I Don't Know How Much Longer I Can Hold On

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    burstingbadly burstingbadly
    22-25, M
    Oct 26, 2014

    I not so long ago lost the most inportant

    person in my life and I'm completely distroid by it I've tried killing my self twice now cas life seems worthless with out I dream about suicude as well I'm hanging myself in my dreams it's scarry really scarry just leads me to deep depression I dnt want any harsh answers just...
    darrenjones81 darrenjones81
    36-40, M
    1 Response Jul 4, 2014
    MatildaBlack MatildaBlack
    16-17, F
    4 Responses Nov 18, 2014

    when everything goes downhill this fast,

    it's hard to stay strong. there's very literally hope left, and I'm at the breaking point. I can't do this anymore. I can't. I've tried. I've tried my best. there's nothing left for me here. I'm done going the extra mile. no longer will I continue putting myself through so much...
    gummball gummball
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Feb 9, 2015

    Got to share this...tell it like it is.

    .before I lose it completely...been holding & holding for pretty much all of today..it feels really great...many times I felt to release a bit to ease..but declined...so yes I'm still holding like crazy..lying on my bed..almost in foetal position...my reason for this is finally I...
    ReallyDesperate2014 ReallyDesperate2014
    26-30, M
    Feb 28, 2014

    I Don't Wanna Qive Anymore.

    Im So Scared Of Death And The Things My Family Would Feel I Just Don't know What To Do. Dont Tell Me Its Gonna Be Alright Caus Everytime I Start To Feel Better Something That My Mf Family Does, Makes Me Want to Die. I Wish That I Wasn't Here
    Tdollablind Tdollablind
    26-30, M
    May 25, 2015
    burstingbadly burstingbadly
    22-25, M
    Oct 13, 2014

    I am sooo desperate to pee.

    Is somebody here who wants to hold with me? Write me ;)
    Carry93 Carry93
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Nov 11, 2015

    I'm trying to hold on.

    I'm trying to be strong. But I'm just falling apart. I didn't just loose my fiancé, I lost my best friend too. I'm so heart broken. I just want you to want me back. I can't do this. I just can't.
    JustWantItToWork JustWantItToWork
    31-35, F
    2 Responses May 25, 2015

    Mmmm....I so wish this rain would hold off just

    a while longer...I'm sooooooo badly desperate to ...and it's pouring heavily.. Mmmmmm....Please Please Stop.
    ReallyDesperate2014 ReallyDesperate2014
    26-30, M
    Jan 13, 2014

    Every day of my life I look at ways of ending

    it all cas I see no end to my depression it drives me in to the darkest place I've ever been I just want it done over and done with so I'm seriously thinking tonight at midnight no ones around I can get on and get it over with I hate my life enough is enough no more
    darrenjones81 darrenjones81
    36-40, M
    Jul 11, 2014
    mybladderisfull mybladderisfull
    22-25, M
    Jan 17, 2015
    burstingbadly burstingbadly
    22-25, M
    Oct 12, 2014
    burstingbadly burstingbadly
    22-25, M
    Oct 3, 2014

    Heyyyyyy All....my "Me Too"Friends in my circle.

    ...think the headline says it all....Yep, no time to wee wee, despite fact I'm sooooooo desperate...bursting to go...daren't stand up/uncross my legs etc ?? xxx
    ReallyDesperate2014 ReallyDesperate2014
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Oct 26, 2015

    37 hours 44 minutes deep into this hold!

