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I Dont Know How To Deal With Death

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    So Many Lost In So Little Time.

    I lost my nephew to suicide in 2005 then his mother , my sister in 2007, then my unborn sons father in 2009 , my best friend in 2009, and my girlfriend of three years just passed one  month ago! i dont understand how to deal with all this loss its hurts so much i just almost...
    mimigirlnephrem mimigirlnephrem 31-35, F 2 Responses Sep 17, 2010

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    I need help with something. My friends brother just died today. She called me in tears and I have no clue how to help her. We live in different states by the way.
    dabombcono92 dabombcono92 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 6

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    (Disclaimer: I hope this story is appropriate for this page because it is true.) Before I begin, let me preface my story by saying that I am thrilled to finally find a place that...
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    I had a child, a baby boy, from a one night stand with an ex partner who left the country when she found out she was pregnant. Mostly due to her lack of faith in my ability as a...
    JonnoHo JonnoHo 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 9

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    This is a long post so prepare accordingly.There's so much to tell that I'm not sure where to start. I'm not sure my story will receive as much attention as I require, either, or...
    somniatorlupus somniatorlupus 18-21, M 2 Responses Mar 29

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    The past several years of my life have been turbulent. The afternoon of December 26th, 2007, my father, younger brother, and I went to my older sister's house to drop off some...
    QOE23 QOE23 18-21, F Apr 14

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    Imagine this. Some guy flies through a stop sign, blind-sighting you. Hits your car, debris and parts all over. He gets out tells you how sorry he his, it's totally his fault, asks...
    buttercup033 buttercup033 26-30, F Apr 15

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    I'm going through a break up and I'm trying to deal with my heart break by writing how I'm feeling in my notes... Just a background of what happened, my boyfriend had been going...
    odijay odijay 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    It's not always necessary to change someone's mind: Sometimes it's just plain not worth it to try and change someone's mind, best to just agree to disagree and move on. For the...
    CrystalRainsPearls CrystalRainsPearls 41-45, F 5 Responses Apr 16

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    I have this one guy friend who I adore and used to have a crush on. We had a conversation one day about how he knows I liked him and wanted to have sex with him, and it was a very...
    VanityHorrorx VanityHorrorx 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 31

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    you were the one that kept me going... I was gathering the strength to leave this country because of you, and try to fight for a "us". But that will never happen... and you will...
    DiamondArmada DiamondArmada 22-25, F 3 days ago

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    Beware… long post ahoy! In my opinion the DUI machine is nothing but a cash cow with no real intention of promoting public safety. Before I share my thoughts on this I need to...
    MidnightX2 MidnightX2 36-40, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    It's been 3 years. I was baptized when I was 12 with my 10 yr. old little sister. Disfellowshipped at 18 during my 1st semester of college my mom brought me my shoes one day didn't...
    MissSirRay MissSirRay 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 31

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    I've been in an on and off again relationship with a man in the military for two years. Due to his overseas deployment, I only get to actually see him once every several months...
    cecemar cecemar 31-35, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I am new here and I just want to say I deal with incontinence and it sucks as I have to wear diapers 24/7 :(
    accidentindiapers accidentindiapers 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 25

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    I've had a conversation with my father today and we both agree she's been impossible. We think she's depressed, she's been to a psych several times but she refuses to take the...
    Isobel1985 Isobel1985 26-30, F Mar 29

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    First post. Hello. I am 22 and I'm a uni student with an over-zealous mother. And by over-zealous I mean 'constantly interfering with my life and making me feel worse about myself...
    iNeedSpace iNeedSpace 18-21, M Mar 28

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    I know that older women are sexy they know how to dress and how to take a compliment. I have used the gentleman approach on both and younger women just don't care to be helped with...
    Qearl33 Qearl33 22-25, F Apr 4

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    I never knew my dad growing up, because he chose not to fight his addictions. I had seen him a few times in my teens. I'm now 25 and he passed away 2 weeks ago....and I didn't...
    thatchick25 thatchick25 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 10

