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I Don't Know How to Break Down My Defensive Wall

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    Here is Practical Explanation about Next Life,

    Purpose of Human Life, philosophical/religious facts, theories etc. ___________________________ *********** Practical Explanation ( For Example ) :- `1st of all can you tell me every single seconds detail from that time when you born ?? ( i need every seconds detail ?? that what...
    bolt0 bolt0 22-25, M Dec 8, 2013

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    How Do You Trust Enough, and How Do I Handle the Pain That Is Bound to Come?

    Every time my wall comes down, I end up getting hurt ... and I don't mean just a little hurt, no, the real thing When I let people in, I really let them in, and more often then not, I get the sand kicked in my eyes.
    kinkitty kinkitty 36-40, F 50 Responses Apr 27, 2008

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    Looking For a Job

    I hate being a teenager looking for a job. I walk into a store that looks promising, a store that looks as though it is hiring, with head held up high. But then I walk inside the store itself and boom! It's like all my self-confidence has flown into the ionosphere. I don't...
    rustyguy rustyguy 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 3, 2008

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    Instincts

    I do not know how to tear down walls that have been built by unconscious processes. In all honesty, I don't think I would want to break down my walls.  They are there for a reason.  They are there to protect me.  They are the result of time and of lessons learned.  No longer...
    permafrost21 permafrost21 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 22, 2012

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    I Just Don't Know How To Fix It

    Hey, I'm in a relationship with this guy who loves me and I live him back, but I can't give him or anyone in my life my complete love because it's guarded by a wall. This wall is so strong, it sometimes feels like it's phycically there. History:  I haven't always been...
    Lyssmix Lyssmix 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 27, 2010

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    At Long Last

    I fell in love with my current boyfriend back when I was 12.  We never dated through out high school, and later in life he broke my heart.   I've since created a wall around my heart.  For the first time, we actually started a relationship with each other. ...
    NoOneOfConsequence NoOneOfConsequence 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 20, 2008

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    Life After Abuse

    I was also abused in a 11 year marriage and have two great kids from that time. I have been hiding behind my kids, work, college. I managed to get my bachelor's degree with an online university. I've been divorced for over 6 years. A few nice men have asked me out, but I...
    michlhi michlhi 41-45 Aug 11, 2010

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    Cold Dark Mask :D

    i hid my emotions. i never let it out. because if i did she wouldn't tell me how she was feeling. i was down but still more stable then she was. i now really struggle to get rid of my emotion . i can express it but i bottle it up and up and just cant get rid of it ! >.<...
    MiskaMaskedOne MiskaMaskedOne 18-21 Sep 26, 2013

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    Related Experiences

    Like everyone here, I don't know how to flirt, so I kind of use an alternative. Lately I'd been reading about random psychology ****, including body language, and it seemed a bit...
    carmansoul carmansoul 16-17, M 1 Response Feb 15

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    When grown man who look about 40-50 years old and they tell me I look beautiful I don't know how to take they're compliment. If I say thank you, they're going to think I'm trying...
    lorrena19 lorrena19 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    Everything's been going wrong today and yesterday. ******* everything. I'm already depressed and suicidal and anxiety-ridden even before the last couple of days, but now I'm just...
    polyglotparrot polyglotparrot 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 8

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    When other people have problems, I'm the first to help. I enjoy it because the problem is the focus and not me. I do things for others because I don't know how to be myself.
    eludesme eludesme 26-30, M 1 Response Feb 8

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    when everything goes downhill this fast, it's hard to stay strong. there's very literally hope left, and I'm at the breaking point. I can't do this anymore. I can't. I've tried. I...
    gummball gummball 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 9

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    I don't normally get compliments so when I do I freeze up and get really awkward. Most of the time I feel like I don't deserve the compliments that I get but I take them anyway...
    BabyGirlCleo BabyGirlCleo 18-21, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    i just want to find goood friend, but i dont know how to find friends l
    beingprecious beingprecious 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    How to take a compliment: Step 1 Say "thank you" Step 2 There is no step 2, that's it jackass. Haha I don't think you guys are jackasses I just saw this on twitter
    AshleyJea AshleyJea 22-25, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    I'ts odd, really... It's not that I'm in a bad situation or anything, yet... Yet I can't find a reason to get out of bed today. I keep trying and trying to motivate myself, yet at...
    JetSetQuin JetSetQuin 18-21, T 2 days ago

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    im alone this valentines day and bored so i was texting this guy who is also alone and he stopped responding. hes not even that attractive...cant catch a break on valentines day
    wxvx wxvx 16-17 1 Response Feb 14

