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I Dont Know How To Explain My Feelings Anymore

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    I Always Hide My Feelings

    im young as everyone could probley tell only a teen but for some reason i just feel unloved my parents divorced my mom lives with my grandparents i live with her my dad lives on his own my dad cheated on my mom more then once since i was a baby this been happening but not with...
    ellzx13 ellzx13 13-15, F Sep 24, 2011

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    Being hurt is just a part of life i guess.

    . But you could choose to ignore and have it on you for a while, or you could face it and it will go eventually
    DoorMattress DoorMattress 13-15, M 1 Response Jul 23

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    I never really have..

    I'm just a bundle of feelings like a bottle of soda that's been shaked
    DoorMattress DoorMattress 13-15, M 1 Response Jun 25

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    Cornered..... Help...

    . I want to escape.... I cant.... ;( darkness... Loneliness.... Hatred....
    InfiniteMusic InfiniteMusic 16-17, M Sep 2, 2014

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    I am really not sure if I can do this or not but I've got to release some of the overwhelming feelings I'm feeling right now. I'm 50 years old and got married 5 years ago. I was...
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    throughout life I learned to bury my emotions because they just hurt me like haveing a conversation with my parents and saying how I feel and the response u got was" how dare I...
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    I have a lot of say rn so idk if it'll be really long or not. So basically I'll just be talking to myself I guess. I'm confused. Who tf am I. I need to get my life together, stop...
    kidLeftInTheDark kidLeftInTheDark 13-15, F 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    I'm in school and I'm wanted to be a teacher but then everyone started saying how bad a job it is and kept trying to change my mind Now I'm aiming for a community college and I...
    HeRuinedMyLife HeRuinedMyLife 16-17, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    I'm tired of putting myself out there and being kicked around.. I'm married with 2 beautiful girls. My husband ignores me. I have to ask for any kind of affection and I rarely get...
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    We haven't seen eachother for a long time and he wants me to be with him all the time but he doesn't understand that I prefer being alone and I don't know how to say it because I...
    BringMeTheHorizon14 BringMeTheHorizon14 13-15, F 3 days ago

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    I've never actually told anybody this . . . I don't like the person that I've become. I want to be a better person. The devil keeps testing me and I keep giving in. Sometimes I...
    Just0Looking22 Just0Looking22 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Actually you know what? I do. I do know who I am. I'm a useless **** up piece of trash. Ahaha ☺️
    XjigXsawX XjigXsawX 13-15, F 5 days ago

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    It's gotten so bad that when I look in the mirror I see a stranger. Not myself. I just don't even know who I am anymore. But I do know one thing. Pain changes people. Guess that's...
    awsome11900 awsome11900 13-15, F a week ago

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    GabrielBois95 GabrielBois95 18-21, M 1 Response a week ago

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    I feel like that a lot what's making these feelings come out ?
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    My life's changed a lot in a year.. I don't even know if this is how I'm supposed to be.
    kissinkittie kissinkittie 22-25, F 4 Responses Aug 20

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    i have allways been too skierd of show my feelings...so i just kept them..but now i can even let the emotions come out when i want to
    jrcervin jrcervin 16-17, M Aug 19

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    I don't know who I am and what I want from life.. I feel like I'm in a time where I just don't know how to continue and how I want my future to be.. How can I find myself? How...
    sudixx sudixx 18-21, F 7 Responses Aug 19

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    I didn't get to express feelings as a kid at home. I would get punished often for being too "happy" or too "sad".. emotions were just not acceptable in our home. That all made me...
    ms5271115 ms5271115 36-40, F Aug 18

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    I don't know how I feel now.I realized long back we have to fight our own battles.I prefer to fight alone rather than tell my parents.Ultimately I have to make the decision as it...
    whitesunshine87 whitesunshine87 51-55, F 3 Responses Aug 18

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    What the hell is going on here.Middle school romance sucks.I actually do know how I feel fùck relationships
    ArtemistheHunter ArtemistheHunter 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 17

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    Thinking who i am before makes me wonder how brave i am.. I thiught lifes strugles will make u more stronger but no.. It makes me more fragile, skeptic, empty.. I dont know who i...
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    Humans are animals and humans have feelings.
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    deepubm deepubm 26-30, F 4 Responses Aug 15

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    I dont know how to... I need help
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    I have always been very laid back and a lil lazy hahaha I'm the type that has always got good grades with out trying never studied in my life for anything. but now I gotta learn...
    skykidx1 skykidx1 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 14

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    it requires adaptation, commitment, feelings.
    Spidey0 Spidey0 26-30, M 1 Response Aug 13

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    Or I don't know when I am flirting. I never had a boyfriend so I guess that means I'm either completely unattracive or just a failure at flirtation and letting me feelings be...
    DanaJuliana DanaJuliana 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 13

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    I feel pathetic for even writing this but i feel like my boyfriend does not know how much it hurts me that we dont say "i love you" to each other. I love him very much. I mean, at...
    bambino420 bambino420 18-21, F Aug 12

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    Don't know if I'm happy or sad or depressed.
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