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I Dont Know How to Discipline Myself

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    Which is why I still have to be spanked.

    It hurts but I know one of these days its going to help me gain some self discipline, I hope
    HorseAngel33 HorseAngel33 36-40, F 2 Responses Dec 23, 2014

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    Alright. Well...

    This is like one of the stories in the `must write more EP stories` group, or whatever it`s called. So since I have created this beast, I figure its time to feed it. In all of my other groups and stories, I don't think there is one that could be as interactive as this one could...
    Cinderelly Cinderelly 36-40, F Sep 7, 2007

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    This.

    You'd think that with a sense of time sliding by, with a knowing of each minute that slips away unused, that this would be a bigger catalyst for change. But instead I sit here wishing for all the things to be all the ways I want them to be; then I could step up and begin the...
    Cinderelly Cinderelly 36-40, F 5 Responses Sep 7, 2007

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