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    I've always wanted to make a decent animated short film. I've already got the whole storyline written down and I've already figured out what the characters and scenes should look...
    lonelytechie lonelytechie 13-15, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I told my wife I want a divorce yesterday. Today is just day one and I am already dying inside. All of the things that need done, the emotions, I can't take it. How will I find the...
    brianpast40 brianpast40 36-40, M Feb 7

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    AH!!! What do I do! I really like him. I've never felt this way before. I have no idea what to do. Should I tell him how I feel? Or shoud I wait for him to tell me? I'm so...
    Sparkles4Ever Sparkles4Ever 13-15, T 6 days ago

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    If ever someone compliments me on something, it just feels weird to me.
    Marcus010 Marcus010 18-21, M 2 Responses Feb 9

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    I am a horrible flirt I dont think I make people feel good when I flirt it ends up being the opposite its weird
    Crystalsgirl08 Crystalsgirl08 13-15, F Feb 13

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    Single and drinking on this beautiful Valentines day cause I'm a loser ! ;D who's with me!
    Sheiskeepingmetogether Sheiskeepingmetogether 18-21, M 3 Responses Feb 14

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    I really like this guy but I am so worried that he is starting to lose interest in me..
    sammimel sammimel 18-21, F Feb 22

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    He told me he liked me, maybe even loved me. I said he would get sick of me. Never, he said. But all I heard was lies. A month later and where are you? You said you're getting...
    marieflorence109 marieflorence109 22-25, F Feb 22

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    I'll blush, look away, and say something to the effect of: 'Aw, thanks, but not really.'
    thetitania thetitania 16-17, F 4 days ago

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    My relationship is so boring. When I was single I used to have fun even though I did not have a job. I was having fun. I thought having a relationship is fun - doing something...
    Cinderella73 Cinderella73 36-40, F Feb 17

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    this is going to be one of those brittany rants that i'm not going to filter and make pretty. if you like pretty, then stop reading. THE SAME WAY THAT IF YOU ONLY LIKE PRETTY GIRLS...
    foldedunfolding foldedunfolding 31-35, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    My boyfriend might be deployed to Kuwait and i don't know how to cope with this we have been together since my sophmore year in high school when i moved here i am now in the middle...
    Klong121 Klong121 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 9

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    I don't know if I want kids and it freaks me out. My s/o wants kids some day. But he always knows that I'm not sure if I do. I guess I've been waiting for something to sway me one...
    TheKristaJo TheKristaJo 22-25, F 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    I'm almost 28 years old and have never been in a relationship. I've never had a man tell me he loves me. Never really been on a date. I can be shy, but people tell me I'm funny and...
    CaliLove1387 CaliLove1387 26-30, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    I am really concerned about my parents. They seem to be fighting all of the time, and they're always angry. I don't know how to help them, and I really wish I could. I know I am...
    Hindercat Hindercat 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I've been married for 14 years and finally left him and was gone for 2 years until he got sick and went into the hospital then I went to be by his side and now I don't know how to...
    gina1970 gina1970 41-45, F 2 Responses Feb 13

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    I'm sitting in my room right now listening to my kat. I have been talking gathering up info and stored it where it would be save, so that could get to it and organize it. my...
    awsome2 awsome2 18-21, M 2 Responses Feb 18

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    I don't understand what my problem is. I'm so socially awkward and uncoordinated and self conscious and I wish it would stop. I feel so terrified of what people think of me that I...
    brimc7 brimc7 16-17, F a week ago

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    I don't know anything. I can't figure out anything. I don't know what I want, who I want, where I want to go. I am breathing, existing, taking up space. But that's all. Oh - but i...
    ecress ecress 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    I am born and raised in the Netherlands. Discrimination and Racism is something I experience almost daily. Through jokes, subtle hints or serious remarks. I always get to hear from...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Feb 18

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    I feel happy but i still feel sad and I feel like I want something but I don't know what it is. I wan't something but I don't want it and I'm just not sure if I actually want it or...
    mypawshaveprints mypawshaveprints 18-21, F Feb 6

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    I feel like the my world is slowly slipping away, like when you're about to lose consciousness. I'm losing control of life and I don't know what to do. I feel like as if my life...
    150035039m 150035039m 13-15, F 2 Responses Feb 11

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    So frustrated that I keep thinking about how to talk to him in person. Yet, it's hard, because we rarely have sometimes alone to meet afterward. My shyness is at the top that...
    Bunnie486 Bunnie486 22-25, F Feb 23

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    Ever since I was in kindergarten, I was learning how to play volleyball with my best friend. But when sixth grade finally came along and I actually played the season, I realized...
    tubularbook tubularbook 13-15, F 5 days ago

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