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I Dont Know How To Explain My Feelings Anymore

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    . I want to escape.... I cant.... ;( darkness... Loneliness.... Hatred....
    InfiniteMusic InfiniteMusic 16-17, M Sep 2, 2014

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    I Always Hide My Feelings

    im young as everyone could probley tell only a teen but for some reason i just feel unloved my parents divorced my mom lives with my grandparents i live with her my dad lives on his own my dad cheated on my mom more then once since i was a baby this been happening but not with...
    ellzx13 ellzx13 13-15, F Sep 24, 2011

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