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    Because I don't. Even if we share the exact same experience your joy may be brighter than mine; your sadness may be deeper than mine (or mine yours). I find it insulting when...
    wallofnight wallofnight 61-65 Apr 12

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    Before this feeling I felt good and happy. Now I don't know how I feel. I don't know if I am upset or just have no feeling. I just don't feel myself anymore. Thank you!
    MichaelEgitto MichaelEgitto 13-15, M 1 Response Mar 30

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    As much as I know how to cook, I leave that to my husband. I specialize in anything Italian while he basks in all that is Oriental... I know how to cook but he more than enjoys...
    LoveOverHatred LoveOverHatred 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 31

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    Okay so, I thought i would share something to see if anyone else understands what I'm going through. Over the past few years I've gone through a lot of changes. Ive suffered from...
    lilpeanut24 lilpeanut24 18-21, F Apr 6

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    I don't know how to swim! I cant remember the incident perfectly, but I think this what has happened. So, that one time we went on a trip, my friend said she is going to try and...
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    I'm always sad and down but no one notices and i don't know how to change that and be happy again
    whoreallyami whoreallyami 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 4

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    Lmfao I can't flirt at all. I've actually tried before with my male friend and he said I sucked xD I don't know how people flirt, like I get super awkward out of no where.
    drunkpunker drunkpunker 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 5

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    Well, I just don't know how to start any kind of conversation. The friends I have are mostly the ones that starts them... I'd just blurt out a random / stupid thought.
    jellyfishz jellyfishz 13-15, T a week ago

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    Since I have never been in one xD But I still don't know how and all that and I'm afraid that, soon, all my friends will be in a relationship and I'm just sitting on my couch...
    jellyfishz jellyfishz 13-15, T 2 Responses a week ago

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    My sister died two weeks ago and we have put her to rest. She was only 67 years old. In the past year and a half I lost another sister (59 years) and her husband. My older brother...
    wuzgnu wuzgnu 61-65, M Apr 13

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    Between opposite sex friends who are married. We text at least once a week. Sometimes it's every week day. Sometimes on the weekend. Other than my wife, she is the person I text...
    regitca regitca 41-45, M 1 Response 53 mins ago

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    five deaths in the past 7 months, my husband deployed and a miscarriage....um let's calm down with the drama im tired and need a break.
    zoeyB zoeyB 22-25, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    My first post will have a brief explanation of what happened... Day 10 20/4 11:18am oh god, I miss him so much. Went through the photos of us I have on my phone and I miss the...
    odijay odijay 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Day 11 21/4 8:09am it's pouring raining and I miss him more than ever... I miss hugging him and cuddling him from behind... I feel so depressed and miserable... What do I do? Why...
    odijay odijay 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I feel silly doing this but I REALLY need your help and input. I've reached my mental limits and honesty suicide crosses my mind. I cannot tell if there is any REAL in my...
    ScaredButterfly75 ScaredButterfly75 36-40, F Mar 26

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    My parents split a few years ago. My mom fell in love with a neighbor and eventually moved states away. That was the most difficult depressing time of my life. As soon as she moved...
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    aspirin for a few days, give away all your crap. tell them you love them. a few tylenol (cuz you dont want them to say u od'd) a very sharp knife, (you can sharpen it while youre...
    DeanGullbury DeanGullbury 41-45, M 3 days ago

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    Criticism never bugged me until this year. I guess cause alot of things changed idk but anyone I'm around comments on my weight, how I look, or just me being me. My friends and...
    lilly756 lilly756 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 4

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    i met someone i really liked, it was a long distance thing. we were going to meet up this summer. but there was a death in his family and he decided to join the marines. i guess...
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    When I had my 10 birthday, which was a big deal for my mum, she had the idea to apply glitter gel to my face and hands before the party. I bent backward and turned the face away...
    Amber945 Amber945 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    we talked to mom today.She criticised the partners I choose. I mean like the previous one was fine but was a bad guy, this one is not good-looking and it's unknown even if he's at...
    darkblue0909 darkblue0909 18-21, F Mar 28

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