    My boyfriend is doing what he can to prolong my hold but I'm so full. I'm in so much pain it's getting hard to breath or even see. I can't let my pain show as it would upset him. I need this feeling a bit longer. I live for this pain so much! It's why I do this! The force...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Apr 18, 2015

    What do you do if your cousin Thinks he owns

    the Place, And Your Afraid Of Conflict So When You Get Into A Situation You Stay Quiet All The time, But Then Again You Try And Stand Up For Yourself But He does disrespectful **** And You let It Slide And Stay Quiet?
    Tdollablind Tdollablind
    26-30, M
    1 Response May 25, 2015

    I don't even have a ****** estimate

    for ya. Record me everywhere. When I drop to the floor lol that long. XD
    FreightTrainOG FreightTrainOG
    22-25, M
    May 24, 2015

    Might be able to hold

    for another 1-2hrs Before I can't control it anymore! message me
    holding88 holding88
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Nov 14, 2015

    I Really Need To Go Sooooooo Desperately......,,

    It's crunch time now....legs doubly crossed/grabbing myself now & them...the odd pee pee dance...mmmmmm...if you want me to hold it...tell me ..& how..but please be very quick..I'm Burssssssting to.,,,,,oooooh xxx
    ReallyDesperate2014 ReallyDesperate2014
    26-30, M
    Nov 24, 2013

    I'm not here for people to help me,

    I just want people to listen for once, I mean, I know that everyone has drama in their lives , heartache, pain, sadness, and hopelessness, and I know that many have it worse than me , and I feel like a rude person for talking about it, but , breaking points come too often for me...
    sommer02 sommer02
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Jul 1, 2014

    Im just so sad about everything.

    Nothing is going right. I dont eat or sleep. And im just so lonely... Even tho i have friends.
    james13456 james13456
    18-21, M
    1 Response May 23, 2015

    Wow

    I am so desperate, afraid to move ... I know, I should stand up and go to bathroom, but if I do that, I'll be wet surely. Please, GIRLS ... help me to hold ... tell me what I suppose to do ... HURRY
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Dec 2, 2013

    I've nappies up since I'm holding laying down I

    don't want to explode naked, there would be no fun in that. plus I can keep adding to my nappy all day! ;)
    lilyjohnston93 lilyjohnston93
    22-25
    Nov 22, 2015

    I don't know how much longer I can hold on to

    acting nice. I'm tired of acting nice to this guy. I used to date this guy. I stopped talking to everyone for him. I had all his pictures in my phone. I let my mom meet him. He had all my pictures in his phone. I get to school one day someone close to me tells me "Derek...
    lorrena19 lorrena19
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Nov 18, 2014

    It's there, it's begging

    for release. There's so much pressure. It's gonna be big. My tummy won't stop gurgling. I think I'm gonna have an accident. I can't make it to the toilet, the stairs would be to much. Oh god. My heart is racing!
    lilyjohnston93 lilyjohnston93
    22-25
    1 Response Nov 24, 2015

    I thinking it's about to happen.

    .. OH NO I SHART ME LOONS (again)
    mcfartcloud mcfartcloud
    70+, M
    1 Response Jul 4, 2014

    I can't do it anymore guys.

    I don't have any friends or family anymore and I've never had a boyfriend. I sit in my room all day after school and stare at the wall while listening to music and music is the only thing that has kept me alive so far. This loneliness is killing me.
    classAteam classAteam
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Apr 14, 2016

    I'm In Pee Desperation....right Now!!!!!!!

    Hi...this is happening as I write...missed my morning pee....got tight jeans on as I write..... love my coffee/ etc...each time I tried to visit loo today..always engaged..so back to my desk....been jigging up & down for most of day...had to Jam my hand there to prevent accident...
    ReallyDesperate2014 ReallyDesperate2014
    26-30, M
    4 Responses Oct 12, 2013

    This is most likely my final

    and last post on EP. My body burns and aches because all the pain I'm holding in. I feel like if i don't let it out somewhere, I'm going to crumble into a million pieces. This mask I wear is unbearable I'm supposed to keep this up, trudging through life with no real...
    Krchan2 Krchan2
    18-21, F
    1 Response Feb 12, 2016

    Ive Been Drinking All Day

    i really want to pee i publik so im goig to achool at three but its 1:44 andi really have to pee i dont know how mush longer i can hold it should i just go or try to hold it untill three i have never peed in publik and really want to let me know what i should do and hurry!!!!!!
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response May 15, 2011
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