I Dont Know How To Explain My Feelings Anymore

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    Cornered..... Help...

    . I want to escape.... I cant.... ;( darkness... Loneliness.... Hatred....
    InfiniteMusic InfiniteMusic
    16-17, M
    Sep 2, 2014

    I've been crying my eyes out

    for the past 20 minutes. I'm shaking in the biggest panic attack I've ever had I'm sorry Z/C I love you and all I seem to do is make you feel terrible.
    hope92520 hope92520
    13-15, F
    Dec 26, 2015

    I Always Hide My Feelings

    im young as everyone could probley tell only a teen but for some reason i just feel unloved my parents divorced my mom lives with my grandparents i live with her my dad lives on his own my dad cheated on my mom more then once since i was a baby this been happening but not with...
    ellzx13 ellzx13
    13-15, F
    Sep 24, 2011

    I never really have..

    I'm just a bundle of feelings like a bottle of soda that's been shaked
    DoorMattress DoorMattress
    13-15, M
    Jun 25, 2015

    This is it. This is what it feel like to be

    dead. I can barley breathe without wanting to die. I don't think I'll ever be able to get out of bed without falling on the floor I've also had many anxiety attacks and I just don't know what to do anymore. ;-; ;-; ;-; ;-; ;-; ;-; ;-; ;-; ;-; ;-;
    hope92520 hope92520
    13-15, F
    Jan 3

    Being hurt is just a part of life i guess.

    . But you could choose to ignore and have it on you for a while, or you could face it and it will go eventually
    DoorMattress DoorMattress
    13-15, M
    1 Response Jul 23, 2015

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