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I Dont Know How To Explain My Feelings Anymore

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    I Always Hide My Feelings

    im young as everyone could probley tell only a teen but for some reason i just feel unloved my parents divorced my mom lives with my grandparents i live with her my dad lives on his own my dad cheated on my mom more then once since i was a baby this been happening but not with...
    ellzx13 ellzx13 13-15, F Sep 24, 2011

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    I never really have..

    I'm just a bundle of feelings like a bottle of soda that's been shaked
    DoorMattress DoorMattress 13-15, M 1 Response Jun 25

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    Cornered..... Help...

    . I want to escape.... I cant.... ;( darkness... Loneliness.... Hatred....
    InfiniteMusic InfiniteMusic 16-17, M Sep 2, 2014

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    if someone read this, I'm asking for a help.. I'm so tired of my life, like every body said, I don't want to be exist anymore.. I'm new here.. just please contact me if you care...
    GFrans GFrans 16-17, M 7 Responses 1 day ago

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    No matter how much I want to give up there is something inside me....a burning knot of fury....that will not let me quit. I can't put it out no matter how hard I try...so I will...
    BluChild BluChild 41-45, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    Artistic, expressive, hot tempered, smart, insecure, athletic, funny, honest, depressed, introverted extrovert, weird, girly, people pleaser, sassy, energetic, happy, classy, moody...
    ApplesAreYummy1 ApplesAreYummy1 13-15, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    Hello I guess I should start with hello, I'm not really sure how any of this works on here so hello seems best. Since January I've been in therapy. Lets call my therapist Bob...
    TuesdayHabit TuesdayHabit 22-25, F 1 day ago

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    I don't want to know me. I don't want to exist.
    BluChild BluChild 41-45, F 5 Responses 2 days ago

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    I don't know who I am anymore. I can't picture myself in the future. I feel lost. I feel like my whole life I've been trying to be someone I'm not because I'm scared of rejection...
    janningr janningr 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I'm an anomaly; how about you? (This is really awkward because I know no one is gonna respond to this xD)
    misanthropicpessimist misanthropicpessimist 13-15, F 5 Responses 2 days ago

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    I always have a dilemma about ZOO. I know ZOO is a place where we can finally see wild animals but I feel sorry for those animals. They are suppose to be running wild. I would be...
    tripwithzip tripwithzip 26-30, F 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    In a book i read recently the author said "if just there was something bigger! to express.." you know, when you are feeling whatever.. to convey the strength of it. *waves arms...
    mirkwood86 mirkwood86 26-30, M 3 days ago

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    I don't know How to deal With how I am feeling Not in a healthy way Not in a way that I can Explain to people and not make me sound so ****** up :/
    BroknGirl89 BroknGirl89 26-30, F 3 days ago

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    I cannot begin to tell you how excited I am to announce that I have decided to become a Plexus Ambassador!!! I have jumped in with both feet for two very important reasons: 1...
    PlexusSlimChick PlexusSlimChick 22-25, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    When I am sad, my beloved furry companion senses this and reacts. When I look into her eyes, I know she understands, even when humans do not.
    Olivia1962 Olivia1962 51-55, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Soooo, everything's so confusing again... Today, in the morning, I got to speak to this dude that has classes with me in college, but with whom I had barely spoke to ._. I had know...
    Undecodable Undecodable 18-21, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    I've been laying here with headsets on listening to music for a long time, and I just don't even know if this is really life. It's like you have so many people in your life, but...
    Artxsy Artxsy 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I'm less worried about the pain as I am about the effectiveness. I took a ton of pills last night but ended up getting stick to my stomach and getting rid of them. I can't figure...
    inaraserra inaraserra 31-35, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I just feel really depressed.
    carlosDam1 carlosDam1 18-21, M 5 days ago

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    Family Affair-My paternal grandmother,who raised me,was and still is a very skilled seamstress for a living. Her husband use to be a tailor. Two of her 3 sons are tailors with my...
    MeritEun MeritEun 22-25, M 6 days ago

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    I want a cute boy friend. I know how to make you feel special and I hope you can do the same in return. I live in Washington State. If you are interested text me :) I want to hug...
    ImBiYakimaWaAlonzo ImBiYakimaWaAlonzo 13-15, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I don't think I understand what self expression is. At the moment I feel like it is not about what you want, but about how you feel. There is a gap there between how I feel, and...
    ReadyFreddieDarling ReadyFreddieDarling 26-30 6 days ago

