I Don't Know How To Grieve

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    Unhealthy

    Today is the day I have been fearing. It came too fast. This is a hard day. I do not even know why I had to wake up today. I planned on sleeping through this day. I could not do that though. I have to face reality. I'm going to the grave in a few hours. It will be the first time...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Sep 10, 2012

    I lost my grandfather in january.

    He had a stroke and I kept hoping he will get better until the last minute. I refused to go see him like that, believing that he will get better and we will get the chance to talk again. The day I decided to go visit, he died. I went to the funeral but never got close...
    DDianaT DDianaT
    22-25, F
    May 13, 2015

    I think I grieve in a weird way my sister.

    2 years since she passed away, I couldn't cry... then I would obsess about her for a while and get depressed and crying. Then I avoid thinking about it, like it didn't happen. If i think too much, makes me cry. I don't go see her grave... I just think it's pointless. I don't...
    blackberries blackberries
    31-35, F
    May 12, 2015

    I don't know how to grieve humans.

    .. I haven't cried for any family members who have died. Thank god my mom, sister and dad are still alive, though. Just thinking about it makes me mad and feeling like I'm about to cry- impotence. I have grieved over the death of my pets, though. The first time I remember...
    Sil833 Sil833
    18-21, F
    Jan 6, 2016
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