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I Don't Know How to Leave Him

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    Long story but bare with me.

    I am a gay man, 43, and I've been living with my partner for 4 years.  We were in a long-distance relationship prior to that for about 3 years before he moved to be with me.  So we've been in a relationship for a total of 7 years.  As soon as we moved in together things went...
    starbucksatl starbucksatl 41-45, M 1 Response Dec 7, 2013

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    It's Over

    It's one of those long stories. But at the end of the day, I just don't see it. Maybe I'm depressed, maybe I'm too picky or determined right now. I honestly don't know. He broke up with me tonite b/c I didn't answer him when he said "Love me or Leave me alone". It's a...
    SashaAmazon SashaAmazon 31-35, F May 27, 2009

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    I've Love Him For So Long....

    I've been with my boyfriend for a year and a half and i need to leave him. No he doesn't abuse me, if he didi then i would've left a long time ago. I want to leave him because the passion is gone for me. i feel nothing for him other then friendship love. I never thought this...
    sadbaby103 sadbaby103 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 17, 2013

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