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    This is the first time I am posting on the internet for answers. But i am seriously sick and tired of jealous and backstabbers around me all my life. I am average looking and...
    monty1122 monty1122 26-30, M Jun 25

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    I feel so lost. I grew up poor, got a big education, and married a doctor. I don't know how to function in the upper middle class bubble, and I feel so lost and lonely. My...
    LilyRoseFae LilyRoseFae 36-40, F 7 Responses Jun 25

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    He's gone and I don't know how to breathe properly without him. He's gone and every sight, sound and word assaults my mind with thoughts of him. It didn't matter that his part was...
    forgedindarkness forgedindarkness 31-35, F 1 Response Jun 25

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    I used to be outgoing and an extrovert. I took goofy pictures and didn't care what anyone thought of me...now it's been years since I've been like that and I don't know why? I...
    DuoBrooks DuoBrooks 22-25, M 3 Responses Jun 24

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    Sometimes I think being gay is a curse. I wonder if his friends or whomever he's told about me would've viewed me differently had I been straight. I don't think he truly...
    gottabeBOLd gottabeBOLd 31-35, M Jun 24

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    I look at the sunset and inwardly smile. I know it's always going to be there for me. I look at the moon and worry. I don't know why I get so scared at night. I can feel the tiny...
    zax2 zax2 51-55, M Jun 24

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    My first real best friend who turned out to be a *****, I don't know how to get her damned voice out of my head. The more I think about it, the more I'm realizing how I didn't...
    jacithepanda jacithepanda 13-15, F Jun 23

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    I don't know. I'm really really really really really really really scared.
    Growing5783 Growing5783 46-50, F 10 Responses Jun 23

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    This has been a terrible few days for me. I'm currently working as an intern at university: away from the big city for a while, otherwise having a blast. I'm taking great care of...
    AlwaysFacingtheFace AlwaysFacingtheFace 18-21, M 2 Responses Jun 22

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    June 21, 2009 I never knew that day could end up being one that was burned in the back of my brain for ever. Well buddy it's been six years since mommy lost you. To top that off...
    forgottenheart forgottenheart 18-21, F Jun 21

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    Don't know what I want to do for a living, don't know what I want to do for fun. I don't even know why I am this way, everything seems fine but I am completely unmotivated to do...
    stewartgreen stewartgreen 18-21, M 3 Responses Jun 20

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    well first I rarely get them. So when I do, it's pretty weird and I feel awkward somehow. So from that, I even don't know how to compliment others which suck. In my head I'd be...
    CallMeShayYeah CallMeShayYeah 16-17, F Jun 20

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    I'm not able to picture myself in my head, I was never able to. I'm able to see everyone else, family, friends...but not myself. it feels like I never really know who I am, I never...
    an3sthesi4 an3sthesi4 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 20

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    i don't want to leave my room and face reality but i know i have to. no matter how many times i tell everyone i'm fine everybody believes it.... no one sees the lie anymore. i...
    catsrule5678 catsrule5678 18-21, F Jun 20

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    I like a guy. And I don't know what to do. I guess deep down I always knew I was attracted to some guys, but I've never had an emotional attachment to another guy before. I suppose...
    lespectrement lespectrement 18-21, M 2 Responses Jun 19

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    Dont know anything anymore it seems. Who I am what I want. All I know is that Ive still got a good heart and that Im a decently good person and thats in the end all that matters to...
    mkp86 mkp86 26-30, F 3 Responses Jun 19

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    Now, my dad is so blind to all of his issues, and mistakes, it's killing my family and shredding it apart, he said he loves us, but he won't even let us tell him what is bothering...
    Otokonoko Otokonoko 16-17, M 1 Response Jun 16

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    I'm straight, honest, independent, strong, friendly, adventurous and confident. That's me! I can't be who or what you want me to be; I won't be who or what you want me to be. I can...
    FelicitySmoak FelicitySmoak 31-35, F 5 Responses Jun 16

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    I've tried. I worked really hard to make my wants and needs clear to him. I don't know if he's not willing or not able to meet them but regardless, I'm sad and lonely...what do I...
    Sweetdaisymae Sweetdaisymae 46-50, F 1 Response Jun 15

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