I Dont Know How to Be Anything Other Than Gnostic First

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    Realization of Self

    My earliest Gnostic thoughts started when i was about 7 maybe even younger.  It's always pretty much been a part of who i am.  I like how Gnosticism allows it's followers to marvel in the religions of other's while we are on our spiritual quests for Gnosis. ...
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    2 Responses Jul 19, 2009

    Gnosticism Through the Eyes of a Sethian Gnostic

    Sethian Gnostics are the second form of Gnostics.  We believe the Seth and Christ are of the same spirit.  The reason why we are the second sect is because the Canaanites/Cainites were the first after the murder of Abel (which is explained below.) All Gnostics believe...
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    4 Responses Aug 9, 2009

    I Wonder

    The Ineffable is so merciful.  Everyday He watches us persecute Him and still He loves us.  We defile our home (the planet Earth), we destroy habits, and we kill each other.  We as humans destroy everything we touch on this planet.  The world has longed to see...
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    1 Response Oct 6, 2009

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