly are...
    RhinosaurusRex RhinosaurusRex 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 8

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    I don't no if im attractive I really don't think I am like ive never been told im cute or pretty or sexy all anyone ever says to me is im dumb or stupid or ugly so ya I really don...
    laura1303 laura1303 13-15, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    For some reason I feel like I understand people on a complex level, even through quick interactions with strangers. I feel like I can see right through to their core. It doesn't...
    lovelywarpedlemon lovelywarpedlemon 18-21, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    Never have and probably never will. At least it keeps things exciting :D
    papercastles papercastles 22-25, F 12 Responses Feb 10

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    There are so many choices... the amount of colleges to choose from is overwhelming to me.
    ftmFreddy ftmFreddy 18-21, T 1 Response Feb 10

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    Been a while so why not. Nothing wrong with hearing people's opinions.
    Englishandproud Englishandproud 22-25, M 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    It'll be the epitaph on my tombstone
    ViewtifulMe ViewtifulMe 26-30, T 1 Response Feb 12

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    And I think I'm gonna leave it soon, those who wanna stay in touch will get my contacts if they'll ask for them.
    NicaxX NicaxX 13-15, F 4 Responses Feb 1

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    **** it. Pretending to be happy is much more easy than trying to get better... So that's what I'm gonna do. Shut my damn mouth and pretend that everything is fine and dandy. Just...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 15

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    Old habits die hard.... ****... I hate myself for even going back to this place.. I crave attention, and all I want to do is seek for it, but I don't allow myself to.. I won't let...
    catho catho 18-21, F Feb 9

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    I am in an intensive outpatient for my eating disorder as of current. I attend 6 days a week, 10 hours a day. Before this, I was in school for welding, doing my thing all smiles...
    Yourbaaaby Yourbaaaby 18-21, F Feb 7

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    when everything goes downhill this fast, it's hard to stay strong. there's very literally hope left, and I'm at the breaking point. I can't do this anymore. I can't. I've tried. I...
    gummball gummball 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 9

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    I change my mind so often that even I can't keep up with it. And i don't mean about simple things like clothing, or what I want for lunch. I go from wanting to be with my boyfriend...
    Dodgey4 Dodgey4 22-25, F Feb 2

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    Sometimes I wish I could tell everyone I know that I'm really sad inside. That the girl with a plastered smile on her face and all jokes isn't always me. I want to scream to the...
    RememberCarpeDiem RememberCarpeDiem 16-17, F 2 Responses Feb 12

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    I usually am a very cheerful person, always trying to make people happy and never letting problems tear me apart; but lately, school is being so stressing and nervous that I don't...
    Adriano90 Adriano90 22-25, M Feb 11

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    I keep seeing things out the corner if my eye. And their physical things but they look different. I know that I'm seeing something but I'm not sure I always see them out of the...
    DollTheface DollTheface 18-21, F a week ago

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    In the end, beginning always has an ending Every nice beginning should be ended with the good one as well My dear, I know I will remember all nice talks, all joyful and sad tears...
    indahnesia indahnesia 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    He makes me feel like lately I have No Opinion, what I say isn't ever important enough to merely give me a head nod. He used to think I was worth his time, 3 years later we're...
    haloJMK haloJMK 26-30, F Feb 8

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    I have being familiar with a friend of mine for a very long time. Off-late I find myself responding differently anytime I see him. I do not know if I'm crushing on him or i...
    hetty96 hetty96 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    When grown man who look about 40-50 years old and they tell me I look beautiful I don't know how to take they're compliment. If I say thank you, they're going to think I'm trying...
    lorrena19 lorrena19 18-21, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    I'm from the south, nuff said.
    jdsurge15 jdsurge15 13-15, M 1 hr ago

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    Ok I'm freaking out right now cause I've never done this before. I'm not gonna put any labels on my self cause I'm not really sure. Here we go. .. When I was around 8 I realized I...
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    I want someone to message and talk about things. I want someone to give me compliments and tell me I'm pretty and make me feel special :] I want someone to talk about erotic things...
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