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I Don't Know How Many Men I've Screwed

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    I Really Don't

    My first screw happened when I was 12 years old, almost 13. A 17 year old neighbor boy ****** me in his parent's basement and when it was over I thought it was the best thing I had ever done. From that point on I was addicted to sex and got ****** as often as I could. All my...
    spreadmylegsplease spreadmylegsplease 51-55, F 7 Responses Jul 4, 2010

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